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  ’Thankyou,’returnedArthur。’Notamorsel。’

  Hefelthimselfquitelostinwonderatthemanneroftheman,andthattheprobabilityofhisdaughter’shavinghadareserveastoherfamilyhistory,shouldbesofaroutofhismind。

  Shefilledhisglass,putallthelittlemattersonthetablereadytohishand,andthensatbesidehimwhileheatehissupper。

  Evidentlyinobservanceoftheirnightlycustom,sheputsomebreadbeforeherself,andtouchedhisglasswithherlips;butArthursawshewastroubledandtooknothing。Herlookatherfather,halfadmiringhimandproudofhim,halfashamedforhim,alldevotedandloving,wenttohisinmostheart。

  TheFatheroftheMarshalseacondescendedtowardshisbrotherasanamiable,well-meaningman;aprivatecharacter,whohadnotarrivedatdistinction。’Frederick,’saidhe,’youandFannysupatyourlodgingsto-night,Iknow。WhathaveyoudonewithFanny,Frederick?’

  ’SheiswalkingwithTip。’

  ’Tip——asyoumayknow——ismyson,MrClennam。Hehasbeenalittlewild,anddifficulttosettle,buthisintroductiontotheworldwasrather’——heshruggedhisshoulderswithafaintsigh,andlookedroundtheroom——’alittleadverse。Yourfirstvisithere,sir?’

  ’myfirst。’

  ’Youcouldhardlyhavebeenheresinceyourboyhoodwithoutmyknowledge。Itveryseldomhappensthatanybody——ofanypretensions-anypretensions——comesherewithoutbeingpresentedtome。’

  ’Asmanyasfortyorfiftyinadayhavebeenintroducedtomybrother,’saidFrederick,faintlylightingupwitharayofpride。

  ’Yes!’theFatheroftheMarshalseaassented。’Wehaveevenexceededthatnumber。OnafineSundayintermtime,itisquiteaLevee——quiteaLevee。Amy,mydear,IhavebeentryinghalfthedaytorememberthenameofthegentlemanfromCamberwellwhowasintroducedtomelastChristmasweekbythatagreeablecoal-

  merchantwhowasremandedforsixmonths。’

  ’Idon’trememberhisname,father。’

  ’Frederick,doyourememberhisname?’

  Frederickdoubtedifhehadeverheardit。NoonecoulddoubtthatFrederickwasthelastpersonuponearthtoputsuchaquestionto,withanyhopeofinformation。

  ’Imean,’saidhisbrother,’thegentlemanwhodidthathandsomeactionwithsomuchdelicacy。Ha!Tush!Thenamehasquiteescapedme。MrClennam,asIhavehappenedtomentionhandsomeanddelicateaction,youmaylike,perhaps,toknowwhatitwas。’

  ’Verymuch,’saidArthur,withdrawinghiseyesfromthedelicateheadbeginningtodroopandthepalefacewithanewsolicitudestealingoverit。

  ’Itissogenerous,andshowssomuchfinefeeling,thatitisalmostadutytomentionit。IsaidatthetimethatIalwayswouldmentionitoneverysuitableoccasion,withoutregardtopersonalsensitiveness。A——well——a——it’sofnousetodisguisethefact——youmustknow,MrClennam,thatitdoessometimesoccurthatpeoplewhocomeheredesiretooffersomelittle——Testimonial——totheFatheroftheplace。’

  Toseeherhanduponhisarminmuteentreatyhalf-repressed,andhertimidlittleshrinkingfigureturningaway,wastoseeasad,sadsight。

  ’Sometimes,’hewentoninalow,softvoice,agitated,andclearinghisthroateverynowandthen;’sometimes——hem——ittakesoneshapeandsometimesanother;butitisgenerally——ha——Money。

  Anditis,Icannotbutconfessit,itistoooften——hem——

  acceptable。ThisgentlemanthatIreferto,waspresentedtome,MrClennam,inamannerhighlygratifyingtomyfeelings,andconversednotonlywithgreatpoliteness,butwithgreat——ahem——

  information。’Allthistime,thoughhehadfinishedhissupper,hewasnervouslygoingabouthisplatewithhisknifeandfork,asifsomeofitwerestillbeforehim。’Itappearedfromhisconversationthathehadagarden,thoughhewasdelicateofmentioningitatfirst,asgardensare——hem——arenotaccessibletome。Butitcameout,throughmyadmiringaveryfineclusterofgeranium——beautifulclusterofgeraniumtobesure——whichhehadbroughtfromhisconservatory。Onmytakingnoticeofitsrichcolour,heshowedmeapieceofpaperroundit,onwhichwaswritten,“FortheFatheroftheMarshalsea,“andpresentedittome。Butthiswas——hem——notall。Hemadeaparticularrequest,ontakingleave,thatIwouldremovethepaperinhalfanhour。I——

  ha——Ididso;andIfoundthatitcontained——ahem——twoguineas。I

  assureyou,MrClennam,Ihavereceived——hem——Testimonialsinmanyways,andofmanydegreesofvalue,andtheyhavealwaysbeen——ha——

  unfortunatelyacceptable;butIneverwasmorepleasedthanwiththis——ahem——thisparticularTestimonial。’

  Arthurwasintheactofsayingthelittlehecouldsayonsuchatheme,whenabellbegantoring,andfootstepsapproachedthedoor。AprettygirlofafarbetterfigureandmuchmoredevelopedthanLittleDorrit,thoughlookingmuchyoungerinthefacewhenthetwowereobservedtogether,stoppedinthedoorwayonseeingastranger;andayoungmanwhowaswithher,stoppedtoo。

  ’MrClennam,Fanny。Myeldestdaughterandmyson,MrClennam。

  Thebellisasignalforvisitorstoretire,andsotheyhavecometosaygoodnight;butthereisplentyoftime,plentyoftime。

  Girls,MrClennamwillexcuseanyhouseholdbusinessyoumayhavetogether。Heknows,Idaresay,thatIhavebutoneroomhere。’

  ’IonlywantmycleandressfromAmy,father,’saidthesecondgirl。

  ’AndImyclothes,’saidTip。

  Amyopenedadrawerinanoldpieceoffurniturethatwasachestofdrawersaboveandabedsteadbelow,andproducedtwolittlebundles,whichshehandedtoherbrotherandsister。’Mendedandmadeup?’Clennamheardthesisteraskinawhisper。TowhichAmyanswered’Yes。’Hehadrisennow,andtooktheopportunityofglancingroundtheroom。Thebarewallshadbeencolouredgreen,evidentlybyanunskilledhand,andwerepoorlydecoratedwithafewprints。Thewindowwascurtained,andthefloorcarpeted;andtherewereshelvesandpegs,andothersuchconveniences,thathadaccumulatedinthecourseofyears。Itwasaclose,confinedroom,poorlyfurnished;andthechimneysmokedtoboot,orthetinscreenatthetopofthefireplacewassuperfluous;butconstantpainsandcarehadmadeitneat,andeven,afteritskind,comfortable。

  Allthewhilethebellwasringing,andtheunclewasanxioustogo。’Come,Fanny,come,Fanny,’hesaid,withhisraggedclarionetcaseunderhisarm;’thelock,child,thelock!’

  Fannybadeherfathergoodnight,andwhiskedoffairily。Tiphadalreadyclattereddown-stairs。’Now,MrClennam,’saidtheuncle,lookingbackasheshuffledoutafterthem,’thelock,sir,thelock。’

  MrClennamhadtwothingstodobeforehefollowed;one,toofferhistestimonialtotheFatheroftheMarshalsea,withoutgivingpaintohischild;theothertosaysomethingtothatchild,thoughitwerebutaword,inexplanationofhishavingcomethere。

  ’Allowme,’saidtheFather,’toseeyoudown-stairs。’

  Shehadslippedoutaftertherest,andtheywerealone。’Notonanyaccount,’saidthevisitor,hurriedly。’Prayallowmeto——’

  chink,chink,chink。

  ’MrClennam,’saidtheFather,’Iamdeeply,deeply——’Buthisvisitorhadshutuphishandtostoptheclinking,andhadgonedown-stairswithgreatspeed。

  HesawnoLittleDorritonhiswaydown,orintheyard。Thelasttwoorthreestragglerswerehurryingtothelodge,andhewasfollowing,whenhecaughtsightofherinthedoorwayofthefirsthousefromtheentrance。Heturnedbackhastily。

  ’Prayforgiveme,’hesaid,’forspeakingtoyouhere;prayforgivemeforcominghereatall!Ifollowedyouto-night。Ididso,thatImightendeavourtorenderyouandyourfamilysomeservice。

  YouknowthetermsonwhichIandmymotherare,andmaynotbesurprisedthatIhavepreservedourdistantrelationsatherhouse,lestIshouldunintentionallymakeherjealous,orresentful,ordoyouanyinjuryinherestimation。WhatIhaveseenhere,inthisshorttime,hasgreatlyincreasedmyheartfeltwishtobeafriendtoyou。ItwouldrecompensemeformuchdisappointmentifIcouldhopetogainyourconfidence。’

  Shewasscaredatfirst,butseemedtotakecouragewhilehespoketoher。

  ’Youareverygood,sir。Youspeakveryearnestlytome。ButI——

  butIwishyouhadnotwatchedme。’

  Heunderstoodtheemotionwithwhichshesaidit,toariseinherfather’sbehalf;andherespectedit,andwassilent。

  ’MrsClennamhasbeenofgreatservicetome;Idon’tknowwhatweshouldhavedonewithouttheemploymentshehasgivenme;Iamafraiditmaynotbeagoodreturntobecomesecretwithher;Icansaynomoreto-night,sir。Iamsureyoumeantobekindtous。

  Thankyou,thankyou。’

  ’LetmeaskyouonequestionbeforeIleave。Haveyouknownmymotherlong?’

  ’Ithinktwoyears,sir,——Thebellhasstopped。’

  ’Howdidyouknowherfirst?Didshesendhereforyou?’

  ’No。ShedoesnotevenknowthatIlivehere。Wehaveafriend,fatherandI——apoorlabouringman,butthebestoffriends——andI

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