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  Threeo’clock,andhalf-pastthree,andtheyhadpassedoverLondonBridge。Theyhadheardtherushofthetideagainstobstacles;andlookeddown,awed,throughthedarkvapourontheriver;hadseenlittlespotsoflightedwaterwherethebridgelampswerereflected,shininglikedemoneyes,withaterriblefascinationinthemforguiltandmisery。Theyhadshrunkpasthomelesspeople,lyingcoiledupinnooks。Theyhadrunfromdrunkards。Theyhadstartedfromslinkingmen,whistlingandsigningtooneanotheratbyecorners,orrunningawayatfullspeed。Thougheverywheretheleaderandtheguide,LittleDorrit,happyforonceinheryouthfulappearance,feignedtoclingtoandrelyuponMaggy。Andmorethanoncesomevoice,fromamongaknotofbrawlingorprowlingfiguresintheirpath,hadcalledouttotherestto’letthewomanandthechildgoby!’

  So,thewomanandthechildhadgoneby,andgoneon,andfivehadsoundedfromthesteeples。Theywerewalkingslowlytowardstheeast,alreadylookingforthefirstpalestreakofday,whenawomancameafterthem。

  ’Whatareyoudoingwiththechild?’shesaidtoMaggy。

  Shewasyoung——fartooyoungtobethere,Heavenknows!——andneitheruglynorwicked-looking。Shespokecoarsely,butwithnonaturallycoarsevoice;therewasevensomethingmusicalinitssound。

  ’Whatareyoudoingwithyourself?’retortedMaggy,forwantOfabetteranswer。

  ’Can’tyousee,withoutmytellingyou?’

  ’Idon’tknowasIcan,’saidMaggy。

  ’Killingmyself!NowIhaveansweredyou,answerme。Whatareyoudoingwiththechild?’

  Thesupposedchildkeptherheaddroopeddown,andkeptherformcloseatMaggy’sside。

  ’Poorthing!’saidthewoman。’Haveyounofeeling,thatyoukeepheroutinthecruelstreetsatsuchatimeasthis?Haveyounoeyes,thatyoudon’tseehowdelicateandslendersheis?Haveyounosenseyoudon’tlookasifyouhadmuchthatyoudon’ttakemorepityonthiscoldandtremblinglittlehand?’

  Shehadsteppedacrosstothatside,andheldthehandbetweenherowntwo,chafingit。’Kissapoorlostcreature,dear,’shesaid,bendingherface,’andtellmewhere’sshetakingyou。’

  LittleDorritturnedtowardsher。

  ’Why,myGod!’shesaid,recoiling,’you’reawoman!’

  ’Don’tmindthat!’saidLittleDorrit,claspingoneofherhandsthathadsuddenlyreleasedhers。’Iamnotafraidofyou。’

  ’Thenyouhadbetterbe,’sheanswered。’Haveyounomother?’

  ’No。’

  ’Nofather?’

  ’Yes,averydearone。’

  ’Gohometohim,andbeafraidofme。Letmego。Goodnight!’

  ’Imustthankyoufirst;letmespeaktoyouasifIreallywereachild。’

  ’Youcan’tdoit,’saidthewoman。’Youarekindandinnocent;butyoucan’tlookatmeoutofachild’seyes。Inevershouldhavetouchedyou,butIthoughtthatyouwereachild。’Andwithastrange,wildcry,shewentaway。

  Nodayyetinthesky,buttherewasdayintheresoundingstonesofthestreets;inthewaggons,carts,andcoaches;intheworkersgoingtovariousoccupations;intheopeningofearlyshops;inthetrafficatmarkets;inthestiroftheriverside。Therewascomingdayintheflaringlights,withafeeblercolourinthemthantheywouldhavehadatanothertime;comingdayintheincreasedsharpnessoftheair,andtheghastlydyingofthenight。

  Theywentbackagaintothegate,intendingtowaittherenowuntilitshouldbeopened;buttheairwassorawandcoldthatLittleDorrit,leadingMaggyaboutinhersleep,keptinmotion。GoingroundbytheChurch,shesawlightsthere,andthedooropen;andwentupthestepsandlookedin。

  ’Who’sthat?’criedastoutoldman,whowasputtingonanightcapasifheweregoingtobedinavault。

  ’It’snooneparticular,sir,’saidLittleDorrit。

  ’Stop!’criedtheman。’Let’shavealookatyou!’

  Thiscausedhertoturnbackagainintheactofgoingout,andtopresentherselfandherchargebeforehim。

  ’Ithoughtso!’saidhe。’IknowYOU。’

  ’Wehaveoftenseeneachother,’saidLittleDorrit,recognisingthesexton,orthebeadle,ortheverger,orwhateverhewas,’whenIhavebeenatchurchhere。’

  ’Morethanthat,we’vegotyourbirthinourRegister,youknow;

  you’reoneofourcuriosities。’

  ’Indeed!’saidLittleDorrit。

  ’Tobesure。Asthechildofthe——by-the-bye,howdidyougetoutsoearly?’

  ’Wewereshutoutlastnight,andarewaitingtogetin。’

  ’Youdon’tmeanit?Andthere’sanotherhourgoodyet!Comeintothevestry。You’llfindafireinthevestry,onaccountofthepainters。I’mwaitingforthepainters,orIshouldn’tbehere,youmaydependuponit。Oneofourcuriositiesmustn’tbecoldwhenwehaveitinourpowertowarmherupcomfortable。Comealong。’

  Hewasaverygoodoldfellow,inhisfamiliarway;andhavingstirredthevestryfire,helookedroundtheshelvesofregistersforaparticularvolume。’Hereyouare,yousee,’hesaid,takingitdownandturningtheleaves。’Hereyou’llfindyourself,aslargeaslife。Amy,daughterofWilliamandFannyDorrit。Born,MarshalseaPrison,ParishofStGeorge。Andwetellpeoplethatyouhavelivedthere,withoutsomuchasaday’soranight’sabsence,eversince。Isittrue?’

  ’Quitetrue,tilllastnight。’

  ’Lord!’ButhissurveyingherwithanadmiringgazesuggestedSomethingelsetohim,towit:’Iamsorrytosee,though,thatyouarefaintandtired。Stayabit。I’llgetsomecushionsoutofthechurch,andyouandyourfriendshallliedownbeforethefire。

  Don’tbeafraidofnotgoingintojoinyourfatherwhenthegateopens。I’llcallyou。’

  Hesoonbroughtinthecushions,andstrewedthemontheground。

  ’Thereyouare,yousee。Againaslargeaslife。Oh,nevermindthanking。I’vedaughtersofmyown。Andthoughtheyweren’tbornintheMarshalseaPrison,theymighthavebeen,ifIhadbeen,inmywaysofcarryingon,ofyourfather’sbreed。Stopabit。I

  mustputsomethingunderthecushionforyourhead。Here’saburialvolume。justthething!WehavegotMrsBanghaminthisbook。Butwhatmakesthesebooksinterestingtomostpeopleis——

  notwho’sin’em,butwhoisn’t——who’scoming,youknow,andwhen。

  That’stheinterestingquestion。’

  Commendinglylookingbackatthepillowhehadimprovised,heleftthemtotheirhour’srepose。Maggywassnoringalready,andLittleDorritwassoonfastasleepwithherheadrestingonthatsealedbookofFate,untroubledbyitsmysteriousblankleaves。

  ThiswasLittleDorrit’sparty。Theshame,desertion,wretchedness,andexposureofthegreatcapital;thewet,thecold,theslowhours,andtheswiftcloudsofthedismalnight。ThiswasthepartyfromwhichLittleDorritwenthome,jaded,inthefirstgreymistofarainymorning。

  MrsFlintwinchhasanotherDreamThedebilitatedoldhouseinthecity,wrappedinitsmantleofsoot,andleaningheavilyonthecrutchesthathadpartakenofitsdecayandwornoutwithit,neverknewahealthyoracheerfulinterval,letwhatwouldbetide。Ifthesunevertouchedit,itwasbutwitharay,andthatwasgoneinhalfanhour;ifthemoonlighteverfelluponit,itwasonlytoputafewpatchesonitsdolefulcloak,andmakeitlookmorewretched。Thestars,tobesure,coldlywatcheditwhenthenightsandthesmokewereclearenough;andallbadweatherstoodbyitwithararefidelity。Youshouldalikefindrain,hail,frost,andthawlingeringinthatdismalenclosurewhentheyhadvanishedfromotherplaces;andastosnow,youshouldseeitthereforweeks,longafterithadchangedfromyellowtoblack,slowlyweepingawayitsgrimylife。

  Theplacehadnootheradherents。Astostreetnoises,therumblingofwheelsinthelanemerelyrushedinatthegatewayingoingpast,andrushedoutagain:makingthelisteningMistressAfferyfeelasifsheweredeaf,andrecoveredthesenseofhearingbyinstantaneousflashes。Sowithwhistling,singing,talking,laughing,andallpleasanthumansounds。Theyleapedthegapinamoment,andwentupontheirway。

  ThevaryinglightoffireandcandleinMrsClennam’sroommadethegreatestchangethateverbrokethedeadmonotonyofthespot。Inhertwolongnarrowwindows,thefireshonesullenlyallday,andsullenlyallnight。Onrareoccasionsitflasheduppassionately,asshedid;butforthemostpartitwassuppressed,likeher,andpreyeduponitselfevenlyandslowly。Duringmanyhoursoftheshortwinterdays,however,whenitwasduskthereearlyintheafternoon,changingdistortionsofherselfinherwheeledchair,ofMrFlintwinchwithhiswryneck,ofMistressAfferycomingandgoing,wouldbethrownuponthehousewallthatwasoverthegateway,andwouldhovertherelikeshadowsfromagreatmagiclantern。Astheroom-riddeninvalidsettledforthenight,thesewouldgraduallydisappear:MistressAffery’smagnifiedshadowalwaysflittingabout,last,untilitfinallyglidedawayintotheair,asthoughshewereoffuponawitchexcursion。Thenthesolitarylightwouldburnunchangingly,untilitburnedpalebeforethedawn,andatlastdiedunderthebreathofMrsAffery,ashershadowdescendedonitfromthewitch-regionofsleep。

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