第33章
加入书架 A- A+
点击下载App,搜索"Miss Billie Married",免费读到尾

  saidthatindirectinfluencewasmuchtobepreferred,always,todirectpersuasion——whichlast,indeed,usuallyfailedtoproduceresults。

  SoBillydressedup,’andpracticed,andtalkedofanythingbutthebaby,andevenhintedshamelesslyonceortwicethatshewouldliketogotothetheater;butalltolittleavail。

  True,Bertrambrightenedup,foraminute,whenhecamehomeandfoundherinaneworafavoritedress,andhetoldherhowprettyshelooked。

  Heappearedtoliketohaveherplaytohim,too,evendeclaringonceortwicethatitwasquitelikeoldtimes,yes,itwas。Buthenevernoticedherhintsaboutthetheater,andhedidnotseemtoliketotalkabouthiswork,evenalittlebit。

  Billylaidthislastfacttohisinjuredarm。Shedecidedthathehadbecomeblueanddiscouraged,andthatheneededcheeringup,especiallyabouthiswork;soshedeterminedlyandsystematicallysetherselftodoingit。

  Shetalkedofthefineworkhehaddone,andofthestillfinerworkhewouldyetdo,whenhisarmwaswell。Shetoldhimhowproudshewasofhim,andshelethimseehowdearhisArtwastoher,andhowbadlyshewouldfeelifshethoughthehadreallylostallhisinterestinhisworkandwouldneverpaintagain。Shequestionedhimaboutthenewportraithewastobeginassoonashisarmwouldlethim;andshetriedtoarousehisenthusiasminthepicturehehadplannedtoshowintheMarchExhibitionoftheBohemianTen,tellinghimthatshewassurehisarmwouldallowhimtocompleteatleastonecanvastohang。

  Innoneofthis,however,didBertramappearintheleastinterested。Theonething,indeed,whichheseemednottowanttotalkabout,washiswork;andherespondedtoheroverturesonthesubjectwithonlymoodysilence,orelsewithalmostirritablemonosyllables;allofwhichnotonlygrievedbutsurprisedBillyverymuch。For,accordingtotheTalktoYoungWives,’shewasdoingexactlywhattheideal,sympathetic,interested-in-her-husband’s-workwifeshoulddo。

  WhenFebruarycame,bringingwithitnochangeforthebetter,Billywasthoroughlyfrightened。Bertram’sarmplainlywasnotimproving。Hewasmoregloomyandrestlessthanever。Heseemednottowanttostayathomeatall;andBillyknewnowforacertaintythathewasspendingmoreandmoretimewithBobSeaverandtheboys。’

  PoorBilly!Nowherecouldshelookthesedaysandseehappiness。Eventheadoredbabyseemed,attimes,almosttogiveanaddedpang。Hadhenotbecome,accordingtotheTalktoYoungWives’thatawfulthing,a_Wedge_?TheAnnex,too,carrieditssting;forwherewastheneedofanoverflowhouseforhappinessnow,whentherewasnohappinesstooverflow?EventhelittlejadeidolonBilly’smantelBillycouldnotbeartoseethesedays,foritsonceblandsmilehadbecomeahideousgrin,demanding,Where,now,isyourheapplentyvellygoodluckee?’

  But,beforeBertram,Billystillcarriedabravelysmilingface,andtohimstillshetalkedearnestlyandenthusiasticallyofhiswork——whichlast,asithappened,wastheworstcourseshecouldhavepursued;fortheonethingpoorBertramwishedtoforget,justnow,was——hiswork。

  EarlyinFebruarycameArkwright’sappearanceattheBostonOperaHouse——thefirstsincehehadsungthereasastudentafewyearsbefore。

  Hewasanimmediateandanunquestionedsuccess。

  HisportraitadornedthefrontpageofalmosteveryBostonnewspaperthenextmorning,andcaptiouscriticsviedwitheachothertodohimhonor。Hisfullhistory,fromboyhoodup,wasfeatured,withspecialemphasisonhisrecenttriumphsinNewYorkandforeigncapitals。Hewasinterviewedastohisopiniononeverythingfromvegetarianismtowoman’ssuffrage;andhispreferencesastopiesandpastimesweregivenheadlineprominence。Therewasnodoubtofit。

  Mr。M。J。Arkwrightwasastar。

  AllArkwright’soldfriends,includingBilly,Bertram,Cyril,Marie,Calderwell,AliceGreggory,AuntHannah,andTommyDunn,wenttohearhimsing;andaftertheperformanceheheldaminiaturereception,withenoughadulationtoturnhisheadcompletelyaround,hedeclareddeprecatingly。Notuntilthenextevening,however,didhehaveanopportunityforwhathecalledarealtalkwithanyofhisfriends;then,inCalderwell’sroom,hesettledbackinhischairwithasighofcontent。

  ForatimehisownandCalderwell’saffairsoccupiedtheirattention;then,afterashortpause,thetenoraskedabruptly:

  Isthereanything——wrongwiththeHenshaws,Calderwell?’

  Calderwellcamesuddenlyerectinhischair。

  Thankyou!Ihopedyou’dintroducethatsubject;though,forthatmatter,ifyouhadn’t,Ishould。Yes,thereis——andI’mlookingtoyou,oldman,togetthemoutofit。’

  I?’Arkwrightsaterectnow。

  Yes。’

  Whatdoyoumean?’

  Inaway,theexpectedhashappened——

  thoughIknownowthatIdidn’treallyexpectittohappen,inspiteofmyprophecies。YoumayrememberIwasalwaysskepticalonthesubjectofBertram’ssettlingdowntoadomestichearthstone。

  Iinsisted’twouldbetheturnofagirl’sheadandthecurveofhercheekthathewantedtopaint。’

  Arkwrightlookedupwithaquickfrown。

  Youdon’tmeanthatHenshawhasbeencadenoughtofindanother——’

  Calderwellthrewuphishand。

  No,no,notthat!Wehaven’tthattodealwith——yet,thankgoodness!There’snowomaninit。And,really,whenyoucomerightdowntoit,ifeverafellowhadanexcusetoseekdiversion,BertramHenshawhas——poorchap!It’sjustthis。BertrambrokehisarmagainlastOctober。’

  Yes,soIhear,andIthoughthewaslookingbadly。’

  Heis。It’sabadbusiness。’Twasimproperlysetinthefirstplace,andit’snotdoingwellnow。Infact,I’mtoldonprettygoodauthoritythatthedoctorsaysheprobablywillneveruseitagain。’

  Oh,byGeorge!Calderwell!’

  Yes。Tough,isn’tit?’Speciallywhenyouthinkofhiswork,andknow——asIhappento——

  thathe’sparticularlydependentonhisrighthandforeverything。Hedoesn’ttellthisgenerally,andIunderstandBillyandthefamilyknownothingofit——howhopelessthecaseis,Imean。Well,naturally,thepoorfellowhasbeenprettythoroughlydiscouraged,andtogetawayfromhimselfhe’sgonebacktohisoldBohemianhabits,spendingmuchofhistimewithsomeofhisoldcroniesthatarenonetoogoodforhim——Seaver,forinstance。’

  BobSeaver?Yes,Iknowhim。’Arkwright’slipssnappedtogethercrisply。

  Yes。Hesaidheknewyou。That’swhyI’mcountingonyourhelp。’

  Whatdoyoumean?’

  ImeanIwantyoutogetHenshawawayfromhim,andkeephimaway。’

  Arkwright’sfacedarkenedwithanangryflush。

  GreatScott,Calderwell!Whatareyoutalkingabout?Henshawisnokidtobetotedhome,andI’mnonurserygovernesstodothetoting!’

  Calderwelllaughedquietly。

  No;Idon’tthinkanyonewouldtakeyouforanurserygoverness,Arkwright,inspiteofthefactthatyouarestillknowntosomeofyourfriendsas`MaryJane。’Butyoucansingasong,man,whichwillpromptlygiveyouathroughtickettotheirinnermostsacredcircle。Infact,tomycertainknowledge,Seaverisalreadyplanningajamboreewithyouattherighthandofthetoastmaster。There’syourchance。Oncein,stayin——longenoughtogetHenshawout。’

  But,goodheavens,Calderwell,it’simpossible!

  WhatcanIdo?’demandedArkwright,savagely。Ican’twalkuptotheman,takehimbytheear,andsay:`Here,you,sir——marchhome!’NeithercanIcomethe`I-am-holier-

  than-thou’act,andholduptohimthemirrorofhistransgressions。’

  No,butyoucangethimoutofit_some_way。

  Youcanfindaway——forBilly’ssake。’

  Therewasnoanswer,and,afteramoment,Calderwellwentonmorequietly。

  Ihaven’tseenBillybuttwoorthreetimessinceIcamebacktoBoston——butIdon’tneedto,toknowthatshe’sbreakingherheartoversomething。Andofcoursethatsomethingis——

  Bertram。’

  Therewasstillnoanswer。Arkwrightgotupsuddenly,andwalkedtothewindow。

  Yousee,I’mhelpless,’resumedCalderwell。

  Idon’tpaintpictures,norsingsongs,norwritestories,nordancejigsforaliving——andyouhavetodooneoranothertobeinwiththatset。

  Andit’sgottobeaJohnny-on-the-spotwithBertram。Allis,somethingwillhavetobedonetogethimoutofthestateofmindandbodyhe’sinnow,or——’

  Arkwrightwheeledsharply。

  Whendidyousaythisjamboreewasgoingtobe?’hedemanded。

  Nextweek,sometime。Thedateisnotsettled。

  Theyweregoingtoconsultyou。’

  Hm-m,’commentedArkwright。And,thoughhisnextremarkwasacompletechangeofsubject,Calderwellgaveacontentedsigh。

  If,whenthepropositionwasfirstmadetohim,ArkwrightwasdoubtfulofhisabilitytobeasuccessfulJohnny-on-the-spot,’hewasevenmoredoubtfulofitasthedayspassed,andhewasattemptingtocarryoutthesuggestion。

  Hehadknownthathewasundertakingamostdifficultanddelicatetask,andhesoonbegantofearthatitwasanimpossibleone,aswell。Withadoggedpersistence,however,headheredtohispurpose,everonthealerttobemorewatchful,moretactful,moreefficientinemergencies。

  Disagreeableaswasthetask,inaway,inanotherwayitwasagreatpleasuretohim。HewasgladoftheopportunitytodoanythingforBilly;andthen,too,hewasgladofsomethingabsorbingenoughtotakehismindoffhisownaffairs。Hetoldhimself,sometimes,thatthishelpinganothermantofighthistigerskinwasassistinghimselftofighthisown。

  ArkwrightwastryingveryhardnottothinkofAliceGreggorythesedays。Hehadcomebackhopingthathewasinameasurecured’ofhisfolly,’ashetermedit;butthefirstlookintoAliceGreggory’sblue-grayeyeshadtaughthimthefallacyofthatidea。InthatveryfirstmeetingwithAlice,hefearedthathehadrevealedhissecret,forshewasplainlysonervouslydistantandillateasewithhimthathecouldbutconstrueherembarrassmentandchillydignityaspityforhimandadesiretoshowhimthatshehadnothingbutfriendshipforhim。Sincethenhehadseenbutlittleofher,partlybecausehedidnotwishtoseeher,andpartlybecausehistimewassofullyoccupied。Then,too,inaround-

  aboutwayhehadheardarumorthatCalderwellwasengagedtobemarried;and,thoughnofemininenamehadbeenmentionedinconnectionwiththestory,ArkwrighthadnothesitatedtosupplyinhisownmindthatofAliceGreggory。

  Beginningwiththejamboree,’whichcameoffquiteinaccordancewithCalderwell’sprophecies,ArkwrightspentthemostofsuchtimeaswasnotgiventohisprofessionaldutiesindeliberatelycultivatingthesocietyofBertramandhisfriends。Tothisextenthemetwithnodifficulty,forhefoundthatM。J。Arkwright,thenewstarintheoperaticfirmament,wasobviouslyawelcomecomrade。Beyondthisitwasnotsoeasy。Arkwrightwondered,indeed,sometimes,ifheweremakinganyprogressatall。Butstillhepersevered。

  HewalkedwithBertram,hetalkedwithBertram,unobtrusivelyhecontrivedtobenearBertramalmostalways,whentheyweretogetherwiththeboys。’Graduallyhewonfromhimthestoryofwhatthesurgeonhadsaidtohim,andofhowblackthefuturelookedinconsequence。Thisestablishedanewbondbetweenthem,sopotentthatArkwrightventuredtotestitonedaybytellingBertramthestoryofthetigerskin——thefirsttigerskininhisuncle’slibraryyearsago,andofhow,sincethen,anydifficultyhehadencounteredhehadtriedtotreatasatigerskin。Intellingthestoryhewascarefultodrawnomoralforhislistener,andtopreachnosermon。Hetoldthetale,too,withallpossiblewhimsicallightnessoftouch,andimmediatelyatitsconclusionhechangedthesubject。

  ButthathehadnotfailedutterlyinhisdesignwasevidencedafewdayslaterwhenBertramgrimlydeclaredthatheguessed_his_tigerskinwasalivelybeast,allright。

  ThefirsttimeArkwrightwenthomewithBertram,hispresencewasalmostanecessity。

点击下载App,搜索"Miss Billie Married",免费读到尾