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  ’MissDorrit,’saidMrsMerdle,afterfrostilylookingatherthroughherglass,’preciselywhatIwasonthepointoftellingyoursister,inpursuanceofyourrequest。Muchobligedtoyouforrecallingitsoaccuratelyandanticipatingme。Iimmediately,’

  addressingLittleDorrit,’forIamthecreatureofimpulse,tookabraceletfrommyarm,andbeggedyoursistertoletmeclaspitonhers,intokenofthedelightIhadinourbeingabletoapproachthesubjectsofaronacommonfooting。’Thiswasperfectlytrue,theladyhavingboughtacheapandshowyarticleonherwaytotheinterview,withageneraleyetobribery。

  ’AndItoldyou,MrsMerdle,’saidFanny,’thatwemightbeunfortunate,butwearenotcommon。’

  ’Ithink,theverywords,MissDorrit,’assentedMrsMerdle。

  ’AndItoldyou,MrsMerdle,’saidFanny,’thatifyouspoketomeofthesuperiorityofyourson’sstandinginSociety,itwasbarelypossiblethatyouratherdeceivedyourselfinyoursuppositionsaboutmyorigin;andthatmyfather’sstanding,evenintheSocietyinwhichhenowmovedwhatthatwas,wasbestknowntomyself,waseminentlysuperior,andwasacknowledgedbyeveryone。’

  ’Quiteaccurate,’rejoinedMrsMerdle。’Amostadmirablememory。’

  ’Thankyou,ma’am。Perhapsyouwillbesokindastotellmysistertherest。’

  ’Thereisverylittletotell,’saidMrsMerdle,reviewingthebreadthofbosomwhichseemedessentialtoherhavingroomenoughtobeunfeelingin,’butitistoyoursister’scredit。Ipointedouttoyoursistertheplainstateofthecase;theimpossibilityoftheSocietyinwhichwemovedrecognisingtheSocietyinwhichshemoved——thoughcharming,Ihavenodoubt;theimmensedisadvantageatwhichshewouldconsequentlyplacethefamilyshehadsohighanopinionof,uponwhichweshouldfindourselvescompelledtolookdownwithcontempt,andfromwhichsociallyspeakingweshouldfeelobligedtorecoilwithabhorrence。Inshort,Imadeanappealtothatlaudableprideinyoursister。’

  ’Letmysisterknow,ifyouplease,MrsMerdle,’Fannypouted,withatossofhergauzybonnet,’thatIhadalreadyhadthehonouroftellingyoursonthatIwishedtohavenothingwhatevertosaytohim。’

  ’Well,MissDorrit,’assentedMrsMerdle,’perhapsImighthavementionedthatbefore。IfIdidnotthinkofit,perhapsitwasbecausemymindrevertedtotheapprehensionsIhadatthetimethathemightpersevereandyoumighthavesomethingtosaytohim。

  Ialsomentionedtoyoursister——Iagainaddressthenon-

  professionalMissDorrit——thatmysonwouldhavenothingintheeventofsuchamarriage,andwouldbeanabsolutebeggar。I

  mentionthatmerelyasafactwhichispartofthenarrative,andnotassupposingittohaveinfluencedyoursister,exceptintheprudentandlegitimatewayinwhich,constitutedasourartificialsystemis,wemustallbeinfluencedbysuchconsiderations。

  Finally,aftersomehighwordsandhighspiritonthepartofyoursister,wecametothecompleteunderstandingthattherewasnodanger;andyoursisterwassoobligingastoallowmetopresentherwithamarkortwoofmyappreciationatmydressmaker’s。’

  LittleDorritlookedsorry,andglancedatFannywithatroubledface。

  ’Also,’saidMrsMerdle,’astopromisetogivemethepresentpleasureofaclosinginterview,andofpartingwithheronthebestofterms。Onwhichoccasion,’addedMrsMerdle,quittinghernest,andputtingsomethinginFanny’shand,’MissDorritwillpermitmetosayFarewellwithbestwishesinmyowndullmanner。’

  Thesistersroseatthesametime,andtheyallstoodnearthecageoftheparrot,ashetoreataclaw-fullofbiscuitandspatitout,seemedtomockthemwithapompousdanceofhisbodywithoutmovinghisfeet,andsuddenlyturnedhimselfupsidedownandtrailedhimselfallovertheoutsideofhisgoldencage,withtheaidofhiscruelbeakandblacktongue。

  ’Adieu,MissDorrit,withbestwishes,’saidMrsMerdle。’IfwecouldonlycometoaMillennium,orsomethingofthatsort,IforonemighthavethepleasureofknowinganumberofcharmingandtalentedpersonsfromwhomIamatpresentexcluded。Amoreprimitivestateofsocietywouldbedelicioustome。ThereusedtobeapoemwhenIlearntlessons,somethingaboutLothepoorIndianswhosesomethingmind!IfafewthousandpersonsmovinginSociety,couldonlygoandbeIndians,Iwouldputmynamedowndirectly;butas,movinginSociety,wecan’tbeIndians,unfortunately——Goodmorning!’

  Theycamedown-stairswithpowderbeforethemandpowderbehind,theeldersisterhaughtyandtheyoungersisterhumbled,andwereshutoutintounpowderedHarleyStreet,CavendishSquare。

  ’Well?’saidFanny,whentheyhadgonealittlewaywithoutspeaking。’Haveyounothingtosay,Amy?’

  ’Oh,Idon’tknowwhattosay!’sheanswered,distressed。’Youdidn’tlikethisyoungman,Fanny?’

  ’Likehim?Heisalmostanidiot。’

  ’Iamsosorry——don’tbehurt——but,sinceyouaskmewhatIhavetosay,Iamsoverysorry,Fanny,thatyousufferedthisladytogiveyouanything。’

  ’YoulittleFool!’returnedhersister,shakingherwiththesharppullshegaveherarm。’Haveyounospiritatall?Butthat’sjusttheway!Youhavenoself-respect,youhavenobecomingpride。justasyouallowyourselftobefollowedaboutbyacontemptiblelittleChiveryofathing,’withthescornfullestemphasis,’youwouldletyourfamilybetroddenon,andneverturn。’

  ’Don’tsaythat,dearFanny。IdowhatIcanforthem。’

  ’Youdowhatyoucanforthem!’repeatedFanny,walkingheronveryfast。’Wouldyouletawomanlikethis,whomyoucouldsee,ifyouhadanyexperienceofanything,tobeasfalseandinsolentasawomancanbe——wouldyouletherputherfootuponyourfamily,andthankherforit?’

  ’No,Fanny,Iamsure。’

  ’Thenmakeherpayforit,youmeanlittlething。Whatelsecanyoumakeherdo?Makeherpayforit,youstupidchild;anddoyourfamilysomecreditwiththemoney!’

  TheyspokenomoreallthewaybacktothelodgingwhereFannyandherunclelived。Whentheyarrivedthere,theyfoundtheoldmanpractisinghisclarionetinthedolefullestmannerinacorneroftheroom。Fannyhadacompositemealtomake,ofchops,andporter,andtea;andindignantlypretendedtoprepareitforherself,thoughhersisterdidallthatinquietreality。WhenatlastFannysatdowntoeatanddrink,shethrewthetableimplementsaboutandwasangrywithherbread,muchasherfatherhadbeenlastnight。

  ’Ifyoudespiseme,’shesaid,burstingintovehementtears,’becauseIamadancer,whydidyouputmeinthewayofbeingone?

  Itwasyourdoing。YouwouldhavemestoopaslowasthegroundbeforethisMrsMerdle,andlethersaywhatshelikedanddowhatsheliked,andholdusallincontempt,andtellmesotomyface。

  BecauseIamadancer!’

  ’OFanny!’

  ’AndTip,too,poorfellow。Sheistodisparagehimjustasmuchasshelikes,withoutanycheck——Isupposebecausehehasbeeninthelaw,andthedocks,anddifferentthings。Why,itwasyourdoing,Amy。Youmightatleastapproveofhisbeingdefended。’

  Allthistimetheunclewasdolefullyblowinghisclarionetinthecorner,sometimestakingitaninchorsofromhismouthforamomentwhilehestoppedtogazeatthem,withavagueimpressionthatsomebodyhadsaidsomething。

  ’Andyourfather,yourpoorfather,Amy。Becauseheisnotfreetoshowhimselfandtospeakforhimself,youwouldletsuchpeopleinsulthimwithimpunity。Ifyoudon’tfeelforyourselfbecauseyougoouttowork,youmightatleastfeelforhim,Ishouldthink,knowingwhathehasundergonesolong。’

  PoorLittleDorritfelttheinjusticeofthistauntrathersharply。

  Theremembranceoflastnightaddedabarbedpointtoit。Shesaidnothinginreply,butturnedherchairfromthetabletowardsthefire。Uncle,aftermakingonemorepause,blewadismalwailandwentonagain。

  Fannywaspassionatewiththetea-cupsandthebreadaslongasherpassionlasted,andthenprotestedthatshewasthewretchedestgirlintheworld,andshewishedshewasdead。Afterthat,hercryingbecameremorseful,andshegotupandputherarmsroundhersister。LittleDorrittriedtostopherfromsayinganything,butsheansweredthatshewould,shemust!Thereuponshesaidagain,andagain,’Ibegyourpardon,Amy,’and’Forgiveme,Amy,’almostaspassionatelyasshehadsaidwhatsheregretted。

  ’Butindeed,indeed,Amy,’sheresumedwhentheywereseatedinsisterlyaccordsidebyside,’IhopeandIthinkyouwouldhaveseenthisdifferently,ifyouhadknownalittlemoreofSociety。’

  ’PerhapsImight,Fanny,’saidthemildLittleDorrit。

  ’Yousee,whileyouhavebeendomesticandresignedlyshutupthere,Amy,’pursuedhersister,graduallybeginningtopatronise,’Ihavebeenout,movingmoreinSociety,andmayhavebeengettingproudandspirited——morethanIoughttobe,perhaps?’

  LittleDorritanswered’Yes。Oyes!’

  ’Andwhileyouhavebeenthinkingofthedinnerortheclothes,I

  mayhavebeenthinking,youknow,ofthefamily。Now,mayitnotbeso,Amy?’

  LittleDorritagainnodded’Yes,’withamorecheerfulfacethanheart。

  ’Especiallyasweknow,’saidFanny,’thattherecertainlyisatoneintheplacetowhichyouhavebeensotrue,whichdoesbelongtoit,andwhichdoesmakeitdifferentfromotheraspectsofSociety。Sokissmeonceagain,Amydear,andwewillagreethatwemaybothberight,andthatyouareatranquil,domestic,home-

  loving,goodgirl。’

  Theclarionethadbeenlamentingmostpatheticallyduringthisdialogue,butwascutshortnowbyFanny’sannouncementthatitwastimetogo;whichsheconveyedtoherunclebyshuttinguphisscrapofmusic,andtakingtheclarionetoutofhismouth。

  LittleDorritpartedfromthematthedoor,andhastenedbacktotheMarshalsea。Itfelldarktheresoonerthanelsewhere,andgoingintoitthateveningwaslikegoingintoadeeptrench。Theshadowofthewallwasoneveryobject。Notleastuponthefigureintheoldgreygownandtheblackvelvetcap,asitturnedtowardsherwhensheopenedthedoorofthedimroom。

  ’Whynotuponmetoo!’thoughtLittleDorrit,withthedoorYetinherhand。’ItwasnotunreasonableinFanny。’

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