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  ’Haha!Youareright!AgentlemanIam!AndagentlemanI’lllive,andagentlemanI’lldie!It’smyintenttobeagentleman。

  It’smygame。Deathofmysoul,IplayitoutwhereverIgo!’

  Hechangedhisposturetoasittingone,cryingwithatriumphantair:

  ’HereIam!Seeme!Shakenoutofdestiny’sdice-boxintothecompanyofameresmuggler;——shutupwithapoorlittlecontrabandtrader,whosepapersarewrong,andwhomthepolicelayholdofbesides,forplacinghisboatasameansofgettingbeyondthefrontieratthedispositionofotherlittlepeoplewhosepapersarewrong;andheinstinctivelyrecognisesmyposition,evenbythislightandinthisplace。It’swelldone!ByHeaven!Iwin,howeverthegamegoes。’

  Againhismoustachewentup,andhisnosecamedown。

  ’What’sthehournow?’heasked,withadryhotpalloruponhim,ratherdifficultofassociationwithmerriment。

  ’Alittlehalf-houraftermid-day。’

  ’Good!ThePresidentwillhaveagentlemanbeforehimsoon。Come!

  ShallItellyouonwhataccusation?Itmustbenow,ornever,forIshallnotreturnhere。EitherIshallgofree,orIshallgotobemadereadyforshaving。Youknowwheretheykeeptherazor。’

  SignorCavallettotookhiscigarettefrombetweenhispartedlips,andshowedmoremomentarydiscomfiturethanmighthavebeenexpected。

  ’Iama’——MonsieurRigaudstooduptosayit——’Iamacosmopolitangentleman。Iownnoparticularcountry。MyfatherwasSwiss——

  CantondeVaud。MymotherwasFrenchbyblood,Englishbybirth。

  ImyselfwasborninBelgium。Iamacitizenoftheworld。’

  Histheatricalair,ashestoodwithonearmonhishipwithinthefoldsofhiscloak,togetherwithhismannerofdisregardinghiscompanionandaddressingtheoppositewallinstead,seemedtointimatethathewasrehearsingforthePresident,whoseexaminationhewasshortlytoundergo,ratherthantroublinghimselfmerelytoenlightensosmallapersonasJohnBaptistCavalletto。

  ’Callmefive-and-thirtyyearsofage。Ihaveseentheworld。I

  havelivedhere,andlivedthere,andlivedlikeagentlemaneverywhere。Ihavebeentreatedandrespectedasagentlemanuniversally。IfyoutrytoprejudicemebymakingoutthatIhavelivedbymywits——howdoyourlawyerslive——yourpoliticians——yourintriguers——yourmenoftheExchange?’

  Hekepthissmallsmoothhandinconstantrequisition,asifitwereawitnesstohisgentilitythathadoftendonehimgoodservicebefore。

  ’TwoyearsagoIcametoMarseilles。IadmitthatIwaspoor;I

  hadbeenill。Whenyourlawyers,yourpoliticians,yourintriguers,yourmenoftheExchangefallill,andhavenotscrapedmoneytogether,theybecomepoor。IputupattheCrossofGold,——

  keptthenbyMonsieurHenriBarronneau——sixty-fiveatleast,andinafailingstateofhealth。IhadlivedinthehousesomefourmonthswhenMonsieurHenriBarronneauhadthemisfortunetodie;——

  atanyrate,notararemisfortune,that。Ithappenswithoutanyaidofmine,prettyoften。’

  JohnBaptisthavingsmokedhiscigarettedowntohisfingers’ends,MonsieurRigaudhadthemagnanimitytothrowhimanother。Helightedthesecondattheashesofthefirst,andsmokedon,lookingsidewaysathiscompanion,who,preoccupiedwithhisowncase,hardlylookedathim。

  ’MonsieurBarronneauleftawidow。Shewastwo-and-twenty。Shehadgainedareputationforbeauty,andwhichisoftenanotherthingwasbeautiful。IcontinuedtoliveattheCrossofGold。

  ImarriedMadameBarronneau。Itisnotformetosaywhethertherewasanygreatdisparityinsuchamatch。HereIstand,withthecontaminationofajailuponme;butitispossiblethatyoumaythinkmebettersuitedtoherthanherformerhusbandwas。’

  Hehadacertainairofbeingahandsomeman——whichhewasnot;andacertainairofbeingawell-bredman——whichhewasnot。Itwasmereswaggerandchallenge;butinthisparticular,asinmanyothers,blusteringassertiongoesforproof,halfovertheworld。

  ’Beitasitmay,MadameBarronneauapprovedofme。Thatisnottoprejudiceme,Ihope?’

  HiseyehappeningtolightuponJohnBaptistwiththisinquiry,thatlittlemanbrisklyshookhisheadinthenegative,andrepeatedinanargumentativetoneunderhisbreath,altro,altro,altro,altro——aninfinitenumberoftimes。

  ’Nowcamethedifficultiesofourposition。Iamproud。Isaynothingindefenceofpride,butIamproud。Itisalsomycharactertogovern。Ican’tsubmit;Imustgovern。

  Unfortunately,thepropertyofMadameRigaudwassettleduponherself。Suchwastheinsaneactofherlatehusband。Moreunfortunatelystill,shehadrelations。Whenawife’srelationsinterposeagainstahusbandwhoisagentleman,whoisproud,andwhomustgovern,theconsequencesareinimicaltopeace。Therewasyetanothersourceofdifferencebetweenus。MadameRigaudwasunfortunatelyalittlevulgar。Isoughttoimprovehermannersandamelioratehergeneraltone;shesupportedinthislikewisebyherrelationsresentedmyendeavours。Quarrelsbegantoarisebetweenus;and,propagatedandexaggeratedbytheslandersoftherelationsofMadameRigaud,tobecomenotorioustotheneighbours。

  IthasbeensaidthatItreatedMadameRigaudwithcruelty。Imayhavebeenseentoslapherface——nothingmore。Ihavealighthand;andifIhavebeenseenapparentlytocorrectMadameRigaudinthatmanner,Ihavedoneitalmostplayfully。’

  IftheplayfulnessofMonsieurRigaudwereatallexpressedbyhissmileatthispoint,therelationsofMadameRigaudmighthavesaidthattheywouldhavemuchpreferredhiscorrectingthatunfortunatewomanseriously。

  ’Iamsensitiveandbrave。Idonotadvanceitasamerittobesensitiveandbrave,butitismycharacter。IfthemalerelationsofMadameRigaudhadputthemselvesforwardopenly,Ishouldhaveknownhowtodealwiththem。Theyknewthat,andtheirmachinationswereconductedinsecret;consequently,MadameRigaudandIwerebroughtintofrequentandunfortunatecollision。EvenwhenIwantedanylittlesumofmoneyformypersonalexpenses,I

  couldnotobtainitwithoutcollision——andI,too,amanwhosecharacteritistogovern!Onenight,MadameRigaudandmyselfwerewalkingamicably——Imaysaylikelovers——onaheightoverhangingthesea。AnevilstaroccasionedMadameRigaudtoadverttoherrelations;Ireasonedwithheronthatsubject,andremonstratedonthewantofdutyanddevotionmanifestedinherallowingherselftobeinfluencedbytheirjealousanimositytowardsherhusband。MadameRigaudretorted;Iretorted;MadameRigaudgrewwarm;Igrewwarm,andprovokedher。Iadmitit。

  Franknessisapartofmycharacter。Atlength,MadameRigaud,inanaccessoffurythatImusteverdeplore,threwherselfuponmewithscreamsofpassionnodoubtthosethatwereoverheardatsomedistance,toremyclothes,toremyhair,laceratedmyhands,trampledandtrodthedust,andfinallyleapedover,dashingherselftodeathupontherocksbelow。SuchisthetrainofincidentswhichmalicehaspervertedintomyendeavouringtoforcefromMadameRigaudarelinquishmentofherrights;and,onherpersistenceinarefusaltomaketheconcessionIrequired,strugglingwithher——assassinatingher!’

  Hesteppedasidetotheledgewherethevineleavesyetlaystrewnabout,collectedtwoorthree,andstoodwipinghishandsuponthem,withhisbacktothelight。

  ’Well,’hedemandedafterasilence,’haveyounothingtosaytoallthat?’

  ’It’sugly,’returnedthelittleman,whohadrisen,andwasbrighteninghisknifeuponhisshoe,asheleanedanarmagainstthewall。

  ’Whatdoyoumean?’

  JohnBaptistpolishedhisknifeinsilence。

  ’DoyoumeanthatIhavenotrepresentedthecasecorrectly?’

  ’Al-tro!’returnedJohnBaptist。Thewordwasanapologynow,andstoodfor’Oh,bynomeans!’

  ’Whatthen?’

  ’Presidentsandtribunalsaresoprejudiced。’

  ’Well,’criedtheother,uneasilyflingingtheendofhiscloakoverhisshoulderwithanoath,’letthemdotheirworst!’

  ’TrulyIthinktheywill,’murmuredJohnBaptisttohimself,ashebenthisheadtoputhisknifeinhissash。

  Nothingmorewassaidoneitherside,thoughtheybothbeganwalkingtoandfro,andnecessarilycrossedateveryturn。

  MonsieurRigaudsometimesstopped,asifheweregoingtoputhiscaseinanewlight,ormakesomeirateremonstrance;butSignorCavallettocontinuingtogoslowlytoandfroatagrotesquekindofjog-trotpacewithhiseyesturneddownward,nothingcameoftheseinclinings。

  By-and-bythenoiseofthekeyinthelockarrestedthemboth。Thesoundofvoicessucceeded,andthetreadoffeet。Thedoorclashed,thevoicesandthefeetcameon,andtheprison-keeperslowlyascendedthestairs,followedbyaguardofsoldiers。

  ’Now,MonsieurRigaud,’saidhe,pausingforamomentatthegrate,withhiskeysinhishands,’havethegoodnesstocomeout。’

  ’Iamtodepartinstate,Isee?’

  ’Why,unlessyoudid,’returnedthejailer,’youmightdepartinsomanypiecesthatitwouldbedifficulttogetyoutogetheragain。

  There’sacrowd,MonsieurRigaud,anditdoesn’tloveyou。’

  Hepassedonoutofsight,andunlockedandunbarredalowdoorinthecornerofthechamber。’Now,’saidhe,asheopeneditandappearedwithin,’comeout。’

  ThereisnosortofwhitenessinallthehuesunderthesunatalllikethewhitenessofMonsieurRigaud’sfaceasitwasthen。

  Neitheristhereanyexpressionofthehumancountenanceatalllikethatexpressionineverylittlelineofwhichthefrightenedheartisseentobeat。Bothareconventionallycomparedwithdeath;butthedifferenceisthewholedeepgulfbetweenthestruggledone,andthefightatitsmostdesperateextremity。

  Helightedanotherofhispapercigarsathiscompanion’s;putittightlybetweenhisteeth;coveredhisheadwithasoftslouchedhat;threwtheendofhiscloakoverhisshoulderagain;andwalkedoutintothesidegalleryonwhichthedooropened,withouttakinganyfurthernoticeofSignorCavalletto。Astothatlittlemanhimself,hiswholeattentionhadbecomeabsorbedingettingnearthedoorandlookingoutatit。Preciselyasabeastmightapproachtheopenedgateofhisdenandeyethefreedombeyond,hepassedthosefewmomentsinwatchingandpeering,untilthedoorwascloseduponhim。

  Therewasanofficerincommandofthesoldiers;astout,serviceable,profoundlycalmman,withhisdrawnswordinhishand,smokingacigar。HeverybrieflydirectedtheplacingofMonsieurRigaudinthemidstoftheparty,puthimselfwithconsummateindifferenceattheirhead,gavetheword’march!’andsotheyallwentjinglingdownthestaircase。Thedoorclashed——thekeyturned——andarayofunusuallight,andabreathofunusualair,seemedtohavepassedthroughthejail,vanishinginatinywreathofsmokefromthecigar。

  Still,inhiscaptivity,likealoweranimal——likesomeimpatientape,orrousedbearofthesmallerspecies——theprisoner,nowleftsolitary,hadjumpedupontheledge,tolosenoglimpseofthisdeparture。Asheyetstoodclaspingthegratewithbothhands,anuproarbrokeuponhishearing;yells,shrieks,oaths,threats,execrations,allcomprehendedinit,thoughasinastormnothingbutaragingswellofsounddistinctlyheard。

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