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  WhenherejoinedLittleDorrit,andtheyhadbegunwalkingasbefore,shesaidallatonce:

  ’IthinkIhadbettergo。Ihadbettergohome。’

  ’Don’tbedistressed,’saidClennam,’Ihaveansweredtheletters。

  Theywerenothing。Youknowwhattheywere。Theywerenothing。’

  ’ButIamafraid,’shereturned,’toleavehim,Iamafraidtoleaveanyofthem。WhenIamgone,theypervert——buttheydon’tmeanit——evenMaggy。’

  ’Itwasaveryinnocentcommissionthatsheundertook,poorthing。

  Andinkeepingitsecretfromyou,shesupposed,nodoubt,thatshewasonlysavingyouuneasiness。’

  ’Yes,Ihopeso,Ihopeso。ButIhadbettergohome!ItwasbuttheotherdaythatmysistertoldmeIhadbecomesousedtotheprisonthatIhaditstoneandcharacter。Itmustbeso。IamsureitmustbewhenIseethesethings。Myplaceisthere。Iambetterthere。itisunfeelinginmetobehere,whenIcandotheleastthingthere。Good-bye。Ihadfarbetterstayathome!’

  Theagonisedwayinwhichshepouredthisout,asifitburstofitselffromhersuppressedheart,madeitdifficultforClennamtokeepthetearsfromhiseyesashesawandheardher。

  ’Don’tcallithome,mychild!’heentreated。’Itisalwayspainfultometohearyoucallithome。’

  ’Butitishome!WhatelsecanIcallhome?WhyshouldIeverforgetitforasinglemoment?’

  ’Youneverdo,dearLittleDorrit,inanygoodandtrueservice。’

  ’Ihopenot,OIhopenot!Butitisbetterformetostaythere;

  muchbetter,muchmoredutiful,muchhappier。Pleasedon’tgowithme,letmegobymyself。Good-bye,Godblessyou。Thankyou,thankyou。’

  Hefeltthatitwasbettertorespectherentreaty,anddidnotmovewhileherslightformwentquicklyawayfromhim。Whenithadflutteredoutofsight,heturnedhisfacetowardsthewaterandstoodthinking。

  Shewouldhavebeendistressedatanytimebythisdiscoveryoftheletters;butsomuchso,andinthatunrestrainableway?

  No。

  Whenshehadseenherfatherbeggingwithhisthreadbaredisguiseon,whenshehadentreatedhimnottogiveherfathermoney,shehadbeendistressed,butnotlikethis。Somethinghadmadeherkeenlyandadditionallysensitivejustnow。Now,wastheresomeoneinthehopelessunattainabledistance?Orhadthesuspicionbeenbroughtintohismind,byhisownassociationsofthetroubledriverrunningbeneaththebridgewiththesameriverhigherup,itschangelesstuneupontheprowoftheferry-boat,somanymilesanhourthepeacefulflowingofthestream,heretherushes,therethelilies,nothinguncertainorunquiet?

  Hethoughtofhispoorchild,LittleDorrit,foralongtimethere;

  hethoughtofhergoinghome;hethoughtofherinthenight;hethoughtofherwhenthedaycameroundagain。AndthepoorchildLittleDorritthoughtofhim——toofaithfully,ah,toofaithfully!——

  intheshadowoftheMarshalseawall。

  MachineryinMotionMrMeaglesbestirredhimselfwithsuchpromptactivityinthematterofthenegotiationwithDanielDoycewhichClennamhadentrustedtohim,thathesoonbroughtitintobusinesstrain,andcalledonClennamatnineo’clockonemorningtomakehisreport。

  ’Doyceishighlygratifiedbyyourgoodopinion,’heopenedthebusinessbysaying,’anddesiresnothingsomuchasthatyoushouldexaminetheaffairsoftheWorksforyourself,andentirelyunderstandthem。Hehashandedmethekeysofallhisbooksandpapers——heretheyarejinglinginthispocket——andtheonlychargehehasgivenmeis“LetMrClennamhavethemeansofputtinghimselfonaperfectequalitywithmeastoknowingwhateverI

  know。Ifitshouldcometonothingafterall,hewillrespectmyconfidence。UnlessIwassureofthattobeginwith,Ishouldhavenothingtodowithhim。“Andthere,yousee,’saidMrMeagles,’youhaveDanielDoyceallover。’

  ’Averyhonourablecharacter。’

  ’Oh,yes,tobesure。Notadoubtofit。Odd,butveryhonourable。Veryoddthough。Now,wouldyoubelieve,Clennam,’

  saidMrMeagles,withaheartyenjoymentofhisfriend’seccentricity,’thatIhadawholemorninginWhat’s-his-nameYard——

  ’

  ’BleedingHeart?’

  ’AwholemorninginBleedingHeartYard,beforeIcouldinducehimtopursuethesubjectatall?’

  ’Howwasthat?’

  ’Howwasthat,myfriend?Inosoonermentionedyournameinconnectionwithitthanhedeclaredoff。’

  ’Declaredoffonmyaccount?’

  ’Inosoonermentionedyourname,Clennam,thanhesaid,“Thatwillneverdo!“Whatdidhemeanbythat?Iaskedhim。Nomatter,Meagles;thatwouldneverdo。Whywoulditneverdo?You’llhardlybelieveit,Clennam,’saidMrMeagles,laughingwithinhimself,’butitcameoutthatitwouldneverdo,becauseyouandhe,walkingdowntoTwickenhamtogether,hadglidedintoafriendlyconversationinthecourseofwhichhehadreferredtohisintentionoftakingapartner,supposingatthetimethatyouwereasfirmlyandfinallysettledasStPaul’sCathedral。“Whereas,“

  sayshe,“MrClennammightnowbelieve,ifIentertainedhisproposition,thatIhadasinisteranddesigningmotiveinwhatwasopenfreespeech。WhichIcan’tbear,“sayshe,“whichIreallyamtooproudtobear。“’

  ’Ishouldassoonsuspect——’

  ’Ofcourseyouwould,’interruptedMrMeagles,’andsoItoldhim。

  Butittookamorningtoscalethatwall;andIdoubtifanyothermanthanmyselfhelikesmeofoldcouldhavegothislegoverit。Well,Clennam。Thisbusiness-likeobstaclesurmounted,hethenstipulatedthatbeforeresumingwithyouIshouldlookoverthebooksandformmyownopinion。Ilookedoverthebooks,andformedmyownopinion。“Isit,onthewhole,for,oragainst?“

  sayshe。“For,“saysI。“Then,“sayshe,“youmaynow,mygoodfriend,giveMrClennamthemeansofforminghisopinion。Toenablehimtodowhich,withoutbiasandwithperfectfreedom,I

  shallgooutoftownforaweek。“Andhe’sgone,’saidMrMeagles;

  that’stherichconclusionofthething。’

  ’Leavingme,’saidClennam,’withahighsense,Imustsay,ofhiscandourandhis——’

  ’Oddity,’MrMeaglesstruckin。’Ishouldthinkso!’

  ItwasnotexactlythewordonClennam’slips,butheforboretointerrupthisgood-humouredfriend。

  ’Andnow,’addedMrMeagles,’youcanbegintolookintomattersassoonasyouthinkproper。Ihaveundertakentoexplainwhereyoumaywantexplanation,buttobestrictlyimpartial,andtodonothingmore。’

  TheybegantheirperquisitionsinBleedingHeartYardthatsameforenoon。LittlepeculiaritieswereeasilytobedetectedbyexperiencedeyesinMrDoyce’swayofmanaginghisaffairs,buttheyalmostalwaysinvolvedsomeingenioussimplificationofadifficulty,andsomeplainroadtothedesiredend。Thathispaperswereinarrear,andthathestoodinneedofassistancetodevelopthecapacityofhisbusiness,wasclearenough;butalltheresultsofhisundertakingsduringmanyyearsweredistinctlysetforth,andwereascertainablewithease。Nothinghadbeendoneforthepurposesofthependinginvestigation;everythingwasinitsgenuineworkingdress,andinacertainhonestruggedorder。Thecalculationsandentries,inhisownhand,ofwhichthereweremany,werebluntlywritten,andwithnoveryneatprecision;butwerealwaysplainanddirectedstraighttothepurpose。ItoccurredtoArthurthatafarmoreelaborateandtakingshowofbusiness——suchastherecordsoftheCircumlocutionOfficemadeperhaps——mightbefarlessserviceable,asbeingmeanttobefarlessintelligible。

  Threeorfourdaysofsteadyapplicationtenderedhimmasterofallthefactsitwasessentialtobecomeacquaintedwith。MrMeagleswasathandthewholetime,alwaysreadytoilluminateanydimplacewiththebrightlittlesafety-lampbelongingtothescalesandscoop。Betweenthemtheyagreeduponthesumitwouldbefairtoofferforthepurchaseofahalf-shareinthebusiness,andthenMrMeaglesunsealedapaperinwhichDanielDoycehadnotedtheamountatwhichhevaluedit;whichwasevensomethingless。Thus,whenDanielcameback,hefoundtheaffairasgoodasconcluded。

  ’AndImaynowavow,MrClennam,’saidhe,withacordialshakeofthehand,’thatifIhadlookedhighandlowforapartner,I

  believeIcouldnothavefoundonemoretomymind。’

  ’Isaythesame,’saidClennam。

  ’AndIsayofbothofyou,’addedMrMeagles,’thatyouarewellmatched。Youkeephimincheck,Clennam,withyourcommonsense,andyousticktotheWorks,Dan,withyour——’

  ’Uncommonsense?’suggestedDaniel,withhisquietsmile。

  ’Youmaycallitso,ifyoulike——andeachofyouwillbearighthandtotheother。Here’smyownrighthanduponit,asapracticalman,tobothofyou。’

  Thepurchasewascompletedwithinamonth。ItleftArthurinpossessionofprivatepersonalmeansnotexceedingafewhundredpounds;butitopenedtohimanactiveandpromisingcareer。Thethreefriendsdinedtogetherontheauspiciousoccasion;thefactoryandthefactorywivesandchildrenmadeholidayanddinedtoo;evenBleedingHeartYarddinedandwasfullofmeat。Twomonthshadbarelygonebyinall,whenBleedingHeartYardhadbecomesofamiliarwithshort-commonsagain,thatthetreatwasforgottenthere;whennothingseemednewinthepartnershipbutthepaintoftheinscriptiononthedoor-posts,DOYCEANDCLENNAM;whenitappearedeventoClennamhimself,thathehadhadtheaffairsofthefirminhismindforyears。

  Thelittlecounting-housereservedforhisownoccupation,wasaroomofwoodandglassattheendofalonglowworkshop,filledwithbenches,andvices,andtools,andstraps,andwheels;which,whentheywereingearwiththesteam-engine,wenttearingroundasthoughtheyhadasuicidalmissiontogrindthebusinesstodustandtearthefactorytopieces。Acommunicationofgreattrap-

  doorsinthefloorandroofwiththeworkshopaboveandtheworkshopbelow,madeashaftoflightinthisperspective,whichbroughttoClennam’smindthechild’soldpicture-book,wheresimilarrayswerethewitnessesofAbel’smurder。Thenoisesweresufficientlyremovedandshutoutfromthecounting-housetoblendintoabusyhum,interspersedwithperiodicalclinksandthumps。

  Thepatientfiguresatworkwereswarthywiththefilingsofironandsteelthatdancedoneverybenchandbubbledupthrougheverychinkintheplanking。Theworkshopwasarrivedatbyastep-

  ladderfromtheouteryardbelow,whereitservedasashelterforthelargegrindstonewheretoolsweresharpened。ThewholehadatonceafancifulandpracticalairinClennam’seyes,whichwasawelcomechange;and,asoftenasheraisedthemfromhisfirstworkofgettingthearrayofbusinessdocumentsintoperfectorder,heglancedatthesethingswithafeelingofpleasureinhispursuitthatwasnewtohim。

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