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  Billyshookherhead。

  Iknow;butAuntHannahsaidthatevenifIneverexpectedtocook,myself,Ioughttoknowhowitwasdone,sotoproperlyoverseeit。Shesaidthat——thatnowoman,whodidn’tknowhowtocookandkeephouseproperly,hadanybusinesstobeawife。And,Bertram,Ididtry,honestly,allthisweek。Itriedsohardtorememberwhenyouspongedbreadandwhenyoukneadedit。’

  Idon’teverneed——_yours_,’cutinBertram,shamelessly;buthegotonlyadeservedlysternglanceinreturn。

  AndIrepeatedoverandoveragainhowmanycupfulsofflourandpinchesofsaltandspoonfulsofbaking-powderwentintothings;

  but,Bertram,Isimplycouldnotkeepmymindonit。Everything,everywherewassingingtome。AndhowdoyousupposeIcouldrememberhowmanypinchesofflourandspoonfulsofsaltandcupfulsofbaking-powderwentintoaloafofcakewhenallthewhiletheveryteakettleonthestovewassinging:`It’sallright——Bertramlovesme——I’mgoingtomarryBertram!’?’

  Youdarling!’InspiteofthemanacrosstheaisleBertramdidalmostkissherthistime。

  Asifanybodycaredhowmanycupfulsofbaking-powderwentanywhere——withthatinyourheart!’

  AuntHannahsaysyouwill——whenyou’rehungry。AndKatesaid——’

  Bertramutteredasharpwordbehindhisteeth。

  Billy,forheaven’ssakedon’ttellmewhatKatesaid,ifyouwantmetostaysane,andnotattempttofightsomebody——brokenarm,andall。Kate_thinks_she’skind,andIsupposeshemeanswell;but——well,she’smadetroubleenoughbetweenusalready。I’vegotyounow,sweetheart。You’remine——allmine——’hisvoiceshook,anddroppedtoatenderwhisper——

  `tilldeathusdopart。’’

  Yes;`tilldeathusdopart,’’breathedBilly。

  Andthen,foratime,theyfellsilent。

  `I,Bertram,takethee,Billy,’’sangthewhirringwheelsbeneaththem,toone。

  `I,Billy,takethee,Bertram,’’sangthewhirringwheelsbeneaththem,totheother。

  Whilestraightaheadbeforethemboth,stretchedfairandbeautifulintheireyes,thewondrouspathoflifewhichtheyweretotreadtogether。

  OnthefirstSundayaftertheweddingPetecameup-stairstotellhismaster,William,thatMrs。Stetsonwantedtoseehiminthedrawing-

  room。

  Williamwentdownatonce。

  Well,AuntHannah,’hebegan,reachingoutacordialhand。Why,what’sthematter?’hebrokeoffconcernedly,ashecaughtaclearerviewofthelittleoldlady’sdrawnfaceandtroubledeyes。

  William,it’ssilly,ofcourse,’criedAuntHannah,tremulously,butIsimplyhadtogotosomeone。I——Ifeelsonervousandunsettled!Did——didBillysayanythingtoyou——

  whatshewasgoingtodo?’

  Whatshewasgoingtodo?Aboutwhat?

  Whatdoyoumean?’

  Aboutthehouse——sellingit,’falteredAuntHannah,sinkingwearilybackintoherchair。

  Williamfrownedthoughtfully。

  Why,no,’heanswered。Itwasallsohurriedatthelast,youknow。Therewasreallyverylittlechancetomakeplansforanything——

  exceptthewedding,’hefinished,withasmile。

  Yes,Iknow,’sighedAuntHannah。Everythingwasinsuchconfusion!Still,Ididn’tknowbutshemighthavesaidsomething——toyou。’

  No,shedidn’t。ButIimagineitwon’tbehardtoguesswhatshe’lldo。WhentheygetbackfromtheirtripIfancyshewon’tlosemuchtimeinhavingwhatthingsshewantsbroughtdownhere。Thenshe’llselltherestandputthehouseonthemarket。’

  Yes,of——ofcourse,’stammeredAuntHannah,pullingherselfhastilytoamoreerectposition。

  That’swhatIthought,too。Thendon’tyouthinkwe’dbetterdismissRosaandclosethehouseatonce?’

  Why——yes,perhapsso。Whynot?Thenyou’dbeallsettledherewhenshecomeshome。

  I’msure,thesooneryoucome,thebetterI’llbepleased,’hesmiled。

  AuntHannahturnedsharply。

  Here!’sheejaculated。WilliamHenshaw,youdidn’tsupposeIwascoming_here_tolive,didyou?’

  ItwasWilliam’sturntolookamazed。

  Why,ofcourseyou’recominghere!Whereelseshouldyougo,pray?’

  WhereIwasbefore——beforeBillycame——toyou,’returnedAuntHannahalittletremulously,butwithacertaindignity。Ishalltakearoominsomequietboarding-house,ofcourse。’

  Nonsense,AuntHannah!AsifBillywouldlistentothat!Youcamebefore;whynotcomenow?’

  AuntHannahliftedherchinthefractionofaninch。

  Youforget。Iwasneededbefore。Billyisamarriedwomannow。Sheneedsnochaperon。’

  Nonsense!’scowledWilliam,again。Billywillalwaysneedyou。’

  AuntHannahshookherheadmournfully。

  Iliketothink——shewantsme,William,butIknow,inmyheart,itisn’tbest。’

  Whynot?’

  Therewasamoment’spause;then,decisivelycametheanswer。

  BecauseIthinkyoungmarriedfolksshouldnothaveoutsidersinthehome。’

  Williamlaughedrelievedly。

  Oh,sothat’sit!Well,AuntHannah,you’renooutsider。Come,runrightalonghomeandpackyourtrunk。’

  AuntHannahwasplainlyalmostcrying;butsheheldherground。

  William,Ican’t,’shereiterated。

  But——Billyissuchachild,and——’

  ForonceinhercircumspectlifeAuntHannahwasguiltyofaninterruption。

  Pardonme,William,sheisnotachild。Sheisawomannow,andshehasawoman’sproblemstomeet。’

  Well,then,whydon’tyouhelphermeetthem?’retortedWilliam,stillwithawhimsicalsmile。

  ButAuntHannahdidnotsmile。Foraminuteshedidnotspeak;then,withhereyesstudiouslyaverted,shesaid:

  William,thefirstfouryearsofmymarriedlifewere——werespoiledbyanoutsiderinourhome。Idon’tmeantospoilBilly’s。’

  Williamrelaxedvisibly。Thesmilefledfromhisface。

  Why——Aunt——Hannah!’heexclaimed。

  Thelittleoldladyturnedwithawearysigh。

  Yes,Iknow。Youareshocked,ofcourse。

  Ishouldn’thavetoldyou。Still,itisallpastlongago,and——IwantedtomakeyouunderstandwhyIcan’tcome。Hewasmyhusband’seldestbrother——abachelor。Hewasgoodandkind,andmeantwell,Isuppose;but——heinterferedwitheverything。Iwasyoung,andprobablyheadstrong。Atallevents,therewasconstantfriction。Hewentawayonceandstayedtwowholemonths。Ishallneverforgettheutterfreedomandhappinessofthosemonthsforus,withthewholehousetoourselves。No,William,Ican’tcome。’Sheroseabruptlyandturnedtowardthedoor。Hereyeswerewistful,andherfacewasstilldrawnwithsuffering;butherwholefraillittleselfquiveredplainlywithhighresolve。JohnhasPeggyoutside。Imustgo。’

  But——but,AuntHannah,’beganWilliam,helplessly。

  Sheliftedaprotestinghand。

  No,don’turgeme,please。Ican’tcomehere。

  But——IbelieveIwon’tclosethehousetillBillygetshome,afterall,’shedeclared。Thenextmomentshewasgone,andWilliam,dazedly,fromthedoorway,waswatchingJohnhelpherintoBilly’sautomobile,calledbyBillyandhalfherfriends,Peggy,’shortforPegasus。’

  StilldazedlyWilliamturnedbackintothehouseanddroppedhimselfintothenearestchair。

  Whatacuriouscallithadbeen!AuntHannahhadnotactedlikeherselfatall。NotoncehadshesaidOh,mygriefandconscience!’whilethethingsshe_had_said——!Someway,hehadneverthoughtofAuntHannahasbeingyoung,andabride。Still,ofcourseshemusthavebeen——once。Andthereasonshegavefornotcomingtheretolive——thepitifulstoryofthatoutsiderinherhome!Butshewasnooutsider!ShewasnointerferingbrotherofBilly’s——

  Williamcaughthisbreathsuddenly,andhelditsuspended。Thenhegavealowejaculationandhalfsprangfromhischair。

  Spunkie,disturbedfromherdozebythefire,utteredapurringme-o-ow,’andlookedupinquiringly。

  ForalongminuteWilliamgazeddumblyintothecat’syellow,sleepilycontentedeyes;thenhesaidwithtragicdistinctness:

  Spunkie,it’strue:AuntHannahisn’tBilly’shusband’sbrother,but——Iam!Doyouhear?

  I_am!_’

  Pur-r-me-ow!’commentedSpunkie;andcurledherselfforanothernap。

  TherewasnopeaceforWilliamafterthat。Invainhetoldhimselfthathewasnointerfering’

  brother,andthatthiswashishomeandhadbeenallhislife;invaindidhedeclareemphaticallythathecouldnotgo,hewouldnotgo;

  thatBillywouldnotwishhimtogo:alwaysbeforehiseyeswasthevisionofthatlittlebrideofyearslonggone;alwaysinhisearswastheechoofAuntHannah’sIshallneverforgettheutterfreedomandhappinessofthosemonthsforus,withthewholehousetoourselves。’Nor,turnwhichwayhewould,couldhefindanythingtocomforthim。Simplybecausehewassofearfullylookingforit,hefoundit——thethingthathadforitsthemethewretchednessthatmightbeexpectedfromthepresenceofathirdpersoninthenewhome。

  PoorWilliam!Everywherehemetit——thehint,theword,thestory,thesong,even;andalwaysitaddeditsmitetothewoefulwhole。

  Eventhehoariestofmother-in-lawjokeshaditsstingforhim;and,tomakehiscupquitefull,hechancedtorememberonedaywhatMariehadsaidwhenhehadsuggestedthatsheandCyrilcometotheStratatolive:No;Ithinkyoungfolksshouldbeginbythemselves。’

  Unhappy,indeed,werethesedaysforWilliam。

  Likealostspirithewanderedfromroomtoroom,touchingthis,fingeringthat。Forlongminuteshewouldstandbeforesomepicture,orsometreasuredbitofoldmahogany,asiftostampindeliblyuponhismindathingthatwassoontobenomore。Atothertimes,likeamanwithoutahome,hewouldgooutintotheCommonorthePublicGardenandsitforhoursonsomebench——thinking。

  Allthiscouldhavebutoneending,ofcourse。

  BeforethemiddleofAugustWilliamsummonedPetetohisrooms。

  Oh,Pete,I’mgoingtomovenextweek,’

  hebegannonchalantly。Hisvoicesoundedasifmovingwereapleasurablecircumstancethatoccurredinhisliferegularlyonceamonth。I’dlikeyoutobegintopackupthesethings,please,to-morrow。’

  Theoldservant’smouthfellopen。

  You’regoin’to——towhat,sir?’hestammered。

  Move——_move_,Isaid。’Williamspokewithunusualharshness。

  Petewethislips。

  Youmeanyou’vesoldtheoldplace,sir?——

  thatwe——weain’tgoin’toliveherenolonger?’

  Sold?Ofcoursenot!_I’m_goingtomoveaway;notyou。’

  IfPetecouldhaveknownwhatcausedthesharpnessinhismaster’svoice,hewouldnothavebeensogrieved——or,rather,hewouldhavebeengrievedforadifferentreason。Asitwashecouldonlyfaltermiserably:

  _You_aregoin’tomoveawayfromhere!’

  Yes,yes,man!Why,Pete,whatailsyou?

  Onewouldthinkabodynevermovedbefore。’

  Theydidn’t——notyou,sir。’

  Williamturnedabruptly,sothathisfacecouldnotbeseen。Withsterndeliberationhepickedupanelaboratelydecoratedteapot;butthevaluablebitofLowestoftshooksoinhishandthathesetitdownatonce。Itclickedsharplyagainstitsneighbor,betrayinghisnervoushand。

  Petestirred。

  But,Mr。William,’hestammeredthickly;

  howareyou——what’llyoudowithout——Theredoesn’tnobodybutmeknowsowellaboutyourtea,andthetwolumpsinyourcoffee;andthere’syourflannelsthatyouneverputontillI

  get’emout,andthewoolensocksthatyou’dwearallsummerifIdidn’thide’em。And——

  andwho’sgoin’totakecareofthese?’hefinished,withaglancethatencompassedtheoverflowingcabinetsandshelvesofcuriosallabouthim。

  Hismastersmiledsadly。Anaffectionthathaditsinceptioninhisboyhooddaysshoneinhiseyes。ThehandinwhichtheLowestofthadshakenrestednowheavilyonanoldman’sbentshoulder——ashoulderthatstraighteneditselfinunconsciousloyaltyunderthetouch。

  Pete,youhavespoiledme,andnomistake。

  Idon’texpecttofindanotherlikeyou。ButmaybeifIwearthewoolensockstoolateyou’llcomeandhuntuptheothersforme。Eh?’

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