第42章
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  ThroughouttheeveningJeremywasmoreandmorelonely。Hehadneverbeforefeltsodeepanaffectionforthefamilyandneverbeensoutterlyunabletoexpressit。Itwasasthough,duringthewholeyearhehad,byhisownwill,beenslippingawayfromthem,andnowtheyhadgonetoofarforhimtocallthemback。

  Hesatonthefloorathismother’sfeetwhilstsheread“MidshipmanEasy。“Itwasallsocosy,theroomwassocomfortablewithallthefamiliarpicturesandphotographsandbooks,andHelenandMarydiligentlysewing,andHamletstretchedoutinfrontofthefire,hisnoseonhispaws——sixmonthsagoJeremywouldhavefeltutterlyandabsolutelypartofit。Nowhewasoutsideitand,atthesametime,wasinsidenothingelse。Itmightbethatinaweek’stimehewouldbesofamiliarwithhisnewworldthathewouldbeashappyasacricket——hedidnotknow。Heonlyknewthatatthismomenthewouldhavegivenallthathehadtoflinghisarmsroundhismother’sneck,tobehuggedandkissedandnursedbyher,andthat,atthesametime,hewouldhavediedratherthandosuchathing。

  Theeveningcametoanend。Thegirlsgotupandsaidgood-night。

  Hismotherkissedhim,holdinghimperhapsforamomentlongerthanusual,butatthatsameinstantshesaid:

  “Oh,ImustremindEllaaboutthehalf-pastsevenbreakfastagain,shealwayshastobetoldeverythingtwice。“

  Thegirlswentonahead,JeremyandHamletfollowingclosebehind。

  Jeremyfoundhimselfaloneintheschoolroom,wherethefirewasverylow,givingonlylittlespurtsandflashesthatranlikegoldensnakessuddenlythroughthedarkness。

  Movedbyanimpulse,hewenttothetoy-cupboardand,openingit,puthishandquitebychanceonthetoyvillage。Thetoyvillage!Helaiditoutandspreaditonthefloor。Hecouldnotsee,buthekneweverypiecebyheart,andhelaiditallout,thechurchandtheflowergarden,andtheNoah’shouseandthevillagestreet,theanimalsandtheNoahs。Whatcenturiesagothatbirthdaywas,whatworldsaway!Howexcitedhehadbeen,andnow——!

  Withasuddenimpatientgesturehetumbledthepiecesoverontotheirsides,thenquickly,asthoughhewereafraidofthedark,wentintohisbedroomandbegantoundress。

  IV

  Inthemorningeventsmovedtooquicklyforthought。Hehadstillthesamelonelypainathisheart,butnowhesimplywasnotgiventimetoconsiderit。

  Hisfathercalledhimintothestudy。Hegavehimtenshillingsandanewprayer-book。Jeremyknewthathewastryingtocomeclosetohimandbeafriendofanewkindtohim。

  Heheardinadistancesuchwordsas:“……anewworld,fulloftrialandtemptation。Godseesus……WorkatyourLatin……

  cricketandfootball……prayerseverynight……“Buthecouldfeelnoemotionnothingbutterrorlestsomesuddenstupidemotionalsceneshouldoccur。Nothingoccurred。Hekissedhisfatherandwent。

  Then,quitesuddenly,justashecamedowninhishatandcoatandheardthatthecabwasthere,hisrestraintmelted;hewasfreeandimpulsiveandnatural。HekissedMary,tellingher:

  “Youmayhavemytoyvillage。I’dlikeyouto——Yes,rather。Imeanit。“

  HekissedHelenandBarbara,andthenheldtohismother,notcaringwhetheralltheworldwastheretosee。Theoldlifewasgoingwithhim!Hewasnotleavingitafterall。Thetownandthehouse,andallthethingstowhichhehadthoughtthathehadsaidgood-bye,weregoingwithhim。

  Hamlet!Hefoundthedogstrugglingtogetintothecab。Thatwasmorethanhecouldstand。Hewasnotgoingtomakeafoolofhimself,buttheonlywaytobesecurewastogetintothecabandhidethere。HecaughtHamlet’shead,gaveitakiss,thenjumpedin,catchingalastglimpseofthefamilygroupedatthedoor,theservantsatthewindow,theoldgardenwiththedeadleavesgathereduponit,Hamletheld,struggling,inMary’sarms。

  Hechokeddownhissobs,feltthetenshillingsinhispocket,thenwithamightyresolve,towhichitseemedthatthelaboursofHerculeswereasnothing,leanedoutandwavedhishand。

  Thecabrolledoff。

  Hamletlaydownuponthematjustinsidethehall-door。Someonetriedtopullhimaway。Hegrowled,showinghisteeth。Hismasterhadgoneout。Hewouldwaitforhisreturn——andnooneshouldmovehim。

  End

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