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  ’Mother,shallIdonothingtoassistyou?’

  ’Nothing。’

  ’Willyouentrustmewithnoconfidence,nocharge,noexplanation?

  Willyoutakenocounselwithme?Willyounotletmecomenearyou?’

  ’Howcanyouaskme?Youseparatedyourselffrommyaffairs。Itwasnotmyact;itwasyours。Howcanyouconsistentlyaskmesuchaquestion?YouknowthatyouleftmetoFlintwinch,andthatheoccupiesyourplace。’

  GlancingatJeremiah,Clennamsawinhisverygaitersthathisattentionwascloselydirectedtothem,thoughhestoodleaningagainstthewallscrapinghisjaw,andpretendedtolistentoFloraassheheldforthinamostdistractingmanneronachaosofsubjects,inwhichmackerel,andMrF。’sAuntinaswing,hadbecomeentangledwithcockchafersandthewinetrade。

  ’Aprisoner,inaFrenchgaol,onanaccusationofmurder,’

  repeatedMrsClennam,steadilygoingoverwhathersonhadsaid。

  ’Thatisallyouknowofhimfromthefellow-prisoner?’

  ’Insubstance,all。’

  ’Andwasthefellow-prisonerhisaccompliceandamurderer,too?

  But,ofcourse,hegivesabetteraccountofhimselfthanofhisfriend;itisneedlesstoask。Thiswillsupplytherestofthemherewithsomethingnewtotalkabout。Casby,Arthurtellsme——’

  ’Stay,mother!Stay,stay!’Heinterruptedherhastily,forithadnotenteredhisimaginationthatshewouldopenlyproclaimwhathehadtoldher。

  ’Whatnow?’shesaidwithdispleasure。’Whatmore?’

  ’Ibegyoutoexcuseme,MrCasby——andyou,too,MrsFinching——foroneothermomentwithmymother——’

  Hehadlaidhishanduponherchair,orshewouldotherwisehavewheeleditroundwiththetouchofherfootupontheground。Theywerestillfacetoface。Shelookedathim,asheranoverthepossibilitiesofsomeresulthehadnotintended,andcouldnotforesee,beinginfluencedbyCavalletto’sdisclosurebecomingamatterofnotoriety,andhurriedlyarrivedattheconclusionthatithadbestnotbetalkedabout;thoughperhapshewasguidedbynomoredistinctreasonthanthathehadtakenitforgrantedthathismotherwouldreserveittoherselfandherpartner。

  ’Whatnow?’shesaidagain,impatiently。’Whatisit?’

  ’Ididnotmean,mother,thatyoushouldrepeatwhatIhavecommunicated。Ithinkyouhadbetternotrepeatit。’

  ’Doyoumakethataconditionwithme?’

  ’Well!Yes。’

  ’Observe,then!Itisyouwhomakethisasecret,’saidshe,holdingupherhand,’andnotI。Itisyou,Arthur,whobringheredoubtsandsuspicionsandentreatiesforexplanations,anditisyou,Arthur,whobringsecretshere。Whatisittome,doyouthink,wherethemanhasbeen,orwhathehasbeen?Whatcanitbetome?Thewholeworldmayknowit,iftheycaretoknowit;itisnothingtome。Now,letmego。’

  Heyieldedtoherimperiousbutelatedlook,andturnedherchairbacktotheplacefromwhichhehadwheeledit。IndoingsohesawelationinthefaceofMrFlintwinch,whichmostassuredlywasnotinspiredbyFlora。thisturningofhisintelligenceandofhiswholeattemptanddesignagainsthimself,didevenmorethanhismother’sfixednessandfirmnesstoconvincehimthathiseffortswithherwereidle。NothingremainedbuttheappealtohisoldfriendAffery。

  Buteventogettheverydoubtfulandpreliminarystageofmakingtheappeal,seemedoneoftheleastpromisingofhumanundertakings。Shewassocompletelyunderthethrallofthetwocleverones,wassosystematicallykeptinsightbyoneorotherofthem,andwassoafraidtogoaboutthehousebesides,thateveryopportunityofspeakingtoheraloneappearedtobeforestalled。

  Overandabovethat,MistressAffery,bysomemeansitwasnotverydifficulttoguess,throughthesharpargumentsofherliegelord,hadacquiredsuchalivelyconvictionofthehazardofsayinganythingunderanycircumstances,thatshehadremainedallthistimeinacornerguardingherselffromapproachwiththatsymbolicalinstrumentofhers;sothat,whenawordortwohadbeenaddressedtoherbyFlora,orevenbythebottle-greenpatriarchhimself,shehadwardedoffconversationwiththetoasting-forklikeadumbwoman。

  AfterseveralabortiveattemptstogetAfferytolookathimwhilesheclearedthetableandwashedthetea-service,ArthurthoughtofanexpedientwhichFloramightoriginate。Towhomhethereforewhispered,’Couldyousayyouwouldliketogothroughthehouse?’

  Now,poorFlora,beingalwaysinfluctuatingexpectationofthetimewhenClennamwouldrenewhisboyhoodandbemadlyinlovewithheragain,receivedthewhisperwiththeutmostdelight;notonlyasrenderedpreciousbyitsmysteriouscharacter,butaspreparingthewayforatenderinterviewinwhichhewoulddeclarethestateofhisaffections。Sheimmediatelybegantoworkoutthehint。

  ’Ahdearmethepooroldroom,’saidFlora,glancinground,’looksjustaseverMrsClennamIamtouchedtoseeexceptforbeingsmokierwhichwastobeexpectedwithtimeandwhichwemustallexpectandreconcileourselvestobeingwhetherwelikeitornotasIamsureIhavehadtodomyselfifnotexactlysmokierdreadfullystouterwhichisthesameorworse,tothinkofthedayswhenpapausedtobringmeheretheleastofgirlsaperfectmassofchilblainstobestuckuponachairwithmyfeetontherailsandstareatArthur——prayexcuseme——MrClennam——theleastofboysinthefrightfullestoffrillsandjacketsereyetMrF。appearedamistyshadowonthehorizonpayingattentionslikethewell-knownspectreofsomeplaceinGermanybeginningwithaBisamorallessoninculcatingthatallthepathsinlifearesimilartothepathsdownintheNorthofEnglandwheretheygetthecoalsandmaketheironandthingsgravelledwithashes!’

  Havingpaidthetributeofasightotheinstabilityofhumanexistence,Florahurriedonwithherpurpose。

  ’Notthatatanytime,’sheproceeded,’itsworstenemycouldhavesaiditwasacheerfulhouseforthatitwasnevermadetobebutalwayshighlyimpressive,fondmemoryrecallsanoccasioninyouthereyetthejudgmentwasmaturewhenArthur——confirmedhabit——MrClennam——tookmedownintoanunusedkitcheneminentformouldinessandproposedtosecretemethereforlifeandfeedmeonwhathecouldhidefromhismealswhenhewasnotathomefortheholidaysandondrybreadindisgracewhichatthathalcyonperiodtoofrequentlyoccurred,woulditbeinconvenientoraskingtoomuchtobegtobepermittedtorevivethosescenesandwalkthroughthehouse?’

  MrsClennam,whorespondedwithaconstrainedgracetoMrsFinching’sgoodnatureinbeingthereatall,thoughhervisitbeforeArthur’sunexpectedarrivalwasundoubtedlyanactofpuregoodnatureandnoself-gratification,intimatedthatallthehousewasopentoher。FloraroseandlookedtoArthurforhisescort。

  ’Certainly,’saidhe,aloud;’andAfferywilllightus,Idaresay。’

  Afferywasexcusingherselfwith’Don’tasknothingofme,Arthur!’

  whenMrFlintwinchstoppedherwith’Whynot?Affery,what’sthematterwithyou,woman?Whynot,jade!’Thusexpostulatedwith,shecameunwillinglyoutofhercorner,resignedthetoasting-forkintooneofherhusband’shands,andtookthecandlestickheofferedfromtheother。

  ’Gobefore,youfool!’saidJeremiah。’Areyougoingup,ordown,MrsFinching?’

  Floraanswered,’Down。’

  ’Thengobefore,anddown,youAffery,’saidJeremiah。’Anddoitproperly,orI’llcomerollingdownthebanisters,andtumblingoveryou!’

  Afferyheadedtheexploringparty;Jeremiahclosedit。Hehadnointentionofleavingthem。Clennamlookingback,andseeinghimfollowingthreestairsbehind,inthecoolestandmostmethodicalmannerexclaimedinalowvoice,’Istherenogettingridofhim!’

  Florareassuredhismindbyreplyingpromptly,’WhythoughnotexactlyproperArthurandathingIcouldn’tthinkofbeforeayoungermanorastrangerstillIdon’tmindhimifyousoparticularlywishitandprovidedyou’llhavethegoodnessnottotakemetootight。’

  Wantingthehearttoexplainthatthiswasnotatallwhathemeant,ArthurextendedhissupportingarmroundFlora’sfigure。

  ’Ohmygoodnessme,’saidshe。’Youareveryobedientindeedreallyandit’sextremelyhonourableandgentlemanlyinyouIamsurebutstillatthesametimeifyouwouldliketobealittletighterthanthatIshouldn’tconsideritintruding。’

  Inthispreposterousattitude,unspeakablyatvariancewithhisanxiousmind,Clennamdescendedtothebasementofthehouse;

  findingthatwhereveritbecamedarkerthanelsewhere,Florabecameheavier,andthatwhenthehousewaslightestshewastoo。

  Returningfromthedismalkitchenregions,whichwereasdrearyastheycouldbe,MistressAfferypassedwiththelightintohisfather’soldroom,andthenintotheolddining-room;alwayspassingonbeforelikeaphantomthatwasnottobeovertaken,andneitherturningnoransweringwhenhewhispered,’Affery!Iwanttospeaktoyou!’

  Inthedining-room,asentimentaldesirecameoverFloratolookintothedragonclosetwhichhadsooftenswallowedArthurinthedaysofhisboyhood——notimprobablybecause,asaverydarkcloset,itwasalikelyplacetobeheavyin。Arthur,fastsubsidingintodespair,hadopenedit,whenaknockwasheardattheouterdoor。

  MistressAffery,withasuppressedcry,threwherapronoverherhead。

  ’What?Youwantanotherdose!’saidMrFlintwinch。’Youshallhaveit,mywoman,youshallhaveagoodone!Oh!Youshallhaveasneezer,youshallhaveateaser!’

  ’Inthemeantimeisanybodygoingtothedoor?’saidArthur。

  ’Inthemeantime,Iamgoingtothedoor,sir,’returnedtheoldmansosavagely,astorenderitclearthatinachoiceofdifficultieshefelthemustgo,thoughhewouldhavepreferrednottogo。’Stayherethewhile,all!Affery,mywoman,moveaninch,orspeakawordinyourfoolishness,andI’lltrebleyourdose!’

  Themomenthewasgone,ArthurreleasedMrsFinching:withsomedifficulty,byreasonofthatladymisunderstandinghisintentions,andmakingarrangementswithaviewtotighteninginsteadofslackening。

  ’Affery,speaktomenow!’

  ’Don’ttouchme,Arthur!’shecried,shrinkingfromhim。’Don’tcomenearme。He’llseeyou。Jeremiahwill。Don’t。’

  ’Hecan’tseeme,’returnedArthur,suitingtheactiontotheword,’ifIblowthecandleout。’

  ’He’llhearyou,’criedAffery。

  ’Hecan’thearme,’returnedArthur,suitingtheactiontothewordsagain,’ifIdrawyouintothisblackcloset,andspeakhere。

  Whydoyouhideyourface?’

  ’BecauseIamafraidofseeingsomething。’

  ’Youcan’tbeafraidofseeinganythinginthisdarkness,Affery。’

  ’YesIam。Muchmorethanifitwaslight。’

  ’Whyareyouafraid?’

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