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  ThelastdaysofAugustcame,andwiththemthelastweekoftheholiday。Alreadytherewasascentofautumnintheair,leaveswereturninggoldandred,andtheeveningscamecoolandsudden,uponthehotsummerafternoons。Marywasnotverywell;shehadcaughtacoldsomewhere,andexistedintheirritatingconditionofgoingoutonedayandbeingheldindoorsthenext。Thisupsethertemper,andatnightshehadnightmares,inwhichshesawcloudsofsmokecrawlinginatherwindow,snakesonthefloor,andcrimsonflamesdartingatherfromtheceiling。ItwasbecauseshewasinanabnormalconditionofhealththattheideaofdoingsomethingwithHamlethadgainedsuchaholduponher。Sheconsideredthematterfromeverypointofview。Shedidnotwanttobecrueltothedog;

  shesupposedthatafteraweekortwohewouldbequitehappywithhisnewmaster,and,inanycase,hehadstrolledinsocasuallyupontheColefamilythathewasaccustomedtoawanderinglife。

  Shedidnotintendthatanyoneshouldknow。Itwastobeadeepsecretallofherown。

  JeremywasgoingtoschoolinSeptember,andbeforethenshemustmakehimfriendlytoheragain。Shesawstretchinginfrontofherallthelonelyautumnwithouthimandherownmemoriesofthemiserablesummertomakeherwretched。Shewasanextremelysentimentallittlegirl。

  Asalwayshappenswhenoneismeditatingwithaplacatedconscienceawickeddeed,theopportunitywassuddenlyofferedtoMaryofachievingherpurpose。OnemorningJeremy,afterrefusingtolistentooneofMary’slongromances,losthistemper。

  “Ican’tstop,“hesaid。“Youbotherandbotherandbother。AuntAmysaysyounearlymakehermad。“

  “Idon’tcarewhatAuntAmysays,“Maryontheedgeoftearsreplied。

  “HamletandIaregoingout。AndI’msickofyoursillyoldstories。“ThenhesuddenlystoppedandgazedatMary,whowasbeginning,asusual,toweep。

  “Lookhere,Mary,what’sbeenthematterwithyoulately?You’realwayscryingnoworsomething。AndyoulookatmeasthoughI’ddonesomethingdreadful。Ihaven’tdoneanything。“

  “I——never——saidyou——had,“Marygulpedout。Herubbedhisnoseinawaythathehadwhenhewaspuzzled。

  “Ifit’sanythingIdo,tellme。It’ssosillyalwayscrying。Theholidayswillbeoversoon,andyou’vedonenothingbutcry。“

  “You’re——never——withme——now,“Marysobbed。

  “Well,I’vebeenbusy。“

  “Youhaven’t。Youcan’tbebusyall——byyourself。“

  “Oh,yes,youcan。“Hewasgettingimpatient。“Anyway,youmightletHamletandmealone。You’realwaysbotheringoneofus。“

  “No,I’mnot。“Shechokedanenormoussobandburstoutwith:“It’salwaysHamletnow。Iwishhe’dnever——come。Itwasmuchnicerbefore。“

  Thenhelosthistemper。“Oh,you’reababy!I’msickofyouandyournonsense,“hecried,andstampedoff。

  InMary’sred-rimmedeyes,asshewatchedhimgo,determinationgrew。

  IthappenedthatupontheafternoonofthatsamedayMissJonesannouncedthatshewouldtakeMaryforawalk;then,justastheypassedthroughthefarmgates,Hamlet,rushingout,joinedthem。Hedidnotoftenhonourthemwithhiscompany,despisingwomenmostespeciallywhentheywalked,butto-dayhismasterwasbusydiggingforwormsinthevegetablegarden,and,afteraquarterofanhour’scontemplationofthisfascinatingoccupation,hehadwanderedoffinsearchofaliveliergame。HedecidedtojoinMissJones;hecoulddowhathepleased,hecouldamusehimselfwithherineffectualattemptstokeephiminorder,andhecouldirritateMary;sohedancedalong,withhistailintheair,barkingatimaginaryratsandpokinghisnoseintohedges。

  Mary,withasuddentightenedclutchingoftheheart,realisedthatherhourwasuponher。Shefeltsowickedassherealisedthisthatshewonderedthatthegrounddidn’topenupandswallowher,asithaddonewiththoseunfortunatepeopleintheBible。Butno,theworldwascalm。Littlewhitemilkycloudsracedinlinesandcirclesacrossthesky,andonceandagainaleaffloatedfromatree,hungforamomentsuspended,andthenturnedslowlytotheground。Thehedgeswereadarkblack-green,highandthickabovethedustyroad;

  therehadbeennorainforweeks。Trulyastableworld。Mary,glaringatFate,wonderedhowitcouldbeso。

  MissJones,whowashappyandoptimisticto-day,talkedinatenderlyreminiscenttoneofheryouth。ThisveinofreminiscenceMary,onhernormalday,loved。To-dayshedidnothearawordthatMissJonessaid。

  “Iremembermymothersayingsowelltomydearbrother:’Dowhatyoulike,myboy。Itrustyou。’AndindeedAlfredwastobetrustedifeveraboywas。Itisaremarkablething,butIcannotrememberasingleoccasionofdishonestyonAlfred’spart。’Awhitelie,’hewouldoftensay,’isalie,andalieisasin——whiteorblack,alwaysasin’;andIrememberthathewouldoftenputmothertoaseriousinconveniencebyhistellingcallersthatshewasinwhenshehadwishedittobesaidthatshewasnotathome。Hefeltithisseriousduty,andsohetoldMother。’Don’taskmetotellalie,Mother,’Irememberhissaying。’Icannotdoit。’“

  “LikeGeorgeWashington,“saidMary,suddenlycatchingthelastwordsofMissJones’ssentence。

  “Hewaslikemanyfamouscharactersinhistory,Iusedtothink。

  OnceIrememberreadingaboutOliverCromwell……“Whereisthatdog?Hamlet!Hamlet!Perhapshe’sgoneafterthesheep。Ah!thereheis!Hamlet,younaughtydog!“

  Theywereapproachingoneoftheirfavouritepiecesofcountry——

  MellotWood。Here,onthewood’sedge,thegroundbrokeaway,runningdowninafieldofcorntoalittlegreenvalleywithclusteredtreesthatshowedonlytheirheads,sothicklyembeddedwerethey,andbeyondthevalleythesea。Thesealookedquiteclosehere,althoughitwasinrealityfourmilesdistant。Neverwassuchaplaceasthisviewforlightandshadow。Thecloudsracedliketheblackwingsofenormousbirdsacrossthelightgreenvalley,andthered-goldofthecornfieldwastossedintothehazeandsweptlikeagoldenshadowacrosstheearth,bendingbackagainwhenthebreezehaddied。BehindMellotWoodwasMellotFarm,anoldeighteenth-

  centuryhouseaboutwhichtherewasafinetragicstorywithamurderandaghostinit,andthis,ofcourse,gaveMellotWoodanadditionalcharm。WhentheyarrivedattheoutskirtsofMellotWoodMarylookedabouther。Itwashere,ontheedgeoftheRafielRoadthatskirtedthewood,thatshehadonceseenthedog-maneatinghisluncheonoutofaredpocket-handkerchief。Therewasnosignofhimto-day。Allwassilentandstill。Onlythelittlewoodutteredlittlesighsofcontentbeneaththeflyingclouds。Hamlet,tiredwithhisracingafterimaginaryrabbits,walkedquietlyalongbyMary’sside。Whatwasshetodo?Shehadonceagainthedesperatefeelingthatsomethingstrongerthanshehadsweptdownuponherandwasforcinghertodothisthing。Sheseemedtohavenowillofherown,buttobewatchingsomeothercommitanactwhosedangerouswickednessfrozeherheart。Howcouldshe?Butshemust。Someonewasdoingitforher。

  Andinverytruthitseemedso。MissJonessaidthatnowtheywerehereshemightaswellcalluponMissAndrews,thesisteroftheMellotfarmer。MissAndrewshadpromisedhersomeducks’eggs。Theypushedopenthefarmgate,passedacrosstheyardandknockedonthehousedoor。NearMarywasalargebarnwithaheavydoor,nowajar。

  Hamletsatgazingpensivelyataflockofgeese,histongueout,pantingcontentedly。

  “Waithereoneminute,Mary,“saidMissJones。“Iwon’tstay。“

  MissJonesdisappeared。Mary,stillunderthestrangesensethatitwasnotshe,butanother,whodidthesethings,movedbacktothebarn,callingsoftlytoHamlet。Hefollowedher,sniffingaratsomewhere。Veryquicklyshepulledbackthedoor;he,stillinvestigatinghisrat,followedintothedarkexcitementsofthebarn。Withaquickmovementshebentdown,slippedoffhiscollar,whichshehidinherdress,thenshuthimin。Sheknewthatforamomentortwohewouldstillbepursuinghisrat,andshesaw,withguiltyrelief,MissJonescomeouttoherjustasshehadfinishedherevildeed。

  “MissAndrewsisout,“saidMissJones。“TheyareallawayatLiskaneFair。“

  Theyleftthefarmandwalkeddowntheroad。Hamlethadnotbegunhiscry。

  IV

  MissJoneswaspleased。“Suchaniceservant,“shesaid。“Oneoftheoldkind。Shehadbeenwiththefamilyfiftyyears,shetoldme,andhadnursedMr。Andrewsonherknee。Fancy!Suchalargefatmanasheisnow。Toomuchbeer,Isuppose。Isupposetheygetsothirstywithallthestrawandhayabout。Yes,areallynicewoman。ShetoldmethattherewasnoplaceinGlebeshiretotouchthemforcream。I

  daresaythey’reright。Afterall,younevercantell。Irememberathome……“

  Shebrokeoffthenandcried:“Where’sHamlet?“

  Mary,wickederthanever,staredthroughherspectaclesdowntheroad。“Idon’tknow,MissJones,“shesaid。Theyhadleftthewoodandthefarm,andtherewasnothingtobeseenbutthelongwhiteribbonofroadhemmedinbythehighhedges。

  “Perhapshestayedbehindatthefarm,“saidMissJones。

  ThenMarytoldherworstlie。

  “Oh,no,MissJones。Heranpastusjustnow。Didn’tyouseehim?“

  “No,Ididn’t。He’sgoneonahead,Isuppose。Herunshomesometimes。Naughtydog!Weshallcatchhimup。“

  Butofcoursetheydidnot。TheypassedthroughthegatesofCowFarmandstillnothingofHamletwastobeseen。

  “Ohdear!Ohdear!“saidMissJones。“Idohopethathe’sarrived。

  WhateverwillJeremysayifanythinghasgonewrong?“

  Marywasbreathinghardnow,asthoughshehadbeenrunningadesperaterace。Shewouldatthismomenthavegivenallthatshepossessed,orallthatshewaseverlikelytopossess,torecallherdeed。IfshecouldhaveseenHamletrushingdowntheroadtowardshershewouldhavecriedwithrelief;thereseemednowtobesuddenlyremovedfromherthatoutsideagencythathadforcedhertodothisthing;now,havingcompelledher,ithadwithdrawnandlefthertocarrytheconsequences。StrangelyconfusedinhersentimentalsoulwasherterrorofJeremy’swrathandherownpictureofthewretchedHamletbarkinghisheartout,frightened,thirsty,andlonely。Herteethbegantochatter;sheclenchedherhandstogether。

  MissJoneswentacrossthecourtyard,calling:

  “Hamlet!Hamlet!“

  Thefamilywascollected,havingjustsatdowntotea,sothattheannouncementreceiveditsfullmeasureofexcitement。

  “HasHamletcomeback?Wethoughthewasaheadofus。“

  Achairhadtumbledover。JeremyhadrunroundthetabletoMissJones。

  “What’sthat?Hamlet?Whereishe?“

  “Wethoughthemustbeaheadofus。Heranpastusdowntheroad,andwethought——“

  Theythought!Sillywomen!Jeremy,asthoughhewerechallengingagod,stoodupagainstMissJones,hurlingquestionsather。Wherehadtheybeen?Whatroadhadtheytaken?Hadtheygoneintothewood?Whereaboutshadherunpastthem?

  “Idon’tknow,“saidMissJonestothislast。“Ididn’tseehim。

  Marydid。“

  JeremyturneduponMary。“Wherewasityousawhim?“

  Shecouldn’tspeak。Hertonguewouldn’tmove,herlipswouldn’topen;shecouldbutwaggleherheadlikeanidiot。Shesawnothingbuthisface。Itwasadesperateface。SheknewsomuchbetterthanalltheotherswhatthethoughtoflosingHamletwastohim。Itwaspartoftheharshnessofherfatethatsheshouldunderstandhimsomuchbetterthantheothersdid。

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