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  Hercryinghorrified,terrified,anddisgustedhim。Itwasallsodreary,thehorribleweatheroutside,thebeginningofacoldinhishead,theschoolroomfirealmostout,everyone’sbadtemper,includinghisown,andthissuddenhorriblejumping-to-lifeofagrown-uphumanbeing。She,meanwhile,wastoodeeplyinvolvednowinthewatersofherafflictiontocareverydeeplywhosawherorwhatanyonesaidtoher。Shedidfeeldimlythatsheoughtnottobecryinginfrontofasmallboyofeightyearsold,andthatitwouldbebettertohideherselfinherbedroom,butshedidnotmind——sheCOULDnotmind——herneuralgiawastoobad。

  “It’stheneuralgiainmyhead,“shesaidinamuffledconfusedvoice。Thathecouldunderstand。Healsohadpainsinhishead。Hedrewclosertoher,flingingalongingbackwardlookatthedoor。

  Shewentoninconvulsedtones:

  “It’sthepain——awakeallnight,andthelessons。Ican’tmakethemattend;theylearnnothing。They’renotafraidofme——theyhateme。

  I’veneverreallyknownchildrenbefore——“

  Hedidnotknowwhattosay。HaditbeenMaryorHelentheformulawouldhavebeensimple。Hemovedhislegsrestlesslyoneagainsttheother。

  MissJoneswenton:

  “Andnow,ofcourse,Imustgo。It’squiteimpossibleformetostaywhenImanagesobadly——“ShelookedupandsuddenlyrealisedthatitwastrulyJeremy。“You’reonlyalittleboy,butyouknowverywellthatIcan’tmanageyou。AndthenwhereamItogoto?NoonewilltakemeafterI’vebeensuchafailure。“

  Thecolourstoleintohischeeks。Hewasimmenselyproud。Nogrown-

  uppersonhadeverbeforespokentohimasthoughhewashimselfagrown-upperson——alwayslaughingathimlikeUncleSamuel,ortalkingdowntohimlikeAuntAmy,ordespisinghimlikeMr。

  Jellybrand。ButMissJonesappealedtohimsimplyasonegrown-uptoanother。Unfortunatelyhedidnotintheleastknowwhattosay。Theonlythinghecouldthinkofatthemomentwas:“Youcanhavemyhandkerchief,ifyoulike。It’sprettyclean——“

  Butshewenton:“Ifmybrotherhadbeenalivehewouldhaveadvisedme。Hewasasplendidman。HerowedinhiscollegeboatwhenhewasatCambridge,butthat,ofcourse,wasfortyyearsago。Hecouldkeepchildreninorder。Ithoughtitwouldbesoeasy。Perhapsifmyhealthhadbeenbetteritwouldn’thavebeensohard。“

  “Doyourpainscomeoften?“askedJeremy。

  “Yes。They’reverybad。“

  “Ihavethem,too,“saidJeremy。“It’sgenerally,Iexpect,becauseIeattoomuch——atleast,theJampotusedtosayso。They’reinmyheadsometimes,too。AndthenI’mreallysick。Doyoufeelsick?“

  MissJonesbegantopullherselftogether。Shewipedhereyesandpattedherhair。

  “It’smyneuralgia,“shesaidagain。“It’sfrommyeyespartly,I

  expect。“

  “It’sbettertobesick,“continuedJeremy,“ifyoucanbe——“

  Sheflunghimthenadesperatelook,asthoughshewerereallyananimalatbay。

  “Yousee,Ican’tgoaway,“shesaid。“I’venowheretogoto。I’venofriends,norrelations,andnoonewilltakemefortheirchildren,ifMrs。ColesaysIcan’tkeeporder。“

  “ThenIsupposeyou’dgototheworkhouse,“continuedJeremy,pursuinghercasewithexcitedinterest。“That’swhattheJampotalwaysusedtosay,thatonedayshe’dendintheworkhouse;andthat’sahorribleplace,SHEsaid,wheretherewasnothingbutporridgetoeat,andsometimestheytookallyourclothesoffandscrubbedyourbackwiththathardyellowsoaptheywashHamletwith。“

  Hiseyesgrewwidewiththehorriblepicture。

  “Oh,MissJones,youmustn’tgothere!“

  “Wouldyoumind,“shesaid,“justgettingmesomewaterfromthejugoverthere?There’saglassthere。“

  Stillproudoftheleveltowhichhehadbeenraised,butpuzzledbeyondanywordsastothisnewrealisationofMissJones,hefetchedherthewater,then,standingquiteclosetoher,hesaid:

  “Youmuststaywithus,always。“

  Shelookedupathim,andtheyexchangedaglance。

  WiththatglanceMissJoneslearntmoreaboutchildrenthanshehadeverlearntbefore——more,indeed,thanmostpeoplelearninalltheirmortallives。

  “Ican’tstay,“shesaid,andsheevensmiledalittle,“ifyou’realwaysnaughty。“

  “Wewon’tbenaughtyanymore。“Hesighed。“Itwasgreatfun,ofcourse,butwewon’tdoitanymore。Weneverknewyouminded。“

  “NeverknewIminded?“

  “Atleast,weneverthoughtaboutyouatall。Helendidsometimes。

  Shesaidyouhadaheadachewhenyouwereveryyellowinthemorning,butIsaiditwasonlybecauseyouwereold。Butwe’llbegoodnow。I’lltellthemtoo——“

  Thenheadded:“Butyouwon’tgoawaynowevenifwe’renotalwaysgood?Wewon’talwaysbe,Isuppose;andI’mgoingtoschoolinSeptember,anditwillbebetterthen,Iexpect。I’mtooold,really,tolearnwithgirlsnow。“

  Shewantedterriblytokisshim,and,hadshedoneso,thewholegoodworkofthelastquarterofanhourwouldhavebeenundone。Hewasawareofhertemptation;hefeltitintheair。Shesawthewarninginhiseyes。Themomentpassed。

  “Youwon’tgoaway,willyou?“hesaidagain。

  “Notifyou’regood,“shesaid。

  IV

  Halfanhourlater,whenMaryandHelenreturnedfromtheirwalk,theywereaddressedbyJeremy。

  “Shewascryingbecausewe’dbeensonaughty,andshehadpainsinherhead,andherbrotherwasdead。Herbrotherwasverystrong,andheusedtorowinaboatfortyyearsago。Shetoldmeallaboutit,justasthoughI’dbeenAuntAmyorMother。Andshesaysthatifwegoonbeingnaughtyshe’llgoaway,andnooneelsewillhaveher,becausethey’llhearaboutourhavingbeennaughty。AndItoldherabouttheworkhouseandtheporridgeandtheyellowsoapthattheJampottoldusof,anditwouldbeawfulifshewenttherebecauseofus,wouldn’tit?“

  “Awful,“saidMary。

  ButHelensaid:“Shewouldn’tgothere。She’dtakealittlehouse,likeMissDobell,andhavetea-partiesonThursdays——somewhereneartheCathedral。“

  “No,shewouldn’t!“saidJeremyexcitedly。“Howcouldshetakealittlehouseifshehadn’tanymoney?Shetoldmeshehadn’t,andnofriends,nornobody,andshecriedlikeanything——“Hepausedforbreath,thenconcluded:“Sowe’vegottobegoodnow,andlearnsums,andnotmakeherjump。Reallyandtruly,wemust。“

  “Ialwaysthoughtyouwereverysillytomakesomuchnoise,“saidHeleninasuperiorfashion。“YouandMary——babies!“

  “We’renotbabies,“shoutedJeremy。

  “Yes,youare。“

  “No,we’renot。“

  MissJoneswasnolongerthesubjectoftheconversation。

  ThatsamedayithappenedthatrumourswerebroughttoMrs。ColethroughRose,thehousemaid,orsomeothermediumforthefirsttime,ofMissJones’sincapacity。

  ThateveningJeremywasspendinghislasthalf-hourbeforebedtimeinhismother’sroomhappilyinacornerwithhistoyvillage。HesuddenlyheardhismothersaytoAuntAmy:

  “I’mafraidMissJoneswon’tdo。Ithoughtshewasmanagingthechildren,butnowIhearthatshecan’tkeeporderatall。I’msorry——it’ssodifficulttogetanyone。“

  Jeremysprangupfromthefloor,startlingtheladies,whohadforgottenthathewasthere。

  “She’sallright,“hecried。“Reallysheis,Mother。We’regoingtobeasgoodasanything,reallyweare。Youwon’tsendheraway,willyou??

  “MydearJeremy,“hismothersaid,“I’dforgottenyouwerethere。

  Rosesaysyoudon’tdoanythingMissJonestellsyou。“

  “Roseissilly,“heanswered。“Shedoesn’tknowanythingaboutit。

  Butyouwillkeepher,won’tyou,Mother?“

  “Idon’tknow——ifshecan’tmanageyou——“

  “Butshecanmanageus。We’llbegoodasanything,Ipromise。Youwillkeepher,won’tyou,Mother?“

  “Really,Jeremy,“saidAuntAmy,“tobotheryourmotherso!Andit’snearlytimeyouwenttobed。“

  Hebrushedheraside。“Youwillkeepher,Mother,won’tyou?“

  “Itdepends,dear,“saidMrs。Cole,laughing。“Yousee——“

  “No——we’llbebadwitheveryoneelse,“hecried。“Wewill,really——

  everyoneelse。Andwe’llbegoodwithMissJones。“

  “Well,solongasyou’regood,dear,“shesaid。“I’dnoideayoulikedhersomuch。“

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