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  Foritwasareg’largoodsecret,thatwas!’criedMaggy,huggingherself。

  ArthurlookedatLittleDorritforhelptocomprehendthis,andwasstruckbyseeinghersotimidandred。But,whenshetoldhimthatitwasonlyaFairyTaleshehadonedaymadeupforMaggy,andthattherewasnothinginitwhichshewouldn’tbeashamedtotellagaintoanybodyelse,evenifshecouldrememberit,heleftthesubjectwhereitwas。

  However,hereturnedtohisownsubjectbyfirstentreatinghertoseehimoftener,andtorememberthatitwasimpossibletohaveastrongerinterestinherwelfarethanhehad,ortobemoresetuponpromotingitthanhewas。Whensheansweredfervently,shewellknewthat,sheneverforgotit,hetoucheduponhissecondandmoredelicatepoint——thesuspicionhehadformed。

  ’LittleDorrit,’hesaid,takingherhandagain,andspeakinglowerthanhehadspokenyet,sothatevenMaggyinthesmallroomcouldnothearhim,’anotherword。Ihavewantedverymuchtosaythistoyou;Ihavetriedforopportunities。Don’tmindme,who,forthematterofyears,mightbeyourfatheroryouruncle。Alwaysthinkofmeasquiteanoldman。Iknowthatallyourdevotioncentresinthisroom,andthatnothingtothelastwillevertemptyouawayfromthedutiesyoudischargehere。IfIwerenotsureofit,Ishould,beforenow,haveimploredyou,andimploredyourfather,toletmemakesomeprovisionforyouinamoresuitableplace。Butyoumayhaveaninterest——Iwillnotsay,now,thougheventhatmightbe——mayhave,atanothertime,aninterestinsomeoneelse;aninterestnotincompatiblewithyouraffectionhere。’

  Shewasvery,verypale,andsilentlyshookherhead。

  ’Itmaybe,dearLittleDorrit。’

  ’No。No。No。’Sheshookherhead,aftereachslowrepetitionoftheword,withanairofquietdesolationthatherememberedlongafterwards。Thetimecamewhenheremembereditwell,longafterwards,withinthoseprisonwalls;withinthatveryroom。

  ’But,ifitevershouldbe,tellmeso,mydearchild。Entrustthetruthtome,pointouttheobjectofsuchaninteresttome,andI

  willtrywithallthezeal,andhonour,andfriendshipandrespectthatIfeelforyou,goodLittleDorritofmyheart,todoyoualastingservice。’

  ’Othankyou,thankyou!But,Ono,Ono,Ono!’Shesaidthis,lookingathimwithherwork-wornhandsfoldedtogether,andinthesameresignedaccentsasbefore。

  ’Ipressfornoconfidencenow。Ionlyaskyoutoreposeunhesitatingtrustinme。’

  ’CanIdolessthanthat,whenyouaresogood!’

  ’Thenyouwilltrustmefully?Willhavenosecretunhappiness,oranxiety,concealedfromme?’

  ’Almostnone。’

  ’Andyouhavenonenow?’

  Sheshookherhead。Butshewasverypale。

  ’WhenIliedownto-night,andmythoughtscomeback——astheywill,fortheydoeverynight,evenwhenIhavenotseenyou——tothissadplace,Imaybelievethatthereisnogriefbeyondthisroom,now,anditsusualoccupants,whichpreysonLittleDorrit’smind?’

  Sheseemedtocatchatthesewords——thatheremembered,too,longafterwards——andsaid,morebrightly,’Yes,MrClennam;yes,youmay!’

  Thecrazystaircase,usuallynotslowtogivenoticewhenanyonewascomingupordown,herecreakedunderaquicktread,andafurthersoundwashearduponit,asifalittlesteam-enginewithmoresteamthanitknewwhattodowith,wereworkingtowardstheroom。Asitapproached,whichitdidveryrapidly,itlabouredwithincreasedenergy;and,afterknockingatthedoor,itsoundedasifitwerestoopingdownandsnortinginatthekeyhole。

  BeforeMaggycouldopenthedoor,MrPancks,openingitfromwithout,stoodwithoutahatandwithhisbareheadinthewildestcondition,lookingatClennamandLittleDorrit,overhershoulder。

  Hehadalightedcigarinhishand,andbroughtwithhimairsofaleandtobaccosmoke。

  ’Pancksthegipsy,’heobservedoutofbreath,’fortune-telling。’

  Hestooddingilysmiling,andbreathinghardatthem,withamostcuriousair;asif,insteadofbeinghisproprietor’sgrubber,hewerethetriumphantproprietoroftheMarshalsea,theMarshal,alltheturnkeys,andalltheCollegians。Inhisgreatself-

  satisfactionheputhiscigartohislipsbeingevidentlynosmoker,andtooksuchapullatit,withhisrighteyeshutuptightforthepurpose,thatheunderwentaconvulsionofshudderingandchoking。Buteveninthemidstofthatparoxysm,hestillessayedtorepeathisfavouriteintroductionofhimself,’Pa-ancksthegi-ipsy,fortune-telling。’

  ’Iamspendingtheeveningwiththerestof’em,’saidPancks。

  ’I’vebeensinging。I’vebeentakingapartinWhitesandandgreysand。Idon’tknowanythingaboutit。Nevermind。I’lltakeanypartinanything。It’sallthesame,ifyou’reloudenough。’

  AtfirstClennamsupposedhimtobeintoxicated。Buthesoonperceivedthatthoughhemightbealittletheworseorbetter

  forale,thestapleofhisexcitementwasnotbrewedfrommalt,ordistilledfromanygrainorberry。

  ’Howd’yedo,MissDorrit?’saidPancks。’Ithoughtyouwouldn’tmindmyrunninground,andlookinginforamoment。MrClennamI

  heardwashere,fromMrDorrit。Howareyou,Sir?’

  Clennamthankedhim,andsaidhewasgladtoseehimsogay。

  ’Gay!’saidPancks。’I’minwonderfulfeather,sir。Ican’tstopaminute,orIshallbemissed,andIdon’twant’emtomissme——

  Eh,MissDorrit?’

  Heseemedtohaveaninsatiatedelightinappealingtoherandlookingather;excitedlystickinghishairupatthesamemoment,likeadarkspeciesofcockatoo。

  ’Ihaven’tbeenherehalfanhour。IknewMrDorritwasinthechair,andIsaid,“I’llgoandsupporthim!“IoughttobedowninBleedingHeartYardbyrights;butIcanworrythemto-morrow——Eh,MissDorrit?’

  Hislittleblackeyessparkledelectrically。Hisveryhairseemedtosparkleasheroughenedit。Hewasinthathighly-chargedstatethatonemighthaveexpectedtodrawsparksandsnapsfromhimbypresentingaknuckletoanypartofhisfigure。

  ’Capitalcompanyhere,’saidPancks——’Eh,MissDorrit?’

  Shewashalfafraidofhim,andirresolutewhattosay。Helaughed,withanodtowardsClennam。

  ’Don’tmindhim,MissDorrit。He’soneofus。Weagreedthatyoushouldn’ttakeontomindmebeforepeople,butwedidn’tmeanMrClennam。He’soneofus。He’sinit。An’tyou,MrClennam?——Eh,MissDorrit?’

  TheexcitementofthisstrangecreaturewasfastcommunicatingitselftoClennam。LittleDorritwithamazement,sawthis,andobservedthattheyexchangedquicklooks。

  ’Iwasmakingaremark,’saidPancks,’butIdeclareIforgetwhatitwas。Oh,Iknow!Capitalcompanyhere。I’vebeentreating’emallround——Eh,MissDorrit?’

  ’Verygenerousofyou,’shereturned,noticinganotherofthequicklooksbetweenthetwo。

  ’Notatall,’saidPancks。’Don’tmentionit。I’mcomingintomyproperty,that’sthefact。Icanaffordtobeliberal。IthinkI’llgive’ematreathere。Tableslaidintheyard。Breadinstacks。Pipesinfaggots。Tobaccoinhayloads。Roastbeefandplum-puddingforeveryone。Quartofdoublestoutahead。Pintofwinetoo,iftheylikeit,andtheauthoritiesgivepermission——

  Eh,MissDorrit?’

  Shewasthrownintosuchaconfusionbyhismanner,orratherbyClennam’sgrowingunderstandingofhismannerforshelookedtohimaftereveryfreshappealandcockatoodemonstrationonthepartofMrPancks,thatsheonlymovedherlipsinanswer,withoutforminganyword。

  ’Andoh,by-the-bye!’saidPancks,’youweretolivetoknowwhatwasbehindusonthatlittlehandofyours。Andsoyoushall,youshall,mydarling——Eh,MissDorrit?’

  Hehadsuddenlycheckedhimself。Wherehegotalltheadditionalblackprongsfrom,thatnowflewupalloverhisheadlikethemyriadsofpointsthatbreakoutinthelargechangeofagreatfirework,wasawonderfulmystery。

  ’ButIshallbemissed;’hecamebacktothat;’andIdon’twant’emtomissme。MrClennam,youandImadeabargain。Isaidyoushouldfindmesticktoit。Youshallfindmesticktoitnow,sir,ifyou’llstepoutoftheroomamoment。MissDorrit,Iwishyougoodnight。MissDorrit,Iwishyougoodfortune。’

  Herapidlyshookherbybothhands,andpuffeddownstairs。Arthurfollowedhimwithsuchahurriedstep,thathehadverynearlytumbledoverhimonthelastlanding,androlledhimdownintotheyard。

  ’Whatisit,forHeaven’ssake!’Arthurdemanded,whentheyburstouttherebothtogether。

  ’Stopamoment,sir。MrRugg。Letmeintroducehim。’Withthosewordshepresentedanothermanwithoutahat,andalsowithacigar,andalsosurroundedwithahaloofaleandtobaccosmoke,whichman,thoughnotsoexcitedashimself,wasinastatewhichwouldhavebeenakintolunacybutforitsfadingintosobermethodwhencomparedwiththerampancyofMrPancks。

  ’MrClennam,MrRugg,’saidPancks。’Stopamoment。Cometothepump。’

  Theyadjournedtothepump。MrPancks,instantlyputtinghisheadunderthespout,requestedMrRuggtotakeagoodstrongturnatthehandle。MrRuggcomplyingtotheletter,MrPanckscameforthsnortingandblowingtosomepurpose,anddriedhimselfonhishandkerchief。

  ’Iamtheclearerforthat,’hegaspedtoClennamstandingastonished。’Butuponmysoul,tohearherfathermakingspeechesinthatchair,knowingwhatweknow,andtoseeherupinthatroominthatdress,knowingwhatweknow,isenoughto——givemeaback,MrRugg——alittlehigher,sir,——that’lldo!’

  Thenandthere,onthatMarshalseapavement,intheshadesofevening,didMrPancks,ofallmankind,flyovertheheadandshouldersofMrRuggofPentonville,GeneralAgent,Accountant,andRecovererofDebts。Alightingonhisfeet,hetookClennambythebutton-hole,ledhimbehindthepump,andpantinglyproducedfromhispocketabundleofpapers。MrRugg,also,pantinglyproducedfromhispocketabundleofpapers。

  ’Stay!’saidClennaminawhisper。’Youhavemadeadiscovery。’

  MrPancksanswered,withanunctionwhichthereisnolanguagetoconvey,’Weratherthinkso。’

  ’Doesitimplicateanyone?’

  ’Howimplicate,sir?’

  ’Inanysuppressionorwrongdealingofanykind?’

  ’Notabitofit。’

  ’ThankGod!’saidClennamtohimself。’Nowshowme。’

  ’Youaretounderstand’——snortedPancks,feverishlyunfoldingpapers,andspeakinginshorthigh-pressureblastsofsentences,’Where’sthePedigree?Where’sSchedulenumberfour,MrRugg?Oh!

  allright!Hereweare——Youaretounderstandthatwearethisverydayvirtuallycomplete。Weshan’tbelegallyforadayortwo。Callitattheoutsideaweek。We’vebeenatitnightanddayforIdon’tknowhowlong。MrRugg,youknowhowlong?Nevermind。Don’tsay。You’llonlyconfuseme。Youshalltellher,MrClennam。Nottillwegiveyouleave。Where’sthatroughtotal,MrRugg?Oh!Hereweare!Theresir!That’swhatyou’llhavetobreaktoher。Thatman’syourFatheroftheMarshalsea!’

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