Hewasholdingbothherhandsnow,andthoughshetriedtowithdrawthem,hewouldnotlether。
“Willyou?“hepleaded。
“Ican’t,“sheansweredbrokenly。“Ican’t。Thinkofyourchurchandofyourpeople。Whatwouldtheysayif——“
“Idon’tcarewhattheysay。“
“Oh!yes,youdo。Notnow,perhaps,butlateryouwill。Youdon’tknowTrumetasIknowit。No,it’simpossible。“
“Itellyouthereisonlyoneimpossiblething。ThatisthatI
giveyouup。Iwon’tdoit。ICAN’Tdoit!Grace,thisislifeanddeathforme。Mychurch——“
Hepausedinspiteofhimself。Hischurch,hisfirstchurch!Hehadacceptedthecallwithprideandadeterminationtodohisbest,theverybestthatwasinhim,forthesocietyandforthepeoplewhomhewastolead。Someofthosepeoplehehadlearnedtolove;manyofthem,hefeltsure,lovedhim。Hissuccess,hispopularity,thegrowthoftheorganizationandthepraisewhichhadcometohimbecauseofit,allthesehadmeant,andstillmeant,verymuchtohim。Nowonderhepaused,butthepausewasmomentary。
“Mychurch,“hewenton,“ismyworkandIlikeit。IbelieveI’vedonesomegoodhereandIhopetodomore。ButnochurchshallsaywhomIshallmarry。Ifyoucareforme,Grace,asIthinkandhopeyoudo,we’llfacethechurchandthetowntogether。andtheywillrespectusforit。“
Sheshookherhead。
“Someofthemmightrespectyou,“shesaid。“Theywouldsayyouhadbeenledintothisbymeandwerenotsomuchtoblame。ButI——“
“Theyshallrespectmywife,“heinterrupted,snappinghisteethtogether,“orI’llknowthereasonwhy。“
Shesmiledmournfully。
“Ithinkthey’lltellyouthereason,“sheanswered。“No,John,no!wemustn’tthinkofit。Youcanseewemustn’t。Thishasallbeenamistake,adreadfulmistake,andIamtoblameforit。“
“Theonlymistakehasbeenourmeetinginthisway。Weshouldhavemetopenly;Irealizeit,andhavefeltitforsometime。Itwasmyfault,notyours。Iwasafraid,Iguess。ButI’llnotbeacowardanylonger。Come,dear,let’snotbeafraidanotherday。Onlysayyou’llmarrymeandI’llproclaimitopenly,to-night——Yes,fromthepulpit,ifyousayso。“
Shehesitatedandhetookcouragefromherhesitation。
“Sayit,“hepleaded。“YouWILLsayit?“
“Ican’t!Ican’t!Myuncle——“
“Youruncleshallhearitfromme。We’llgotohimtogether。I’lltellhimmyself。Heworshipsyou。“
“Yes,Iknow。Hedoesworshipme。That’swhyIamsurehehadratherseemedeadthanmarriedtoyou,aRegular,andaRegularminister。“
“Idon’tbelieveit。Hecan’tbesounreasonable。Ifheis,thenyoushouldn’thumorsuchbigotry。“
“Hehasbeenmyfatherforyears,andadear,kindfather。“
“Iknow。That’swhyI’msocertainwecanmakehimunderstand。
Come,dear!come!Whyshouldyouconsidereveryoneelse?Consideryourownhappiness。Considermine。“
Shelookedathim。
“Iamconsideringyours,“shesaid。“ThatiswhatIconsidermostofall。And,asforuncle,Iknow——IKNOWhewouldneverconsent。
Hisheartissetonsomethingelse。Nat——“
“Nat?Areyouconsideringhim,too?IsHEtostandbetweenus?
Whatrighthashetosay——“
“Hush!hush!Hehasn’tsaidanything。But——butheandunclehavequarreled,justalittle。Ididn’ttellyou,buttheyhave。AndI
thinkIknowthereason。NatisUncleEben’sidol。Ifthequarrelshouldgrowmoreserious,Ibelieveitwouldbreakhisheart。I
couldn’tbeartobethecauseofthat;Ishouldneverforgivemyself。“
“Youthecause?Howcouldyoubethecauseofaquarrelbetweenthosetwo?Grace,thinkofme。“
Herewastheselfishnessofmanandtheunselfishnessofwomananswered。
“John,“shesaid,“itisofyouIamthinking。Everythingelsecould——mightbeovercome,perhaps。ButImustthinkofyourfutureandyourlife。IMUST。Thatiswhy——“
Hedidnotwaittohearmore。Heseizedherinhisarmsandkissedher。
“ThenyouDOcare!“hecriedjoyfully。“Youwillmarryme?“
Foraninstantshelayquietinhisembrace,receiving,ifnotrespondingtohiscaresses。Thenshegentlybutfirmlyfreedherself。Hesawthatthereweretearsinhereyes。
“Grace,“heurged,“don’t——don’thesitateanylonger。Youweremeanttobemywife。Wewerebroughttogetherforjustthat。I
knowit。Come。“
Shewascryingsoftly。
“Won’tyou?“hebegged。
“Idon’tknow,“shesobbed。“Oh,Idon’tknow!Imustthink——I
MUST!Wait,pleasewait,John。Perhapsbyto-morrowIcananswer。
I’lltry——I’lltry。Don’taskmeagain,now。Letmethink。Oh,do!“
Doubtlesshewouldhaveaskedheragain。Helookedasifhemeantto。Butjustthen,driftingthroughthetwilightandthemist,camethesoundofabell,thebelloftheRegularchurch,ringingfortheSundayeveningmeeting。Theybothheardit。
“Oh!“exclaimedGrace,“thatisyourbell。Youwillbelate。Youmustgo,andsomustI。Goodnight。“
Shestarteddownthepath。Hehesitated,thenranafterher。
“To-morrow?“hequestionedeagerly。“Tomorrow,then,you’llsaythatyouwill?“
“Oh,perhaps,perhaps!Imustn’tpromise。Goodnight。“
ItwasaftersevenwhenGracereachedtheoldtavern。Thehousekeeper,Mrs。Poundberry,wasanxiouslyawaitingher。SheworeherbonnetandSundaygownandwasevidentlyreadytogoout。
“Landsakesalive!“shesputtered。“Whereinthenameofgoodnesshaveyoubeento?Iwasgettin’scairt。Didn’tknowbutyou’drunoffandgotmarried,orsunthin’dreadful。“
Gracewasthankfulthatthecloudytwilightmadeitimpossibletoseeherfacedistinctly。Thehousekeeperrattledonwithoutwaitingforananswer。
“Supper’sonthetableandthekittle’sabilin’。Youbettereatinahurry,’causeit’smeetin’timenow。Youruncle,hestartedtenminutesago。I’magoin’rightalong,too,butIain’tgoin’tomeetin’;I’magoin’uptoBetsyE。’stostayallnight。She’sgotaspineinherback,asthefellersaid,andain’tfeelin’good,soItoldherI’dcomeandstayalittlespell。S’poseyoucangetalongto-morrowwithoutme?“
“BetsyE。“wasMrs。Poundberry’ssecondcousin,anelderlyspinsterlivingaloneinalittlehousenearthesaltworks。Graceassuredherquestionerthatshecouldattendtothehouseandthemealsduringthefollowingday,longerifthetroublesome“spine“neededcompany。Mrs。Poundberrysighed,groaned,andshookherhead。
“Ishan’tstaynolonger,“sheaffirmed;“notifBetsy’salloverspines,likeoneofthemMexicancactusplants。No,marm,myplaceisrighthereandIknowit。YourUncleEben’smightyfeebleandpeakedlately。Heain’tlongforthisworld,I’mafraid。You’doughttobeawfulgoodtohim,Gracie。“
“Iknowit,“wasthehurriedreply。“Where’sNat?“
“Idon’tknow。Can’tkeeptrackofHIM。Might’swelltrytoputyourfingeronaflea。He’shereto-dayandgoneyesterday,astheScriptur’says。Heatealittlemiteofsupper,butnotmuch,andthenoffheputs。Sayshe’sgoin’towalkthefogout’nhishead。
Itoldhim,s’I,’You’llwalkaplagueysightmoreinthanyoudoout,THISnight,’buthewentjustthesame。Hewasdreadfulkindofdumpyandbluethisevenin’。Seemedtobesortofsoggyinhismind。Andwhyheneverwenttomeetin’withhisdadandwhyhisdadneveraskedhimTOgoismore’nIcantell。Landoflivin’,howIdogabble!Mygrandmarmusedtosaymytonguewaslooseatbothendsandhunginthemiddle,andIguessshewa’n’tfuroffthecourse。Good-by。Takecareofyourself。Youcanputwhat’sleftofthatmockmincepieonthetopshelfinthebutt’ryandyou’dbetterheaveadishtowelorsunthin’overittokeeptheantsout。There’smoreantsinthishousethanthereisdollars,agoodsight。BetsyB。,she’sgotaplanforkeepin’of’emoutbyputtin’sassersofbrimstoneroundtheshelves,butItoldher,s’
I,’THEMantsdon’tcarefornobrimstone。They’reusedtoit。
SometimesIb’lievethey’resentbytheeverlastin’fatherofbrimstone,’andshe——“
Shehadreachedthegatebythistime,andGraceshutofftheflowofconversationbyclosingthedoor。Thenshetookacandlefromtherowonthedining-roommantel,lightedit,andwentuptoherownroom。Standingbeforetheold-fashionedbureauwithitslittleovalmirror,shehastilyarrangedherhair。Shedidnotwishtogototheprayermeetingatthechapel,butshefeltthatshemust。
TheCome-Outergatherings,withtheirnoisysingingandshouting,hadgrownmoreandmorerepugnanttoher。
Andto-night,ofallnights!Howcouldshemeetthosepeoplewhohadknownhersinceshewasachild,whoboastedofherasoneoftheirstaunchestadherents,whobelievedinherandtrustedher?
Howcouldshemeetthemandtalkwiththem,knowingwhatsheknewandrealizingthatthey,too,wouldknowitonthemorrow?Butherunclewouldmissherandbeworriedaboutherifshedidnotcome。
Shecouldnotbeartotroublehimnow;sheneverlovedhimsodearly,wasneversoanxioustohumorhiseverywishasonthis,perhapsthelasteveningtheywouldspendtogether。For,thoughshewouldnotyetadmitit,eventoherself,herdecisionwasmade,hadreallybeenmadethefirsttimeJohnElleryaskedherweeksbefore。Onlythethoughtofwhatmighthappentohimifsheconsentedhadcausedhertohesitatesolong。
Sheblewoutthecandleandcameoutintothehallattheheadofthestairs。Shewasabouttodescendwhensheheardvoices。Thedoorofthediningroomopenedandclosed。ShefeltcertainthatNathadreturnedandwonderedwhowaswithhim。Thensheheardheruncle’svoice,speakingsharplyandwithunwontedsternness。
“Idon’tknowwhat’tisyouwanttoseemeabout,“saidCaptainEben。“Yousayit’simportant;well,it’sgottobetokeepmefrommymeetin’。IoughttobeontheLord’sbusinessthisminuteandnothin’worldly’sgoin’tokeepmefromservin’Him。Sospeakquick。Whatisit?“
ThevoicethatansweredwasonethatGracerecognized,thoughshehadneverbeforeheardinitthenoteofagitationandundignifiedexcitement。Therewerenoponderouspausesand“Hum——ha’s“now。
“Don’tbeafool,Hammond!“itsaid。“Anddon’tstandtherepreaching。Lockthatdoor!Getalamp!Areyousurethere’snobodybutusinthehouse?“
CaptainElkanahDaniels!CaptainElkanahvisitingaCome-Outer!
andtheleaderoftheCome-Outers!!Gracecaughtherbreath。Whatintheworld——Shestartedtodescendandthenathoughtflashedtohermind。Shestoppedshort。
“Iain’tthefool,Elkanah,“sheheardheruncleretortsternly。
“Thefoolsarethemwhoaredeeftothecallfromonhigh。MyfootwasonthethresholdofHishousewhenyouledmeastray。It’sneverhaltedthereafore。Iwarnyou——“
“Hush!Shutup!Can’tyouforgetthat——thatCome-Outercircusofyoursforaminute?“
“ElkanahDaniels,I’llhavenoblasphemyhere。Anotherwordlikethatand——“
“WILLyoubestillandhearme?TheLord’sbusiness!Iguessyou’llthinkit’stheLord’sbusinesswhenyouunderstandwhatI’mgoingtotellyou!TheLord’sbusiness!Thedevil’sbusiness,youbettersay!Willyoulockthatdoor?“
“Mychurchiswaitin’formeand——“
“Letitwait。What’saparcelofyellingCome-Outerscomparedtothedecencyofthistown?Stop!Shutup!EbenHammond,Itellyouthatyourpreciouschurch——yesandmine,theRegularchurchofTrumet——willgotorackandruinifyouandmedon’tpulltogetherthisnight。“
“AndItellyou,ElkanahDaniels,I’llhavenoblasphemyhere。
ThatlittlesanctuaryuptheroadisfoundedonarockandneitheryounoranyofyourPhariseein’priest-worshipin’crewcanshakeit。TheAlmighty’llprotectHisown。AsfortheReg’larchurch,that’snoconcernofmine。“
“ButItellyou’tisyourconcern。Orifthechurchisn’t,yourownfamilyis。“
“My——myfamily?“
“Yes,yourownfamily。Huh!thatmakesyoulisten,don’tit?“
Therewasaninstantofsilence。Grace,crouchingonthestairs,noticedthechangeinheruncle’svoiceasheanswered。