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  Hewasholdingbothherhandsnow,andthoughshetriedtowithdrawthem,hewouldnotlether。

  “Willyou?“hepleaded。

  “Ican’t,“sheansweredbrokenly。“Ican’t。Thinkofyourchurchandofyourpeople。Whatwouldtheysayif——“

  “Idon’tcarewhattheysay。“

  “Oh!yes,youdo。Notnow,perhaps,butlateryouwill。Youdon’tknowTrumetasIknowit。No,it’simpossible。“

  “Itellyouthereisonlyoneimpossiblething。ThatisthatI

  giveyouup。Iwon’tdoit。ICAN’Tdoit!Grace,thisislifeanddeathforme。Mychurch——“

  Hepausedinspiteofhimself。Hischurch,hisfirstchurch!Hehadacceptedthecallwithprideandadeterminationtodohisbest,theverybestthatwasinhim,forthesocietyandforthepeoplewhomhewastolead。Someofthosepeoplehehadlearnedtolove;manyofthem,hefeltsure,lovedhim。Hissuccess,hispopularity,thegrowthoftheorganizationandthepraisewhichhadcometohimbecauseofit,allthesehadmeant,andstillmeant,verymuchtohim。Nowonderhepaused,butthepausewasmomentary。

  “Mychurch,“hewenton,“ismyworkandIlikeit。IbelieveI’vedonesomegoodhereandIhopetodomore。ButnochurchshallsaywhomIshallmarry。Ifyoucareforme,Grace,asIthinkandhopeyoudo,we’llfacethechurchandthetowntogether。andtheywillrespectusforit。“

  Sheshookherhead。

  “Someofthemmightrespectyou,“shesaid。“Theywouldsayyouhadbeenledintothisbymeandwerenotsomuchtoblame。ButI——“

  “Theyshallrespectmywife,“heinterrupted,snappinghisteethtogether,“orI’llknowthereasonwhy。“

  Shesmiledmournfully。

  “Ithinkthey’lltellyouthereason,“sheanswered。“No,John,no!wemustn’tthinkofit。Youcanseewemustn’t。Thishasallbeenamistake,adreadfulmistake,andIamtoblameforit。“

  “Theonlymistakehasbeenourmeetinginthisway。Weshouldhavemetopenly;Irealizeit,andhavefeltitforsometime。Itwasmyfault,notyours。Iwasafraid,Iguess。ButI’llnotbeacowardanylonger。Come,dear,let’snotbeafraidanotherday。Onlysayyou’llmarrymeandI’llproclaimitopenly,to-night——Yes,fromthepulpit,ifyousayso。“

  Shehesitatedandhetookcouragefromherhesitation。

  “Sayit,“hepleaded。“YouWILLsayit?“

  “Ican’t!Ican’t!Myuncle——“

  “Youruncleshallhearitfromme。We’llgotohimtogether。I’lltellhimmyself。Heworshipsyou。“

  “Yes,Iknow。Hedoesworshipme。That’swhyIamsurehehadratherseemedeadthanmarriedtoyou,aRegular,andaRegularminister。“

  “Idon’tbelieveit。Hecan’tbesounreasonable。Ifheis,thenyoushouldn’thumorsuchbigotry。“

  “Hehasbeenmyfatherforyears,andadear,kindfather。“

  “Iknow。That’swhyI’msocertainwecanmakehimunderstand。

  Come,dear!come!Whyshouldyouconsidereveryoneelse?Consideryourownhappiness。Considermine。“

  Shelookedathim。

  “Iamconsideringyours,“shesaid。“ThatiswhatIconsidermostofall。And,asforuncle,Iknow——IKNOWhewouldneverconsent。

  Hisheartissetonsomethingelse。Nat——“

  “Nat?Areyouconsideringhim,too?IsHEtostandbetweenus?

  Whatrighthashetosay——“

  “Hush!hush!Hehasn’tsaidanything。But——butheandunclehavequarreled,justalittle。Ididn’ttellyou,buttheyhave。AndI

  thinkIknowthereason。NatisUncleEben’sidol。Ifthequarrelshouldgrowmoreserious,Ibelieveitwouldbreakhisheart。I

  couldn’tbeartobethecauseofthat;Ishouldneverforgivemyself。“

  “Youthecause?Howcouldyoubethecauseofaquarrelbetweenthosetwo?Grace,thinkofme。“

  Herewastheselfishnessofmanandtheunselfishnessofwomananswered。

  “John,“shesaid,“itisofyouIamthinking。Everythingelsecould——mightbeovercome,perhaps。ButImustthinkofyourfutureandyourlife。IMUST。Thatiswhy——“

  Hedidnotwaittohearmore。Heseizedherinhisarmsandkissedher。

  “ThenyouDOcare!“hecriedjoyfully。“Youwillmarryme?“

  Foraninstantshelayquietinhisembrace,receiving,ifnotrespondingtohiscaresses。Thenshegentlybutfirmlyfreedherself。Hesawthatthereweretearsinhereyes。

  “Grace,“heurged,“don’t——don’thesitateanylonger。Youweremeanttobemywife。Wewerebroughttogetherforjustthat。I

  knowit。Come。“

  Shewascryingsoftly。

  “Won’tyou?“hebegged。

  “Idon’tknow,“shesobbed。“Oh,Idon’tknow!Imustthink——I

  MUST!Wait,pleasewait,John。Perhapsbyto-morrowIcananswer。

  I’lltry——I’lltry。Don’taskmeagain,now。Letmethink。Oh,do!“

  Doubtlesshewouldhaveaskedheragain。Helookedasifhemeantto。Butjustthen,driftingthroughthetwilightandthemist,camethesoundofabell,thebelloftheRegularchurch,ringingfortheSundayeveningmeeting。Theybothheardit。

  “Oh!“exclaimedGrace,“thatisyourbell。Youwillbelate。Youmustgo,andsomustI。Goodnight。“

  Shestarteddownthepath。Hehesitated,thenranafterher。

  “To-morrow?“hequestionedeagerly。“Tomorrow,then,you’llsaythatyouwill?“

  “Oh,perhaps,perhaps!Imustn’tpromise。Goodnight。“

  ItwasaftersevenwhenGracereachedtheoldtavern。Thehousekeeper,Mrs。Poundberry,wasanxiouslyawaitingher。SheworeherbonnetandSundaygownandwasevidentlyreadytogoout。

  “Landsakesalive!“shesputtered。“Whereinthenameofgoodnesshaveyoubeento?Iwasgettin’scairt。Didn’tknowbutyou’drunoffandgotmarried,orsunthin’dreadful。“

  Gracewasthankfulthatthecloudytwilightmadeitimpossibletoseeherfacedistinctly。Thehousekeeperrattledonwithoutwaitingforananswer。

  “Supper’sonthetableandthekittle’sabilin’。Youbettereatinahurry,’causeit’smeetin’timenow。Youruncle,hestartedtenminutesago。I’magoin’rightalong,too,butIain’tgoin’tomeetin’;I’magoin’uptoBetsyE。’stostayallnight。She’sgotaspineinherback,asthefellersaid,andain’tfeelin’good,soItoldherI’dcomeandstayalittlespell。S’poseyoucangetalongto-morrowwithoutme?“

  “BetsyE。“wasMrs。Poundberry’ssecondcousin,anelderlyspinsterlivingaloneinalittlehousenearthesaltworks。Graceassuredherquestionerthatshecouldattendtothehouseandthemealsduringthefollowingday,longerifthetroublesome“spine“neededcompany。Mrs。Poundberrysighed,groaned,andshookherhead。

  “Ishan’tstaynolonger,“sheaffirmed;“notifBetsy’salloverspines,likeoneofthemMexicancactusplants。No,marm,myplaceisrighthereandIknowit。YourUncleEben’smightyfeebleandpeakedlately。Heain’tlongforthisworld,I’mafraid。You’doughttobeawfulgoodtohim,Gracie。“

  “Iknowit,“wasthehurriedreply。“Where’sNat?“

  “Idon’tknow。Can’tkeeptrackofHIM。Might’swelltrytoputyourfingeronaflea。He’shereto-dayandgoneyesterday,astheScriptur’says。Heatealittlemiteofsupper,butnotmuch,andthenoffheputs。Sayshe’sgoin’towalkthefogout’nhishead。

  Itoldhim,s’I,’You’llwalkaplagueysightmoreinthanyoudoout,THISnight,’buthewentjustthesame。Hewasdreadfulkindofdumpyandbluethisevenin’。Seemedtobesortofsoggyinhismind。Andwhyheneverwenttomeetin’withhisdadandwhyhisdadneveraskedhimTOgoismore’nIcantell。Landoflivin’,howIdogabble!Mygrandmarmusedtosaymytonguewaslooseatbothendsandhunginthemiddle,andIguessshewa’n’tfuroffthecourse。Good-by。Takecareofyourself。Youcanputwhat’sleftofthatmockmincepieonthetopshelfinthebutt’ryandyou’dbetterheaveadishtowelorsunthin’overittokeeptheantsout。There’smoreantsinthishousethanthereisdollars,agoodsight。BetsyB。,she’sgotaplanforkeepin’of’emoutbyputtin’sassersofbrimstoneroundtheshelves,butItoldher,s’

  I,’THEMantsdon’tcarefornobrimstone。They’reusedtoit。

  SometimesIb’lievethey’resentbytheeverlastin’fatherofbrimstone,’andshe——“

  Shehadreachedthegatebythistime,andGraceshutofftheflowofconversationbyclosingthedoor。Thenshetookacandlefromtherowonthedining-roommantel,lightedit,andwentuptoherownroom。Standingbeforetheold-fashionedbureauwithitslittleovalmirror,shehastilyarrangedherhair。Shedidnotwishtogototheprayermeetingatthechapel,butshefeltthatshemust。

  TheCome-Outergatherings,withtheirnoisysingingandshouting,hadgrownmoreandmorerepugnanttoher。

  Andto-night,ofallnights!Howcouldshemeetthosepeoplewhohadknownhersinceshewasachild,whoboastedofherasoneoftheirstaunchestadherents,whobelievedinherandtrustedher?

  Howcouldshemeetthemandtalkwiththem,knowingwhatsheknewandrealizingthatthey,too,wouldknowitonthemorrow?Butherunclewouldmissherandbeworriedaboutherifshedidnotcome。

  Shecouldnotbeartotroublehimnow;sheneverlovedhimsodearly,wasneversoanxioustohumorhiseverywishasonthis,perhapsthelasteveningtheywouldspendtogether。For,thoughshewouldnotyetadmitit,eventoherself,herdecisionwasmade,hadreallybeenmadethefirsttimeJohnElleryaskedherweeksbefore。Onlythethoughtofwhatmighthappentohimifsheconsentedhadcausedhertohesitatesolong。

  Sheblewoutthecandleandcameoutintothehallattheheadofthestairs。Shewasabouttodescendwhensheheardvoices。Thedoorofthediningroomopenedandclosed。ShefeltcertainthatNathadreturnedandwonderedwhowaswithhim。Thensheheardheruncle’svoice,speakingsharplyandwithunwontedsternness。

  “Idon’tknowwhat’tisyouwanttoseemeabout,“saidCaptainEben。“Yousayit’simportant;well,it’sgottobetokeepmefrommymeetin’。IoughttobeontheLord’sbusinessthisminuteandnothin’worldly’sgoin’tokeepmefromservin’Him。Sospeakquick。Whatisit?“

  ThevoicethatansweredwasonethatGracerecognized,thoughshehadneverbeforeheardinitthenoteofagitationandundignifiedexcitement。Therewerenoponderouspausesand“Hum——ha’s“now。

  “Don’tbeafool,Hammond!“itsaid。“Anddon’tstandtherepreaching。Lockthatdoor!Getalamp!Areyousurethere’snobodybutusinthehouse?“

  CaptainElkanahDaniels!CaptainElkanahvisitingaCome-Outer!

  andtheleaderoftheCome-Outers!!Gracecaughtherbreath。Whatintheworld——Shestartedtodescendandthenathoughtflashedtohermind。Shestoppedshort。

  “Iain’tthefool,Elkanah,“sheheardheruncleretortsternly。

  “Thefoolsarethemwhoaredeeftothecallfromonhigh。MyfootwasonthethresholdofHishousewhenyouledmeastray。It’sneverhaltedthereafore。Iwarnyou——“

  “Hush!Shutup!Can’tyouforgetthat——thatCome-Outercircusofyoursforaminute?“

  “ElkanahDaniels,I’llhavenoblasphemyhere。Anotherwordlikethatand——“

  “WILLyoubestillandhearme?TheLord’sbusiness!Iguessyou’llthinkit’stheLord’sbusinesswhenyouunderstandwhatI’mgoingtotellyou!TheLord’sbusiness!Thedevil’sbusiness,youbettersay!Willyoulockthatdoor?“

  “Mychurchiswaitin’formeand——“

  “Letitwait。What’saparcelofyellingCome-Outerscomparedtothedecencyofthistown?Stop!Shutup!EbenHammond,Itellyouthatyourpreciouschurch——yesandmine,theRegularchurchofTrumet——willgotorackandruinifyouandmedon’tpulltogetherthisnight。“

  “AndItellyou,ElkanahDaniels,I’llhavenoblasphemyhere。

  ThatlittlesanctuaryuptheroadisfoundedonarockandneitheryounoranyofyourPhariseein’priest-worshipin’crewcanshakeit。TheAlmighty’llprotectHisown。AsfortheReg’larchurch,that’snoconcernofmine。“

  “ButItellyou’tisyourconcern。Orifthechurchisn’t,yourownfamilyis。“

  “My——myfamily?“

  “Yes,yourownfamily。Huh!thatmakesyoulisten,don’tit?“

  Therewasaninstantofsilence。Grace,crouchingonthestairs,noticedthechangeinheruncle’svoiceasheanswered。

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