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  ’Fannyisnotgoingtolivewithusjustnow,father。Shewillbehereagooddealintheday,butsheisgoingtoliveoutsidewithuncle。’

  ’Yousurpriseme。Why?’

  ’Ithinkunclewantsacompanion,father。Heshouldbeattendedto,andlookedafter。’

  ’Acompanion?Hepassesmuchofhistimehere。Andyouattendtohimandlookafterhim,Amy,agreatdealmorethaneveryoursisterwill。Youallgooutsomuch;youallgooutsomuch。’

  ThiswastokeepuptheceremonyandpretenceofhishavingnoideathatAmyherselfwentoutbythedaytowork。

  ’Butwearealwaysgladtocomehome,father;now,arewenot?AndastoFanny,perhapsbesideskeepingunclecompanyandtakingcareofhim,itmaybeaswellforhernotquitetolivehere,always。

  ShewasnotbornhereasIwas,youknow,father。’

  ’Well,Amy,well。Idon’tquitefollowyou,butit’snaturalI

  supposethatFannyshouldprefertobeoutside,andeventhatyouoftenshould,too。So,youandFannyandyouruncle,mydear,shallhaveyourownway。Good,good。I’llnotmeddle;don’tmindme。’

  Togetherbrotheroutoftheprison;outofthesuccessiontoMrsBanghaminexecutingcommissions,andoutoftheslanginterchangewithverydoubtfulcompanionsconsequentuponboth;washerhardesttask。Ateighteenhewouldhavedraggedonfromhandtomouth,fromhourtohour,frompennytopenny,untileighty。Nobodygotintotheprisonfromwhomhederivedanythingusefulorgood,andshecouldfindnopatronforhimbutheroldfriendandgodfather。

  ’DearBob,’saidshe,’whatistobecomeofpoorTip?’HisnamewasEdward,andTedhadbeentransformedintoTip,withinthewalls。

  TheturnkeyhadstrongprivateopinionsastowhatwouldbecomeofpoorTip,andhadevengonesofarwiththeviewofavertingtheirfulfilment,astosoundTipinreferencetotheexpediencyofrunningawayandgoingtoservehiscountry。ButTiphadthankedhim,andsaidhedidn’tseemtocareforhiscountry。

  ’Well,mydear,’saidtheturnkey,’somethingoughttobedonewithhim。SupposeItryandgethimintothelaw?’

  ’Thatwouldbesogoodofyou,Bob!’

  Theturnkeyhadnowtwopointstoputtotheprofessionalgentlemenastheypassedinandout。HeputthissecondonesoperseveringlythatastoolandtwelveshillingsaweekwereatlastfoundforTipintheofficeofanattorneyinagreatNationalPalladiumcalledthePalaceCourt;atthattimeoneofaconsiderablelistofeverlastingbulwarkstothedignityandsafetyofAlbion,whoseplacesknowthemnomore。

  TiplanguishedinClifford’sInnsforsixmonths,andattheexpirationofthattermsaunteredbackoneeveningwithhishandsinhispockets,andincidentallyobservedtohissisterthathewasnotgoingbackagain。

  ’Notgoingbackagain?’saidthepoorlittleanxiousChildoftheMarshalsea,alwayscalculatingandplanningforTip,inthefrontrankofhercharges。

  ’Iamsotiredofit,’saidTip,’thatIhavecutit。’

  Tiptiredofeverything。WithintervalsofMarshalsealounging,andMrsBanghamsuccession,hissmallsecondmother,aidedbyhertrustyfriend,gothimintoawarehouse,intoamarketgarden,intothehoptrade,intothelawagain,intoanauctioneers,intoabrewery,intoastockbroker’s,intothelawagain,intoacoachoffice,intoawaggonoffice,intothelawagain,intoageneraldealer’s,intoadistillery,intothelawagain,intoawoolhouse,intoadrygoodshouse,intotheBillingsgatetrade,intotheforeignfruittrade,andintothedocks。ButwhateverTipwentinto,hecameoutoftired,announcingthathehadcutit。

  Whereverhewent,thisforedoomedTipappearedtotaketheprisonwallswithhim,andtosetthemupinsuchtradeorcalling;andtoprowlaboutwithintheirnarrowlimitsintheoldslip-shod,purposeless,down-at-heelway;untiltherealimmovableMarshalseawallsassertedtheirfascinationoverhim,andbroughthimback。

  Nevertheless,thebravelittlecreaturedidsofixherheartonherbrother’srescue,thatwhilehewasringingoutthesedolefulchanges,shepinchedandscrapedenoughtogethertoshiphimforCanada。Whenhewastiredofnothingtodo,anddisposedinitsturntocuteventhat,hegraciouslyconsentedtogotoCanada。

  Andtherewasgriefinherbosomoverpartingwithhim,andjoyinthehopeofhisbeingputinastraightcourseatlast。

  ’Godblessyou,dearTip。Don’tbetooproudtocomeandseeus,whenyouhavemadeyourfortune。’

  ’Allright!’saidTip,andwent。

  ButnotallthewaytoCanada;infact,notfurtherthanLiverpool。

  AftermakingthevoyagetothatportfromLondon,hefoundhimselfsostronglyimpelledtocutthevessel,thatheresolvedtowalkbackagain。Carryingoutwhichintention,hepresentedhimselfbeforeherattheexpirationofamonth,inrags,withoutshoes,andmuchmoretiredthanever。

  Atlength,afteranotherintervalofsuccessorshiptoMrsBangham,hefoundapursuitforhimself,andannouncedit。

  ’Amy,Ihavegotasituation。’

  ’Haveyoureallyandtruly,Tip?’

  ’Allright。Ishalldonow。Youneedn’tlookanxiousaboutmeanymore,oldgirl。’

  ’Whatisit,Tip?’

  ’Why,youknowSlingobysight?’

  ’Notthemantheycallthedealer?’

  ’That’sthechap。He’llbeoutonMonday,andhe’sgoingtogivemeaberth。’

  ’Whatisheadealerin,Tip?’

  ’Horses。Allright!Ishalldonow,Amy。’

  Shelostsightofhimformonthsafterwards,andonlyheardfromhimonce。AwhisperpassedamongtheeldercollegiansthathehadbeenseenatamockauctioninMoorfields,pretendingtobuyplatedarticlesformassivesilver,andpayingforthemwiththegreatestliberalityinbanknotes;butitneverreachedherears。Oneeveningshewasaloneatwork——standingupatthewindow,tosavethetwilightlingeringabovethewall——whenheopenedthedoorandwalkedin。

  Shekissedandwelcomedhim;butwasafraidtoaskhimanyquestions。Hesawhowanxiousandtimidshewas,andappearedsorry。

  ’Iamafraid,Amy,you’llbevexedthistime。UponmylifeIam!’

  ’Iamverysorrytohearyousayso,Tip。Haveyoucomeback?’

  ’Why——yes。’

  ’Notexpectingthistimethatwhatyouhadfoundwouldanswerverywell,IamlesssurprisedandsorrythanImighthavebeen,Tip。’

  ’Ah!Butthat’snottheworstofit。’

  ’Nottheworstofit?’

  ’Don’tlooksostartled。No,Amy,nottheworstofit。Ihavecomeback,yousee;but——DON’Tlooksostartled——IhavecomebackinwhatImaycallanewway。Iamoffthevolunteerlistaltogether。Iaminnow,asoneoftheregulars。’

  ’Oh!Don’tsayyouareaprisoner,Tip!Don’t,don’t!’

  ’Well,Idon’twanttosayit,’hereturnedinareluctanttone;

  ’butifyoucan’tunderstandmewithoutmysayingit,whatamItodo?Iaminforfortypoundodd。’

  Forthefirsttimeinallthoseyears,shesunkunderhercares。

  Shecried,withherclaspedhandsliftedaboveherhead,thatitwouldkilltheirfatherifheeverknewit;andfelldownatTip’sgracelessfeet。

  ItwaseasierforTiptobringhertohersensesthanforhertobringhimtounderstandthattheFatheroftheMarshalseawouldbebesidehimselfifheknewthetruth。ThethingwasincomprehensibletoTip,andaltogetherafancifulnotion。Heyieldedtoitinthatlightonly,whenhesubmittedtoherentreaties,backedbythoseofhisuncleandsister。Therewasnowantofprecedentforhisreturn;itwasaccountedfortothefatherintheusualway;andthecollegians,withabettercomprehensionofthepiousfraudthanTip,supporteditloyally。

  Thiswasthelife,andthisthehistory,ofthechildoftheMarshalseaattwenty-two。Withastillsurvivingattachmenttotheonemiserableyardandblockofhousesasherbirthplaceandhome,shepassedtoandfroinitshrinkinglynow,withawomanlyconsciousnessthatshewaspointedouttoeveryone。Sinceshehadbeguntoworkbeyondthewalls,shehadfounditnecessarytoconcealwhereshelived,andtocomeandgoassecretlyasshecould,betweenthefreecityandtheirongates,outsideofwhichshehadneversleptinherlife。Heroriginaltimidityhadgrownwiththisconcealment,andherlightstepandherlittlefigureshunnedthethrongedstreetswhiletheypassedalongthem。

  Worldlywiseinhardandpoornecessities,shewasinnocentinallthingselse。Innocent,inthemistthroughwhichshesawherfather,andtheprison,andtheturbidlivingriverthatflowedthroughitandflowedon。

  Thiswasthelife,andthisthehistory,ofLittleDorrit;nowgoinghomeuponadullSeptemberevening,observedatadistancebyArthurClennam。Thiswasthelife,andthisthehistory,ofLittleDorrit;turningattheendofLondonBridge,recrossingit,goingbackagain,passingontoSaintGeorge’sChurch,turningbacksuddenlyoncemore,andflittinginattheopenoutergateandlittlecourt-yardoftheMarshalsea。

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