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  don’tknowwhatImean!’HereFloratitteredconfusedly,andgavehimoneofheroldglances。

  ThePatriarch,asifhenowbegantoperceivethathispartinthepiecewastogetoffthestageassoonasmightbe,rose,andwenttothedoorbywhichPanckshadworkedout,hailingthatTugbyname。HereceivedananswerfromsomelittleDockbeyond,andwastowedoutofsightdirectly。

  ’Youmustn’tthinkofgoingyet,’saidFlora——Arthurhadlookedathishat,beinginaludicrousdismay,andnotknowingwhattodo:

  ’youcouldneverbesounkindastothinkofgoing,Arthur——ImeanMrArthur——orIsupposeMrClennamwouldbefarmoreproper——butI

  amsureIdon’tknowwhatIamsaying——withoutawordaboutthedearolddaysgoneforever,whenIcometothinkofitIdaresayitwouldbemuchbetternottospeakofthemandit’shighlyprobablethatyouhavesomemuchmoreagreeableengagementandprayletMebethelastpersonintheworldtointerferewithitthoughtherewasatime,butIamrunningintononsenseagain。’

  WasitpossiblethatFloracouldhavebeensuchachattererinthedaysshereferredto?Couldtherehavebeenanythinglikeherpresentdisjointedvolubilityinthefascinationsthathadcaptivatedhim?

  ’IndeedIhavelittledoubt,’saidFlora,runningonwithastonishingspeed,andpointingherconversationwithnothingbutcommas,andveryfewofthem,’thatyouaremarriedtosomeChineselady,beinginChinasolongandbeinginbusinessandnaturallydesiroustosettleandextendyourconnectionnothingwasmorelikelythanthatyoushouldproposetoaChineseladyandnothingwasmorenaturalIamsurethanthattheChineseladyshouldacceptyouandthinkherselfverywellofftoo,Ionlyhopeshe’snotaPagodiandissenter。’

  ’Iamnot,’returnedArthur,smilinginspiteofhimself,’marriedtoanylady,Flora。’

  ’OhgoodgraciousmeIhopeyouneverkeptyourselfabachelorsolongonmyaccount!’titteredFlora;’butofcourseyouneverdidwhyshouldyou,praydon’tanswer,Idon’tknowwhereI’mrunningto,ohdotellmesomethingabouttheChineseladieswhethertheireyesarereallysolongandnarrowalwaysputtingmeinmindofmother-of-pearlfishatcardsanddotheyreallyweartailsdowntheirbackandplaitedtooorisitonlythemen,andwhentheypulltheirhairsoverytightofftheirforeheadsdon’ttheyhurtthemselves,andwhydotheysticklittlebellsallovertheirbridgesandtemplesandhatsandthingsordon’ttheyreallydoit?’Floragavehimanotherofheroldglances。Instantlyshewentonagain,asifhehadspokeninreplyforsometime。

  ’Thenit’salltrueandtheyreallydo!goodgraciousArthur!——

  prayexcuseme——oldhabit——MrClennamfarmoreproper——whatacountrytoliveinforsolongatime,andwithsomanylanternsandumbrellastoohowverydarkandwettheclimateoughttobeandnodoubtactuallyis,andthesumsofmoneythatmustbemadebythosetwotradeswhereeverybodycarriesthemandhangsthemeverywhere,thelittleshoestooandthefeetscrewedbackininfancyisquitesurprising,whatatravelleryouare!’

  Inhisridiculousdistress,Clennamreceivedanotheroftheoldglanceswithoutintheleastknowingwhattodowithit。

  ’Deardear,’saidFlora,’onlytothinkofthechangesathomeArthur——cannotovercomeit,andseemssonatural,MrClennamfarmoreproper——sinceyoubecamefamiliarwiththeChinesecustomsandlanguagewhichIampersuadedyouspeaklikeaNativeifnotbetterforyouwerealwaysquickandcleverthoughimmenselydifficultnodoubt,IamsuretheteachestsalonewouldkillmeifItried,suchchangesArthur——Iamdoingitagain,seemssonatural,mostimproper——asnoonecouldhavebelieved,whocouldhaveeverimaginedMrsFinchingwhenIcan’timagineitmyself!’

  ’Isthatyourmarriedname?’askedArthur,struck,inthemidstofallthis,byacertainwarmthofheartthatexpresseditselfinhertonewhenshereferred,howeveroddly,totheyouthfulrelationinwhichtheyhadstoodtooneanother。’Finching?’

  ’Finchingohyesisn’titadreadfulname,butasMrF。saidwhenheproposedtomewhichhedidseventimesandhandsomelyconsentedImustsaytobewhatheusedtocallonlikingtwelvemonths,afterall,hewasn’tanswerableforitandcouldn’thelpitcouldhe,Excellentman,notatalllikeyoubutexcellentman!’

  Florahadatlasttalkedherselfoutofbreathforonemoment。Onemoment;forsherecoveredbreathintheactofraisingaminutecornerofherpocket-handkerchieftohereye,asatributetotheghostofthedepartedMrF。,andbeganagain。

  ’Noonecoulddispute,Arthur——MrClennam——thatit’squiterightyoushouldbeformallyfriendlytomeunderthealteredcircumstancesandindeedyoucouldn’tbeanythingelse,atleastI

  supposenotyououghttoknow,butIcan’thelprecallingthattherewasatimewhenthingswereverydifferent。’

  ’MydearMrsFinching,’Arthurbegan,struckbythegoodtoneagain。

  ’Ohnotthatnastyuglyname,sayFlora!’

  ’Flora。Iassureyou,Flora,Iamhappyinseeingyouoncemore,andinfindingthat,likeme,youhavenotforgottentheoldfoolishdreams,whenwesawallbeforeusinthelightofouryouthandhope。’

  ’Youdon’tseemso,’poutedFlora,’youtakeitverycoolly,buthoweverIknowyouaredisappointedinme,IsupposetheChineseladies——Mandarinessesifyoucallthemso——arethecauseorperhapsIamthecausemyself,it’sjustaslikely。’

  ’No,no,’Clennamentreated,’don’tsaythat。’

  ’OhImustyouknow,’saidFlora,inapositivetone,’whatnonsensenotto,IknowIamnotwhatyouexpected,Iknowthatverywell。’

  Inthemidstofherrapidity,shehadfoundthatoutwiththequickperceptionofaclevererwoman。Theinconsistentandprofoundlyunreasonablewayinwhichsheinstantlywenton,nevertheless,tointerweavetheirlong-abandonedboyandgirlrelationswiththeirpresentinterview,madeClennamfeelasifhewerelight-headed。

  ’Oneremark,’saidFlora,givingtheirconversation,withouttheslightestnoticeandtothegreatterrorofClennam,thetoneofalove-quarrel,’Iwishtomake,oneexplanationIwishtooffer,whenyourMamacameandmadeasceneofitwithmyPapaandwhenI

  wascalleddownintothelittlebreakfast-roomwheretheywerelookingatoneanotherwithyourMama’sparasolbetweenthemseatedontwochairslikemadbullswhatwasItodo?’

  ’MydearMrsFinching,’urgedClennam——’allsolongagoandsolongconcluded,isitworthwhileseriouslyto——’

  ’Ican’tArthur,’returnedFlora,’bedenouncedasheartlessbythewholesocietyofChinawithoutsettingmyselfrightwhenIhavetheopportunityofdoingso,andyoumustbeverywellawarethattherewasPaulandVirginiawhichhadtobereturnedandwhichwasreturnedwithoutnoteorcomment,notthatImeantosayyoucouldhavewrittentomewatchedasIwasbutifithadonlycomebackwitharedwaferonthecoverIshouldhaveknownthatitmeantCometoPekinNankeenandWhat’sthethirdplace,barefoot。’

  ’MydearMrsFinching,youwerenottoblame,andIneverblamedyou。Wewerebothtooyoung,toodependentandhelpless,todoanythingbutacceptourseparation——Praythinkhowlongago,’

  gentlyremonstratedArthur。

  ’Onemoreremark,’proceededFlorawithunslackenedvolubility,’I

  wishtomake,onemoreexplanationIwishtooffer,forfivedaysIhadacoldintheheadfromcryingwhichIpassedentirelyinthebackdrawing-room——thereisthebackdrawing-roomstillonthefirstfloorandstillatthebackofthehousetoconfirmmywords——whenthatdrearyperiodhadpassedalullsucceededyearsrolledonandMrF。becameacquaintedwithusatamutualfriend’s,hewasallattentionhecallednextdayhesoonbegantocallthreeeveningsaweekandtosendinlittlethingsforsupperitwasnotloveonMrF。’spartitwasadoration,MrF。proposedwiththefullapprovalofPapaandwhatcouldIdo?’

  ’Nothingwhatever,’saidArthur,withthecheerfulestreadiness,’butwhatyoudid。Letanoldfriendassureyouofhisfullconvictionthatyoudidquiteright。’

  ’Onelastremark,’proceededFlora,rejectingcommonplacelifewithawaveofherhand,’Iwishtomake,onelastexplanationIwishtooffer,therewasatimeereMrF。firstpaidattentionsincapableofbeingmistaken,butthatispastandwasnottobe,dearMrClennamyounolongerwearagoldenchainyouarefreeItrustyoumaybehappy,hereisPapawhoisalwaystiresomeandputtinginhisnoseeverywherewhereheisnotwanted。’

  Withthesewords,andwithahastygesturefraughtwithtimidcaution——suchagesturehadClennam’seyesbeenfamiliarwithintheoldtime——poorFloraleftherselfateighteenyearsofage,alonglongwaybehindagain;andcametoafullstopatlast。

  Orrather,sheleftabouthalfofherselfateighteenyearsofagebehind,andgraftedtherestontotherelictofthelateMrF。;

  thusmakingamoralmermaidofherself,whichheronceboy-lovercontemplatedwithfeelingswhereinhissenseofthesorrowfulandhissenseofthecomicalwerecuriouslyblended。

  Forexample。AsiftherewereasecretunderstandingbetweenherselfandClennamofthemostthrillingnature;asifthefirstofatrainofpost-chaisesandfour,extendingallthewaytoScotland,wereatthatmomentroundthecorner;andasifshecouldn’tandwouldn’thavewalkedintotheParishChurchwithhim,undertheshadeofthefamilyumbrella,withthePatriarchalblessingonherhead,andtheperfectconcurrenceofallmankind;

  Floracomfortedhersoulwithagoniesofmysterioussignalling,expressingdreadofdiscovery。Withthesensationofbecomingmoreandmorelight-headedeveryminute,ClennamsawtherelictofthelateMrF。enjoyingherselfinthemostwonderfulmanner,byputtingherselfandhimintheiroldplaces,andgoingthroughalltheoldperformances——now,whenthestagewasdusty,whenthescenerywasfaded,whentheyouthfulactorsweredead,whentheorchestrawasempty,whenthelightswereout。Andstill,throughallthisgrotesquerevivalofwhatherememberedashavingoncebeenprettilynaturaltoher,hecouldnotbutfeelthatitrevivedatsightofhim,andthattherewasatendermemoryinit。

  ThePatriarchinsistedonhisstayingtodinner,andFlorasignalled’Yes!’Clennamsowishedhecouldhavedonemorethanstaytodinner——soheartilywishedhecouldhavefoundtheFlorathathadbeen,orthatneverhadbeen——thathethoughttheleastatonementhecouldmakeforthedisappointmenthealmostfeltashamedof,wastogivehimselfuptothefamilydesire。

  Therefore,hestayedtodinner。

  Pancksdinedwiththem。Panckssteamedoutofhislittledockataquarterbeforesix,andborestraightdownforthePatriarch,whohappenedtobethendriving,inaninanemanner,throughastagnantaccountofBleedingHeartYard。Pancksinstantlymadefasttohimandhauledhimout。

  ’BleedingHeartYard?’saidPancks,withapuffandasnort。’It’satroublesomeproperty。Don’tpayyoubadly,butrentsareveryhardtogetthere。Youhavemoretroublewiththatoneplacethanwithalltheplacesbelongingtoyou。’

  justasthebigshipintowgetsthecredit,withmostspectators,ofbeingthepowerfulobject,sothePatriarchusuallyseemedtohavesaidhimselfwhateverPanckssaidforhim。

  ’Indeed?’returnedClennam,uponwhomthisimpressionwassoefficientlymadebyameregleamofthepolishedheadthathespoketheshipinsteadoftheTug。’Thepeoplearesopoorthere?’

  ’Youcan’tsay,youknow,’snortedPancks,takingoneofhisdirtyhandsoutofhisrustyiron-greypocketstobitehisnails,ifhecouldfindany,andturninghisbeadsofeyesuponhisemployer,’whetherthey’repoorornot。Theysaytheyare,buttheyallsaythat。Whenamansayshe’srich,you’regenerallysureheisn’t。

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