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  ItwastowardthelastofOctoberthatBillybegantonoticeherhusband’sgrowingrestlessness。

  Twice,whenshehadbeenplayingtohim,sheturnedtofindhimtestingthesupplenessofhisinjuredarm。Severaltimes,failingtoreceiveananswertoherquestions,shehadlookeduptodiscoverhimgazingabstractedlyatnothinginparticular。

  Theyreadandwalkedandtalkedtogether,tobesure,andBertram’sdevotiontoherlightestwishwasbeyondquestion;butmoreandmorefrequentlythesedaysBillyfoundhimhoveringoverhissketchesinhisstudio;andonce,whenhefailedtorespondtothedinner-bell,searchrevealedhimburiedinaprofoundtreatiseonTheArtofForeshortening。’

  ThencamethedaywhenBilly,afteranhour’svainefforttoimprisonwithinnotesatantalizingmelody,capturedthetruantandraindowntothestudiototellBertramofhervictory。

  ButBertramdidnotseemeventohearher。

  True,heleapedtohisfeetandhurriedtomeether,hisfaceradiantlyaglow;butshehadnotceasedtospeakbeforehehimselfwastalking。

  Billy,Billy,I’vebeensketching,’hecried。

  Myhandisalmoststeady。See,someofthoselinesareallright!Ijustpickedupacrayonand——’Hestoppedabruptly,hiseyesonBilly’sface。Avaguelytroubledshadowcrossedhisown。Did——didyou——wereyousayinganythingin——inparticular,whenyoucamein?’hestammered。

  Forashorthalf-minuteBillylookedatherhusbandwithoutspeaking。Then,alittlequeerly,shelaughed。

  Oh,no,nothingatallin_particular_,’sheretortedairily。Thenextmoment,withoneofherunexpectedchangesofmanner,shedartedacrosstheroom,pickedupapalette,andahandfulofbrushesfromthelongboxnearit。Advancingtowardherhusbandsheheldthemoutdramatically。

  Andnowpaint,mylord,paint!’shecommandedhim,withsterninsistence,asshethrustthemintohishands。

  Bertramlaughedshamefacedly。

  Oh,Isay,Billy,’hebegan;butBillyhadgone。

  OutinthehallBillywasspeedingup-stairs,talkingfiercelytoherself。

  We’ll,BillyNeilsonHenshaw,it’scome!

  Nowbehaveyourself。_Thatwasthepaintinglook!_

  Youknowwhatthatmeans。Remember,hebelongstohisArtbeforehedoestoyou。Kateandeverybodysaysso。Andyou——youexpectedhimtotendtoyouandyoursillylittlesongs。Doyouwanttoruinhiscareer?Asifnowhecouldspendallhistimeandgiveallhisthoughtstoyou!ButI——IjusthatethatArt!’

  Whatdidyousay,Billy?’askedWilliam,inmildsurprise,comingaroundtheturnofthebalustradeinthehallabove。Wereyouspeakingtome,mydear?’

  Billylookedup。Herfaceclearedsuddenly,andshelaughed——thoughalittleruefully。

  No,UncleWilliam,Iwasn’ttalkingtoyou,’

  shesighed。Iwasjust——justadministeringfirstaidtotheinjured,’shefinished,asshewhiskedintoherownroom。

  Well,well,blessthechild!Whatcanshemeanbythat?’puzzledUncleWilliam,turningtogodownthestairway。

  Bertrambegantopaintaverylittlethenextday。Hepaintedstillmorethenext,andyetmoreagainthedayfollowing。Hewaslikeabirdletoutofacage,sojoyouslyalivewashe。Theoldsparklecamebacktohiseye,theoldgaysmiletohislips。NowthattheyhadcomebackBillyrealizedwhatshehadnotbeenconsciousofbefore:thatforseveralweekspasttheyhadnotbeenthere;andshewonderedwhichhurtthemore——thattheyhadnotbeentherebefore,orthattheyweretherenow。Thenshescoldedherselfroundlyforaskingthequestionatall。

  Theywerenoteasy——thosedaysforBilly,thoughalwaystoBertramshemanagedtoshowacheerfullysereneface。ToUncleWilliam,also,andtoAuntHannahsheshowedasmilingcountenance;

  andbecauseshecouldnottalktoanybodyelseofherfeelings,shetalkedtoherself。

  This,however,wasnonewthingforBillytodoFromearliestchildhoodshehadfoughtthingsoutinlikemanner。

  Butit’ssoabsurdofyou,BillyHenshaw,’

  sheberatedherselfoneday,whenBertramhadbecomesoabsorbedinhisworkthathehadforgottentokeephisappointmentwithherforawalk。Justbecauseyouhavehadhisconstantattentionalmosteveryhoursinceyouweremarriedisnoreasonwhyyoushouldhaveiteveryhournow,whenhisarmisbetter!Besides,it’sexactlywhatyousaidyouwouldn’tdo——object——

  tohisgivingpropertimetohiswork。’

  ButI’mnotobjecting,’stormedtheotherhalfofherself。I’m_telling_himtodoit。It’sonlythathe’sso——so_pleased_todoit。Hedoesn’tseemtomindabitbeingawayfromme。He’sactuallyhappy!’

  Well,don’tyouwanthimtobehappyinhiswork?Fie!Forshame!Afineartist’swifeyouare。ItseemsKatewasright,then;you_are_goingtospoilhiscareer!’

  Ho!’quothBilly,andtossedherhead。

  Forthwithshecrossedtheroomtoherpianoandplumpedherselfdownhardontothestool。Then,fromunderherfingerstherefellarollickingmelodythatseemedtofilltheroomwithlittledancingfeet。FasterandfasterspedBilly’sfingers;

  swifterandswiftertwinkledthelittledancingfeet。Thenadoorwasjerkedopen,andBertram’svoicecalled:

  Billy!’

  Themusicstoppedinstantly。Billysprangfromherseat,hereyeseagerlyseekingthedirectionfromwhichhadcomethevoice。Perhaps——_perhaps_

  Bertramwantedher。Perhapshewasnotgoingtopaintanylongerthatmorning,afterall。

  Billy!’calledthevoiceagain。Please,doyoumindstoppingthatplayingjustforalittlewhile?I’mabrute,Iknow,dear,butmybrush_will_trytokeeptimewiththatcrazylittletuneofyours,andyouknowmyhandisnonetoosteady,anyhow,andwhenittriestokeepupwiththatjiggety,jig,jig,jiggety,jig,jig——!_Do_youmind,,darling,just——justsewing,ordoingsomethingstillforawhile?’

  AllthelightfledfromBilly’sface,buthervoice,whenshespoke,wasthequintessenceofcheeryindifference。

  Why,no,ofcoursenot,dear。’

  Thankyou。Iknewyouwouldn’t,’sighedBertram。Thenthedoorshut。

  ForalongminuteBillystoodmotionlessbeforesheglancedatherwatchandspedtothetelephone。

  IsMissGreggorythere,Rosa?’shecalledwhentheoperator’sringwasanswered。

  Mis’Greggory,thelameone?’

  No;_Miss_Greggory——MissAlice。’

  Oh!Yes’m。’

  Thenwon’tyouaskhertocometothetelephone,please。’

  Therewasamoment’swait,duringwhichBilly’ssmall,well-shodfootbeatanervoustattooonthefloor。

  Oh,isthatyou,Alice?’shecalledthen。

  Areyougoingtobehomeforanhourortwo?’

  Why,y-yes;yes,indeed。’

  ThenI’mcomingover。We’llplayduets,sing——anything。Iwantsomemusic。’

  Do!And——Mr。Arkwrightishere。He’llhelp。’

  Mr。Arkwright?Yousayhe’sthere?ThenIwon’t——Yes,Iwill,too。’Billyspokewithrenewedfirmness。I’llbethererightaway。

  Good-by。’Andshehungupthereceiver,andwenttotellPetetoorderJohnandPeggyatonce。

  IsupposeIoughttohaveleftAliceandMr。

  Arkwrightalonetogether,’mutteredtheyoungwifefeverishly,asshehurriedlypreparedfordeparture。ButI’llmakeituptothemlater。

  I’mgoingtogivethemlotsofchances。Butto-

  day——to-dayIjusthadtogo——somewhere!’

  AttheAnnex,withAliceGreggoryandArkwright,Billysangduetsandtrios,andreveledinasonorouswildernessofnewmusictoherheart’scontent。Then,rested,refreshed,andatpeacewithalltheworld,shehurriedhometodinnerandtoBertram。

  There!Ifeelbetter,’shesighed,asshetookoffherhatinherownroom;andnowI’llgofindBertram。Blesshisheart——ofcoursehedidn’twantmetoplaywhenhewassobusy!’

  Billywentstraighttothestudio,butBertramwasnotthere。NeitherwasheinWilliam’sroom,noranywhereinthehouse。Down-stairsinthedining-roomPetewasfoundlookingratherwhite,leaningbackinachair。Hestruggledatoncetohisfeet,however,ashismistressenteredtheroom。

  Billyhurriedforwardwithastartledexclamation。

  Why,Pete,whatisit?Areyousick?’shecried,herglanceencompassingthehalf-settable。

  No,ma’am;oh,no,ma’am!’Theoldmanstumbledforwardandbegantoarrangetheknivesandforks。It’sjustapeskypain——beggin’

  yerpardon——inmyside。ButIain’tsick。No,Miss——ma’am。’

  Billyfrownedandshookherhead。HereyeswereonPete’spalpablytremblinghands。

  But,Pete,youaresick,’sheprotested。LetElizadothat。’

  Petedrewhimselfstifflyerect。Thecolorhadbeguntocomebacktohisface。

  Therehain’tnoonesetthistablemuchbutmeformore’nfiftyyears,an’I’vegotasortofnotionthatnobodycandoitjusttersuitme。

  Besides,I’mbetternow。It’sgone——thatpain。’

  But,Pete,whatisit?Howlonghaveyouhadit?’

  Ihain’thaditanytime,steady。It’sthecomin’an’goin’kind。Itseemssillyterminditatall;only,whenitdoescome,itsorto’takesthebackbonerightouto’myknees,andtheydoubleupso’sIhavetersetdown。There,yesee?I’mpertasasparrer,now!’And,withstiffcelerity,Peteresumedhistask。

  Hismistressstillfrowned。

  Thatisn’tright,Pete,’shedemurred,withaslowshakeofherhead。Youshouldseeadoctor。’

  Theoldmanpaledalittle。Hehadseenadoctor,andhehadnotlikedwhatthedoctorhadtoldhim。Infact,hestubbornlyrefusedtobelievewhatthedoctorhadsaid。Hestraightenedhimselfnowalittleaggressively。

  Humph!Beggin’yerpardon,Miss——ma’am,butIdon’tthinkmucho’themdoctorchaps。’

  Billyshookherheadagainasshesmiledandturnedaway。Then,asifcasually,sheasked:

  Oh,didMr。Bertramgoout,Pete?’

  Yes,Miss;aboutfiveo’clock。Hesaidhe’dbebacktodinner。’

  Oh!Allright。’

  Fromthehallthetelephonejangledsharply。

  I’llgo,’saidPete’smistress,assheturnedandhurriedup-stairs。

  ItwasBertram’svoicethatansweredheropeningHullo。’

  Oh,Billy,isthatyou,dear?Well,you’rejusttheoneIwanted。Iwantedtosay——thatis,Iwantedtoaskyou——’Thespeakerclearedhisthroatalittlenervously,andbeganalloveragain。Thefactis,Billy,I’verunacrossacoupleofoldclassmatesonfromNewYork,andtheyareveryanxiousIshouldstaydowntodinnerwiththem。Wouldyoumind——verymuchifI

  did?’

  AcoldhandseemedtoclutchBilly’sheart。

  Shecaughtherbreathwithalittlegaspandtriedtospeak;butshehadtotrytwicebeforethewordscame。

  Why,no——no,ofcoursenot!’Billy’svoicewasveryhigh-pitchedandalittleshaky,butitwassurpassinglycheerful。

  Yousureyouwon’tbe——lonesome?’Bertram’svoicewasvaguelytroubled。

  Ofcoursenot!’

  You’veonlytosaytheword,littlegirl,’

  cameBertram’sanxioustonesagain,andI

  won’tstay。’

  Billyswallowedconvulsively。Ifonly,onlyhewould_stop_andleavehertoherself!Asifsheweregoingtoownupthat_she_waslonesomefor_him_——

  if_he_wasnotlonesomefor_her!_

  Nonsense!ofcourseyou’llstay,’calledBilly,stillinthathigh-pitched,shakytreble。Then,beforeBertramcouldanswer,sheutteredagayGood-by!’andhungupthereceiver。

  BillyhadtenwholeminutesinwhichtocrybeforePete’sgongsoundedfordinner;butshehadonlyoneminuteinwhichtotrytoeffacethewoefullyvisibleeffectsofthosetenminutesbeforeWilliamtappedatherdoor,andcalled:

  Gonetosleep,mydear?Dinner’sready。

  Didn’tyouhearthegong?’

  Yes,I’mcoming,UncleWilliam。’Billyspokewithbreezygayety,andthrewopenthedoor;butshedidnotmeetUncleWilliam’seyes。

  Herheadwasturnedaway。Herhandswerefussingwiththehangofherskirt。

  Bertram’sdiningout,Petetellsme,’observedWilliam,withcheerfulnonchalance,astheywentdown-stairstogether。

  Billybitherlipandlookedupsharply。Shehadbeenbracingherselftomeetwithdisdainfulindifferencethisman’spity——thepitydueapoorneglectedwifewhosehusband_preferred_todinewitholdclassmatesratherthanwithherself。

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