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  Arkwrightisstillabroad,asIpresumeyouknow。

  Ihearheisdoinggreatstuntsoverthere,andwillsinginBerlinandParisthiswinter。I’mthinkingofgoingacrossfromPanamalater。IfIdoIshalllookhimup。Mr。andMrs。Cyrilareaswellascouldbeexpectedwhenyourealizethattheyhaven’tyetsettledonapairofnamesforthetwins。’

  Iknowit——andthepoorlittlethingsthreemonthsold,too!Ithinkit’sashame。You’veheardthereason,Isuppose。Cyrildeclaresthatnamingbabiesisoneofthemostseriousanddelicateoperationsintheworld,andthat,forhispart,hethinkspeopleoughttoselecttheirownnameswhenthey’vearrivedatyearsofdiscretion。

  Hewantstowaittillthetwinsareeighteen,andthenmakeeachofthemabirthdaypresentofthenameoftheirownchoosing。’

  Well,ifthatisn’tthelimit!’laughedCalderwell。I’dheardsomesuchthingbefore,butIhadn’tsupposeditwasreallyso。’

  Well,itis。Hesaysheknowsmoretomboysandenormousfatwomennamed`Grace’and`Lily,’andsweetlittlemouse-likeladiesstaggeringalongunderasonorous`JerushaTheodosia’

  or`ZenobiaJane’;andthatifheshouldnametheboys`Franz’and`Felix’afterSchubertandMendelssohnasMariewantsto,they’daslikelyasnotturnouttobemenwhohatedthesoundofmusicanddotedonstocksanddrygoods。’

  Humph!’gruntedCalderwell。IsawCyrillastweek,andhesaidhehadn’tnamedthetwinsyet,buthedidn’ttellmewhy。Iofferedhimtwoperfectlygoodnamesmyself,buthedidn’tseeminterested。’

  Whatwerethey?’

  EldadandBildad。’

  Hugh!’protestedBilly。

  Well,whynot?’bridledtheman。I’msurethosearenewandunique,andreallymusical,too——’wayaheadofyourFranzandFelix。’

  Butthosearen’treallynames!’

  Indeedtheyare。’

  Wheredidyougetthem?’

  Offourfamilytree,thoughthey’reBiblenames,Bellesays。Perhapsyoudidn’tknow,butSisterBellehasbeenmakingthedirtflyquitelivelyoflatearoundthatfamilytreeofours,andshewrotemesomeofherdiscoveries。Itseemstwooftheroots,orbranches——say,areancestorsroots,orbranches?——werecalledEldadandBildad。NowIthoughtthosenamesweregoodenoughtopassalong,but,asIsaidbefore,Cyrilwasn’tinterested。’

  Ishouldsaynot,’laughedBilly。But,honestly,Hugh,it’sreallyserious。Mariewantsthemnamed_something_,butshedoesn’tsaymuchtoCyril。Mariewouldn’treallybreathe,youknow,ifshethoughtCyrildisapprovedofbreathing。

  AndinthiscaseCyrildoesnothesitatetodeclarethattheboysshallnamethemselves。’

  Whatasituation!’laughedCalderwell。

  Isn’tit?But,doyouknow,Icansympathizewithit,inaway,forI’vealwaysmournedsoover_my_name。`Billy’wasalwayssuchatrialtome!PoorUncleWilliamwasn’ttheonlyonethatpreparedgunsandfishingrodstoentertaintheexpectedboy。Idon’tknow,though,I’mafraidifI’dbeenallowedtoselectmynameIshouldhavebeena`HelenClarabella’allmydays,forthatwasthenameIgaveallmydolls,with`first,’`second,’`third,’andsoon,addedtothemfordistinction。EvidentlyIthoughtthat`HelenClarabella’wasthemostfeminineappellationpossible,andthemostforeigntothedespised`Billy。’SoyouseeIcansympathizewithCyriltoacertainextent。’

  Buttheymustcallthelittlechaps_something_,now,’arguedHugh。

  Billygaveasuddenmerrylaugh。

  Theydo,’shegurgled,andthat’sthefunniestpartofit。Oh,Cyrildoesn’t。Healwayscallsthemimpersonally`they’or`it。’Hedoesn’tseemuchofthemanyway,now,Iunderstand。

  Mariewashorrifiedwhensherealizedhowthenurseshadbeenusinghisdenasanurseryannexandshechangedallthatinstanter,whenshetookchargeofthingsagain。Thetwinsstayinthenurserynow,I’mtold。Butaboutthenames——

  thenurses,itseems,havegotintothewayofcallingthem`Dot’and`Dimple。’Onehasadimpleinhischeek,andtheotherisalittlesmallerofthetwo。Marieisnoenddistressed,particularlyasshefindsthatsheherselfcallsthemthat;

  andshesaystheideaofboysbeing`Dot’and`Dimple’!’

  Ishouldsayso,’laughedCalderwell。NotIregardthatasworsethanmy`Eldad’and`Bildad。’’

  Iknowit,andAlicesays——Bytheway,youhaven’tmentionedAlice,butIsupposeyouseeheroccasionally。’

  Billypausedinevidentexpectationofareply。

  Billywas,infact,quiteplumingherselfontheadroitcasualnesswithwhichshehadintroducedthesubjectnearestherheart。

  Calderwellraisedhiseyebrows。

  Oh,yes,Iseeher。’

  Butyouhadn’tmentionedher。’

  Therewasthebriefestofpauses;thenwithahalf-quizzicaldejection,therecametheremark:

  Youseemtoforget。ItoldyouthatIstayedherethissummerforreasonstoonumerous,andonetooheart-breaking,tomention。Shewasthe_one_。’

  Youmean——’

  Yes。Theusualthing。Sheturnedmedown。

  Oh,Ihaven’taskedheryetasmanytimesasI

  didyou,but——’

  _Hugh!_’

  Hughtossedheragrimsmileandwentonimperturbably。

  I’moldernow,ofcourse,andknowmore,perhaps。Besides,thefinalityofherremarkswasnottobemistaken。’

  Billy,inspiteofhersympathyforCalderwell,wasconsciousofathrobofreliefthatatleastonestumbling-blockwasremovedfromArkwright’spossiblepathwaytoAlice’sheart。

  Didshegiveanyspecialreason?’hazardedBilly,ashadetooanxiously。

  Oh,yes。Shesaidshewasn’tgoingtomarryanybody——onlyhermusic。’

  Nonsense!’ejaculatedBilly,fallingbackinherchairalittle。

  Yes,Isaidthat,too,’gloomedtheman;

  butitdidn’tdoanygood。Yousee,Ihadknownanothergirlwho’dsaidthesamethingonce。’Hedidnotlookup,butavividredflamedsuddenlyintoBilly’scheeks。Andshe——whentherightonecame——forgotallaboutthemusic,andmarriedtheman。SoInaturallysuspectedthatAlicewoulddothesamething。

  Infact,Isaidsotoher。Iwasboldenoughtoevencallthemanbyname——Ihadn’tbeenjealousofArkwrightfornothing,yousee——butshedeniedit,andflewintosuchanindignantallegationthattherewasn’tawordoftruthinit,thatIhadtosueforpardonbeforeIgotanythinglikepeace。’

  Oh-h!’saidBilly,inadisappointedvoice,fallingquitebackinherchairthistime。

  Andsothat’swhyI’mwantingespeciallyjustnowtoseethewheelsgo’round,’smiledCalderwell,alittlewistfully。Oh,Ishallgetoverit,Isuppose。Itisn’tthefirsttime,I’llown——butsomedayItakeittherewillbealasttime。Enoughofthis,however!Youhaven’ttoldmeathingaboutyourself。Howaboutit?

  WhenIcomeback,areyougoingtogivemeadinnercookedbyyourownfairhands?GoingtostillplayBridget?’

  Billylaughedandshookherhead。

  No;farfromit。Elizahascomeback,andhercousinfromVermontiscomingassecondgirltohelpher。ButI_could_cookadinnerforyouifIhadtonow,sir,anditwouldn’tbepotato-mushandcoldlamb,’shebraggedshamelessly,astheresoundedBertram’speculiarring,andtheclickofhiskeyinthelock。

  ItwasthenextafternoonthatBillycalledonMarie。FromMarie’s,BillywenttotheAnnex,whichwasverynearCyril’snewhouse;andthere,inAuntHannah’sroom,shehadwhatshetoldBertramafterwardswasaperfectlylovelyvisit。

  AuntHannah,too,enjoyedthevisitverymuch,thoughyettherewasonethingthatdisturbedher——thevaguelytroubledlookinBilly’seyes,whichto-daywasmoreapparentthanever。NotuntiljustbeforeBillywenthomedidsomethingoccurtogiveAuntHannahapossibleclueastowhatwasthemeaningofit。ThatsomethingwasaquestionfromBilly。

  AuntHannah,whydon’tIfeellikeMariedid?whydon’tIfeellikeeverybodydoesinbooksandstories?Mariewentaroundwithsuchadetached,heavenly,absorbedlookinhereyes,beforethetwinscametoherhome。ButIdon’t。

  Idon’tfindanythinglikethatinmyface,whenI

  lookintheglass。AndIdon’tfeeldetachedandabsorbedandheavenly。I’mhappy,ofcourse;

  butIcan’thelpthinkingofthedear,deartimesBertramandIhavetogether,justwetwo,andI

  can’tseemtoimagineitatallwithathirdpersonaround。’

  Billy!_Thirdperson_,indeed!’

  There!Iknew’twouldshockyou,’mournedBilly。Itshocksme。I_want_tofeeldetachedandheavenlyandabsorbed。’

  ButBilly,dear,thinkofit——callingyourownbabyathirdperson!’

  Billysigheddespairingly。

  Yes,Iknow。AndIsupposeImightaswellownuptotherestofittoo。I——I’mactuallyafraidofbabies,AuntHannah!Well,Iam,’shereiterated,inanswertoAuntHannah’sgaspofdisapproval。I’mnotusedtothematall。Ineverhadanylittlebrothersandsisters,andIdon’tknowhowtotreatbabies。I——I’malwaysafraidthey’llbreak,orsomething。I’mjustasafraidofthetwinsasIcanbe。HowMariecanhandlethem,andtossthemaboutasshedoes,Idon’tsee。’

  Tossthemabout,indeed!’

  Well,itlooksthatwaytome,’sighedBilly。

  Anyhow,IknowIcannevergettohandlethemlikethat——andthat’snowaytofeel!AndI’mashamedofmyselfbecauseI_can’t_bedetachedandheavenlyandabsorbed,’sheadded,risingtogo。Everybodyalwaysis,itseems,butjustme。’

  Fiddlededee,mydear!’scoffedAuntHannah,pattingBilly’sdowncastface。Waittillayearfromnow,andwe’llseeaboutthatthird-

  personbugabooyou’reworryingabout。_I’m_

  notworryingnow;soyou’dbetternot!’

  OnthedayCyrilHenshaw’stwinsweresixmonthsold,amomentousoccurrencemarkedthedatewithaflamingredletterofremembrance;

  anditallbeganwithababy’ssmile。

  Cyril,inquestofhiswifeataboutteno’clockthatmorning,andnotfindingher,pursuedhissearcheventothenursery——aroomheveryseldomentered。Cyrildidnotliketogointothenursery。Hefeltillatease,andasifhewereawayfromhome——andCyrilwasknowntoabhorbeingawayfromhomesincehewasmarried。

  NowthatMariehadtakenoverthereinsofgovernmentagain,hehadbeenobligedtoseeverylittleofthosestrangewomenandbabies。Notbutthathelikedthebabies,ofcourse。Theywerehissons,andhewasproudofthem。Theyshouldhaveeveryadvantagethatcollege,specialtraining,andtravelcouldgivethem。Hequiteanticipatedwhattheywouldbetohim——whentheyreallyknewanything。But,ofcourse,_now_,whentheycoulddonothingbutcryandwavetheirabsurdlittlefists,andwobbletheirheadsinsofearsomeamanner,asiftheysimplydidnotknowthemeaningofthewordbackbone——

  and,forthatmatter,ofcoursetheydidn’t——

  why,hecouldnotbeexpectedtobeanythingbutrelievedwhenhehadhisdentohimselfagain,withareasonablechanceoffindinghismanuscriptashehadleftit,andnotcutupintoaridiculousstringofpaperdollsholdinghands,ashehadoncefoundit,afteravisitfromawomanwithasmallgirl。

  SinceMariehadbeenatthehelm,however,hehadnotbeentroubledinsuchaway。Hehad,indeed,knownalmosthisoldcustomarypeaceandfreedomfrominterruption,withonlyanoccasionalflittingacrosshispathofthestrangewomenandbabies——thoughhehadrealized,ofcourse,thattheywereinthehouse,especiallyinthenursery。Forthatreason,therefore,healwaysavoidedthenurserywhenpossible。Butto-dayhewantedhiswife,andhiswifewasnottobefoundanywhereelseinthehouse。So,reluctantly,heturnedhisstepstowardthenursery,and,withafrown,knockedandpushedopenthedoor。

  IsMrs。Henshawhere?’hedemanded,notovergently。

  Absolutesilencegreetedhisquestion。Themansawthenthattherewasnooneintheroomsaveababysittingonamatinthemiddleofthefloor,barricadedonallsideswithpillows。

  Withadeeperfrownthemanturnedtogo,whenagleefulAh——goo!’haltedhisstepsmidway。

  Hewheeledsharply。

  Er——eh?’hequeried,uncertainlyeyeinghissmallsononthefloor。

  Ah——goo!’observedtheinfantwhohadbeenverylonesome,withgreateremphasis;andthistimehesentintohisfather’seyesthemostbewitchingofsmiles。

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