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  ’IsaidIwashurt。SoIam。SoI——ha——amdeterminedtobe,whateverisadvancedtothecontrary。Iamhurtthatmydaughter,seatedinthe——hum——lapoffortune,shouldmopeandretireandproclaimherselfunequaltoherdestiny。Iamhurtthatsheshould——ha——systematicallyreproducewhattherestofusblotout;andseem——hum——Ihadalmostsaidpositivelyanxious——toannouncetowealthyanddistinguishedsocietythatshewasbornandbredin——hahum——aplacethatImyselfdeclinetoname。Butthereisnoinconsistency——ha——nottheleast,inmyfeelinghurt,andyetcomplainingprincipallyforyoursake,Amy。Ido;Isayagain,I

  do。ItisforyoursakethatIwishyou,undertheauspicesofMrsGeneral,toforma——hum——asurface。ItisforyoursakethatI

  wishyoutohavea——ha——trulyrefinedmind,andinthestrikingwordsofMrsGeneraltobeignorantofeverythingthatisnotperfectlyproper,placid,andpleasant。’

  Hehadbeenrunningdownbyjerks,duringhislastspeech,likeasortofill-adjustedalarum。Thetouchwasstilluponhisarm。Hefellsilent;andafterlookingabouttheceilingagainforalittlewhile,lookeddownather。Herheaddrooped,andhecouldnotseeherface;buthertouchwastenderandquiet,andintheexpressionofherdejectedfiguretherewasnoblame——nothingbutlove。Hebegantowhimper,justashehaddonethatnightintheprisonwhensheafterwardssatathisbedsidetillmorning;exclaimedthathewasapoorruinandapoorwretchinthemidstofhiswealth;andclaspedherinhisarms。’Hush,hush,myowndear!Kissme!’wasallshesaidtohim。Histearsweresoondried,muchsoonerthanontheformeroccasion;andhewaspresentlyafterwardsveryhighwithhisvalet,asawayofrightinghimselfforhavingshedany。

  Withoneremarkableexception,toberecordedinitsplace,thiswastheonlytime,inhislifeoffreedomandfortune,whenhespoketohisdaughterAmyoftheolddays。

  But,now,thebreakfasthourarrived;andwithitMissFannyfromherapartment,andMrEdwardfromhisapartment。Boththeseyoungpersonsofdistinctionweresomethingtheworseforlatehours。AstoMissFanny,shehadbecomethevictimofaninsatiatemaniaforwhatshecalled’goingintosociety;’andwouldhavegoneintoithead-foremostfiftytimesbetweensunsetandsunrise,ifsomanyopportunitieshadbeenatherdisposal。AstoMrEdward,he,too,hadalargeacquaintance,andwasgenerallyengagedforthemostpart,indiceingcircles,orothersofakindrednature,duringthegreaterpartofeverynight。Forthisgentleman,whenhisfortuneschanged,hadstoodatthegreatadvantageofbeingalreadypreparedforthehighestassociates,andhavinglittletolearn:somuchwasheindebtedtothehappyaccidentswhichhadmadehimacquaintedwithhorse-dealingandbilliard-marking。

  Atbreakfast,MrFrederickDorritlikewiseappeared。Astheoldgentlemaninhabitedthehigheststoryofthepalace,wherehemighthavepractisedpistol-shootingwithoutmuchchanceofdiscoverybytheotherinmates,hisyoungerniecehadtakencouragetoproposetherestorationtohimofhisclarionet,whichMrDorrithadorderedtobeconfiscated,butwhichshehadventuredtopreserve。

  NotwithstandingsomeobjectionsfromMissFanny,thatitwasalowinstrument,andthatshedetestedthesoundofit,theconcessionhadbeenmade。Butitwasthendiscoveredthathehadhadenoughofit,andneverplayedit,nowthatitwasnolongerhismeansofgettingbread。Hehadinsensiblyacquiredanewhabitofshufflingintothepicture-galleries,alwayswithhistwistedpaperofsnuffinhishandmuchtotheindignationofMissFanny,whohadproposedthepurchaseofagoldboxforhimthatthefamilymightnotbediscredited,whichhehadabsolutelyrefusedtocarrywhenitwasbought;andofpassinghoursandhoursbeforetheportraitsofrenownedVenetians。Itwasnevermadeoutwhathisdazedeyessawinthem;whetherhehadaninterestinthemmerelyaspictures,orwhetherheconfusedlyidentifiedthemwithaglorythatwasdeparted,likethestrengthofhisownmind。Buthepaidhiscourttothemwithgreatexactness,andclearlyderivedpleasurefromthepursuit。Afterthefirstfewdays,LittleDorrithappenedonemorningtoassistattheseattentions。Itsoevidentlyheightenedhisgratificationthatsheoftenaccompaniedhimafterwards,andthegreatestdelightofwhichtheoldmanhadshownhimselfsusceptiblesincehisruin,aroseoutoftheseexcursions,whenhewouldcarryachairaboutforherfrompicturetopicture,andstandbehindit,inspiteofallherremonstrances,silentlypresentinghertothenobleVenetians。

  Itfelloutthat,atthisfamilybreakfast,hereferredtotheirhavingseeninagallery,onthepreviousday,theladyandgentlemanwhomtheyhadencounteredontheGreatSaintBernard,’I

  forgetthename,’saidhe。’Idaresayyourememberthem,William?

  Idaresayyoudo,Edward?’

  ’_I_remember’emwellenough,’saidthelatter。

  ’Ishouldthinkso,’observedMissFanny,withatossofherheadandaglanceathersister。’Buttheywouldnothavebeenrecalledtoourremembrance,Isuspect,ifUnclehadn’ttumbledoverthesubject。’

  ’Mydear,whatacuriousphrase,’saidMrsGeneral。’Wouldnotinadvertentlylightedupon,oraccidentallyreferredto,bebetter?’

  ’Thankyouverymuch,MrsGeneral,’returnedtheyounglady,no

  Ithinknot。OnthewholeIprefermyownexpression。’ThiswasalwaysMissFanny’swayofreceivingasuggestionfromMrsGeneral。

  Butshealwaysstoreditupinhermind,andadopteditatanothertime。

  ’IshouldhavementionedourhavingmetMrandMrsGowan,Fanny,’

  saidLittleDorrit,’evenifUnclehadnot。Ihavescarcelyseenyousince,youknow。Imeanttohavespokenofitatbreakfast;

  becauseIshouldliketopayavisittoMrsGowan,andtobecomebetteracquaintedwithher,ifPapaandMrsGeneraldonotobject。’

  ’Well,Amy,’saidFanny,’IamsureIamgladtofindyouatlastexpressingawishtobecomebetteracquaintedwithanybodyinVenice。ThoughwhetherMrandMrsGowanaredesirableacquaintances,remainstobedetermined。’

  ’MrsGowanIspokeof,dear。’

  ’Nodoubt,’saidFanny。’Butyoucan’tseparateherfromherhusband,Ibelieve,withoutanActofParliament。’

  ’Doyouthink,Papa,’inquiredLittleDorrit,withdiffidenceandhesitation,’thereisanyobjectiontomymakingthisvisit?’

  ’Really,’hereplied,’I——ha——whatisMrsGeneral’sview?’

  MrsGeneral’sviewwas,thatnothavingthehonourofanyacquaintancewiththeladyandgentlemanreferredto,shewasnotinapositiontovarnishthepresentarticle。Shecouldonlyremark,asageneralprincipleobservedinthevarnishingtrade,thatmuchdependedonthequarterfromwhichtheladyunderconsiderationwasaccreditedtoafamilysoconspicuouslynichedinthesocialtempleasthefamilyofDorrit。

  AtthisremarkthefaceofMrDorritgloomedconsiderably。HewasaboutconnectingtheaccreditingwithanobtrusivepersonofthenameofClennam,whomheimperfectlyrememberedinsomeformerstateofexistencetoblack-ballthenameofGowanfinally,whenEdwardDorrit,Esquire,cameintotheconversation,withhisglassinhiseye,andthepreliminaryremarkof’Isay——youthere!Goout,willyou!’——whichwasaddressedtoacoupleofmenwhowerehandingthedishesround,asacourteousintimationthattheirservicescouldbetemporarilydispensedwith。

  Thosemenialshavingobeyedthemandate,EdwardDorrit,Esquire,proceeded。

  ’Perhapsit’samatterofpolicytoletyouallknowthattheseGowans——inwhosefavour,oratleastthegentleman’s,Ican’tbesupposedtobemuchprepossessedmyself——areknowntopeopleofimportance,ifthatmakesanydifference。’

  ’That,Iwouldsay,’observedthefairvarnisher,’Makesthegreatestdifference。Theconnectioninquestion,beingreallypeopleofimportanceandconsideration——’

  ’Astothat,’saidEdwardDorrit,Esquire,’I’llgiveyouthemeansofjudgingforyourself。Youareacquainted,perhaps,withthefamousnameofMerdle?’

  ’ThegreatMerdle!’exclaimedMrsGeneral。

  ’THEMerdle,’saidEdwardDorrit,Esquire。’Theyareknowntohim。

  MrsGowan——Imeanthedowager,mypolitefriend’smother——isintimatewithMrsMerdle,andIknowthesetwotobeontheirvisitinglist。’

  ’Ifso,amoreundeniableguaranteecouldnotbegiven,’saidMrsGeneraltoMrDorrit,raisingherglovesandbowingherhead,asifsheweredoinghomagetosomevisiblegravenimage。

  ’Ibegtoaskmyson,frommotivesof——ah——curiosity,’MrDorritobserved,withadecidedchangeinhismanner,’howhebecomespossessedofthis——hum——timelyinformation?’

  ’It’snotalongstory,sir,’returnedEdwardDorrit,Esquire,’andyoushallhaveitoutofhand。Tobeginwith,MrsMerdleistheladyyouhadtheparleywithatwhat’s-his-nameplace。’

  ’Martigny,’interposedMissFannywithanairofinfinitelanguor。

  ’Martigny,’assentedherbrother,withaslightnodandaslightwink;inacknowledgmentofwhich,MissFannylookedsurprised,andlaughedandreddened。

  ’Howcanthatbe,Edward?’saidMrDorrit。’Youinformedmethatthenameofthegentlemanwithwhomyouconferredwas——ha——

  Sparkler。Indeed,youshowedmehiscard。Hum。Sparkler。’

  ’Nodoubtofit,father;butitdoesn’tfollowthathismother’snamemustbethesame。MrsMerdlewasmarriedbefore,andheisherson。SheisinRomenow;whereprobablyweshallknowmoreofher,asyoudecidetowinterthere。Sparklerisjustcomehere。

  IpassedlasteveningincompanywithSparkler。Sparklerisaverygoodfellowonthewhole,thoughratheraboreononesubject,inconsequenceofbeingtremendouslysmittenwithacertainyounglady。’HereEdwardDorrit,Esquire,eyedMissFannythroughhisglassacrossthetable。’Wehappenedlastnighttocomparenotesaboutourtravels,andIhadtheinformationIhavegivenyoufromSparklerhimself。’Hereheceased;continuingtoeyeMissFannythroughhisglass,withafacemuchtwisted,andnotornamentallyso,inpartbytheactionofkeepinghisglassinhiseye,andinpartbythegreatsubtletyofhissmile。

  ’Underthesecircumstances,’saidMrDorrit,’IbelieveIexpressthesentimentsof——ha——MrsGeneral,nolessthanmyown,whenIsaythatthereisnoobjection,but——hahum——quitethecontrary——toyourgratifyingyourdesire,Amy。ItrustImay——ha——hail——thisdesire,’saidMrDorrit,inanencouragingandforgivingmanner,’asanauspiciousomen。Itisquiterighttoknowthesepeople。

  Itisaveryproperthing。MrMerdle’sisanameof——ha——world-

  widerepute。MrMerdle’sundertakingsareimmense。Theybringhiminsuchvastsumsofmoneythattheyareregardedas——hum——nationalbenefits。MrMerdleisthemanofthistime。ThenameofMerdleisthenameoftheage。PraydoeverythingonmybehalfthatisciviltoMrandMrsGowan,forwewill——ha——wewillcertainlynoticethem。’

  ThismagnificentaccordanceofMrDorrit’srecognitionsettledthematter。ItwasnotobservedthatUnclehadpushedawayhisplate,andforgottenhisbreakfast;buthewasnotmuchobservedatanytime,exceptbyLittleDorrit。Theservantswererecalled,andthemealproceededtoitsconclusion。MrsGeneralroseandleftthetable。LittleDorritroseandleftthetable。WhenEdwardandFannyremainedwhisperingtogetheracrossit,andwhenMrDorritremainedeatingfigsandreadingaFrenchnewspaper,Unclesuddenlyfixedtheattentionofallthreebyrisingoutofhischair,strikinghishanduponthetable,andsaying,’Brother!Iprotestagainstit!’

  Ifhehadmadeaproclamationinanunknowntongue,andgivenuptheghostimmediatelyafterwards,hecouldnothaveastoundedhisaudiencemore。ThepaperfellfromMrDorrit’shand,andhesatpetrified,withafighalfwaytohismouth。

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