`No-itwasI。Yourwickednesswasonlythenaturalman’sdesiretopossessthewoman。MinewasnotthereciprocalwishtillenvystimulatedmetooustArabella。IhadthoughtIoughtincharitytoletyouapproachme-thatitwasdamnablyselfishtotortureyouasIdidmyotherfriend。

　　ButIshouldn’thavegivenwayifyouhadn’tbrokenmedownbymakingmefearyouwouldgobacktoher……Butdon’tletussayanymoreaboutit！

　　Jude，willyouleavemetomyselfnow？’

　　`Yes……ButSue-mywife，asyouare！’heburstout；`myoldreproachtoyouwas，afterall，atrueone。YouhaveneverlovedmeasIloveyou-never-never！Yoursisnotapassionateheart-yourheartdoesnotburninaflame！Youare，uponthewhole，asortoffay，orsprite-notawoman！’

　　`AtfirstIdidnotloveyou，Jude；thatIown。WhenIfirstknewyouImerelywantedyoutoloveme。Ididnotexactlyflirtwithyou；butthatinborncravingwhichunderminessomewomen’smoralsalmostmorethanunbridledpassion-thecravingtoattractandcaptivate，regardlessoftheinjuryitmaydotheman-wasinme；andwhenIfoundIhadcaughtyou，Iwasfrightened。Andthen-Idon’tknowhowitwas-Icouldn’tbeartoletyougo-possiblytoArabellaagain-andsoIgottoloveyou，Jude。Butyousee，howeverfondlyitended，itbeganintheselfishandcruelwishtomakeyourheartacheformewithoutlettingmineacheforyou。’

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