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  GoneOnahealthyautumnday,theMarshalseaprisoner,weakbutotherwiserestored,satlisteningtoavoicethatreadtohim。Onahealthyautumnday;whenthegoldenfieldshadbeenreapedandploughedagain,whenthesummerfruitshadripenedandwaned,whenthegreenperspectivesofhopshadbeenlaidlowbythebusypickers,whentheapplesclusteringintheorchardswererusset,andtheberriesofthemountainashwerecrimsonamongtheyellowingfoliage。Alreadyinthewoods,glimpsesofthehardywinterthatwascomingweretobecaughtthroughunaccustomedopeningsamongtheboughswheretheprospectshonedefinedandclear,freefromthebloomofthedrowsysummerweather,whichhadrestedonitasthebloomliesontheplum。So,fromtheseashoretheoceanwasnolongertobeseenlyingasleepintheheat,butitsthousandsparklingeyeswereopen,anditswholebreadthwasinjoyfulanimation,fromthecoolsandonthebeachtothelittlesailsonthehorizon,driftingawaylikeautumn-tintedleavesthathaddriftedfromthetrees。

  Changelessandbarren,lookingignorantlyatalltheseasonswithitsfixed,pinchedfaceofpovertyandcare,theprisonhadnotatouchofanyofthesebeautiesonit。Blossomwhatwould,itsbricksandbarsboreuniformlythesamedeadcrop。YetClennam,listeningtothevoiceasitreadtohim,heardinitallthatgreatNaturewasdoing,heardinitallthesoothingsongsshesingstoman。AtnoMother’skneebuthershadheeverdweltinhisyouthonhopefulpromises,onplayfulfancies,ontheharvestsoftendernessandhumilitythatliehiddenintheearly-fosteredseedsoftheimagination;ontheoaksofretreatfromblightingwinds,thathavethegermsoftheirstrongrootsinnurseryacorns。

  But,inthetonesofthevoicethatreadtohim,therewerememoriesofanoldfeelingofsuchthings,andechoesofeverymercifulandlovingwhisperthathadeverstolentohiminhislife。

  Whenthevoicestopped,heputhishandoverhiseyes,murmuringthatthelightwasstronguponthem。

  LittleDorritputthebookby,andpresentlyarosequietlytoshadethewindow。Maggysatatherneedleworkinheroldplace。Thelightsoftened,LittleDorritbroughtherchairclosertohisside。

  ’Thiswillsoonbeovernow,dearMrClennam。NotonlyareMrDoyce’sletterstoyousofulloffriendshipandencouragement,butMrRuggsayshisletterstohimaresofullofhelp,andthateverybodynowalittleangerispastissoconsiderate,andspeakssowellofyou,thatitwillsoonbeovernow。’

  ’Deargirl。Dearheart。Goodangel!’

  ’Youpraisemefartoomuch。Andyetitissuchanexquisitepleasuretometohearyouspeaksofeelingly,andto——andtosee,’

  saidLittleDorrit,raisinghereyestohis,’howdeeplyyoumeanit,thatIcannotsayDon’t。’

  Heliftedherhandtohislips。

  ’Youhavebeenheremany,manytimes,whenIhavenotseenyou,LittleDorrit?’

  ’Yes,IhavebeenheresometimeswhenIhavenotcomeintotheroom。’

  ’Veryoften?’

  ’Ratheroften,’saidLittleDorrit,timidly。

  ’Everyday?’

  ’Ithink,’saidLittleDorrit,afterhesitating,’thatIhavebeenhereatleasttwiceeveryday。’

  Hemighthavereleasedthelittlelighthandafterferventlykissingitagain;butthat,withaverygentlelingeringwhereitwas,itseemedtocourtbeingretained。Hetookitinbothofhis,anditlaysoftlyonhisbreast。

  ’DearLittleDorrit,itisnotmyimprisonmentonlythatwillsoonbeover。Thissacrificeofyoumustbeended。Wemustlearntopartagain,andtotakeourdifferentwayssowideasunder。Youhavenotforgottenwhatwesaidtogether,whenyoucameback?’

  ’Ono,Ihavenotforgottenit。Butsomethinghasbeen——Youfeelquitestrongto-day,don’tyou?’

  ’Quitestrong。’

  Thehandheheldcreptupalittlenearerhisface。

  ’DoyoufeelquitestrongenoughtoknowwhatagreatfortuneI

  havegot?’

  ’Ishallbeverygladtobetold。NofortunecanbetoogreatorgoodforLittleDorrit。’

  ’Ihavebeenanxiouslywaitingtotellyou。Ihavebeenlongingandlongingtotellyou。Youaresureyouwillnottakeit?’

  ’Never!’

  ’Youarequitesureyouwillnottakehalfofit?’

  ’Never,dearLittleDorrit!’

  Asshelookedathimsilently,therewassomethinginheraffectionatefacethathedidnotquitecomprehend:somethingthatcouldhavebrokenintotearsinamoment,andyetthatwashappyandproud。

  ’YouwillbesorrytohearwhatIhavetotellyouaboutFanny。

  PoorFannyhaslosteverything。Shehasnothingleftbutherhusband’sincome。Allthatpapagaveherwhenshemarriedwaslostasyourmoneywaslost。Itwasinthesamehands,anditisallgone。’

  Arthurwasmoreshockedthansurprisedtohearit。’Ihadhopeditmightnotbesobad,’hesaid:’butIhadfearedaheavylossthere,knowingtheconnectionbetweenherhusbandandthedefaulter。’

  ’Yes。Itisallgone。IamverysorryforFanny;very,very,verysorryforpoorFanny。Mypoorbrothertoo!’

  ’Hadhepropertyinthesamehands?’

  ’Yes!Andit’sallgone——Howmuchdoyouthinkmyowngreatfortuneis?’

  AsArthurlookedatherinquiringly,withanewapprehensiononhim,shewithdrewherhand,andlaidherfacedownonthespotwhereithadrested。

  ’Ihavenothingintheworld。IamaspooraswhenIlivedhere。

  WhenpapacameovertoEngland,heconfidedeverythinghehadtothesamehands,anditisallsweptaway。Omydearestandbest,areyouquitesureyouwillnotsharemyfortunewithmenow?’

  Lockedinhisarms,heldtohisheart,withhismanlytearsuponherowncheek,shedrewtheslighthandroundhisneck,andclaspeditinitsfellow-hand。

  ’Nevertopart,mydearestArthur;neveranymore,untilthelast!

  Ineverwasrichbefore,Ineverwasproudbefore,Ineverwashappybefore,Iamrichinbeingtakenbyyou,Iamproudinhavingbeenresignedbyyou,Iamhappyinbeingwithyouinthisprison,asIshouldbehappyincomingbacktoitwithyou,ifitshouldbethewillofGOD,andcomfortingandservingyouwithallmyloveandtruth。Iamyoursanywhere,everywhere!Iloveyoudearly!

  Iwouldratherpassmylifeherewithyou,andgooutdaily,workingforourbread,thanIwouldhavethegreatestfortunethateverwastold,andbethegreatestladythateverwashonoured。O,ifpoorpapamayonlyknowhowblestatlastmyheartis,inthisroomwherehesufferedforsomanyyears!’

  Maggyhadofcoursebeenstaringfromthefirst,andhadofcoursebeencryinghereyesoutlongbeforethis。Maggywasnowsooverjoyedthat,afterhuggingherlittlemotherwithallhermight,shewentdown-stairslikeaclog-hornpipetofindsomebodyorothertowhomtoimparthergladness。WhomshouldMaggymeetbutFloraandMrF。’sAuntopportunelycomingin?Andwhomelse,asaconsequenceofthatmeeting,shouldLittleDorritfindwaitingforherself,when,agoodtwoorthreehoursafterwards,shewentout?

  Flora’seyeswerealittlered,andsheseemedratheroutofspirits。MrF。’sAuntwassostiffenedthatshehadtheappearanceofbeingpastbendingbyanymeansshortofpowerfulmechanicalpressure。Herbonnetwascockedupbehindinaterrificmanner;

  andherstonyreticulewasasrigidasifithadbeenpetrifiedbytheGorgon’shead,andhadgotitatthatmomentinside。Withtheseimposingattributes,MrF。’sAunt,publiclyseatedonthestepsoftheMarshal’sofficialresidence,hadbeenforthetwoorthreehoursinquestionagreatboontotheyoungerinhabitantsoftheBorough,whosesalliesofhumourshehadconsiderablyflushedherselfbyresentingatthepointofherumbrella,fromtimetotime。

  ’Painfullyaware,MissDorrit,Iamsure,’saidFlora,’thattoproposeanadjournmenttoanyplacetoonesofarremovedbyfortuneandsocourtedandcaressedbythebestsocietymusteverappearintrudingevenifnotapie-shopfarbelowyourpresentsphereandaback-parlourthoughacivilmanbutifforthesakeofArthur——cannotovercomeitmoreimpropernowthaneverlateDoyceandClennam——onelastremarkImightwishtomakeonelastexplanationImightwishtoofferperhapsyourgoodnaturemightexcuseunderpretenceofthreekidneyonesthehumbleplaceofconversation。’

  Rightlyinterpretingthisratherobscurespeech,LittleDorritreturnedthatshewasquiteatFlora’sdisposition。Floraaccordinglyledthewayacrosstheroadtothepie-shopinquestion:MrF。’sAuntstalkingacrossintherear,andputtingherselfinthewayofbeingrunover,withaperseveranceworthyofabettercause。

  Whenthe’threekidneyones,’whichweretobeablindtotheconversation,weresetbeforethemonthreelittletinplatters,eachkidneyoneornamentedwithaholeatthetop,intowhichthecivilmanpouredhotgravyoutofaspoutedcanasifhewerefeedingthreelamps,Floratookoutherpocket-handkerchief。

  ’IfFancy’sfairdreams,’shebegan,’haveeverpicturedthatwhenArthur——cannotovercomeitprayexcuseme——wasrestoredtofreedomevenapieasfarfromflakyasthepresentandsodeficientinkidneyastobeinthatrespectlikeamincednutmegmightnotproveunacceptableifofferedbythehandoftrueregardsuchvisionshaveforeverfledandalliscancelledbutbeingawarethattenderrelationsareincontemplationbegtostatethatI

  heartilywishwelltobothandfindnofaultwitheithernottheleast,itmaybewitheringtoknowthaterethehandofTimehadmadememuchlessslimthanformerlyanddreadfullyredontheslightestexertionparticularlyaftereatingIwellknowwhenittakestheformofarash,itmighthavebeenandwasnotthroughtheinterruptionofparentsandmentaltorporsucceededuntilthemysteriouscluewasheldbyMrF。stillIwouldnotbeungeneroustoeitherandIheartilywishwelltoboth。’

  LittleDorrittookherhand,andthankedherforallheroldkindness。

  ’Callitnotkindness,’returnedFlora,givingheranhonestkiss,’foryoualwayswerethebestanddearestlittlethingthateverwasifImaytakethelibertyandeveninamoneypointofviewasavingbeingConscienceitselfthoughImustaddmuchmoreagreeablethanmineeverwastomeforthoughnotIhopemoreburdenedthanotherpeople’syetIhavealwaysfounditfarreadiertomakeoneuncomfortablethancomfortableandevidentlytakingagreaterpleasureindoingitbutIamwandering,onehopeIwishtoexpressereyettheclosingscenedrawsinanditisthatIdotrustforthesakeofoldtimesandoldsinceritythatArthurwillknowthatIdidn’tdeserthiminhismisfortunesbutthatIcamebackwardsandforwardsconstantlytoaskifIcoulddoanythingforhimandthatIsatinthepie-shopwheretheyverycivillyfetchedsomethingwarminatumblerfromthehotelandreallyverynicehoursafterhourstokeephimcompanyoverthewaywithouthisknowingit。’

  Florareallyhadtearsinhereyesnow,andtheyshowedhertogreatadvantage。

  ’Overandabovewhich,’saidFlora,’Iearnestlybegyouasthedearestthingthateverwasifyou’llstillexcusethefamiliarityfromonewhomovesinverydifferentcirclestoletArthurunderstandthatIdon’tknowafterallwhetheritwasn’tallnonsensebetweenusthoughpleasantatthetimeandtryingtooandcertainlyMrF。didworkachangeandthespellbeingbrokennothingcouldbeexpectedtotakeplacewithoutweavingitafreshwhichvariouscircumstanceshavecombinedtopreventofwhichperhapsnottheleastpowerfulwasthatitwasnottobe,IamnotpreparedtosaythatifithadbeenagreeabletoArthurandhadbroughtitselfaboutnaturallyinthefirstinstanceIshouldnothavebeenverygladbeingofalivelydispositionandmopedathomewherepapaundoubtedlyisthemostaggravatingofhissexandnotimprovedsincehavingbeencutdownbythehandoftheIncendiaryintosomethingofwhichIneversawthecounterpartinallmylifebutjealousyisnotmycharacternorill-willthoughmanyfaults。’

  WithouthavingbeenablecloselytofollowMrsFinchingthroughthislabyrinth,LittleDorritunderstooditspurpose,andcordiallyacceptedthetrust。

  ’Thewitheredchapletmydear,’saidFlora,withgreatenjoyment,’isthenperishedthecolumniscrumbledandthepyramidisstandingupsidedownuponitswhat’s-his-namecallitnotgiddinesscallitnotweaknesscallitnotfollyImustnowretireintoprivacyandlookupontheashesofdepartedjoysnomorebuttakingafurtherlibertyofpayingforthepastrywhichhasformedthehumblepretextofourinterviewwillforeversayAdieu!’

  MrF。’sAunt,whohadeatenherpiewithgreatsolemnity,andwhohadbeenelaboratingsomegrievousschemeofinjuryinhermindsinceherfirstassumptionofthatpublicpositionontheMarshal’ssteps,tookthepresentopportunityofaddressingthefollowingSibyllicapostrophetotherelictofherlatenephew。

  ’Bringhimfor’ard,andI’llchuckhimouto’winder!’

  Floratriedinvaintosoothetheexcellentwomanbyexplainingthattheyweregoinghometodinner。MrF。’sAuntpersistedinreplying,’Bringhimfor’ardandI’llchuckhimouto’winder!’

  Havingreiteratedthisdemandanimmensenumberoftimes,withasustainedglareofdefianceatLittleDorrit,MrF。’sAuntfoldedherarms,andsatdowninthecornerofthepie-shopparlour;

  steadfastlyrefusingtobudgeuntilsuchtimeas’he’shouldhavebeen’broughtfor’ard,’andthechuckingportionofhisdestinyaccomplished。

  Inthisconditionofthings,FloraconfidedtoLittleDorritthatshehadnotseenMrF。’sAuntsofulloflifeandcharacterforweeks;thatshewouldfinditnecessarytoremainthere’hoursperhaps,’untiltheinexorableoldladycouldbesoftened;andthatshecouldmanageherbestalone。Theyparted,therefore,inthefriendliestmanner,andwiththekindestfeelingonbothsides。

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