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  “Now,Jeremy,wipeyourmouth,“saidAuntAmy。

  Heobeyedatonce。

  III

  Teaover,theyalltroopedoutintothegardenagain。Theeveninglightnowpainteduponthelittlegreenlawnstrangetremblingshadowsofpurpleandgrey;theoldredgardenwallseemedtohavecreptforwards,asthoughitwouldprotectthehouseandthegardenfromthenight;andaskyofthefaintestblueseemed,withgentleapproval,toblessthequiettownfadingintoduskbeneathit。Overthecentreofthelawnthesunwasstillshining,andthereitwaswarmandlight。Butfromeverysidetheshadowsstealthilycreptforward。Agroupofchildrenplayedagainstthegoldencolour,theirwhitedressespatternsthatformedfiguresandbrokeandformedagain。TheCathedralbellwasringingforevensong,anditsnotesstoleaboutthegarden,andinandoutamongstthechildren,asthoughsomeguardianspiritwatchingovertheirsafetycountedtheirnumbers。

  Jeremy,feelingratherneglectedandmiserable,stoodintheshadowneartheoakonthefarthersideofthelawn。Hedidnotwanttoplaywiththoselittlegirls,andyethewashurtbecausehehadnotbeenasked。Thepartyhadbeenamostmiserablefailure,andayearagoitwouldhavebeensuchasuccess。Hedidnotknowthathewasstandingnow,inthemiddleofhiseighthyear,atthepartingoftheways;thatonlyyesterdayhehadbeenababy,andthathewouldneverbeababyagain。Hedidnotfeelhisindependence——hefeltonlyinclinedtotearsandalonging,thathewouldnever,neverconfess,eventohimself,thatsomeoneshouldcomeandcomforthim!

  Nevertheless,evenatthisverymoment,althoughhedidnotknowit,he,afree,independentman,wasfacingtheworldforthefirsttimeonhisownlegs。Hismothermighthaverealisedithadshebeenthere——butshewasnot。Mary,however,wasthere,andintheverymiddleofhergame,searchingforhim,asshewasalwaysdoing,shefoundhimdesolateundertheshadowoftheoak。Sheslippedaway,and,cominguptohimwiththeshynessandfearthatshealwayshadwhensheapproachedhim,becauseshelovedhimsomuchandhecouldsoeasilyhurther,said:

  “Aren’tyoucomingtoplay,Jeremy?“

  “Idon’tcare,“heansweredgruffly。

  “Itisn’tanyfunwithoutyou。“Shepaused,andadded:“WouldyoumindifIstayedheretoo?“

  “I’dratheryouplayed,“hesaid;andyethewascomfortedbyher,determined,ashewas,thatsheshouldneverknowit!

  “I’dratherstay,“shesaid,andthengazed,withthatmelancholystarethroughherlargespectaclesthatalwaysirritatedJeremy,outacrossthegarden。

  “I’mallright,“hesaidagain;“onlymystockingtickles,andI

  can’tgetatit——it’sthebackofmyleg。Isay,Mary,don’tyouhatetheDean’sErnest?“

  “Yes,Ido,“sheansweredfervently,althoughshehadnotthoughtabouthimatall——enoughforherthatJeremyshouldhatehim!Thenshegasped:“Herehecomes——“

  HewaswalkingtowardsthemwithaswaggerofhislongyellowneckandhisthinleggybodythatJeremyfoundespeciallyoffensive。

  Jeremy“bristled,“andMarywasconsciousofthatbristling。

  “Hallo!“saidErnest。

  “Hallo!“saidJeremy。

  “Whatrotthesesillygamesare!“saidErnest。“Whycan’ttheyhavesomethingdecent,likecricket?“

  Jeremyhadneverplayedcricket,sohesaidnothing。“Atourschool,“saidErnest,“we’reverygoodatcricket。Wewinallourmatchesalways——“

  “Idon’tcareaboutyourschool,“saidJeremy,breathingthroughhisnose。

  TheDean’sErnestwasobviouslysurprisedbythis;hehadnotexpectedit。Hispaleneckbegantoflush。

  “Lookhere,youngCole,“hesaid,“noneofyourcheek。“

  ThiswasanewdialecttoJeremy,whohadnofriendswhowenttoschool。Allhesaid,however,breathingmorefiercelythanbefore,was:“Idon’tcare——“

  “Oh,don’tyou?“saidErnest。“Now,lookhere——“Thenhepaused,apparentlyuncertain,foramoment,ofhiscourage。ThesightofMary’stimorousanxiety,however,reassuredhim,andhecontinued:

  “It’sallrightforyou,thissortofthing。Yououghttobeinthenurserywithyouroldpodge-facednurse。Kidslikeyououghtn’ttobeallowedoutoftheirprams。“

  “Idon’tcare,“saidJeremyagain,seeinginfrontofhimthewholefamilyoftheReverendDean。“Yourschoolisn’tmuchanyway,I

  expect,andI’mgoingtoschoolinSeptember,andI’llwearjustthesamethingsasyoudoand——“

  HewantedtocommentupontheplainfeaturesofErnest’ssisters,buthisgentlemanlycourtesyrestrainedhim。Hepausedforbreath,andErnestseizedhisadvantage。

  “Youhavetohaveanoldaunttolookafteryouanyway——anuglyoldaunt。Iwouldn’thaveanoldauntalwayshangingoverme——’Now,Jeremydear——’’Blowyournose,Jeremydear——’’Wipeyourfeet,Jeremydear。’Lookatthethingsshewearsandthewayshewalks。IfIdidhavetohaveanauntalwaysI’dhaveadecentone,notanoldclothesbag。“

  WhathappenedtoJeremyatthemoment?DidherecollectthatonlyafewhoursbeforehehadbeenhatingAuntAmywithafinefrenzyofhatred?Fornearlyaweekhehadbeenchafingunderherrestraint,combatinghercommands,defyingherorders。HehadbeenseeingheraseverythingthattheDean’sErnesthadbutnowbeencallingher。

  Nowheonlysawherassomeonetobedefended,someonewhowashis,someoneevenwhodependedonhimforsupport。HewouldhavechallengedawholeworldofDeansinherdefence。

  Hesaidsomething,butnoonecouldhearhiswords;thenhespranguponthestartledErnest。

  Itwasnotaverydistinguishedcombat;itwasJeremy’sfirstbattle,andheknewatthattimenothingofthescienceoffighting。

  TheDean’sErnest,inspiteofhistermatschool,alsoknewnothing——andtheDean’sErnestwasacoward……

  Itlastedbutashortwhile,forMary,afterthefirstpauseofhorrifiedamazementawareonlythatErnestwastwiceasbigasherJeremy,rantoappealtoauthority。Jeremyhimselfwasawareneitheroftimenorprudence。HerealisedimmediatelythatErnestwasacoward,andthisrealisationfilledhimwithjoyandhappiness。HehadseizedErnestbyhislongyellowneck,and,withhisotherhand,hestruckateyesandcheeksandnose。Hedidnotsecuremuchpurchaseforhisblowsbecausetheirbodieswereverycloseagainstoneanother,buthefeltthesoftfleshyieldandsuddenlysomethingwetagainsthishandwhichmust,heknew,beblood。Andallthetimehewasthinkingtohimself:“I’llteachhimtosaythingsaboutAuntAmy!AuntAmy’smine!I’llteachhim!Heshan’ttouchAuntAmy!Heshan’ttouchAuntAmy!……“

  Ernestmeanwhilekickedandkickedhard;healsotriedtobiteJeremy’shandandalsotopullhishair。Buthisownterrorhandicappedhim;everyinchofhisbodywasalarmed,andthatalarmpreventedthefreedomofhislimbs。Thenwhenhefeltthebloodfromhisnosetrickleontohischeekhisresistancewasatanend;panicfloodedoverhimlikewater。Hebrokeawayandflunghimselfhowlingontotheground,kickinghislegsandscreaming:

  “Itisn’tfair!He’sbittenme!Takehimaway!Takehimaway!“

  Jeremyhimselfwasnobeautifulsight。Hishairwaswild,hiswhitenavycollarcrumpledandsoiled,thebuttonsofhistunictorn,hisstockingdown,andhislegsalreadydisplayingpurplebruises。Buthedidnotcare;hewaswellnow;hewasnolongerunhappy。

  HehadbeatenErnestandhewasaman;hehadrisenvictoriousfromhisfirstfight,andAuthoritymightstormasitpleased。Authoritysoonarrived,andtherewere,ofcourse,manycriesandexclamations。Ernestwasledawaystillhowling;Jeremy,stubborn,obstinate,andsilent,wasalsoledaway……Adisgracefulincident。

  AuntAmy,ofcourse,wasdisgusted。Couldn’tleavetheboyaloneoneminutebuthemustmisbehavehimself,upsettheparty,bethelittleruffianthathealwayswas。Shehadalwayssaidthathismotherspoiledhim,andherewerethefruitsofthatfoolishness。HowcouldsheeversayenoughtoMissMaddison?Herdelightfulpartycompletelyruined!……Shocking!……Shocking!……Tooterrible!……AndErnest,suchaquiet,well-behavedlittleboyasarule。ItmusthavebeenJeremywho……

  WhiletheywerewaitinginthedecentduskofMissMaddison’ssitting-roomforacleanedandchastenedJeremy,Marytouchedheraunt’sarmandwhisperedinhernervousvoice:

  “AuntAmy——JeremyhitErnestbecausehesaidrudethingsaboutyou。“

  “Aboutme!Nonsense,child。“

  “No,butitwas,really。Ernestsaidhorridthingsaboutyou,andthenJeremyhithim。“

  “Aboutme?Whatthings?“

  “Thatyouwereugly,“eagerlycontinuedMary——neveratactfulchild,andintentnowonlyuponJeremy’sreputation——“andworeuglyclothesandhorridthings。Hedidreally。Ihearditall。“

  AuntAmywasdeeplymoved。Herconceit,herabnormalall-embracingconceitwaswounded——yes,evenbysoinsignificantacreatureastheDean’sErnest;butshewasalsounexpectedlytouched。Shewouldhavegreatlypreferrednottobetouched,butthereitwas,shecouldnothelpherself。Shedidnotknowthat,inallherlifebefore,anyonehadeverfoughtforher,andthatnowofallchampionsintheworldfateshouldhavechosenJeremy,whowas,shehadsupposed,herenemy——neverherdefender!

  AndthathorridchildoftheDean——shehadalwaysdislikedhim,withhislongyellowneckandwateryeyes!Howdaredhesaysuchthingsabouther!Hehadalwaysbeenrudetoher。Sherememberedonce——

  Jeremyarrived,washed,brushed,andobstinate。Hewould,ofcourse,bescoldedtowithinaninchofhislife,andhedidnotcare。HehadseentheDean’sErnesthowlingandkickingontheground;hehadsoiledhisstrawhatforhim,dirtiedhisstiffwhitecollarforhim,andmadehisnosebleed。Heglaredathisauntoneeyewasrapidlydisappearingbeneathabluebruise,andhewasproud,triumphant,andverytired。

  Farewellsweremade——againmanyapologies——“Nothing,Iassureyou,nothing。Boyswillbeboys,Iknow,“fromMissMaddison。

  Thentheywereseatedinthejingle,JeremynexttoAuntAmy,awaitinghisscolding。Itdidnotcome。AuntAmytried;sheknewwhatsheshouldsay。Sheshouldbeveryangry,disgusted,ashamed。

  Shecouldnotbeanyofthesethings。Thathorridboyhadinsultedher。Shewastouchedandproudasshehadneverbeentouchedandproudinherlifebefore。

  Jeremywaited,andthenasnothingcamehiswearinessgrewuponhim。

  Astheoldfatponyjoggedalong,astheeveningcoloursofstreetandskydancedbeforehim,sleepcamenearerandnearer。

  Henodded,recovered,noddedandnoddedagain。HisbodypressedclosertoAuntAmy’s,leanedagainsther。Hisheadresteduponhershoulder。

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