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  Bertram,Iamgoinghome。’

  Billy!’

  Iam。’

  Billy,forheaven’ssakedon’tbeasillygoose!

  Theplay’shalfoveralready。We’llsoonbegoing,anyway。’

  Billy’slipscametogetherinathinlittledeterminedline。

  Bertram,Iamgoinghomenow,please,’shesaid。Youneedn’tcomewithme;Icangoalone。’

  Bertramsaidtwowordsunderhisbreathwhichitwasjustaswell,perhaps,thatBilly——andtheneighbors——didnothear;thenhegathereduptheirwrapsand,withBilly,stalkedoutofthetheater。

  Athomeeverythingwasfoundtobeabsolutelyasitshouldbe。Bertram,Jr。,waspeacefullysleeping,andDelia,whohadcomeupfromdownstairs,wassewinginthenextroom。

  There,yousee,’observedBertram,alittlesourly。

  Billydrewalong,contentedsigh。

  Yes,Isee;everythingisallright。Butthat’sexactlywhatIwantedtodo,Bertram,youknow——to_seeformyself_,’shefinishedhappily。

  AndBertram,lookingatherraptfaceasshehoveredoverthebaby’scrib,calledhimselfabruteandabeasttomind_anything_thatcouldmakeBillylooklikethat。

  CHAPTERXXV

  SHOULDAULDACQUAINTANCEBEFORGOT’

  BertramdidnotaskBillyverysoonagaintogotothetheater。Forsomedays,indeed,hedidnotaskhertodoanything。Then,oneevening,hedidbegforsomemusic。

  Billy,youhaven’tplayedtomeorsungtomesinceIcouldremember,’hecomplained。I

  wantsomemusic。’

  Billygaveamerrylaughandwriggledherfingersexperimentally。

  Mercy,Bertram!Idon’tbelieveIcouldplayanote。YouknowI’malloutofpractice。’

  Butwhy_don’t_youpractice?’

  Why,Bertram,Ican’t。InthefirstplaceI

  don’tseemtohaveanytimeexceptwhenBaby’sasleep;andIcan’tplaythen-I’dwakehimup。’

  Bertramsighedirritably,rosetohisfeet,andbegantowalkupanddowntheroom。Hecametoapauseatlast,hiseyesbentatrifledisapprovinglyonhiswife。

  Billy,dear,_don’t_youwearanythingbutthosewrapperthingsnowadays?’heaskedplaintively。

  AgainBillylaughed。Butthistimeatroubledfrownfollowedthelaugh。

  Iknow,Bertram,Isupposetheydolookdowdy,sometimes,’sheconfessed;but,yousee,Ihatetowearareallygooddress——Babyrumplesthemupso;andI’musuallyinahurrytogettohimmornings,andthesearesoeasytoslipinto,andsomuchmorecomfortableformetohandlehimin!’

  Yes,ofcourse,ofcourse;Isee,’mumbledBertram,listlesslytakinguphiswalkagain。

  Billy,afteramoment’ssilence,begantotalkanimatedly。Babyhaddoneawonderfullycunningthingthatmorning,andBillyhadnothadachanceyettotellBertram。Babywasgrowingmoreandmorecunninganyway,thesedays,andtherewereseveralthingsshebelievedshehadnottoldhim;soshetoldthemnow。

  Bertramlistenedpolitely,interestedly。Hetoldhimselfthathe_was_interested,too。Ofcoursehewasinterestedinthedoingsofhisownchild!Buthestillwalkedupanddowntheroomalittlerestlessly,comingtoahaltatlastbythewindow,acrosswhichtheshadehadnotbeendrawn。

  Billy,’hecriedsuddenly,withhisoldboyisheagerness,there’sagloriousmoon。Comeon!Let’stakealittlewalk——arealfellow-and-

  his-best-girlwalk!Willyou?’

  Mercy!dear,Icouldn’t,’criedBillyspringingtoherfeet。I’dloveto,though,ifIcould,’

  sheaddedhastily,asshesawdisappointmentcloudherhusband’sface。ButItoldDeliashemightgoout。Itisn’therregularevening,ofcourse,butItoldherIdidn’tmindstayingwithBabyabit。SoI’llhavetogorightupnow。

  She’llbegoingsoon。But,dear,yougoandtakeyourwalk。It’lldoyougood。Thenyoucancomebackandtellmeallaboutit——onlyyoumustcomeinquietly,sonottowakethebaby,’

  shefinished,givingherhusbandanaffectionatekiss,asshelefttheroom。

  Afteradisconsolatefiveminutesofsolitude,Bertramgothishatandcoatandwentoutforhiswalk——buthetoldhimselfhedidnotexpecttoenjoyit。

  BertramHenshawknewthattheoldrebelliousjealousyofthesummerhadhimfastinitsgrip。

  Hewasheartilyashamedofhimself,buthecouldnothelpit。HewantedBilly,andhewantedherthen。Hewantedtotalktoher。Hewantedtotellheraboutanewportraitcommissionhehadjustobtained;andhewantedtoaskherwhatshethoughtoftheideaofabrand-newFaceofaGirl’fortheBohemianTenExhibitionnextMarch。Hewanted——butthen,whatwouldbetheuse?Shewouldlisten,ofcourse,buthewouldknowbytheverylooksofherfacethatshewouldnotbereallythinkingofwhathewassaying;andhewouldbewillingtowagerhisbestcanvasthatintheveryfirstpauseshewouldtellaboutthebaby’snewesttoothorlatesttoy。Notbutthathelikedtohearaboutthelittlefellow,ofcourse;andnotbutthathewasproudasPunchofhim,too;butthathewouldlikesometimestohearBillytalkofsomethingelse。Thesweetestmelodyintheworld,ifdinnedintoone’searsdayandnight,becamesomethingtobefledfrom。

  AndBillyoughttotalkofsomethingelse,too!

  Bertram,Jr。,wonderfulashewas,reallywasnottheonlythingintheworld,oreventheonlybaby;

  andotherpeople——outsiders,theirfriends——

  hadarighttoexpectthatsometimesothermattersmightbeconsidered——theirown,forinstance。ButBillyseemedtohaveforgottenthis。

  NomatterwhetherthesubjectofconversationhadtodowiththelatestnoveloratriptoEurope,underBilly’sguidanceitinvariablyledstraighttoBaby’sJack-and-Jillbook,ortoaperambulatorjourneyinthePublicGarden。Ifithadnotbeensoserious,itwouldhavebeenreallyfunnythewayallroadsledstraighttoonegoal。Hehimself,whenalonewithBilly,hadstartedthemostunusualandforeignsubjects,sometimes,justtoseeiftherewerenotsomewherealittlebypaththatdidnotbringupinhisownnursery。

  Henever,however,foundone。

  Butitwasnotfunny;itwasserious。Wasthisgloriousgiftonparenthoodtowhichhehadlookedforwardasthecrowningjoyofhisexistence,tobenothingbutatragedythatwouldfinallywreckhisdomestichappiness?Itcouldnotbe。Itmustnotbe。Hemusthepatient,andwait。

  Billylovedhim。Hewassureshedid。Byandbythisobsessionofmotherhood,whichhadhersofastinitsgrasp,wouldrelax。Shewouldrememberthatherhusbandhadrightsaswellasherchild。Onceagainshewouldgivehimthecompanionship,love,andsympatheticinterestsodeartohim。Meanwhiletherewashiswork。

  Hemustburyhimselfinthat。Andfortunate,indeed,hewas,hetoldhimself,thathehadsomethingsoabsorbing。

  ItwasatthispointinhismeditationsthatBertramroundedacornerandcamefacetofacewithamanwhostoppedhimshortwithajovial:

  Isn’tit——byGeorge,itisBertieHenshaw!

  Well,whatdoyouthinkofthatforluck?——andmeonlytwodayshomefrom`GayParee’!’

  Oh,Seaver!Howareyou?You_are_astranger!’

  Bertram’svoiceandhandshakewereabitmorecordialthantheywouldhavebeenhadhenotatthemomentbeenfeelingsoabusedandforlorn。IntheolddayshehadlikedthisBobSeaverwell。Seaverwasanartistlikehimself,andwasgoodcompanyalways。ButSeaverandhiscrowdwerealittletooBohemianforWilliam’staste;

  andafterBillycame,she,too,hadobjectedtowhatshecalledthathorridSeaverman。’Inhisheart,Bertramknewthattherewasgoodfoundationfortheirobjections,sohehadavoidedSeaverforatime;andforsomeyears,now,themanhadbeenabroad,somewhattoBertram’srelief。To-night,however,Seaver’sgenialsmileandheartyfriendlinesswerelikeasuddenburstofsunshineonarainyday——andBertramdetestedrainydays。Hewasfeelingnow,too,asifhehadjusthadawholeweekofthem。

  Yes,Iamsomethingofastrangerhere,’

  noddedSeaver。ButItellyouwhat,littleoldBostonlooksmightygoodtome,allthesame。

  Comeon!You’rejustthefellowwewant。I’monmywaynowtotheoldstampingground。

  Come——rightaboutface,oldchap,andcomewithme!’

  Bertramshookhishead。

  Sorry——butIguessIcan’t,to-night,’hesighed。Bothgestureandwordswereunhesitating,butthevoicecarriedthediscontentofasmallboy,who,whilethesunisstillshining,hasbeentoldtocomeintothehouse。

  Oh,rats!Yes,youcan,too。Comeon!

  Lotsoftheoldcrowdwillbethere——Griggs,Beebe,JackJenkins,andTully。Weneedyoutocompletetheshow。’

  JackJenkins?Ishehere?’AneweagernesshadcomeintoBertram’svoice。

  Sure!HecameonfromNewYorklastnight。

  Greatboy,Jenkins!JustbackfromParisfairlycoveredwithmedals,youknow。’

  Yes,soIhear。Ihaven’tseenhimforfouryears。’

  Bettercometo-nightthen。’

  No-o,’beganBertram,withobviousreluctance。It’salreadynineo’clock,and——’

  Nineo’clock!’cutinSeaver,withabroadgrin。Sincewhenhasyourlimitbeennineo’clock?I’veseenthetimewhenyoudidn’tmindnineo’clockinthemorning,Bertie!What’sgot——Oh,Iremember。ImetanotherfriendofyoursinBerlin;chapnamedArkwright——

  andsay,he’ssomesinger,youbet!You’regoingtohearofhimoneofthesedays。Well,hetoldmeallabouthowyou’dsettleddownnow——

  sonandheir,firesidebliss,prettywife,andallthefixings。But,Isay,Bertie,doesn’tsheletyouout——_any_?’

  Nonsense,Seaver!’flaredBertraminannoyedwrath。

  Well,then,whydon’tyoucometo-night?

  IfyouwanttoseeJenkinsyou’llhaveto;he’sgoingbacktoNewYorkto-morrow。’

  ForonlyabriefminutelongerdidBertramhesitate;thenheturnedsquarelyaboutwithanairoffinality。

  Ishe?Well,then,perhapsIwill,’hesaid。

  I’dhatetomissJenkinsentirely。’

  Good!’exclaimedhiscompanion,astheyfellintostep。Haveacigar?’

  Thanks。Don’tmindifIdo。’

  IfBertram’schinwasalittlehigherandhisstepalittlemoredecidedthanusual,itwasallmerelybywayofaccompanimenttohisthoughts。

  Certainlyitwasrightthatheshouldgo,anditwassensible。Indeed,itwasreallyalmostimperative——duetoBilly,asitwere——afterthatdisagreeabletauntofSeaver’s。Asifshedidnotwanthimtogowhenandwherehepleased!Asifshewouldconsentforamomenttofigureintheeyesofhisfriendsasatyrannicalwifewhoobjectedtoherhusband’spassingasocialeveningwithhisfriends!Tobesure,inthisparticularcase,shemightnotfavorSeaver’spresence,butevenshewouldnotmindthisonce——

  and,anyhow,itwasJenkinsthatwastheattraction,notSeaver。Besides,hehimselfwasnoundevelopedboynow。Hewasaman,presumedlyabletotakecareofhimself。Besides,again,hadnotBillyherselftoldhimtogooutandenjoytheeveningwithouther,asshehadtostaywiththebaby?Hewouldtelephoneher,ofcourse,thathehadmetsomeoldfriends,andthathemightbelate;thenshewouldnotworry。

  Andforthwith,havingsettledthematterinhismind,andtohiscompletesatisfaction,BertramgavehisundividedattentiontoSeaver,whohadalreadyplungedintoanaccountofarecentArtExhibitionhehadattendedinParis。

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