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  ’Oh!Youknow!’shereturned。’ThisflameofHenry’s。Thisunfortunatefancy。There!IfitisapointofhonourthatI

  shouldoriginatethename——MissMickles——Miggles。’

  ’MissMeagles,’saidClennam,’isverybeautiful。’

  ’Menaresooftenmistakenonthosepoints,’returnedMrsGowan,shakingherhead,’thatIcandidlyconfesstoyouIfeelanythingbutsureofit,evennow;thoughitissomethingtohaveHenrycorroboratedwithsomuchgravityandemphasis。HepickedthepeopleupatRome,Ithink?’

  Thephrasewouldhavegivennobodymortaloffence。Clennamreplied,’Excuseme,IdoubtifIunderstandyourexpression。’

  ’Pickedthepeopleup,’saidMrsGowan,tappingthesticksofherclosedfanalargegreenone,whichsheusedasahand-screenonherlittletable。’Cameuponthem。Foundthemout。StumbledUP

  againstthem。’

  ’Thepeople?’

  ’Yes。TheMigglespeople。’

  ’Ireallycannotsay,’saidClennam,’wheremyfriendMrMeaglesfirstpresentedMrHenryGowantohisdaughter。’

  ’IamprettysurehepickedherupatRome;butnevermindwhere——

  somewhere。Nowthisisentirelybetweenourselves,issheveryplebeian?’

  ’Really,ma’am,’returnedClennam,’Iamsoundoubtedlyplebeianmyself,thatIdonotfeelqualifiedtojudge。’

  ’Veryneat!’saidMrsGowan,coollyunfurlingherscreen。’Veryhappy!FromwhichIinferthatyousecretlythinkhermannerequaltoherlooks?’

  Clennam,afteramoment’sstiffness,bowed。

  ’That’scomforting,andIhopeyoumayberight。DidHenrytellmeyouhadtravelledwiththem?’

  ’ItravelledwithmyfriendMrMeagles,andhiswifeanddaughter,duringsomemonths。’Nobody’sheartmighthavebeenwrungbytheremembrance。

  ’Reallycomforting,becauseyoumusthavehadalargeexperienceofthem。Yousee,MrClennam,thisthinghasbeengoingonforalongtime,andIfindnoimprovementinit。Thereforetohavetheopportunityofspeakingtoonesowellinformedaboutitasyourself,isanimmenserelieftome。Quiteaboon。Quiteablessing,Iamsure。’

  ’Pardonme,’returnedClennam,’butIamnotinMrHenryGowan’sconfidence。Iamfarfrombeingsowellinformedasyousupposemetobe。Yourmistakemakesmypositionaverydelicateone。NowordonthistopichaseverpassedbetweenMrHenryGowanandmyself。’

  MrsGowanglancedattheotherendoftheroom,wherehersonwasplayingecarteonasofa,withtheoldladywhowasforachargeofcavalry。

  ’Notinhisconfidence?No,’saidMrsGowan。’Nowordhaspassedbetweenyou?No。ThatIcanimagine。Butthereareunexpressedconfidences,MrClennam;andasyouhavebeentogetherintimatelyamongthesepeople,Icannotdoubtthataconfidenceofthatsortexistsinthepresentcase。PerhapsyouhaveheardthatIhavesufferedthekeenestdistressofmindfromHenry’shavingtakentoapursuitwhich——well!’shrugginghershoulders,’averyrespectablepursuit,Idaresay,andsomeartistsare,asartists,quitesuperiorpersons;still,weneveryetinourfamilyhavegonebeyondanAmateur,anditisapardonableweaknesstofeelalittle——’

  AsMrsGowanbrokeofftoheaveasigh,Clennam,howeverresolutetobemagnanimous,couldnotkeepdownthethoughtthattherewasmightylittledangerofthefamily’severgoingbeyondanAmateur,evenasitwas。

  ’Henry,’themotherresumed,’isself-willedandresolute;andasthesepeoplenaturallystraineverynervetocatchhim,Icanentertainverylittlehope,MrClennam,thatthethingwillbebrokenoff。Iapprehendthegirl’sfortunewillbeverysmall;

  Henrymighthavedonemuchbetter;thereisscarcelyanythingtocompensatefortheconnection:still,heactsforhimself;andifIfindnoimprovementwithinashorttime,Iseenoothercoursethantoresignmyselfandmakethebestofthesepeople。Iaminfinitelyobligedtoyouforwhatyouhavetoldme。’

  Assheshruggedhershoulders,Clennamstifflybowedagain。Withanuneasyflushuponhisface,andhesitationinhismanner,hethensaidinastilllowertonethanhehadadoptedyet:

  ’MrsGowan,IscarcelyknowhowtoacquitmyselfofwhatIfeeltobeaduty,andyetImustaskyouforyourkindconsiderationinattemptingtodischargeit。Amisconceptiononyourpart,averygreatmisconceptionifImayventuretocallitso,seemstorequiresettingright。YouhavesupposedMrMeaglesandhisfamilytostraineverynerve,Ithinkyousaid——’

  ’Everynerve,’repeatedMrsGowan,lookingathimincalmobstinacy,withhergreenfanbetweenherfaceandthefire。

  ’TosecureMrHenryGowan?’

  Theladyplacidlyassented。

  ’Nowthatissofar,’saidArthur,’frombeingthecase,thatI

  knowMrMeaglestobeunhappyinthismatter;andtohaveinterposedallreasonableobstacleswiththehopeofputtinganendtoit。’

  MrsGowanshutuphergreatgreenfan,tappedhimonthearmwithit,andtappedhersmilinglips。’Why,ofcourse,’saidshe。

  ’JustwhatImean。’

  Arthurwatchedherfaceforsomeexplanationofwhatshedidmean。

  ’Areyoureallyserious,MrClennam?Don’tyousee?’

  Arthurdidnotsee;andsaidso。

  ’Why,don’tIknowmyson,anddon’tIknowthatthisisexactlythewaytoholdhim?’saidMrsGowan,contemptuously;’anddonottheseMigglespeopleknowit,atleastaswellasI?Oh,shrewdpeople,MrClennam:evidentlypeopleofbusiness!IbelieveMigglesbelongedtoaBank。ItoughttohavebeenaveryprofitableBank,ifhehadmuchtodowithitsmanagement。Thisisverywelldone,indeed。’

  ’Ibegandentreatyou,ma’am——’Arthurinterposed。

  ’Oh,MrClennam,canyoureallybesocredulous?’

  Itmadesuchapainfulimpressionuponhimtohearhertalkinginthishaughtytone,andtoseeherpattinghercontemptuouslipswithherfan,thathesaidveryearnestly,’Believeme,ma’am,thisisunjust,aperfectlygroundlesssuspicion。’

  ’Suspicion?’repeatedMrsGowan。’Notsuspicion,MrClennam,Certainty。Itisveryknowinglydoneindeed,andseemstohavetakenYOUincompletely。’Shelaughed;andagainsattappingherlipswithherfan,andtossingherhead,asifsheadded,’Don’ttellme。Iknowsuchpeoplewilldoanythingforthehonourofsuchanalliance。’

  Atthisopportunemoment,thecardswerethrownup,andMrHenryGowancameacrosstheroomsaying,’Mother,ifyoucanspareMrClennamforthistime,wehavealongwaytogo,andit’sgettinglate。’MrClennamthereuponrose,ashehadnochoicebuttodo;

  andMrsGowanshowedhim,tothelast,thesamelookandthesametappedcontemptuouslips。

  ’Youhavehadaportentouslylongaudienceofmymother,’saidGowan,asthedoorcloseduponthem。’Iferventlyhopeshehasnotboredyou?’

  ’Notatall,’saidClennam。

  Theyhadalittleopenphaetonforthejourney,andweresooninitontheroadhome。Gowan,driving,lightedacigar;Clennamdeclinedone。Dowhathewould,hefellintosuchamoodofabstractionthatGowansaidagain,’Iamverymuchafraidmymotherhasboredyou?’Towhichherousedhimselftoanswer,’Notatall!’andsoonrelapsedagain。

  Inthatstateofmindwhichrenderednobodyuneasy,histhoughtfulnesswouldhaveturnedprincipallyonthemanathisside。Hewouldhavethoughtofthemorningwhenhefirstsawhimrootingoutthestoneswithhisheel,andwouldhaveaskedhimself,’Doeshejerkmeoutofthepathinthesamecareless,cruelway?’

  Hewouldhavethought,hadthisintroductiontohismotherbeenbroughtaboutbyhimbecauseheknewwhatshewouldsay,andthathecouldthusplacehispositionbeforearivalandloftilywarnhimoff,withouthimselfreposingawordofconfidenceinhim?Hewouldhavethought,eveniftherewerenosuchdesignasthat,hadhebroughthimtheretoplaywithhisrepressedemotions,andtormenthim?Thecurrentofthesemeditationswouldhavebeenstayedsometimesbyarushofshame,bearingaremonstrancetohimselffromhisownopennature,representingthattosheltersuchsuspicions,evenforthepassingmoment,wasnottoholdthehigh,unenviouscoursehehadresolvedtokeep。Atthosetimes,thestrivingwithinhimwouldhavebeenhardest;andlookingupandcatchingGowan’seyes,hewouldhavestartedasifhehaddonehimaninjury。

  Then,lookingatthedarkroadanditsuncertainobjects,hewouldhavegraduallytrailedoffagainintothinking,’Wherearewedriving,heandI,Iwonder,onthedarkerroadoflife?Howwillitbewithus,andwithher,intheobscuredistance?’Thinkingofher,hewouldhavebeentroubledanewwithareproachfulmisgivingthatitwasnotevenloyaltohertodislikehim,andthatinbeingsoeasilyprejudicedagainsthimhewaslessdeservingofherthanatfirst。

  ’Youareevidentlyoutofspirits,’saidGowan;’Iamverymuchafraidmymothermusthaveboredyoudreadfully。’

  ’Believeme,notatall,’saidClennam。’It’snothing——nothing!’

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