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  ’OhnonsensemydearchildIcanneverhearofthat,’saidFlora,turningontheurninthemostrecklessmanner,andmakingherselfwinkbysplashinghotwaterintohereyesasshebentdowntolookintotheteapot。’YouarecominghereonthefootingofafriendandcompanionyouknowifyouwillletmetakethatlibertyandI

  shouldbeashamedofmyselfindeedifyoucouldcomehereuponanyother,besideswhichArthurClennamspokeinsuchterms——youaretiredmydear。’

  ’No,ma’am。’

  ’YouturnsopaleyouhavewalkedtoofarbeforebreakfastandI

  daresayliveagreatwayoffandoughttohavehadaride,’saidFlora,’deardearisthereanythingthatwoulddoyougood?’

  ’IndeedIamquitewell,ma’am。Ithankyouagainandagain,butIamquitewell。’

  ’ThentakeyourteaatonceIbeg,’saidFlora,’andthiswingoffowlandbitofham,don’tmindmeorwaitforme,becauseIalwayscarryinthistraymyselftoMrF。’sAuntwhobreakfastsinbedandacharmingoldladytooandveryclever,PortraitofMrF。behindthedoorandverylikethoughtoomuchforeheadandastoapillarwithamarblepavementandbalustradesandamountain,Ineversawhimnearitnornotlikelyinthewinetrade,excellentmanbutnotatallinthatway。’

  LittleDorritglancedattheportrait,veryimperfectlyfollowingthereferencestothatworkofart。

  ’MrF。wassodevotedtomethathenevercouldbearmeoutofhissight,’saidFlora,’thoughofcourseIamunabletosayhowlongthatmighthavelastedifhehadn’tbeencutshortwhileIwasanewbroom,worthymanbutnotpoeticalmanlyprosebutnotromance。’

  LittleDorritglancedattheportraitagain。Theartisthadgivenitaheadthatwouldhavebeen,inanintellectualpointofview,top-heavyforShakespeare。

  ’Romance,however,’Florawenton,busilyarrangingMrF。’sAunt’stoast,’asIopenlysaidtoMrF。whenheproposedtomeandyouwillbesurprisedtohearthatheproposedseventimesonceinahackney-coachonceinaboatonceinapewonceonadonkeyatTunbridgeWellsandtherestonhisknees,RomancewasfledwiththeearlydaysofArthurClennam,ourparentstoreusasunderwebecamemarbleandsternrealityusurpedthethrone,MrF。saidverymuchtohiscreditthathewasperfectlyawareofitandevenpreferredthatstateofthingsaccordinglythewordwasspokenthefiatwentforthandsuchislifeyouseemydearandyetwedonotbreakbutbend,praymakeagoodbreakfastwhileIgoinwiththetray。’

  Shedisappeared,leavingLittleDorrittoponderoverthemeaningofherscatteredwords。Shesooncamebackagain;andatlastbegantotakeherownbreakfast,talkingallthewhile。

  ’Yousee,mydear,’saidFlora,measuringoutaspoonfulortwoofsomebrownliquidthatsmeltlikebrandy,andputtingitintohertea,’IamobligedtobecarefultofollowthedirectionsofmymedicalmanthoughtheflavourisanythingbutagreeablebeingapoorcreatureanditmaybehaveneverrecoveredtheshockreceivedinyouthfromtoomuchgivingwaytocryinginthenextroomwhenseparatedfromArthur,haveyouknownhimlong?’

  AssoonasLittleDorritcomprehendedthatshehadbeenaskedthisquestion——forwhichtimewasnecessary,thegallopingpaceofhernewpatronesshavingleftherfarbehind——sheansweredthatshehadknownMrClennameversincehisreturn。

  ’Tobesureyoucouldn’thaveknownhimbeforeunlessyouhadbeeninChinaorhadcorrespondedneitherofwhichislikely,’returnedFlora,’fortravelling-peopleusuallygetmoreorlessmahoganyandyouarenotatallsoandastocorrespondingwhatabout?that’sverytrueunlesstea,soitwasathismother’swasitreallythatyouknewhimfirst,highlysensibleandfirmbutdreadfullysevere——oughttobethemotherofthemanintheironmask。“

  ’MrsClennamhasbeenkindtome,’saidLittleDorrit。

  ’Really?IamsureIamgladtohearitbecauseasArthur’smotherit’snaturallypleasanttomyfeelingstohaveabetteropinionofherthanIhadbefore,thoughwhatshethinksofmewhenIrunonasIamcertaintodoandshesitsgloweringatmelikeFateinago-cart——shockingcomparisonreally——invalidandnotherfault——I

  neverknoworcanimagine。’

  ’ShallIfindmyworkanywhere,ma’am?’askedLittleDorrit,lookingtimidlyabout;’canIgetit?’

  ’Youindustriouslittlefairy,’returnedFlora,taking,inanothercupoftea,anotherofthedosesprescribedbyhermedicalman,’there’snottheslightesthurryandit’sbetterthatweshouldbeginbybeingconfidentialaboutourmutualfriend——toocoldawordformeatleastIdon’tmeanthat,veryproperexpressionmutualfriend——thanbecomethroughmereformalitiesnotyoubutmeliketheSpartanboywiththefoxbitinghim,whichIhopeyou’llexcusemybringingupforofallthetiresomeboysthatwillgotumblingintoeverysortofcompanythatboy’sthetiresomest。’

  LittleDorrit,herfaceverypale,satdownagaintolisten。

  ’Hadn’tIbetterworkthewhile?’sheasked。’Icanworkandattendtoo。Iwouldrather,ifImay。’

  Herearnestnesswassoexpressiveofherbeinguneasywithoutherwork,thatFloraanswered,’Wellmydearwhateveryoulikebest,’

  andproducedabasketofwhitehandkerchiefs。LittleDorritgladlyputitbyherside,tookoutherlittlepocket-housewife,threadedtheneedle,andbegantohem。

  ’Whatnimblefingersyouhave,’saidFlora,’butareyousureyouarewell?’

  ’Ohyes,indeed!’

  Floraputherfeetuponthefender,andsettledherselfforathoroughgoodromanticdisclosure。Shestartedoffatscore,tossingherhead,sighinginthemostdemonstrativemanner,makingagreatdealofuseofhereyebrows,andoccasionally,butnotoften,glancingatthequietfacethatbentoverthework。

  ’Youmustknowmydear,’saidFlora,’butthatIhavenodoubtyouknowalreadynotonlybecauseIhavealreadythrownitoutinageneralwaybutbecauseIfeelIcarryitstampedinburningwhat’shisnamesuponmybrowthatbeforeIwasintroducedtothelateMrF。IhadbeenengagedtoArthurClennam——MrClennaminpublicwherereserveisnecessaryArthurhere——wewereallinalltooneanotheritwasthemorningoflifeitwasblissitwasfrenzyitwaseverythingelseofthatsortinthehighestdegree,whenrentasunderweturnedtostoneinwhichcapacityArthurwenttoChinaandIbecamethestatuebrideofthelateMrF。’

  Flora,utteringthesewordsinadeepvoice,enjoyedherselfimmensely。

  ’Topaint,’saidshe,’theemotionsofthatmorningwhenallwasmarblewithinandMrF。’sAuntfollowedinaglass-coachwhichitstandstoreasonmusthavebeeninshamefulrepairoritnevercouldhavebrokendowntwostreetsfromthehouseandMrF。’sAuntbroughthomelikethefifthofNovemberinarush-bottomedchairI

  willnotattempt,sufficeittosaythatthehollowformofbreakfasttookplaceinthedining-roomdownstairsthatpapapartakingtoofreelyofpickledsalmonwasillforweeksandthatMrF。andmyselfwentuponacontinentaltourtoCalaiswherethepeoplefoughtforusonthepieruntiltheyseparatedusthoughnotforeverthatwasnotyettobe。’

  Thestatuebride,hardlypausingforbreath,wenton,withthegreatestcomplacency,inaramblingmannersometimesincidentaltofleshandblood。

  ’Iwilldrawaveiloverthatdreamylife,MrF。wasingoodspiritshisappetitewasgoodhelikedthecookeryheconsideredthewineweakbutpalatableandallwaswell,wereturnedtotheimmediateneighbourhoodofNumberThirtyLittleGoslingStreetLondonDocksandsettleddown,erewehadyetfullydetectedthehousemaidinsellingthefeathersoutofthesparebedGoutflyingupwardssoaredwithMrF。toanothersphere。’

  Hisrelict,withaglanceathisportrait,shookherheadandwipedhereyes。

  ’IreverethememoryofMrF。asanestimablemanandmostindulgenthusband,onlynecessarytomentionAsparagusanditappearedortohintatanylittledelicatethingtodrinkanditcamelikemagicinapintbottleitwasnotecstasybutitwascomfort,Ireturnedtopapa’sroofandlivedsecludedifnothappyduringsomeyearsuntilonedaypapacamesmoothlyblunderinginandsaidthatArthurClennamawaitedmebelow,IwentbelowandfoundhimaskmenotwhatIfoundhimexceptthathewasstillunmarriedstillunchanged!’

  ThedarkmysterywithwhichFloranowenshroudedherselfmighthavestoppedotherfingersthanthenimblefingersthatworkednearher。

  Theyworkedonwithoutpause,andthebusyheadbentoverthemwatchingthestitches。

  ’Askmenot,’saidFlora,’ifIlovehimstillorifhestilllovesmeorwhattheendistobeorwhen,wearesurroundedbywatchfuleyesanditmaybethatwearedestinedtopineasunderitmaybenevermoretobereunitednotawordnotabreathnotalooktobetrayusallmustbesecretasthetombwondernotthereforethatevenifIshouldseemcomparativelycoldtoArthurorArthurshouldseemcomparativelycoldtomewehavefatalreasonsitisenoughifweunderstandthemhush!’

  AllofwhichFlorasaidwithsomuchheadlongvehemenceasifshereallybelievedit。Thereisnotmuchdoubtthatwhensheworkedherselfintofullmermaidcondition,shedidactuallybelievewhatevershesaidinit。

  ’Hush!’repeatedFlora,’Ihavenowtoldyouall,confidenceisestablishedbetweenushush,forArthur’ssakeIwillalwaysbeafriendtoyoumydeargirlandinArthur’snameyoumayalwaysrelyuponme。’

  Thenimblefingerslaidasidethework,andthelittlefigureroseandkissedherhand。’Youareverycold,’saidFlora,changingtoherownnaturalkind-heartedmanner,andgaininggreatlybythechange。’Don’tworkto-day。IamsureyouarenotwellIamsureyouarenotstrong。’

  ’ItisonlythatIfeelalittleovercomebyyourkindness,andbyMrClennam’skindnessinconfidingmetoonehehasknownandlovedsolong。’

  ’Wellreallymydear,’saidFlora,whohadadecidedtendencytobealwayshonestwhenshegaveherselftimetothinkaboutit,’it’saswelltoleavethatalonenow,forIcouldn’tundertaketosayafterall,butitdoesn’tsignifyliedownalittle!’

  ’IhavealwaysbeenstrongenoughtodowhatIwanttodo,andI

  shallbequitewelldirectly,’returnedLittleDorrit,withafaintsmile。’Youhaveoverpoweredmewithgratitude,that’sall。IfI

  keepnearthewindowforamomentIshallbequitemyself。’

  Floraopenedawindow,satherinachairbyit,andconsideratelyretiredtoherformerplace。Itwasawindyday,andtheairstirringonLittleDorrit’sfacesoonbrightenedit。Inaveryfewminutesshereturnedtoherbasketofwork,andhernimblefingerswereasnimbleasever。

  Quietlypursuinghertask,sheaskedFloraifMrClennamhadtoldherwhereshelived?WhenFlorarepliedinthenegative,LittleDorritsaidthatsheunderstoodwhyhehadbeensodelicate,butthatshefeltsurehewouldapproveofherconfidinghersecrettoFlora,andthatshewouldthereforedosonowwithFlora’spermission。Receivinganencouraginganswer,shecondensedthenarrativeofherlifeintoafewscantywordsaboutherselfandaglowingeulogyuponherfather;andFloratookitallinwithanaturaltendernessthatquiteunderstoodit,andinwhichtherewasnoincoherence。

  Whendinner-timecame,Floradrewthearmofhernewchargethroughhers,andledherdown-stairs,andpresentedhertothePatriarchandMrPancks,whowerealreadyinthedining-roomwaitingtobegin。MrF。’sAuntwas,forthetime,laidupinordinaryinherchamber。Bythosegentlemenshewasreceivedaccordingtotheircharacters;thePatriarchappearingtodohersomeinestimableserviceinsayingthathewasgladtoseeher,gladtoseeher;andMrPancksblowingoffhisfavouritesoundasasalute。

  Inthatnewpresenceshewouldhavebeenbashfulenoughunderanycircumstances,andparticularlyunderFlora’sinsistingonherdrinkingaglassofwineandeatingofthebestthatwasthere;butherconstraintwasgreatlyincreasedbyMrPancks。Thedemeanourofthatgentlemanatfirstsuggestedtohermindthathemightbeatakeroflikenesses,sointentlydidhelookather,andsofrequentlydidheglanceatthelittlenote-bookbyhisside。

  Observingthathemadenosketch,however,andthathetalkedaboutbusinessonly,shebegantohavesuspicionsthatherepresentedsomecreditorofherfather’s,thebalanceduetowhomwasnotedinthatpocketvolume。RegardedfromthispointofviewMrPancks’spuffingsexpressedinjuryandimpatience,andeachofhisloudersnortsbecameademandforpayment。

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