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  Jo’sfacewasastudynextday,forthesecretratherweigheduponher,andshefoundithardnottolookmysteriousandimportant。Megobservedit,butdidnottroubleherselftomakeinquiries,forshehadlearnedthatthebestwaytomanageJowasbythelawofcontraries,soshefeltsureofbeingtoldeverythingifshedidnotask。Shewasrathersurprised,therefore,whenthesilenceremainedunbroken,andJoassumedapatronizingair,whichdecidedlyaggravatedMeg,whointurnassumedanairofdignifiedreserveanddevotedherselftohermother。ThisleftJotoherowndevices,forMrs。Marchhadtakenherplaceasnurse,andbadeherrest,exercise,andamuseherselfafterherlongconfinement。Amybeinggone,Lauriewasheronlyrefuge,andmuchassheenjoyedhissociety,sheratherdreadedhimjustthen,forhewasanincorrigibletease,andshefearedhewouldcoaxthesecretfromher。

  Shewasquiteright,forthemischief-lovingladnosoonersuspectedamysterythanhesethimselftofinditout,andledJoatryinglifeofit。Hewheedled,bribed,ridiculed,threatened,andscolded;affectedindifference,thathemightsurprisethetruthfromher;declaredherknew,thenthathedidn’tcare;

  andatlast,bydintofperseverance,hesatisfiedhimselfthatitconcernedMegandMr。Brooke。Feelingindignantthathewasnottakenintohistutor’sconfidence,hesethiswitstoworktodevisesomeproperretaliationfortheslight。

  Megmeanwhilehadapparentlyforgottenthematterandwasabsorbedinpreparationsforherfather’sreturn,butallofasuddenachangeseemedtocomeoverher,and,foradayortwo,shewasquiteunlikeherself。Shestartedwhenspokento,blushedwhenlookedat,wasveryquiet,andsatoverhersewing,withatimid,troubledlookonherface。Tohermother’sinquiriessheansweredthatshewasquitewell,andJo’sshesilencedbybeggingtobeletalone。

  “Shefeelsitintheair——love,Imean——andshe’sgoingveryfast。She’sgotmostofthesymptoms——istwitteryandcross,doesn’teat,liesawake,andmopesincorners。Icaughthersingingthatsonghegaveher,andonceshesaid`John’,asyoudo,andthenturnedasredasapoppy。whatevershallwedo?“

  saidJo,lookingreadyforanymeasures,howeverviolent。

  “Nothingbutwait。Letheralone,bekindandpatient,andFather’scomingwillsettleeverything,“repliedhermother。

  “Here’sanotetoyou,Meg,allsealedup。Howodd!Teddyneversealsmine,“saidJonextday,asshedistributedthecontentsofthelittlepostoffice。

  Mrs。MarchandJoweredeepintheirownaffairs,whenasoundfromMegmadethemlookuptoseeherstaringathernotewithafrightenedface。

  “Mychild,whatisit?“criedhermother,runningtoher,whileJotriedtotakethepaperwhichhaddonethemischief。

  “It’sallamistake,hedidn’tsendit。Oh,Jo,howcouldyoudoit?“andMeghidherfaceinherhands,cryingasifherheartwerequitebroken。

  “Me!I’vedonenothing!What’sshetalkingabout?“criedJo,bewildered。

  Meg’smildeyeskindledwithangerasshepulledacrumplednotefromherpocketandthrewitatJo,sayingreproachfully,“Youwroteit,andthatbadboyhelpedyou。Howcouldyoubesorude,somean,andcrueltousboth?“

  Johardlyheardher,forsheandhermotherwerereadingthenote,whichwaswritteninapeculiarhand。

  “MyDearestMargaret,“Icannolongerrestrainmypassion,andmustknowmyfatebeforeIreturn。Idarenottellyourparentsyet,butIthinktheywouldconsentiftheyknewthatweadoredoneanother。Mr。

  Laurencewillhelpmetosomegoodplace,andthen,mysweetgirl,youwillmakemehappy。Iimploreyoutosaynothingtoyourfamilyyet,buttosendonewordofhopethroughLaurieto,“YourdevotedJohn。“

  “Oh,thelittlevillain!That’sthewayhemeanttopaymeforkeepingmywordtoMother。I’llgivehimaheartyscoldingandbringhimovertobegpardon,“criedJo,burningtoexecuteimmediatejustice。Buthermotherheldherback,saying,withalooksheseldomwore……

  “Stop,Jo,youmustclearyourselffirst。YouhaveplayedsomanypranksthatIamafraidyouhavehadahandinthis。“

  “Onmyword,Mother,Ihaven’t!Ineversawthatnotebefore,anddon’tknowanythingaboutit,astrueasIlive!“

  saidJo,soearnestlythattheybelievedher。“IfIhadtakenpartinitI’dhavedoneitbetterthanthis,andhavewrittenasensiblenote。Ishouldthinkyou’dhaveknownMr。Brookewouldn’twritesuchstuffasthat,“sheadded,scornfullytossingdownthepaper。

  “It’slikehiswriting,“falteredMeg,comparingitwiththenoteinherhand。

  “Oh,Meg,youdidn’tanswerit?“criedMrs。Marchquickly。

  “Yes,Idid!“andMeghidherfaceagain,overcomewithshame。

  “Here’sascrape!Doletmebringthatwickedboyovertoexplainandbelectured。Ican’tresttillIgetholdofhim。“

  AndJomadeforthedooragain。

  “Hush!Letmehandlethis,foritisworsethanIthought。

  Margaret,tellmethewholestory,“commandedMrs。March,sittingdownbyMeg,yetkeepingholdofJo,lestsheshouldflyoff。

  “IreceivedthefirstletterfromLaurie,whodidn’tlookasifheknewanythingaboutit,“beganMeg,withoutlookingup。

  “Iwasworriedatfirstandmeanttotellyou,thenIrememberedhowyoulikedMr。Brooke,soIthoughtyouwouldn’tmindifI

  keptmylittlesecretforafewdays。I’msosillythatIlikedtothinknooneknew,andwhileIwasdecidingwhattosay,I

  feltlikethegirlsinbooks,whohavesuchthingstodo。Forgiveme,Mother,I’mpaidformysillinessnow。Inevercanlookhiminthefaceagain。“

  “Whatdidyousaytohim?’askedMrs。March。

  “IonlysaidIwastooyoungtodoanythingaboutityet,thatIdidn’twishtohavesecretsfromyou,andhemustspeaktofather。Iwasverygratefulforhiskindness,andwouldbehisfriend,butnothingmore,foralongwhile。“

  Mrs。Marchsmiled,asifwellpleased,andJoclappedherhands,exclaiming,withalaugh,“YouarealmostequaltoCarolinePercy,whowasapatternofprudence!Tellon,Meg。

  Whatdidhesaytothat?“

  “Hewritesinadifferentwayentirely,tellingmethatheneversentanyloveletteratall,andisverysorrythatmyroguishsister,Jo,shouldtakelibertieswithournames。It’sverykindandrespectful,butthinkhowdreadfulforme!“

  Megleanedagainsthermother,lookingtheimageofdespair,andJotrampedabouttheroom,callingLaurienames。Allofasuddenshestopped,caughtupthetwonotes,andafterlookingatthemclosely,saiddecidedly,“Idon’tbelieveBrookeeversaweitheroftheseletters。Teddywroteboth,andkeepsyourstocrowovermewithbecauseIwouldn’ttellhimmysecret。“

  “Don’thaveanysecrets,Jo。TellittoMotherandkeepoutoftrouble,asIshouldhavedone,“saidMegwarningly。

  “Blessyou,child!Mothertoldme。“

  “Thatwilldo,Jo。I’llcomfortMegwhileyougoandgetLaurie。Ishallsiftthemattertothebottom,andputastoptosuchpranksatonce。“

  AwayranJo,andMrs。MarchgentlytoldMegMr。Brooke’srealfeelings。“Now,dear,whatareyourown?Doyoulovehimenoughtowaittillhercanmakeahomeforyou,orwillyoukeepyourselfquitefreeforthepresent?“

  “I’vebeensoscaredandworried,Idon’twanttohaveanythingtodowithloversforalongwhile,perhapsnever,“

  answeredMegpetulantly。“IfJohndoesn’tknowanythingaboutthisnonsense,don’ttellhim,andmakeJoandLaurieholdtheirtongues。Iwon’tbedeceivedandplaguedandmadeafoolof。

  It’sashame!“

  SeeingMeg’susuallygentletemperwasrousedandherpridehurtbythismischievousjoke,Mrs。Marchsoothedherbypromisesofentiresilenceandgreatdiscretionforthefuture。TheinstantLaurie’sstepwasheardinthehall,Megfledintothestudy,andMrs。Marchreceivedtheculpritalone。

  Johadnottoldhimwhyhewaswanted,fearinghewouldn’tcome,butheknewtheminutehesawMrs。March’sface,andstoodtwirlinghishatwithaguiltyairwhichconvictedhimatonce。

  Jowasdismissed,butchosetomarchupanddownthehalllikeasentinel,havingsomefearthattheprisonermightbolt。Thesoundofvoicesintheparlorroseandfellforhalfanhour,butwhathappenedduringthatinterviewthegirlsneverknew。

  Whentheywerecalledin,LauriewasstandingbytheirmotherwithsuchapenitentfacethatJoforgavehimonthespot,butdidnotthinkitwisetobetraythefact。Megreceivedhishumbleapology,andwasmuchcomfortedbytheassurancethatBrookeknewnothingofthejoke。

  “I’llnevertellhimtomydyingday,wildhorsesshan’tdragitoutofme,soyou’llforgiveme,Meg,andI’lldoanythingtoshowhowout-and-outsorryIam,“headded,lookingverymuchashamedofhimself。

  “I’lltry,butitwasaveryungentlemanlythingtodo,I

  didn’tthinkyoucouldbesoslyandmalicious,Laurie,“repliedMeg,tryingtohidhermaidenlyconfusionunderagravelyreproachfulair。

  “Itwasaltogetherabominable,andIdon’tdeservetobespokentoforamonth,butyouwill,though,won’tyou?“AndLauriefoldedhishandstogetherwithsuchandimploringgesture,ashespokeinhisirresistiblypersuasivetone,thatitwasimpossibletofrownuponhiminspiteofhisscandalousbehavior。

  Megpardonedhim,andMrs。March’sgravefacerelaxed,inspiteofhereffortstokeepsober,whensheheardhimdeclarethathewouldatoneforhissinsbyallsortsofpenances,andabasehimselflikeawormbeforetheinjureddamsel。

  Jostoodaloof,meanwhile,tryingtohardenherheartagainsthim,andsucceedingonlyinprimmingupherfaceintoanexpressionofentiredisapprobation。Laurielookedatheronceortwice,butassheshowednosignofrelenting,hefeltinjured,andturnedhisbackonhertilltheothersweredonewithhim,whenhemadeheralowbowandwalkedoffwithoutaword。

  Assoonashehadgone,shewishedshehadbeenmoreforgiving,andwhenMegandhermotherwentupstairs,shefeltlonelyandlongedforTeddy。Afterresistingforsometime,sheyieldedtotheimpulse,andarmedwithabooktoreturn,wentovertothebighouse。

  “IsMr。Laurencein?“askedJo,ofahousemaid,whowascomingdownstairs。

  “Yes,Miss,butIdon’tbelievehe’sseeablejustyet。“

  “Whynot?Isheill?“

  “La,noMiss,buthe’shadascenewithMr。Laurie,whoisinoneofhistantrumsaboutsomething,whichvexestheoldgentleman,soIdursn’tgonighhim。“

  “WhereisLaurie?’

  “Shutupinhisroom,andhewon’tanswer,thoughI’vebeena-tapping。Idon’tknowwhat’stobecomeofthedinner,forit’sready,andthere’snoonetoeatit。“

  “I’llgoandseewhatthematteris。I’mnotafraidofeitherofthem。“

  UpwentJo,andknockedsmartlyonthedoorofLaurie’slittlestudy。

  “Stopthat,orI’llopenthedoorandmakeyou!“calledouttheyounggentlemaninathreateningtone。

  Joimmediatelyknockedagain。Thedoorflewopen,andinshebouncedbeforeLauriecouldrecoverfromhissurprise。Seeingthathereallywasoutoftemper,Jo,whoknewhowtomanagehim,assumedacontriteexpression,andgoingartisticallydownuponherknees,saidmeekly,“Pleaseforgivemeforbeingsocross。

  I

  cametomakeitup,andcan’tgoawaytillIhave。“

  “It’sallright。Getup,anddon’tbeagoose,Jo,“wasthecavalierreplytoherpetition。

  “Thankyou,Iwill。CouldIaskwhat’sthematter?Youdon’tlookexactlyeasyinyourmind。“

  “I’vebeenshaken,andIwon’tbearit!“growledLaurieindignantly。

  “Whodidit?“demandedJo。

  “Grandfather。IfithadbeenanyoneelseI’dhave……“

  Andtheinjuredyouthfinishedhissentencebyanenergeticgestureoftherightarm。

  “That’snothing。Ioftenshakeyou,andyoudon’tmind,“

  saidJosoothingly。

  “Pooh!You’reagirl,andit’sfun,butI’llallownomantoshakeme!“

  “Idon’tthinkanyonewouldcaretotryit,ifyoulookedasmuchlikeathundercloudasyoudonow。Whywereyoutreatedso?“

  “JustbecauseIwouldn’tsaywhatyourmotherwantedmefor。

  I’dpromisednottotell,andofcourseIwasn’tgoingtobreakmyword。“

  “Couldn’tyousatisfyyourgrandpainanyotherway?“

  “No,hewouldhavethetruth,thewholetruth,andnothingbutthetruth。I’dhavetoldmypartofthescrape,ifIcouldwithoutbringingMegin。AsIcouldn’t,Iheldmytongue,andborethescoldingtilltheoldgentlemancollaredme。ThenI

  bolted,forfearIshouldforgetmyself。“

  “Itwasn’tnice,buthe’ssorry,Iknow,sogodownandmakeup。I’llhelpyou。“

  “HangedifIdo!I’mnotgoingtobelecturedandpummelledbyeveryone,justforabitofafrolic。IwassorryaboutMeg,andbeggedpardonlikeaman,butIwon’tdoitagain,whenIwasn’tinthewrong。“

  “Hedidn’tknowthat。“

  “Heoughttotrustme,andnotactasifIwasababy。It’snouse,Jo,he’sgottolearnthatI’mabletotakecareofmyself,anddon’tneedanyone’sapronstringtoholdonby。“

  “Whatpepperpotsyouare!“sighedJo。“Howdoyoumeantosettlethisaffair?“

  “Well,heoughttobegpardon,andbelievemewhenIsayI

  can’ttellhimwhatthefuss’sabout。“

  “Blessyou!Hewon’tdothat。“

  “Iwon’tgodowntillhedoes。“

  “Now,Teddy,besensible。Letitpass,andI’llexplainwhatIcan。Youcan’tstayhere,sowhat’stheuseofbeingmelodramatic?“

  “Idon’tintendtostayherelong,anyway。I’llslipoffandtakeajourneysomewhere,andwhenGrandpamissesmehe’llcomeroundfastenough。“

  “Idaresay,butyououghtnottogoandworryhim。“

  “Don’tpreach。I’llgotoWashingtonandseeBrooke。It’sgaythere,andI’llenjoymyselfafterthetroubles。“

  “Whatfunyou’dhave!IwishIcouldrunofftoo,“saidJo,forgettingherpartofmentorinlivelyvisionsofmartiallifeatthecapital。

  “Comeon,then!Whynot?Yougoandsurpriseyourfather,andI’llstirupoldBrooke。Itwouldbeagloriousjoke。

  Let’sdoit,Jo。We’llleavealettersayingweareallright,andtrotoffatonce。I’vegotmoneyenough。Itwilldoyougood,andnoharm,asyougotoyourfather。“

  ForamomentJolookedasifshewouldagree,forwildastheplanwas,itjustsuitedher。Shewastiredofcareandconfinement,longedforchange,andthoughtsofherfatherblendedtemptinglywiththenovelcharmsofcampsandhospitals,libertyandfun。Hereyeskindledastheyturnedwistfullytowardthewindow,buttheyfellontheoldhouseopposite,andsheshookherheadwithsorrowfuldecision。

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