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  No,ofcoursenot,’hemurmuredabstractedly,risingtohisfeetandcrossingtheroomtothepiano。Then,withanelaborateairoftryingtoappearverynatural,heaskedjovially:

  Anythingnewtoplaytome?’

  Alicearoseatonce。

  Yes。IhavealittlenocturnethatIwasplayingtoMr。Calderwelllastnight。’

  Oh,toCalderwell!’Arkwrighthadstiffenedperceptibly。

  Yes。_He_didn’tlikeit。I’llplayittoyouandseewhatyousay,’shesmiled,seatingherselfatthepiano。

  Well,ifhehadlikedit,it’ssafetosayI

  shouldn’t,’shruggedArkwright。

  Nonsense!’laughedthegirl,beginningtoappearmorelikehernaturalself。IshouldthinkyouwereMr。CyrilHenshaw!Mr。Calderwell_is_partialtoragtime,I’lladmit。Buttherearesomegoodthingshelikes。’

  Thereare,indeed,_some_goodthingshelikes,’

  returnedArkwright,withgrimemphasis,hissombereyesfixedonwhathebelievedtobetheoneespecialobjectofCalderwell’saffectionsatthemoment。

  Alice,unawarebothofthemelancholygazebentuponherselfandofthecausethereof,laughedagainmerrily。

  PoorMr。Calderwell,’shecried,assheletherfingersslideintosoft,introductorychords。Heisn’ttoblamefornotlikingwhathecallsourlostspiritsthatwail。It’sjustthewayhe’smade。’

  Arkwrightvouchsafednoreply。Withanabruptgestureheturnedandbegantopacetheroommoodily。AtthepianoAliceslippedfromthechordsintothenocturne。Sheplayeditstraightthrough,then,withacharmandskillthatbroughtArkwright’sfeettoapausebeforeitwashalffinished。

  ByGeorge,that’sgreat!’hebreathed,whenthelasttonehadquiveredintosilence。

  Yes,isn’tit——beautiful?’shemurmured。

  Theroomwasveryquiet,andinsemi-darkness。

  ThelastraysofalateJunesunsethadbeenfillingtheroomwithgoldenlight,butitwasgonenow。

  Evenatthepianobythewindow,Alicehadbarelybeenabletoseeclearlyenoughtoreadthenotesofhernocturne。

  ToArkwrighttheairstilltrembledwiththeexquisitemelodythathadbutjustleftherfingers。

  Aquickfirecametohiseyes。HeforgoteverythingbutthatitwasAlicethereinthehalf-lightbythewindow——Alice,whomheloved。Withalowcryhetookaswiftsteptowardher。

  Alice!’

  Instantlythegirlwasonherfeet。Butitwasnottowardhimthatsheturned。Itwasaway——

  resolutely,andwithahastethatwasstrangelyliketerror。

  Alice,too,hadforgotten,forjustamoment。

  Shehadletherselfdriftintoadreamworldwheretherewasnothingbutthemusicshewasplayingandthemansheloved。Thenthemusichadstopped,andthemanhadspokenhername。

  Alicerememberedthen。SherememberedBilly,whomthismanloved。Sherememberedthelongdaysjustpassedwhenthismanhadstayedaway,presumablytoteach_her_——tosave_her_。Andnow,atthesoundofhisvoicespeakinghername,shehadalmostbaredherhearttohim。

  NowonderthatAlice,withahastethatlookedliketerror,crossedthefloorandfloodedtheroomwithlight。

  Dearme!’sheshivered,carefullyavoidingArkwright’seyes。IfMr。Calderwellwereherenowhe’dhavesomeexcusetotalkaboutourlostspiritsthatwail。That_is_acreepypieceofmusicwhenyouplayitinthedark!’And,forfearthatheshouldsuspecthowherheartwasaching,shegaveaparticularlybrilliantandjoyoussmile。

  OnceagainatthementionofCalderwell’snameArkwrightstiffenedperceptibly。Thefirelefthiseyes。Foramomenthedidnotspeak;then,gravely,hesaid:

  Calderwell?Yes,perhapshewould;and——

  yououghttobeajudge,Ishouldthink。Youseehimquitefrequently,don’tyou?’

  Why,yes,ofcourse。Heoftencomesouthere,youknow。’

  Yes;Ihadheardthathedid——since_you_

  came。’

  Hismeaningwasunmistakable。Alicelookedupquickly。Apromptdenialofhisimplicationwasonherlipswhenthethoughtcametoherthatperhapsjustherelayasurewaytoprovetothismanbeforeherthattherewas,indeed,noneedforhimtoteachher,tosaveher,oryettosympathizewithher。Shecouldnotaffirm,ofcourse;butsheneednotdeny——yet。

  Nonsense!’shelaughedlightly,pleasedthatshecouldfeelwhatshehopedwouldpassforatelltalecolorburninghercheeks。Come,letustrysomeduets,’sheproposed,leadingthewaytothepiano。AndArkwright,interpretingtheapparentlyembarrassedchangeofsubjectexactlyasshehadhopedthathewouldinterpretit,followedher,sickatheart。

  `Owertthouinthecauldblast,’’sangArkwright’slipsafewmomentslater。

  Ican’ttellhernow——whenI_know_shecaresforCalderwell,’gloomilyranhisthoughts,thewhile。Itwoulddonopossiblegood,andwouldonlymakeherunhappytogrieveme。’

  `Owertthouinthecauldblast,’’chimedinAlice’salto,lowandsweet。

  Ireckonnowhewon’tbestayingawayfromhereanymorejustto_save_me!’ranAlice’sthoughts,palpitatinglytriumphant。

  ArkwrightdidnotcalltoseeAliceGreggoryforsomedays。HedidnotwanttoseeAlicenow。

  Hetoldhimselfwearilythatshecouldnothelphimfightthistigerskinthatlayacrosshispath,Theveryfactofherpresencebyhissidewould,indeed,incapacitatehimselfforfighting。SohedeliberatelystayedawayfromtheAnnexuntilthedaybeforehesailedforGermany。Thenhewentouttosaygood-by。

  Chagrinedashewasatwhathetermedhisimbecilestupidityinnotknowinghisownheartallthesepastmonths,andconvinced,ashealsowas,thatAliceandCalderwellcaredforeachother,hecouldseenowayforhimbuttoplaythepartofamanofkindlinessandhonor,leavingaclearfieldforhispreferredrival,andbringingnoshadowofregrettomarthehappinessofthegirlheloved。

  Asforbeinghisoldeasy,frankselfonthislastcall,however,thatwasimpossible;soAlicefoundplentyoffuelforherstillburningfiresofsuspicion——fireswhichhad,indeed,blazedupanewatthissecondlongperiodofabsenceonthepartofArkwright。Naturally,therefore,thecallwasanythingbutajoyandcomforttoeitherone。

  Arkwrightwasnervous,gloomy,andabnormallygaybyturns。Alicewasnervousandabnormallygayallthetime。Thentheysaidgood-byandArkwrightwentaway。Hesailedthenextday,andAlicesettleddowntothesummerofstudyandhardworkshehadlaidoutforherself。

  OnthetenthofSeptemberBillycamehome。

  Shewasbrown,plump-cheeked,andsmiling。Shedeclaredthatshehadhadaperfectlybeautifultime,andthattherecouldn’tbeanythingintheworldnicerthanthetripsheandBertramhadtaken——justtheytwotogether。InanswertoAuntHannah’ssolicitousinquiries,sheassertedthatshewasallwellandrestednow。ButtherewasavaguelytroubledquestioninginhereyesthatAuntHannahdidnotquitelike。AuntHannah,however,saidnothingeventoBillyherselfaboutthis。

  OneofthefirstfriendsBillysawafterherreturnwasHughCalderwell。AsithappenedBertramwasoutwhenhecame,soBillyhadthefirsthalf-

  hourofthecalltoherself。Shewasnotsorryforthis,asitgaveherachancetoquestionCalderwellalittleconcerningAliceGreggory——somethingshehadlongagodeterminedtodoatthefirstopportunity。

  Nowtellmeeverything——everythingabouteverybody,’shebegandiplomatically,settlingherselfcomfortablyforagoodvisit。

  Thankyou,I’mwell,andhavehadapassablyagreeablesummer,barringtheheat,sundrypersistentmosquitoes,severalgrievousdisappointments,andafelononmythumb,’hebegan,withshamelessimperturbability。IhavebeentoRevereonce,tothecircusonce,toNantasketthreetimes,andtoKeith’sandthe`movies’tentimes,perhaps——tobeaccurate。Ihavealso——

  Butperhapstherewassomeoneelseyoudesiredtoinquirefor,’hebrokeoff,turninguponhishostessablandbutunsmilingcountenance。

  Oh,no,howcouldtherebe?’twinkledBilly。

  Really,Hugh,Ialwaysknewyouhadaprettygoodopinionofyourself,butIdidn’tcredityouwiththinkingyouwere_everybody_。Goon。I’msointerested!’

  Hughchuckledsoftly;buttherewasaplaintivetoneinhisvoiceasheanswered。

  Thanks,no。I’veratherlostmyinterestnow。Lackofappreciationalwaysdiddiscourageme。We’lltalkofsomethingelse,please。Youenjoyedyourtrip?’

  Verymuch。Itjustcouldn’thavebeennicer!’

  Youwerelucky。Theheatherehasbeensomethingfierce!’

  Whatmadeyoustay?’

  Reasonstoonumerous,andonetooheart-

  breaking,tomention。Besides,youforget,’withdignity。Thereismyprofession。Ihavejoinedtheworkersoftheworldnow,youknow。’

  Oh,fudge,Hugh!’laughedBilly。Youknowverywellyou’reaslikelyasnottostartfortheendsoftheearthto-morrowmorning!’

  Hughdrewhimselfup。

  Idon’tseemtosucceedinmakingpeopleunderstandthatI’mserious,’hebeganaggrievedly。

  I——’Withanexpressiveflourishofhishandsherelaxedsuddenly,andfellbackinhischair。Aslowsmilecametohislips。

  Well,Billy,I’llgiveup。You’vehitit,’heconfessed。I_have_thoughtseriouslyofstartingto-

  morrowmorningfor_half-way_totheendsoftheearth——Panama。’

  Hugh!’

  Well,Ihave。Eventhiscallwastobeagood-by——ifIwent。’

  Oh,Hugh!ButIreallythought——inspiteofmyteasing——thatyouhadsettleddown,thistime。’

  Yes,sodidI,’sighedtheman,alittlesoberly。

  ButIguessit’snouse,Billy。Oh,I’mcomingback,ofcourse,andlinkarmsagainwiththeirworthyHighnesses,JohnDoeandRichardRoe;

  butjustnowI’vegotarestlessfitonme。Iwanttoseethewheelsgo’round。Ofcourse,ifIhadmybreadandbutterandcigarstoearn,’twouldbedifferent。ButIhaven’t,andIknowIhaven’t;

  andIsuspectthat’swherethetroublelies。Ifitwasn’tforthosenatalsilverspoonsofminethatBertramisalwaystalkingabout,thingsmightbedifferent。Butthespoonsarethere,andalwayshavebeen;andIknowthey’reallreadytodishoutmountainstoclimbandlakestopaddlein,anytimeI’veamindtosaytheword。So——I

  justsaytheword。That’sall。’

  Andyou’vesaiditnow?’

  Yes,Ithinkso;forawhile。’

  And——thosereasonsthat_have_keptyouhereallsummer,’venturedBilly,theyaren’tin——

  er——commissionanylonger?’

  No。’

  Billyhesitated,regardinghercompanionmeditatively。Then,withthefeelingthatshehadfollowedablindalleytoitstermination,sheretreatedandmadeafreshstart。

  Well,youhaven’tyettoldmeeverythingabouteverybody,youknow,’shehintedsmilingly。Youmightbeginthat——Imeanthelessimportanteverybodies,ofcourse,nowthatI’veheardaboutyou。’

  Meaning——’

  Oh,AuntHannah,andtheGreggorys,andCyrilandMarie,andthetwins,andMr。Arkwright,andalltherest。’

  Butyou’vehadletters,surely。’

  Yes,I’vehadlettersfromsomeofthem,andI’veseenmostofthemsinceIcameback。It’sjustthatIwantedtoknow_your_viewpointofwhat’shappenedthroughthesummer。’

  Verywell。AuntHannahisasdearasever,wearsjustasmanyshawls,andstillkeepsherclockstrikingtwelvewhenit’shalf-pasteleven。

  Mrs。Greggoryisjustassweetasever——andalittlemorefrail,Ifear,——blessherheart!Mr。

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