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  Jones——havingjustdiedofgeneralbad-temperandselfishness。

  MissJones,buriedduringthelasttwentyyearsinthegreendepthsofaGlebeshirevalley,foundherselfnow,attheageoffifty,withoutfriends,withoutmoney,withoutrelations。Shethoughtthatshewouldbeagoverness。

  TheDeanrecommendedher,Mrs。Coleapprovedofherbirth,educationandsobriety,Mr。Colelikedtheseverityofhercountenancewhenshecametocall,andshewasengaged。

  “Jeremyneedsatighthand,“saidMr。Cole。“It’snousehavingayounggirl。“

  “MissJoneseasilyescapesthatcharge,“saidUncleSamuel,whohadmetherinthehall。

  Thechildrenwerepreparedtobegood。Jeremyfeltthatitwastimetotakelifeseriously。Heputawayhistoyvillage,scoldedHamletforeatingMary’spincushion,anddraggedouthisdirtyexercise-

  bookinwhichhedidsums。

  “Idohatesums!“hesaid,withasigh,regardingthehideoussmudgesofthumbsandtearsthatscoredthepage。“Ishallneverunderstandanythingaboutthem。“

  “I’llhelpyou,“saidMary,whowasgreatlyexcitedatthethoughtofagoverness。“We’lldothemtogether。“

  “Nowewon’t,“saidJeremy,whohatedtobedependent。

  “I’lllearnitmyself——ifonlythepaperdidn’tgetdirtysoquickly。“

  “Mothersays,“remarkedHelen,“thatshe’shadaveryhardlife,andnoone’severbeenkindtoher。’Shewantsaffection,’Mothersays。“

  “I’llgivehermynapkin-ringthatyougavemelastChristmas,Mary,“saidJeremy。“Youdon’tmind,doyou?It’salldirtynow。I

  hopeHamletwon’tbarkather。“

  HamletwasworryingMary’spincushionatthemoment,holdingitbetweenhispaws,hisbodystretchedoutinquiveringexcitement,hisshort,“snappy“tail,asUncleSamuelcalledit,standingupstraightinair。Hestoppedforaninstantwhenheheardhisname,andshookoneear。

  “Mothersays,“continuedHelen,“thatshelivedwithabrotherwhonevergaveherenoughtoeat。“

  Jeremyopenedhiseyes。Thisseemedtohimahorriblething。

  “Sheshallhavemyporridge,ifshelikes,“hesaid;“Idon’tlikeitverymuch。AndI’llgiveherthatchocolatethatMr。Jellybrandsentus。There’sstillsome,althoughit’sratherdampnow,I

  expect。“

  “Howsillyyouare!“saidHelenscornfully。“Ofcourse,Motherwillgiveheranythingshewants。“

  “Itisn’tsilly,“saidJeremy。“Perhapsshe’llwantmorethanshereallywants。Ioftendo。“

  “Oh,you!“saidHelen。

  “Andifforeversolong,“saidJeremy,“shehasn’thadenoughtoeat,she’llwanttwiceasbigmealsnowasotherpeople——tomakeup。“

  “Mothersayswe’vegottoremembershe’salady,“saidHelen。

  “What’sthedifference,“askedJeremy,“betweenaladyandnotalady?“

  “Oh,youare!“saidHelen。“Why,AuntAmy’salady,andRoseisn’t。“

  “Roseisnicer,“saidJeremy。

  MissJoneshad,Iamsorrytosay,liedtoMrs。Coleinoneparticular。Shehadtoldherthat“shehadhadtodowithchildrenallherlife,“thefactbeingthatonseveraloccasionssomelittlecousinshadcometostaywithherselfandherbrother。Ontheseoccasionsthelittlecousinshadbeensoparalysedwithterrorthatdisciplinehadnotbeendifficult。ItwasfromtheseexperiencesthatMissJonesflatteredherselfthat“sheunderstoodchildren。“

  Soaudaciousaself-confidenceisdoomedtoinvitethescornfulpunishmentofthegods。

  MissJonesarriveduponawetJanuaryafternoon,oneofthoseGlebeshiredayswhenthetownsinksintoabathofmudandmistandallthepipesrunwaterandtheeavesdripandhorsessplashandonlyducksarehappy。Outofablurredlamp-litduskstumbledMissJones’scab,andoutofablurredunlitcabstumbledMissJones。

  Asshestoodinthehalltryingtolookwarmandamiable,Mrs。

  Cole’sheartforsookher。OnthatearlierdayofhervisitMissJoneshadlookedpossible,sittingupinMrs。Cole’sdrawing-room,smilingherbrightest,becauseshesodesperatelyneededthesituation,andwearingherbestdress。Nowshewasallinpieces;

  shehadhadtoleaveherlittlevillageearlyinthemorningtocatchthevillagebus;shehadwaitedatwaysidestations,asinGlebeshireonlyonecanwait;theworldhaddrippeduponherheadandspattereduponherlegs。Shehadneuralgiaandapaininherback;shehadwornherolderdressbecause,uponsuchaday,itwouldnotdototravelinherbest;andthen,asaclimaxtoeverything,shehadleftherumbrellainthetrain。Howshecoulddosuchathinguponsuchaday!Hermemorywasnotherstrongestpoint,poorlady,anditwasagoodumbrella,andshecouldnotaffordtobuyanother。Perhapstheywouldfinditforher,butitwasveryunlikely。

  Shehadhaditforanumberofyears。

  Shewasalittlewoman,allskinandbone,withdriedwitheredcheeks,alargebrownnoseandprotrudingears。Herfacehadformedseverelinesinself-defenceagainstherbrother,buthereyesweremild,andwhenshesmiledhermouthwasratherpleasantlypathetic。

  “Oh,she’llneverdo,“thoughtMrs。Cole,asshelookedatherdrippinginthehall。

  “Ican’tthinkhowIforgotit,saidthepoorlady,hermindfixeduponherumbrella。“Theysaidthatperhapstheywouldfinditforme,buttherewasamaninmycarriage,Iremember,whowillmostcertainlyhavetakenit——anditwasaniceonewithasilverhandle。“

  “Nevermind,“saidMrs。Colecheerfully,“I’msurethey’llfindit。

  Youmustcomeuptothenursery——ortheschoolroomIsupposewemustcallitnow;there’salovelyfirethere,andwe’llbothhaveteawiththechildrento-day,soastofeelathome,allofus,asquicklyaspossible。“

  WhatMissJoneswantedwastoliedownonabedinadarkroomandtryandconquerherneuralgia。Thethoughtofalightednurseryfilledherwithdismay。However,firstimpressionsaresoimportant。

  Shepulledherselftogether。

  Thechildrenhadheardthearrival;theywaitedinabunchbythefire,theireyespartlyfixedonthedoor,partlyonthestrawberryjamthattheywereallowedto-dayasatreatinthenewgoverness’shonour。Hamlet,hiseyesandearsalsouponthedoor,expectingperhapsarat,perhapsAuntAmy,satinfrontofthegroup,itsbodyguard。

  “She’sinthehall,“saidHelen,“andnowMother’ssaying:’Dotakeoffyourthings。Youmustbewet,’andnowshe’ssaying:’You’llliketoseethechildren,Iexpect,’andnow——“

  Theretheywere,standinginthedoorway,Mrs。ColeandMissJones。

  Therefollowedadismalpause。ThechildrenhadnotexpectedanyonesooldandsouglyasMissJones。Hamletdidnotbark——nothingoccurred。

  AtlastMrs。Colesaid:“Now,children,comeandsay,’Howdoyoudo?’toMissJones。ThisisHelen,oureldest——thisMary——andthisJeremy。“

  MissJonesdidadreadfulthing。Inhereagernesstobepleasantandfriendlyshekissedthegirls,andthen,beforeanyonecouldstopher,kissedJeremy。Hetookitlikeaman,neverturninghisheadnorwipinghismouthwithhishandafterwards,butshemighthaveseeninhiseyes,hadshelooked,whathefeltaboutit。

  Shesaid:“Ihopeweshallbehappytogether,dears。“

  Thechildrensaidnothing,andpresentlytheyallsatdowntotea。

  II

  Itwasunfortunatethattherewassolittleprecedentonbothsides。

  MissJoneshadneverbeenagovernessbeforeandthechildrenhadneverhadone。Ofcourse,manymistakesweremade。MissJoneshadhadatrueadmirationforwhatsheusedtocall“herbrother’sindomitablespirit,“hernameforhisselfishnessandbadtemper。

  Shewasherselfneitherselfishnorbad-tempered,butshewasignorant,nervous,over-anxious,anddesperatelyafraidoflosinghersituation。Shehadduringsomanyyearslivedwithoutaffectionthatthewellsofithaddriedupwithinher,andnow,withoutbeingatallabadoldlady,shewassimplypreoccupiedwiththebusinessofmanagingherneuralgia,livingonnothingaweek,andbuildingtoherdeceasedbrother’smemoryamonument,ofheroiccharacterandself-sacrifice。Shewasshort-sightedandhadaperpetualcold;shewasforgetfulandcareless。Shehad,nevertheless,arealknowledgeofmanythings,awarmheartsomewherecouldshebeencouragedtolookforitagain,andasenseofhumourburieddeepbeneathhercaresandpreoccupations。ThereweremanyworsepersonsintheworldthanMissJones。But,mostunfortunately,herloveforherbrother’smemoryledhertoresolveonwhatshecalled“firmness。“Mrs。ColehadtoldherthatJeremywas“gettingtoomuch“forhisnurse;sheapproachedJeremywithexactlythetremorsandquakingboldnessthatshewouldhavesummonedtoheraidbeforeabulllooseinafield。

  Shereallydidlookfrighteningwithherlargespectaclesontheendofherlargenose,hermouthfirmlyset,andarulerinherhand。“I

  insistonabsoluteobedience,“washermotto。Jeremylookedatherbutsaidnoword。Itwasmadecleartothemallthatthenewregimewastobefarotherthantheearliernurseryone。Thereweretoberegularlessonhours——ninetotwelveandfourtofive。Aneatpieceofwhitepaperwasfastenedtothewallwith“Monday:Geography9-

  10,Arithmetic10-11,“andsoon。Acarefulgraduationofpunishmentswasinstituted,copiestohewrittensomanytimes,standingonachair,threestrokesonthehandwitharuler,and,worstofall,standinginthecornerwearingapaperDunce’scap。

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