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  MrsFlintwinchgoesonDreamingThehouseinthecitypreserveditsheavydulnessthroughallthesetransactions,andtheinvalidwithinitturnedthesameunvaryingroundoflife。Morning,noon,andnight,morning,noon,andnight,eachrecurringwithitsaccompanyingmonotony,alwaysthesamereluctantreturnofthesamesequencesofmachinery,likeadraggingpieceofclockwork。

  Thewheeledchairhaditsassociatedremembrancesandreveries,onemaysuppose,aseveryplacethatismadethestationofahumanbeinghas。Picturesofdemolishedstreetsandalteredhouses,astheyformerlywerewhentheoccupantofthechairwasfamiliarwiththem,imagesofpeopleastheytoousedtobe,withlittleornoallowancemadeforthelapseoftimesincetheywereseen;ofthese,theremusthavebeenmanyinthelongroutineofgloomydays。Tostoptheclockofbusyexistenceatthehourwhenwewerepersonallysequesteredfromit,tosupposemankindstrickenmotionlesswhenwewerebroughttoastand-still,tobeunabletomeasurethechangesbeyondourviewbyanylargerstandardthantheshrunkenoneofourownuniformandcontractedexistence,istheinfirmityofmanyinvalids,andthementalunhealthinessofalmostallrecluses。

  Whatscenesandactorsthesternwomanmostreviewed,asshesatfromseasontoseasoninheronedarkroom,noneknewbutherself。

  MrFlintwinch,withhiswrypresencebroughttobearuponherdailylikesomeeccentricmechanicalforce,wouldperhapshavescreweditoutofher,iftherehadbeenlessresistanceinher;butshewastoostrongforhim。SofarasMistressAfferywasconcerned,toregardherliege-lordandherdisabledmistresswithafaceofblankwonder,togoaboutthehouseafterdarkwithherapronoverherhead,alwaystolistenforthestrangenoisesandsometimestohearthem,andnevertoemergefromherghostly,dreamy,sleep-

  wakingstate,wasoccupationenoughforher。

  Therewasafairstrokeofbusinessdoing,asMistressAfferymadeout,forherhusbandhadabundantoccupationinhislittleoffice,andsawmorepeoplethanhadbeenusedtocomethereforsomeyears。Thismighteasilybe,thehousehavingbeenlongdeserted;

  buthedidreceiveletters,andcomers,andkeepbooks,andcorrespond。Moreover,hewentabouttoothercounting-houses,andtowharves,anddocks,andtotheCustomHouse,’andtoGarraway’sCoffeeHouse,andtheJerusalemCoffeeHouse,andon’Change;sothathewasmuchinandout。Hebegan,too,sometimesofanevening,whenMrsClennamexpressednoparticularwishforhissociety,toresorttoatavernintheneighbourhoodtolookattheshippingnewsandclosingpricesintheeveningpaper,andeventoexchangeSmallsocialitieswithmercantileSeaCaptainswhofrequentedthatestablishment。Atsomeperiodofeveryday,heandMrsClennamheldacouncilonmattersofbusiness;anditappearedtoAffery,whowasalwaysgropingabout,listeningandwatching,thatthetwocleveronesweremakingmoney。

  ThestateofmindintowhichMrFlintwinch’sdazedladyhadfallen,hadnowbeguntobesoexpressedinallherlooksandactionsthatshewasheldinverylowaccountbythetwocleverones,asaperson,neverofstrongintellect,whowasbecomingfoolish。

  Perhapsbecauseherappearancewasnotofacommercialcast,orperhapsbecauseitoccurredtohimthathishavingtakenhertowifemightexposehisjudgmenttodoubtinthemindsofcustomers,MrFlintwinchlaidhiscommandsuponherthatsheshouldholdherpeaceonthesubjectofherconjugalrelations,andshouldnolongercallhimJeremiahoutofthedomestictrio。Herfrequentforgetfulnessofthisadmonitionintensifiedherstartledmanner,sinceMrFlintwinch’shabitofavenginghimselfonherremissnessbymakingspringsafterheronthestaircase,andshakingher,occasionedhertobealwaysnervouslyuncertainwhenshemightbethuswaylaidnext。

  LittleDorrithadfinishedalongday’sworkinMrsClennam’sroom,andwasneatlygatheringuphershredsandoddsandendsbeforegoinghome。MrPancks,whomAfferyhadjustshownin,wasaddressinganinquirytoMrsClennamonthesubjectofherhealth,coupledwiththeremarkthat,’happeningtofindhimselfinthatdirection,’hehadlookedintoinquire,onbehalfofhisproprietor,howshefoundherself。MrsClennam,withadeepcontractionofherbrows,waslookingathim。

  ’MrCasbyknows,’saidshe,’thatIamnotsubjecttochanges。ThechangethatIawaithereisthegreatchange。’

  ’Indeed,ma’am?’returnedMrPancks,withawanderingeyetowardsthefigureofthelittleseamstressonherkneepickingthreadsandfrayingofherworkfromthecarpet。’Youlooknicely,ma’am。’

  ’IbearwhatIhavetobear,’sheanswered。’Doyouwhatyouhavetodo。’

  ’Thankyou,ma’am,’saidMrPancks,’suchismyendeavour。’

  ’Youareofteninthisdirection,areyounot?’askedMrsClennam。

  ’Why,yes,ma’am,’saidPancks,’rathersolately;Ihavelatelybeenroundthiswayagooddeal,owingtoonethingandanother。’

  ’BegMrCasbyandhisdaughternottotroublethemselves,bydeputy,aboutme。Whentheywishtoseeme,theyknowIamheretoseethem。Theyhavenoneedtotroublethemselvestosend。Youhavenoneedtotroubleyourselftocome。’

  ’Nottheleasttrouble,ma’am,’saidMrPancks。’Youreallyarelookinguncommonlynicely,ma’am。’

  ’Thankyou。Goodevening。’

  Thedismissal,anditsaccompanyingfingerpointedstraightatthedoor,wassocurtanddirectthatMrPancksdidnotseehiswaytoprolonghisvisit。Hestirreduphishairwithhissprightliestexpression,glancedatthelittlefigureagain,said’Goodevening,ma’am;don’tcomedown,MrsAffery,Iknowtheroadtothedoor,’

  andsteamedout。MrsClennam,herchinrestingonherhand,followedhimwithattentiveanddarklydistrustfuleyes;andAfferystoodlookingatherasifshewerespell-bound。

  Slowlyandthoughtfully,MrsClennam’seyesturnedfromthedoorbywhichPanckshadgoneout,toLittleDorrit,risingfromthecarpet。Withherchindroopingmoreheavilyonherhand,andhereyesvigilantandlowering,thesickwomansatlookingatheruntilsheattractedherattention。LittleDorritcolouredundersuchagaze,andlookeddown。MrsClennamstillsatintent。

  ’LittleDorrit,’shesaid,whensheatlastbrokesilence,’whatdoyouknowofthatman?’

  ’Idon’tknowanythingofhim,ma’am,exceptthatIhaveseenhimabout,andthathehasspokentome。’

  ’Whathashesaidtoyou?’

  ’Idon’tunderstandwhathehassaid,heissostrange。Butnothingroughordisagreeable。’

  ’Whydoeshecomeheretoseeyou?’

  ’Idon’tknow,ma’am,’saidLittleDorrit,withperfectfrankness。

  ’Youknowthathedoescomeheretoseeyou?’

  ’Ihavefanciedso,’saidLittleDorrit。’Butwhyheshouldcomehereoranywhereforthat,ma’am,Ican’tthink。’

  MrsClennamcasthereyestowardstheground,andwithherstrong,setface,asintentuponasubjectinhermindasithadlatelybeenupontheformthatseemedtopassoutofherview,satabsorbed。Someminuteselapsedbeforeshecameoutofthisthoughtfulness,andresumedherhardcomposure。

  LittleDorritinthemeanwhilehadbeenwaitingtogo,butafraidtodisturbherbymoving。Shenowventuredtoleavethespotwhereshehadbeenstandingsinceshehadrisen,andtopassgentlyroundbythewheeledchair。Shestoppedatitssidetosay’Goodnight,ma’am。’

  MrsClennamputoutherhand,andlaiditonherarm。LittleDorrit,confusedunderthetouch,stoodfaltering。PerhapssomemomentaryrecollectionofthestoryofthePrincessmayhavebeeninhermind。

  ’Tellme,LittleDorrit,’saidMrsClennam,’haveyoumanyfriendsnow?’

  ’Veryfew,ma’am。Besidesyou,onlyMissFloraand——onemore。’

  ’Meaning,’saidMrsClennam,withherunbentfingeragainpointingtothedoor,’thatman?’

  ’Ohno,ma’am!’

  ’Somefriendofhis,perhaps?’

  ’Noma’am。’LittleDorritearnestlyshookherhead。’Ohno!Nooneatalllikehim,orbelongingtohim。’

  ’Well!’saidMrsClennam,almostsmiling。’Itisnoaffairofmine。Iask,becauseItakeaninterestinyou;andbecauseI

  believeIwasyourfriendwhenyouhadnootherwhocouldserveyou。Isthatso?’

  ’Yes,ma’am;indeeditis。Ihavebeenheremanyatimewhen,butforyouandtheworkyougaveme,weshouldhavewantedeverything。’

  ’We,’repeatedMrsClennam,lookingtowardsthewatch,onceherdeadhusband’s,whichalwayslayuponhertable。’Aretheremanyofyou?’

  ’OnlyfatherandI,now。Imean,onlyfatherandItokeepregularlyoutofwhatweget。’

  ’Haveyouundergonemanyprivations?Youandyourfatherandwhoelsetheremaybeofyou?’askedMrsClennam,speakingdeliberately,andmeditativelyturningthewatchoverandover。

  ’Sometimesithasbeenratherhardtolive,’saidLittleDorrit,inhersoftvoice,andtimiduncomplainingway;’butIthinknotharder——astothat——thanmanypeoplefindit。’

  ’That’swellsaid!’MrsClennamquicklyreturned。’That’sthetruth!Youareagood,thoughtfulgirl。Youareagratefulgirltoo,orImuchmistakeyou。’

  ’Itisonlynaturaltobethat。Thereisnomeritinbeingthat,’

  saidLittleDorrit。’Iamindeed。’

  MrsClennam,withagentlenessofwhichthedreamingAfferyhadneverdreamedhertobecapable,drewdownthefaceofherlittleseamstress,andkissedherontheforehead。’Nowgo,LittleDorrit,’saidshe,’oryouwillbelate,poorchild!’

  InallthedreamsMistressAfferyhadbeenpilingupsinceshefirstbecamedevotedtothepursuit,shehaddreamednothingmoreastonishingthanthis。HerheadachedwiththeideathatshewouldfindtheothercleveronekissingLittleDorritnext,andthenthetwocleveronesembracingeachotheranddissolvingintotearsoftendernessforallmankind。Theideaquitestunnedher,assheattendedthelightfootstepsdownthestairs,thatthehousedoormightbesafelyshut。

  OnopeningittoletLittleDorritout,shefoundMrPancks,insteadofhavinggonehisway,asinanylesswonderfulplaceandamonglesswonderfulphenomenahemighthavebeenreasonablyexpectedtodo,flutteringupanddownthecourtoutsidethehouse。

  ThemomenthesawLittleDorrit,hepassedherbriskly,saidwithhisfingertohisnoseasMrsAfferydistinctlyheard,’Pancksthegipsy,fortune-telling,’andwentaway。’Lordsaveus,here’sagipsyandafortune-tellerinitnow!’criedMistressAffery。

  ’Whatnext!Shestoodattheopendoor,staggeringherselfwiththisenigma,onarainy,thunderyevening。Thecloudswereflyingfast,andthewindwascomingupingusts,bangingsomeneighbouringshuttersthathadbrokenloose,twirlingtherustychimney-cowlsandweather-cocks,andrushingroundandroundaconfinedadjacentchurchyardasifithadamindtoblowthedeadcitizensoutoftheirgraves。Thelowthunder,mutteringinallquartersoftheskyatonce,seemedtothreatenvengeanceforthisattempteddesecration,andtomutter,’Letthemrest!Letthemrest!’

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