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  ’Therefore,Arthur,’saidhismother,’thegentlemancomeshereasanacquaintance,andnostranger;anditismuchtoberegrettedthatyourunreasonabletempershouldhavefoundoffenceinhim。I

  regretit。Isaysotothegentleman。Youwillnotsayso,I

  know;thereforeIsayitformyselfandFlintwinch,sincewithustwothegentleman’sbusinesslies。’

  Thekeyofthedoorbelowwasnowheardinthelock,andthedoorwasheardtoopenandclose。InduesequenceMrFlintwinchappeared;onwhoseentrancethevisitorrosefromhischair,laughingloud,andfoldedhiminacloseembrace。

  ’Howgoesit,mycherishedfriend!’saidhe。’Howgoestheworld,myFlintwinch?Rose-coloured?Somuchthebetter,somuchthebetter!Ah,butyoulookcharming!Ah,butyoulookyoungandfreshastheflowersofSpring!Ah,goodlittleboy!Bravechild,bravechild!’

  WhileheapingthesecomplimentsonMrFlintwinch,herolledhimaboutwithahandoneachofhisshoulders,untilthestaggeringsofthatgentleman,whounderthecircumstanceswasdryerandmoretwistedthanever,werelikethoseofateetotumnearlyspent。

  ’Ihadapresentiment,lasttime,thatweshouldbebetterandmoreintimatelyacquainted。Isitcomingonyou,Flintwinch?Isityetcomingon?’

  ’Why,no,sir,’retortedMrFlintwinch。’Notunusually。Hadn’tyoubetterbeseated?Youhavebeencallingforsomemoreofthatport,sir,Iguess?’

  ’Ah,Littlejoker!Littlepig!’criedthevisitor。’Hahahaha!’

  AndthrowingMrFlintwinchaway,asaclosingpieceofraillery,hesatdownagain。

  Theamazement,suspicion,resentment,andshame,withwhichArthurlookedonatallthis,struckhimdumb。MrFlintwinch,whohadspunbackwardsometwoorthreeyardsundertheimpetuslastgiventohim,broughthimselfupwithafacecompletelyunchangedinitsstolidityexceptasitwasaffectedbyshortnessofbreath,andlookedhardatArthur。NotawhitlessreticentandwoodenwasMrFlintwinchoutwardly,thanintheusualcourseofthings:theonlyperceptibledifferenceinhimbeingthattheknotofcravatwhichwasgenerallyunderhisear,hadworkedroundtothebackofhishead:whereitformedanornamentalappendagenotunlikeabagwig,andgavehimsomethingofacourtlyappearance。

  AsMrsClennamneverremovedhereyesfromBlandoisonwhomtheyhadsomeeffect,asasteadylookhasonalowersortofdog,soJeremiahneverremovedhisfromArthur。Itwasasiftheyhadtacitlyagreedtotaketheirdifferentprovinces。Thus,intheensuingsilence,JeremiahstoodscrapinghischinandlookingatArthurasthoughheweretryingtoscrewhisthoughtsoutofhimwithaninstrument。

  Afteralittle,thevisitor,asifhefeltthesilenceirksome,rose,andimpatientlyputhimselfwithhisbacktothesacredfirewhichhadburnedthroughsomanyyears。ThereuponMrsClennamsaid,movingoneofherhandsforthefirsttime,andmovingitveryslightlywithanactionofdismissal:

  ’Pleasetoleaveustoourbusiness,Arthur。’

  ’Mother,Idosowithreluctance。’

  ’Nevermindwithwhat,’shereturned,’orwithwhatnot。Pleasetoleaveus。Comebackatanyothertimewhenyoumayconsideritadutytoburyhalfanhourwearilyhere。Goodnight。’

  Shehelduphermuffledfingersthathemighttouchthemwithhis,accordingtotheirusualcustom,andhestoodoverherwheeledchairtotouchherfacewithhislips。Hethought,then,thathercheekwasmorestrainedthanusual,andthatitwascolder。Ashefollowedthedirectionofhereyes,inrisingagain,towardsMrFlintwinch’sgoodfriend,MrBlandois,MrBlandoissnappedhisfingerandthumbwithoneloudcontemptuoussnap。

  ’Ileaveyour——yourbusinessacquaintanceinmymother’sroom,MrFlintwinch,’saidClennam,’withagreatdealofsurpriseandagreatdealofunwillingness。’

  Thepersonreferredtosnappedhisfingerandthumbagain。

  ’Goodnight,mother。’

  ’Goodnight。’

  ’Ihadafriendonce,mygoodcomradeFlintwinch,’saidBlandois,standingastridebeforethefire,andsoevidentlysayingittoarrestClennam’sretreatingsteps,thathelingerednearthedoor;

  ’Ihadafriendonce,whohadheardsomuchofthedarksideofthiscityanditsways,thathewouldn’thaveconfidedhimselfalonebynightwithtwopeoplewhohadaninterestingettinghimundertheground——myfaith!noteveninarespectablehouselikethis——unlesshewasbodilytoostrongforthem。Bah!Whatapoltroon,myFlintwinch!Eh?’

  ’Acur,sir。’

  ’Agreed!Acur。Buthewouldn’thavedoneit,myFlintwinch,unlesshehadknownthemtohavethewilltosilencehim,withoutthepower。Hewouldn’thavedrunkfromaglassofwaterundersuchcircumstances——noteveninarespectablehouselikethis,myFlintwinch——unlesshehadseenoneofthemdrinkfirst,andswallowtoo!’

  Disdainingtospeak,andindeednotverywellable,forhewashalf-choking,Clennamonlyglancedatthevisitorashepassedout。

  Thevisitorsalutedhimwithanotherpartingsnap,andhisnosecamedownoverhismoustacheandhismoustachewentupunderhisnose,inanominousanduglysmile。

  ’ForHeaven’ssake,Affery,’whisperedClennam,assheopenedthedoorforhiminthedarkhall,andhegropedhiswaytothesightofthenight-sky,’whatisgoingonhere?’

  Herownappearancewassufficientlyghastly,standinginthedarkwithherapronthrownoverherhead,andspeakingbehinditinalow,deadenedvoice。

  ’Don’taskmeanything,Arthur。I’vebeeninadreamforeversolong。Goaway!’

  Hewentout,andsheshutthedooruponhim。Helookedupatthewindowsofhismother’sroom,andthedimlight,deadenedbytheyellowblinds,seemedtosayaresponseafterAffery,andtomutter,’Don’taskmeanything。Goaway!’

  ALetterfromLittleDorritDearMrClennam,AsIsaidinmylastthatitwasbestfornobodytowritetome,andasmysendingyouanotherlittlelettercanthereforegiveyounoothertroublethanthetroubleofreadingitperhapsyoumaynotfindleisureforeventhat,thoughIhopeyouwillsomeday,Iamnowgoingtodevoteanhourtowritingtoyouagain。Thistime,IwritefromRome。

  WeleftVenicebeforeMrandMrsGowandid,buttheywerenotsolongupontheroadaswewere,anddidnottravelbythesameway,andsowhenwearrivedwefoundtheminalodginghere,inaplacecalledtheViaGregoriana。Idaresayyouknowit。

  NowIamgoingtotellyouallIcanaboutthem,becauseIknowthatiswhatyoumostwanttohear。Theirsisnotaverycomfortablelodging,butperhapsIthoughtitlesssowhenIfirstsawitthanyouwouldhavedone,becauseyouhavebeeninmanydifferentcountriesandhaveseenmanydifferentcustoms。Ofcourseitisafar,farbetterplace——millionsoftimes——thananyIhaveeverbeenusedtountillately;andIfancyIdon’tlookatitwithmyowneyes,butwithhers。Foritwouldbeeasytoseethatshehasalwaysbeenbroughtupinatenderandhappyhome,evenifshehadnottoldmesowithgreatloveforit。

  Well,itisaratherbarelodginguparatherdarkcommonstaircase,anditisnearlyallalargedullroom,whereMrGowanpaints。Thewindowsareblockedupwhereanyonecouldlookout,andthewallshavebeenalldrawnoverwithchalkandcharcoalbyotherswhohavelivedtherebefore——oh,——Ishouldthink,foryears!

  Thereisacurtainmoredust-colouredthanred,whichdividesit,andthepartbehindthecurtainmakestheprivatesitting-room。

  WhenIfirstsawherthereshewasalone,andherworkhadfallenoutofherhand,andshewaslookingupattheskyshiningthroughthetopsofthewindows。PraydonotbeuneasywhenItellyou,butitwasnotquitesoairy,norsobright,norsocheerful,norsohappyandyouthfulaltogetherasIshouldhavelikedittobe。

  OnaccountofMrGowan’spaintingPapa’spicturewhichIamnotquiteconvincedIshouldhaveknownfromthelikenessifIhadnotseenhimdoingit,IhavehadmoreopportunitiesofbeingwithhersincethenthanImighthavehadwithoutthisfortunatechance。

  Sheisverymuchalone。Verymuchaloneindeed。

  ShallItellyouaboutthesecondtimeIsawher?Iwentoneday,whenithappenedthatIcouldrunroundbymyself,atfourorfiveo’clockintheafternoon。Shewasthendiningalone,andhersolitarydinnerhadbeenbroughtinfromsomewhere,overakindofbrazierwithafireinit,andshehadnocompanyorprospectofcompany,thatIcouldsee,buttheoldmanwhohadbroughtit。HewastellingheralongstoryofrobbersoutsidethewallsbeingtakenupbyastonestatueofaSaint,toentertainher——ashesaidtomewhenIcameout,’becausehehadadaughterofhisown,thoughshewasnotsopretty。’

  IoughtnowtomentionMrGowan,beforeIsaywhatlittlemoreI

  havetosayabouther。Hemustadmireherbeauty,andhemustbeproudofher,foreverybodypraisesit,andhemustbefondofher,andIdonotdoubtthatheis——butinhisway。Youknowhisway,andifitappearsascarelessanddiscontentedinyoureyesasitdoesinmine,Iamnotwronginthinkingthatitmightbebettersuitedtoher。Ifitdoesnotseemsotoyou,IamquitesureIamwhollymistaken;foryourunchangedpoorchildconfidesinyourknowledgeandgoodnessmorethanshecouldevertellyouifshewastotry。Butdon’tbefrightened,Iamnotgoingtotry。

  OwingasIthink,ifyouthinksotootoMrGowan’sunsettledanddissatisfiedway,heapplieshimselftohisprofessionverylittle。

  Hedoesnothingsteadilyorpatiently;butequallytakesthingsupandthrowsthemdown,anddoesthem,orleavesthemundone,withoutcaringaboutthem。WhenIhaveheardhimtalkingtoPapaduringthesittingsforthepicture,Ihavesatwonderingwhetheritcouldbethathehasnobeliefinanybodyelse,becausehehasnobeliefinhimself。Isitso?Iwonderwhatyouwillsaywhenyoucometothis!Iknowhowyouwilllook,andIcanalmosthearthevoiceinwhichyouwouldtellmeontheIronBridge。

  MrGowangoesoutagooddealamongwhatisconsideredthebestcompanyhere——thoughhedoesnotlookasifheenjoyeditorlikeditwhenheiswithit——andshesometimesaccompanieshim,butlatelyshehasgoneoutverylittle。IthinkIhavenoticedthattheyhaveaninconsistentwayofspeakingabouther,asifshehadmadesomegreatself-interestedsuccessinmarryingMrGowan,though,atthesametime,theverysamepeople,wouldnothavedreamedoftakinghimforthemselvesortheirdaughters。Thenhegoesintothecountrybesides,tothinkaboutmakingsketches;andinallplaceswheretherearevisitors,hehasalargeacquaintanceandisverywellknown。Besidesallthis,hehasafriendwhoismuchinhissocietybothathomeandawayfromhome,thoughhetreatsthisfriendverycoollyandisveryuncertaininhisbehaviourtohim。Iamquitesurebecauseshehastoldmeso,thatshedoesnotlikethisfriend。Heissorevoltingtome,too,thathisbeingawayfromhere,atpresent,isquitearelieftomymind。Howmuchmoretohers!

  ButwhatIparticularlywantyoutoknow,andwhyIhaveresolvedtotellyousomuchwhileIamafraiditmaymakeyoualittleuncomfortablewithoutoccasion,isthis。Sheissotrueandsodevoted,andknowssocompletelythatallherloveanddutyarehisforever,thatyoumaybecertainshewilllovehim,admirehim,praisehim,andconcealallhisfaults,untilshedies。Ibelievesheconcealsthem,andalwayswillconcealthem,evenfromherself。

  Shehasgivenhimaheartthatcanneverbetakenback;andhowevermuchhemaytryit,hewillneverwearoutitsaffection。Youknowthetruthofthis,asyouknoweverything,farfarbetterthanI;

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