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  ’NomoreshouldI,’saidMrsFlintwinch,tyingthepillowtightlyinitscase。

  ’That’swhatImean。Whendidyoubegintothinkotherwise?’

  ’Neverbeguntothinkotherwiseatall,’saidMrsFlintwinch。

  Seeing,asshepattedthepillowintoitsplaceonthebolster,thathewasstilllookingatherasifwaitingfortherestofherreply,shegaveitagreatpokeinthemiddle,andasked,’HowcouldIhelpmyself?’

  ’Howcouldyouhelpyourselffrombeingmarried!’

  ’O’course,’saidMrsFlintwinch。’Itwasnodoingo’mine。I’D

  neverthoughtofit。I’dgotsomethingtodo,withoutthinking,indeed!Shekeptmetoitaswellashewhenshecouldgoabout,andshecouldgoaboutthen。’

  ’Well?’

  ’Well?’echoedMrsFlintwinch。’That’swhatIsaidmyself。Well!

  What’stheuseofconsidering?Ifthemtwocleveroneshavemadeuptheirmindstoit,what’sleftformetodo?Nothing。’

  ’Wasitmymother’sproject,then?’

  ’TheLordblessyou,Arthur,andforgivemethewish!’criedAffery,speakingalwaysinalowtone。’Iftheyhadn’tbeenbothofamindinit,howcoulditeverhavebeen?Jeremiahnevercourtedme;t’antlikelythathewould,afterlivinginthehousewithmeandorderingmeaboutforasmanyyearsashe’ddone。Hesaidtomeoneday,hesaid,“Affery,“hesaid,“nowIamgoingtotellyousomething。WhatdoyouthinkofthenameofFlintwinch?“

  “WhatdoIthinkofit?“Isays。“Yes,“hesaid,“becauseyou’regoingtotakeit,“hesaid。“Takeit?“Isays。“Jere-MI-ah?“Oh!

  he’sacleverone!’

  MrsFlintwinchwentontospreadtheuppersheetoverthebed,andtheblanketoverthat,andthecounterpaneoverthat,asifshehadquiteconcludedherstory。

  ’Well?’saidArthuragain。

  ’Well?’echoedMrsFlintwinchagain。’HowcouldIhelpmyself?Hesaidtome,“Affery,youandmemustbemarried,andI’lltellyouwhy。She’sfailinginhealth,andshe’llwantprettyconstantattendanceupinherroom,andweshallhavetobemuchwithher,andthere’llbenobodyaboutnowbutourselveswhenwe’reawayfromher,andaltogetheritwillbemoreconvenient。She’sofmyopinion,“hesaid,“soifyou’llputyourbonnetonnextMondaymorningateight,we’llgetitover。“’MrsFlintwinchtuckedupthebed。

  ’Well?’

  ’Well?’repeatedMrsFlintwinch,’Ithinkso!Isitsmedownandsaysit。Well!——Jeremiahthensaystome,“Astobanns,nextSundaybeingthethirdtimeofaskingforI’veput’emupafortnight,ismyreasonfornamingMonday。She’llspeaktoyouaboutitherself,andnowshe’llfindyouprepared,Affery。“Thatsamedayshespoketome,andshesaid,“So,Affery,IunderstandthatyouandJeremiaharegoingtobemarried。Iamgladofit,andsoareyou,withreason。Itisaverygoodthingforyou,andverywelcomeunderthecircumstancestome。Heisasensibleman,andatrustworthyman,andaperseveringman,andapiousman。“

  WhatcouldIsaywhenithadcometothat?Why,ifithadbeen——asmotheringinsteadofawedding,’MrsFlintwinchcastaboutinhermindwithgreatpainsforthisformofexpression,’Icouldn’thavesaidaworduponit,againstthemtwocleverones。’

  ’Ingoodfaith,Ibelieveso。’

  ’Andsoyoumay,Arthur。’

  ’Affery,whatgirlwasthatinmymother’sroomjustnow?’

  ’Girl?’saidMrsFlintwinchinarathersharpkey。

  ’Itwasagirl,surely,whomIsawnearyou——almosthiddeninthedarkcorner?’

  ’Oh!She?LittleDorrit?She’snothing;she’sawhimof——hers。’

  ItwasapeculiarityofAfferyFlintwinchthatsheneverspokeofMrsClennambyname。’Butthere’sanothersortofgirlsthanthatabout。Haveyouforgotyouroldsweetheart?Longandlongago,I’llbebound。’

  ’Isufferedenoughfrommymother’sseparatingus,torememberher。

  Irecollectherverywell。’

  ’Haveyougotanother?’

  ’No。’

  ’Here’snewsforyou,then。She’swelltodonow,andawidow。

  Andifyouliketohaveher,whyyoucan。’

  ’Andhowdoyouknowthat,Affery?’

  ’Themtwocleveroneshavebeenspeakingaboutit——There’sJeremiahonthestairs!’Shewasgoneinamoment。

  MrsFlintwinchhadintroducedintothewebthathismindwasbusilyweaving,inthatoldworkshopwheretheloomofhisyouthhadstood,thelastthreadwantingtothepattern。Theairyfollyofaboy’slovehadfounditswayevenintothathouse,andhehadbeenaswretchedunderitshopelessnessasifthehousehadbeenacastleofromance。LittlemorethanaweekagoatMarseilles,thefaceoftheprettygirlfromwhomhehadpartedwithregret,hadhadanunusualinterestforhim,andatenderholduponhim,becauseofsomeresemblance,realorimagined,tothisfirstfacethathadsoaredoutofhisgloomylifeintothebrightgloriesoffancy。Heleaneduponthesillofthelonglowwindow,andlookingoutupontheblackenedforestofchimneysagain,begantodream;

  forithadbeentheuniformtendencyofthisman’slife——somuchwaswantinginittothinkabout,somuchthatmighthavebeenbetterdirectedandhappiertospeculateupon——tomakehimadreamer,afterall。

  MrsFlintwinchhasaDreamWhenMrsFlintwinchdreamed,sheusuallydreamed,unlikethesonofheroldmistress,withhereyesshut。Shehadacuriouslyvividdreamthatnight,andbeforeshehadleftthesonofheroldmistressmanyhours。Infactitwasnotatalllikeadream;itwassoveryrealineveryrespect。Ithappenedinthiswise。

  Thebed-chamberoccupiedbyMrandMrsFlintwinchwaswithinafewpacesofthattowhichMrsClennamhadbeensolongconfined。Itwasnotonthesamefloor,foritwasaroomatthesideofthehouse,whichwasapproachedbyasteepdescentofafewoddsteps,divergingfromthemainstaircasenearlyoppositetoMrsClennam’sdoor。Itcouldscarcelybesaidtobewithincall,thewalls,doors,andpanellingoftheoldplaceweresocumbrous;butitwaswithineasyreach,inanyundress,atanyhourofthenight,inanytemperature。AttheheadofthebedandwithinafootofMrsFlintwinch’sear,wasabell,thelineofwhichhungreadytoMrsClennam’shand。Wheneverthisbellrang,upstartedAffery,andwasinthesickroombeforeshewasawake。

  Havinggothermistressintobed,lightedherlamp,andgivenhergoodnight,MrsFlintwinchwenttoroostasusual,savingthatherlordhadnotyetappeared。Itwasherlordhimselfwhobecame——

  unlikethelastthemeinthemind,accordingtotheobservationofmostphilosophers——thesubjectofMrsFlintwinch’sdream。

  Itseemedtoherthatsheawokeaftersleepingsomehours,andfoundJeremiahnotyetabed。Thatshelookedatthecandleshehadleftburning,and,measuringthetimelikeKingAlfredtheGreat,wasconfirmedbyitswastedstateinherbeliefthatshehadbeenasleepforsomeconsiderableperiod。Thatshearosethereupon,muffledherselfupinawrapper,putonhershoes,andwentoutonthestaircase,muchsurprised,tolookforJeremiah。

  Thestaircasewasaswoodenandsolidasneedbe,andAfferywentstraightdownitwithoutanyofthosedeviationspeculiartodreams。Shedidnotskimoverit,butwalkeddownit,andguidedherselfbythebanistersonaccountofhercandlehavingdiedout。

  Inonecornerofthehall,behindthehouse-door,therewasalittlewaiting-room,likeawell-shaft,withalongnarrowwindowinitasifithadbeenrippedup。Inthisroom,whichwasneverused,alightwasburning。

  MrsFlintwinchcrossedthehall,feelingitspavementcoldtoherstockinglessfeet,andpeepedinbetweentherustyhingesonthedoor,whichstoodalittleopen。SheexpectedtoseeJeremiahfastasleeporinafit,buthewascalmlyseatedinachair,awake,andinhisusualhealth。Butwhat——hey?——Lordforgiveus!——MrsFlintwinchmutteredsomeejaculationtothiseffect,andturnedgiddy。

  For,MrFlintwinchawake,waswatchingMrFlintwinchasleep。Hesatononesideofthesmalltable,lookingkeenlyathimselfontheothersidewithhischinsunkonhisbreast,snoring。ThewakingFlintwinchhadhisfullfrontfacepresentedtohiswife;

  thesleepingFlintwinchwasinprofile。ThewakingFlintwinchwastheoldoriginal;thesleepingFlintwinchwasthedouble。justasshemighthavedistinguishedbetweenatangibleobjectanditsreflectioninaglass,Afferymadeoutthisdifferencewithherheadgoingroundandround。

  IfshehadhadanydoubtwhichwasherownJeremiah,itwouldhavebeenresolvedbyhisimpatience。Helookedabouthimforanoffensiveweapon,caughtupthesnuffers,and,beforeapplyingthemtothecabbage-headedcandle,lungedatthesleeperasthoughhewouldhaverunhimthroughthebody。

  ’Who’sthat?What’sthematter?’criedthesleeper,starting。

  MrFlintwinchmadeamovementwiththesnuffers,asifhewouldhaveenforcedsilenceonhiscompanionbyputtingthemdownhisthroat;thecompanion,comingtohimself,said,rubbinghiseyes,’IforgotwhereIwas。’

  ’Youhavebeenasleep,’snarledJeremiah,referringtohiswatch,’twohours。Yousaidyouwouldberestedenoughifyouhadashortnap。’

  ’Ihavehadashortnap,’saidDouble。

  ’Half-pasttwoo’clockinthemorning,’mutteredJeremiah。

  ’Where’syourhat?Where’syourcoat?Where’sthebox?’

  ’Allhere,’saidDouble,tyinguphisthroatwithsleepycarefulnessinashawl。’Stopaminute。Nowgivemethesleeve——

  notthatsleeve,theotherone。Ha!I’mnotasyoungasIwas。’

  MrFlintwinchhadpulledhimintohiscoatwithvehementenergy。

  ’YoupromisedmeasecondglassafterIwasrested。’

  ’Drinkit!’returnedJeremiah,’and——chokeyourself,Iwasgoingtosay——butgo,Imean。’Atthesametimeheproducedtheidenticalport-winebottle,andfilledawine-glass。

  ’Herport-wine,Ibelieve?’saidDouble,tastingitasifhewereintheDocks,withhourstospare。’Herhealth。’

  Hetookasip。

  ’Yourhealth!’

  Hetookanothersip。

  ’Hishealth!’

  Hetookanothersip。

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