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  “Yes,Eben’sgone。Hewastookdownsuddenanddiedaboutteno’clocklastnight。Iwasthereand——“

  “CaptainEbendead!Why,hewasaswellas——as——Shesaid——Oh,Imustgo!Imustgoatonce!“

  Hewasonhiswaytothedoor,butshehelditshut。

  “No,“shesaidgravely,“youmustn’tgo。Youmustn’tgo,Mr。

  Ellery。That’stheonethingyoumustn’tdo。“

  “Youdon’tunderstand。ByandbyIcantellyouwhyImustbethere,butnow——“

  “Idounderstand。Iunderstanditall。Lordhelpus!ifI’donlyunderstoodsooner,howmuchofthismighthavebeenspared。WhyDIDN’Tyoutellme?“

  “Mrs。Coffin——“

  “John——youwon’tmindmycallin’youJohn。I’moldenough,prettynigh,tobeyourmother,andI’vecometofeelalmostasifIwas。

  John,you’vegottostayherewithme。Youcan’tgotothathouse。

  Youcan’tgotoher。“

  “Mrs。Coffin,whatareyousaying?Doyouknow——Haveyou——“

  “Yes,Iknowallaboutit。Iknowaboutthemeetin’sinthepinesandall。Oh,whydidn’tyoutrustmeandtellme?Ifyouhad,allwouldhavebeenSOmuchbetter!“

  Helookedatherinutteramazement。Thebloodrushedtohisface。

  “YouknowTHAT?“hewhispered。

  “Yes,Iknow。“

  “Didshetell——“

  “No,nobodytold。Thatis,onlyalittle。IgotahintandI

  suspicionedsomethin’afore。TherestIsawwithmyowneyes。“

  Hewasnowwhite,buthisjawshotforwardandhisteethclosed。

  “Ifyoudoknow,“hesaid,“youmustrealizethatmyplaceiswithher。Now,whensheisintrouble——“

  “Wouldyouwanttomakethattroublegreater?Morethanshecouldbear?“

  “IthinkImighthelphertobearit。Mrs。Coffin,youhavebeenmytruestfriend,butone,inTrumet。YouHAVEbeenlikeamothertome。ButIhavethoughtthisouttotheendandIshallgothroughwithit。Itismyaffair——andhers。Ifmyownmotherwerealiveandspokeasyoudo,Ishouldstillgothroughwithit。Itisright,itismylife。I’mnotashamedofanythingI’vedone。

  I’mproud。I’mproudofher。AndhumbleonlywhenIthinkhowunworthyIamtobeherhusband。Isupposeyouarefearfulofwhatmycongregationwillsay。Well,I’vethoughtofthat,too,andthoughtitthrough。Whatevertheysayandwhatevertheydowillmakenodifference。DoyousupposeIwillletTHEMkeepmefromher?Pleaseopenthatdoor。“

  Hewasverytragicandhandsome——andyoung,ashestoodthere。Thetearsoverflowedthehousekeeper’seyesasshelookedathim。Ifherownlovestoryhadnotbeenbrokenoffatitsbeginning,ifshehadnotthrownherlifeaway,shemighthavehadasonlikethat。

  Shewouldhavegivenallthattheyearshadinstoreforher,givenitgladly,tohavebeenabletoopenthedoorandbidhimgo。Butshewasfirm。

  “Itain’tthecongregation,John,“shesaid。“NorTrumet,noryourministry。Thatmeansmore’nyouthinkitdoes,now;butitain’tthat。Youmustn’tgotoherbecause——well,becauseshedon’twantyouto。“

  “Doesn’twantme?Iknowbetter。“Helaughedinsupremescorn。

  “Shedoesn’twantyou,John。Shewouldn’tseeyouifyouwent。

  Shewouldsendyouawayagain,sure,sartinsure。Shewould。Andifyoudidn’tgowhenshesentyou,youwouldn’tbethemanIhopeyouare。John,youmustn’tseeGraceagain。Sheain’tyours。Shebelongstosomeoneelse。“

  “Someoneelse!“Herepeatedthewordsinawhisper。“SomeoneELSE?Why,Mrs。Coffin,youmustbecrazy!Ifyouexpectmeto——“

  “Hush!hush!Iain’tcrazy,thoughthere’stimeswhenIwonderI

  ain’t。John,youandGracehaveknowneachotherforafewmonths,that’sall。You’vebeenattractedtoherbecauseshewasprettyandeducatedand——andsweet;andshe’slikedyoubecauseyouwereabouttheonlyyoungpersonwhocouldunderstandherand——andallthat。Andsoyou’vebeenmeetin’andhavecometobelieve——youhave,anyway——that’twassomethin’morethanlikin’。Butyouneitherofyouhavestoppedtothinkthatamarriagebetweenyoutwowasasimpossibleasanythingcouldbe。And,besides,there’sanotherman。Amanshe’sknownallherlifeandlovedandrespected——“

  “Stop,Mrs。Coffin!stopthiswickednonsense。Iwon’thearit。“

  “John,GraceVanHorneisgoin’tomarryCap’nNatHammond。There!

  that’sthelivin’truth。“

  Inhisabsoluteconfidenceandfaithhehadagainstartedforthedoor。Nowhewheeledandstaredather。Shenoddedsolemnly。

  “It’sthetruth,“sherepeated。“SheandNatarepromisedtoeachother。Cap’nEben,onhisdeathbed,askedDr。Parkerandmetobewitnessestotheengagement。Nowyouseewhyyoumustn’tgonighheragain。“

  Hedidnotanswer。Instead,hestoodsilentlystaring。Shesteppedforwardandlaidahandonhisshoulder。

  “Setdown,John,“shesaid。“Setdownandletmetellyouaboutit。Yes,yes,youmust。IfItellyou,you’llunderstandbetter。

  There!there!don’tyouinterruptmeyetanddon’tyoulookthatway。Dosetdown。“

  Sheledhimovertotherocking-chairandgentlyforcedhimintoit。Heobeyed,althoughwithnoapparentrealizationofwhathewasdoing。Stillwithherhandonhisshouldershewentonspeaking。ShetoldhimofhervisittotheHammondtavern,sayingnothingofMr。Pepper’scallnorofherownexperienceinthegrove。ShetoldofCaptainEben’sseizure,ofwhatthedoctorsaid,andoftheoldCome-Outer’sreturntoconsciousness。ThenshedescribedthesceneinthesickroomandhowNatandGracehadplightedtroth。Helistened,atfirststunnedandstolid,thenwithgrowingimpatience。

  “Soyousee,“shesaid。“It’ssettled;they’reengaged,andDr。

  Parkerwilltelleverybodyoftheengagementthisverymornin’。Itwa’n’tanygreatsurprisetome。Thosetwohavebeenbroughtuptogether;’twasthenaturalthingthatwasalmostboundtohappen。

  Eben’sheartwassetonitforyears。Andshe’llhaveagoodhusband,John,thatIknow。Andshe’lldoherbesttomakehimhappy。He’sagoodmanand——“

  Theministersprangtohisfeet。

  “Agoodman!“hecriedfuriously。“Agoodman!Onewhowillmakeuseofadyingfathertodriveagirlinto——Standaside,Mrs。

  Coffin!“

  “John,youmustn’tspeakthatwayofNatHammond。Heain’tthekindtodriveagirlagainstherwill。AndGraceisnotonetobedriven。“

  “Areyoublind?Can’tyousee?Why,onlyyesterday,she——DoyouthinkIshallpermitsuchawickedcrimeasthatto——“

  “Ss-sh!No,itain’twicked,it’sright。Rightandbestforeverybody,forherespecial。Yesterdayshemighthaveforgotforaminute。Butthink,justthinkwhatwouldhavehappenedifshecaredforyou。“

  “Butshedoes!Iknowshedoes。Mrs。Coffin,standawayfromthatdoor。“

  “No,John;ifyougooutofthatdoornow,togotoher,you’llhavetogobymainstrength。Youshan’twreckyourselfandthatgirlifIcanhelpit。Beaman。“

  Thepairlookedateachother。Keziahwasdetermined,butso,evidently,washe。Sherealized,withasinkingheart,thatherwordshadmadeabsolutelynoimpression。Hedidnotattempttopass,butheslowlyshookhishead。

  “Mrs。Coffin,“hesaid,“perhapsyoubelieveyou’redoingright。I

  hope——yes,I’llgiveyoucreditforthatbelief。ButIKNOWIamrightandIshallgotoher。Sucha——aBARGAINasthatyouhavejusttoldmeofisnomoretoberegardedthan——“

  “John,Ibegyou——“

  “NO。“

  “Thengo。Gothisminuteandbreakherheartandruinherlifeandspoilhergoodnameinthisvillagewhereshe’slivedsinceshewaseightyearsold。Go!beselfish。Isupposethat’spartofaman’smake-up。Go!Nevermindher。Go!“

  “Ido’mind’her,asyoucallit。IAMthinkingofher。“

  “No,you’renot。It’syourself。“

  “Ifitwasmyself——andGodknowsitistheonlyhappinessonearthforme——ifitwasonlymyself,andIreallythoughtshewishedmetostayaway,I’dstay,I’dstay,thoughI’dpraytodiebeforethishourwasover。“

  “Iknow,Iknow。I’veprayedtodiemyselfaforenow,butI’mhereyet;andsowillyoube。Wecan’tdiesoeasy。“

  “ButIknow——“

  “DoyousupposeSHEwouldcometoYOUifsheknewitwouldbeyourruin?“

  Hehesitated。Thelasttimetheymet,agesbefore——no,onlythepreviousafternoon——shehadtoldhimitwashishappinessandhisfutureonlythatshethoughtof。Hechokedanddrewhishandacrosshiseyes。

  “Mrs。Coffin,“hesaid,“youtellmeitwillbeherruin。YOUtellmeso。YouSAYshedoesn’twantme。Itellyouthattheonlythingthatwillkeepmefromherishearingthatfromherownlips。

  WhenshetellsmetoleaveherIwill,andnotbefore。“

  “She’lltellyou,John;she’lltellyou。Iknowyoumustdespiseme,prettynigh。Ical’lateyouthinkI’maworldlyoldwoman,carin’nothin’foryourfeelin’s。MaybeI’vetalkedprettyhardinthelastfewminutes,butIhaven’tmeanttobehard。Tobehonest,Ididn’tthinkyou’dlistentome。Iexpectedyou’dinsistonseein’heryourself。Well,then,goandseeher,ifyoumust,thoughwhatwillcomeofitcanonlybemoretrouble,foryouruntheriskoffolksknowin’itandbeginnin’towonder。AndIknowGrace。She’smadeuphermindandwon’tchangeit。ButIdoaskyouthis:Iaskyounottogonow。Waitalittlewhile,do。I

  leftherasleep,wornoutbywhatshe’sbeenthroughandundertheeffectsofthedoctor’ssleepin’medicine。Hesaidshemustrestorhewasafraidherbrainwouldgiveout。Forhersake,then,waitalittle。Then,ifyoudon’thearfromher,maybeIcanarrangeameetin’placewhereyoucanseeherwithoutanyone’sknowin’it。I’lltry。Butdowaitalittlewhile,forhersake,won’tyou?“

  Atlasthewaslisteningandhesitating。

  “Won’tyou?“beggedKeziah。

  “Yes,“heansweredslowly。“I’llwait。I’llwaituntilnoon,somehow,ifIcan。I’lltry。Butnotaminutelater。Notone。

  Youdon’tknowwhatyou’reasking,Mrs。Coffin。“

  “Yes,Ido。Iknowwell。AndIthankyouforhersake。“

  Buthedidnothavetowaituntilnoon。Atsixo’clock,throughthedew-soakedgrassoftheyard,cametheHigginsboy。Forthefirsttimeinhisshortlifehehadbeenawakeallnightandhemovedslowly。

  Thehousekeeperopenedthedoor。Ikeheldupanenvelope,clutchedinagrimyhand。

  “It’sforyou,Mrs。Keziah,“hesaid。“Gracie,shesentit。Thereain’tnoanswer。“

  Keziahtooktheletter。“Howisshe?Andhow’sNat?“sheasked。

  “They’redoin’prettywell,somasays。Ma’stherenowandthey’vesentforHannahPoundberry。Gee!“headded,yawning,“Iain’tsleptawink。Beenonthejump,nowItellye。Didn’tnoneofthemCome-Outersgitin,notone。Isent’emonthehometackabilin’。YououghttohearmegiveoldZekeBassettHailColumby!

  Gosh!Iwasjustahopin’HE’Dcome。“

  Mrs。Coffinclosedthedoorandtoreopentheenvelope。Withinwasanotheraddressed,inGrace’shandwriting,toMr。Ellery。Thehousekeeperenteredthestudy,handedittohimandturnedaway。

  Theminister,whohadbeenpacingthefloor,seizedthenoteeagerly。Itwaswritteninpencilandbyahandthathadtrembledmuch。Yettherewasnoindecisioninthewrittenwords。

  “DearJohn,“wroteGrace。“IpresumeAuntKeziahhastoldyouofuncle’sdeathandofmypromisetoNat。Itistrue。Iamgoingtomarryhim。Iamsurethisisrightandforthebest。Ourfriendshipwasamistakeandyoumustnotseemeagain。Pleasedon’ttry。

  “GRACEVANHORNE。“

  Beneathwasanotherparagraph。

  “Don’tworryaboutme。Ishallbehappy,Iamsure。AndIshallhopethatyoumaybe。Ishallprayforthat。“

  Thenotefelltothefloorwitharustlethatsoundedloudinthestillness。ThenKeziahheardtheminister’sstep。Sheturned。Hewasmovingslowlyacrosstheroom。

  “John,“shecriedanxiously,“youpoorboy!“

  Heansweredwithoutlookingback。

  “I’m——going——up——to——my——room,“hesaid,apausebetweeneachword。

  “Iwanttobealoneawhile,Mrs。Coffin。“

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