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  ButAlicetroubledher。NotbutthatAlicewaskindnessitselftotheman,either。Itwasonlyapeculiarsomethingalmostlikefear,orconstraint,thatBillythoughtshesawinAlice’seyes,sometimes,whenArkwrightmadeaparticularlyintimateappeal。TherewasCalderwell,too。He,also,worriedBilly。ShefearedhewasgoingtocomplicatemattersstillmorebyfallinginlovewithAlice,himself;andthis,certainly,Billydidnotwantatall。Asthisphaseofthematterpresenteditself,indeed,BillydeterminedtoappropriateCalderwellalittlemoreexclusivelytoherself,whenthefourweretogether,thusleavingAliceforArkwright。Afterall,itwasratherentertaining——thisplayingatCupid’sassistant。

  Ifshe_could_nothaveBertramallthetime,itwasfortunatethattheseoutsideinterestsweresopleasurable。

  MostofthemorningsBillyspentinthekitchen,despitetheremonstrancesofbothPeteandEliza。

  Almosteverymeal,now,wasgracedwithapalatablecake,pudding,ormuffinthatBillywouldproudlyclaimasherhandiwork。Petestillservedattable,andmadestrenuouseffortstokeepupallhisoldduties;buthewasobviouslygrowingweaker,andreallyseriousblunderswerebeginningtobenoticeable。Bertramevenhintedonceortwicethatperhapsitwouldbejustaswelltoinsistonhisgoing;buttothisBillywouldnotgiveherconsent。EvenwhenonenighthispooroldtremblinghandsspilledhalfthecontentsofasoupplateoveranewandcostlyeveninggownofBilly’sown,shestillrefusedtohavehimdismissed。

  Why,Bertram,Iwouldn’tdoit,’shedeclaredhotly;andyouwouldn’t,either。He’sbeenheremorethanfiftyyears。Itwouldbreakhisheart。He’sreallytooilltowork,andIwishhewouldgoofhisownaccord,ofcourse;butI

  sha’n’tevertellhimtogo——notifhespillssouponeverydressI’vegot。I’llbuymore——andmore,ifit’snecessary。Blesshisdearoldheart!Hethinkshe’sreallyservingus——andheis,too。’

  Oh,yes,you’reright,he_is!_’sighedBertram,withmeaningemphasis,asheabandonedtheargument。

  InadditiontoherTalktoYoungWives,’

  Billyfoundherselfencounteringadviceandcommentonthemarriagequestionfromstillotherquarters——fromheracquaintancesmostlythefeminineonesrightandleft。Continuallyshewashearingsuchwordsasthese:

  Oh,well,whatcanyouexpect,Billy?You’reanoldmarriedwoman,now。’

  Nevermind,you’llfindhe’slikealltherestofthehusbands。Youjustwaitandsee!’

  Betterbeginwithahighhand,Billy。Don’tlethimfoolyou!’

  Mercy!IfIhadahusbandwhosebusinessitwastolookatwomen’sbeautifuleyes,peachycheeks,andluxurioustresses,Ishouldgocrazy!

  It’shardenoughtokeepaman’seyesonyourselfwhenhisdailyinterestsaresupposedtobejustlumpsofcoalandchunksofice,withoutflinginghimintotheveryjawsoftemptationlikeaskinghimtopaintaprettygirl’spicture!’

  Inresponsetoallthis,ofcourse,Billycouldbutlaugh,andblush,andtossbacksomegayreply,withacarelessunconcern。Butinherheartshedidnotlikeit。Sometimesshetoldherselfthatiftherewerenotanyadviceorcommentfromanybody——eitherbookorwoman——iftherewerenotanybodybutjustBertramandherself,lifewouldbejustonelonghoneymoonforeverandforever。

  OnceortwiceBillywastemptedtogotoMariewiththishoneymoonquestion;butMariewasverybusythesedays,andverypreoccupied。ThenewhousethatCyrilwasbuildingonCoreyHill,notfarfromtheAnnex,wasalmostfinished,andMariewasimmersedinthesubjectofhouse-

  furnishingsandinteriordecoration。Shewas,too,stillmoredeeplyengrossedinthefashioningoftinygarmentsofthesoftestlinen,lace,andwoolen;andtherewasonherfacesuchalookofbeatificwonderandjoythatBillydidnotliketosomuchashintthattherewasintheworldsuchabookasWhentheHoneymoonWanes:A

  TalktoYoungWives。’

  BillytriedvaliantlythesedaysnottomindthatBertram’sworkwassoabsorbing。Shetriednottomindthathisbusinessdealt,notwithlumpsofcoalandchunksofice,butwithbeautifulwomenlikeMargueriteWinthropwhoaskedhimtoluncheon,andlovelygirlslikehismodelforTheRose’whocamefreelytohisstudioandspenthoursinthebelovedpresence,beingstudiedforwhatBertramdeclaredwasabsolutelythemostwonderfulpoiseofheadandshouldersthathehadeverseen。

  Billytried,also,thesedays,tosoconductherselfthatnotbyanychancecouldCalderwellsuspectthatsometimesshewasjealousofBertram’sart。NotforworldswouldshehavehadCalderwellbegintogetthenotionintohisheadthathisold-timeprophecyconcerningBertram’scaringonlyfortheturnofagirl’sheadorthetiltofherchin——topaint,wasbeingfulfilled。

  Hence,particularlygayandcheerfulwasBillywhenCalderwellwasnear。NorcoulditbesaidthatBillywasreallyunhappyatanytime。Itwasonlythat,onoccasion,theverydepthofherhappinessinBertram’slovefrightenedher,lestitbringdisastertoherselforBertram。

  BillystillwentfrequentlytotheAnnex。Therewereyettwounfilledroomsinthehouse。Billywashesitatingwhichtwoofsixnewfriendsofherstochooseasoccupants;anditwasonedayearlyinMarch,aftershehadbeentalkingthematteroverwithAuntHannah,thatAuntHannahsaid:

  Dearme,Billy,ifyouhadyourwayIbelieveyou’dopenanotherwholehouse!’

  Doyouknow?——that’sjustwhatI’mthinkingof,’retortedBilly,gravely。ThenshelaughedatAuntHannah’sshockedgestureofprotest。

  Oh,well,Idon’texpectto,’sheadded。I

  haven’tlivedverylong,butI’velivedlongenoughtoknowthatyoucan’talwaysdowhatyouwantto。’

  Justasiftherewereanything_you_wantedtodothatyoudon’tdo,mydear,’reprovedAuntHannah,mildly。

  Yes,Iknow。’Billydrewinherbreathwithalittlecatch。Ihavesomuchthatislovely;

  andthat’swhyIneedthishouse,youknow,fortheoverflow,’shenoddedbrightly。Then,withacharacteristicchangeofsubject,sheadded:

  My,butyoushouldhavetastedofthepopoversImadeforbreakfastthismorning!’

  Ishouldliketo,’smiledAuntHannah。

  Williamsaysyou’regettingtobequiteacook。’

  Well,maybe,’concededBilly,doubtfully。

  Oh,Icandosomethingsallright;butjustwaittillPeteandElizagoawayagain,andBertrambringshomeafriendtodinner。That’lltellthetale。IthinknowIcouldhavesomethingbesidespotato-mushandburnedcorn——butmaybeIwouldn’t,whenthetimecame。IfonlyIcouldbuyeverythingIneededtocookwith,I’dbeallright。ButIcan’t,Ifind。’

  Can’tbuywhatyouneed!Whatdoyoumean?’

  Billylaughedruefully。

  Well,everyotherquestionIaskEliza,shesays:`Why,Idon’tknow;youhavetouseyourjudgment。’JustasifIhadanyjudgmentabouthowmuchsalttouse,orwhatdishtotake!

  Dearme,AuntHannah,themanthatwillgrowjudgmentandcanitasyouwouldamessofpeas,hasgothisfortunemade!’

  Whatanabsurdchildyouare,Billy,’laughedAuntHannah。IusedtotellMarie——Bytheway,howisMarie?Haveyouseenherlately?’

  Oh,yes,Isawheryesterday,’twinkledBilly。

  Shehadabookofwall-papersamplesspreadoverthebackofachair,twobunchesofsamplesofdifferentcoloreddamasksonthetablebeforeher,a`YoungMother’sGuide’proppedopeninanotherchair,andapairofbaby’ssocksinherlapwitharolleachofpink,andwhite,andblueribbon。Shespentmostofthetime,afterIhadhelpedherchoosetheribbon,inaskingmeifIthoughtsheoughttoletthebabycryandbotherCyril,orstopitscryingandhurtthebaby,becauseher`Mother’sGuide’saysacertainamountofcryingisneededtodevelopababy’slungs。’

  AuntHannahlaughed,butshefrowned,too。

  Theidea!IguessCyrilcanstandpropercrying——andlaughing,too——fromhisownchild!’shesaidthen,crisply。

  Oh,butMarieisafraidhecan’t,’smiledBilly。Andthat’sthetrouble。Shesaysthat’stheonlythingthatworriesher——Cyril。’

  Nonsense!’ejaculatedAuntHannah。

  Oh,butitisn’tnonsensetoMarie,’retortedBilly。Youshouldseethepreparationsshe’smadeandtheprecautionsshe’staken。Actually,whenIsawthosebaby’ssocksinherlap,Ididn’tknowbutshewasgoingtoputrubberheelsonthem!They’vebuiltthenewhousewithdeadeningfeltinallthewalls,andMarie’splannedthenurseryandCyril’sdenatoppositeendsofthehouse;andshesayssheshallkeepthebabythere_all_thetime——thenursery,Imean,nottheden。Shesaysshe’sgoingtoteachittobeaquietbabyandhatenoise。Shesaysshethinksshecandoit,too。’

  Humph!’sniffedAuntHannah,scornfully。

  YoushouldhaveseenMarie’sdisgusttheotherday,’wentonBilly,abitmischievously。

  HerCousinJanesentonarattleshe’dmadeherself,allsoftworsted,withbellsinside。Itwasadear;butMariewashorror-stricken。

  `Mybabyhavearattle?’shecried。`Why,whatwouldCyrilsay?Asifhecouldstandarattleinthehouse!’Andifshedidn’tgivethatrattletothejanitor’swifethatveryday,whileIwasthere!’

  Humph!’sniffedAuntHannahagain,asBillyrosetogo。Well,I’mthinkingMariehasstillsomethingstolearninthisworld——andCyril,too,forthatmatter。’

  Iwouldn’twonder,’laughedBilly,givingAuntHannahagood-bykiss。

  BertramHenshawhadnodisquietingforebodingsthistimeconcerninghisportraitofMargueriteWinthropwhenthedoorsoftheBohemianTenClubExhibitionwerethrownopentomembersandinvitedguests。Justhowgreatapopularsuccessitwasdestinedtobe,hecouldnotknow,ofcourse,thoughhemighthavesuspecteditwhenhebegantoreceivetheadmiringandheartycongratulationsofhisfriendsandfellow-artistsonthatfirstevening。

  NorwastheWinthropportraittheonlyjewelinhiscrownonthatoccasion。HismarvelouslyexquisiteTheRose,’andhissmalleridealpicture,Expectation,’cameinforscarcelylesscommendation。Therewasnodoubtnow。TheoriginatorofthefamousFaceofaGirl’hadcomeintohisownagain。Onallsidesthiswastheverdict,onelong-hairedcriticofinternationalfameevenclaimingopenlythatHenshawhadnotonlyequaledhisformerbestwork,buthadgonebeyondit,inbothartistryandtechnique。

  Itwasabrilliantgathering。Society,asusual,incostlyeveninggownsandcorrectswallow-tailsrubbedelbowswithnamesfamousintheworldofArtandLetters。Everywhereweregaylaughterandsparklingrepartee。Eventheaustere-facedJ。G。Winthropunbenttotheextentofgrimsmilesinresponsetothelaudatorycommentsbestoweduponthepicturedimageofhisidol,hisbeautifuldaughter。

  Astothegreatfinancier’sownopinionofthework,nooneheardhimexpressitexcept,perhaps,theartist;andallthathegotwasagripofthehandandaGood!Iknewyou’dfetchitthistime,myboy!’Butthatwasenough。And,indeed,noonewhoknewthesternoldmanneededtomorethanlookintohisfacethateveningtoknowofhisentiresatisfactioninthisportraitsoontobethemostrecent,andthemostcherishedadditiontohisfar-famedartcollection。

  AstoBertram——Bertramwaspleasedandhappyandgratified,ofcourse,aswasnatural;

  buthewasnotonewhitmoresothanwasBertram’swife。Billyfairlyradiatedhappinessandproudjoy。ShetoldBertram,indeed,thatifhedidanythingtomakeheranyprouder,itwouldtakeanAnnexthesizeoftheBostonOperaHousetoholdherextrahappiness。

  Sh-h,Billy!Someonewillhearyou,’

  protestedBertram,tragically;but,inspiteofhishorrifiedvoice,hedidnotlookdispleased。

  ForthefirsttimeBillymetMargueriteWinthropthatevening。Attheoutsettherewasjustabitofshynessandconstraintintheyoungwife’smanner。BillycouldnotforgetheroldinsanejealousyofthisbeautifulgirlwiththeenviednameofMarguerite。Butitwasforonlyamoment,andsoonshewashernatural,charmingself。

  MissWinthropwasfascinated,andshemadenopretenseofhidingit。SheeventurnedtoBertramatlast,andcried:

  Surely,now,Mr。Henshaw,youneednevergofarforamodel!Whydon’tyoupaintyourwife?’

  Billycolored。Bertramsmiled。

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