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  ’IcanrecollectMrs。Winterverywell,ifnobodyelsecan,’saidtheagedgroceress。’Yes,she’sbeendeadthesefive-and-twentyyearatleast。Youknewwhatitwasuponhermind,sir,thatgaveherthathollow-eyedlook,Isuppose?’

  ’Ithadsomethingtodowithasonofhers,IthinkIoncewastold。

  ButIwastooyoungtoknowparticulars。’

  Thegroceresssighedassheconjuredupavisionofdayslongpast。

  ’Yes,’shemurmured,’ithadalltodowithason。’Findingthatthevanwasstillinalisteningmood,shespokeon:-

  THEWINTERSANDTHEPALMLEYS

  ’Togobacktothebeginning——ifonemust——thereweretwowomenintheparishwhenIwasachild,whoweretoacertainextentrivalsingoodlooks。Nevermindparticulars,butinconsequenceofthistheywereatdaggers-drawn,andtheydidnotloveeachotheranybetterwhenoneofthemtemptedtheother’sloverawayfromherandmarriedhim。HewasayoungmanofthenameofWinter,andinduetimetheyhadason。

  ’Theotherwomandidnotmarryformanyyears:butwhenshewasaboutthirtyaquietmannamedPalmleyaskedhertobehiswife,andsheacceptedhim。Youdon’tmindwhenthePalmleyswereLongpuddlefolk,butIdowell。Shehadasonalso,whowas,ofcourse,nineortenyearsyoungerthanthesonofthefirst。Thechildprovedtobeofratherweakintellect,thoughhismotherlovedhimastheappleofhereye。

  ’Thiswoman’shusbanddiedwhenthechildwaseightyearsold,andlefthiswidowandboyinpoverty。Herformerrival,alsoawidownow,butfairlywellprovidedfor,offeredforpity’ssaketotakethechildaserrand-boy,smallashewas,herownson,Jack,beingharduponseventeen。Herpoorneighbourcoulddonobetterthanletthechildgothere。Andtothericherwoman’shouselittlePalmleystraightwaywent。

  ’Well,insomewayorother——how,itwasneverexactlyknown——thethrivingwoman,Mrs。Winter,sentthelittleboywithamessagetothenextvillageoneDecemberday,muchagainsthiswill。Itwasgettingdark,andthechildprayedtobeallowednottogo,becausehewouldbeafraidcominghome。Butthemistressinsisted,moreoutofthoughtlessnessthancruelty,andthechildwent。OnhiswaybackhehadtopassthroughYalburyWood,andsomethingcameoutfrombehindatreeandfrightenedhimintofits。Thechildwasquiteruinedbyit;hebecamequiteadrivellingidiot,andsoonafterwarddied。

  ’Thentheotherwomanhadnothinglefttolivefor,andvowedvengeanceagainstthatrivalwhohadfirstwonawayherlover,andnowhadbeenthecauseofherbereavement。Thislastafflictionwascertainlynotintendedbyherthrivingacquaintance,thoughitmustbeownedthatwhenitwasdonesheseemedbutlittleconcerned。

  WhatevervengeancepoorMrs。Palmleyfelt,shehadnoopportunityofcarryingitout,andtimemighthavesoftenedherfeelingsintoforgetfulnessofhersupposedwrongsasshedraggedonherlonelylife。Somattersstoodwhen,ayearafterthedeathofthechild,Mrs。Palmley’sniece,whohadbeenbornandbredinthecityofExonbury,cametolivewithher。

  ’Thisyoungwoman——MissHarrietPalmley——wasaproudandhandsomegirl,verywellbroughtup,andmorestylishandgenteelthanthepeopleofourvillage,aswasnatural,consideringwhereshecamefrom。SheregardedherselfasmuchaboveMrs。WinterandhersoninpositionasMrs。WinterandhersonconsideredthemselvesabovepoorMrs。Palmley。Butloveisanunceremoniousthing,andwhatintheworldshouldhappenbutthatyoungJackWintermustfallwofullyandwildlyinlovewithHarrietPalmleyalmostassoonashesawher。

  ’She,beingbettereducatedthanhe,andcaringnothingforthevillagenotionofhismother’ssuperioritytoheraunt,didnotgivehimmuchencouragement。ButLongpuddlebeingnoverylargeworld,thetwocouldnothelpseeingagooddealofeachotherwhileshewasstayingthere,and,disdainfulyoungwomanasshewas,shedidseemtotakealittlepleasureinhisattentionsandadvances。

  ’Onedaywhentheywerepickingapplestogether,heaskedhertomarryhim。Shehadnotexpectedanythingsopracticalasthatatsoearlyatime,andwasledbyhersurpriseintoahalf-promise;atanyrateshedidnotabsolutelyrefusehim,andacceptedsomelittlepresentsthathemadeher。

  ’Buthesawthatherviewofhimwasratherasasimplevillageladthanasayoungmantolookupto,andhefeltthathemustdosomethingboldtosecureher。Sohesaidoneday,“Iamgoingaway,totrytogetintoabetterpositionthanIcangethere。“Intwoorthreeweekshewishedhergood-bye,andwentawaytoMonksbury,tosuperintendafarm,withaviewtostartasafarmerhimself;andfromtherehewroteregularlytoher,asiftheirmarriagewereanunderstoodthing。

  ’NowHarrietlikedtheyoungman’spresentsandtheadmirationofhiseyes;butonpaperhewaslessattractivetoher。Hermotherhadbeenaschool-mistress,andHarriethadbesidesanaturalaptitudeforpen-and-inkwork,indayswhentobeareadywriterwasnotsuchacommonthingasitisnow,andwhenactualhandwritingwasvaluedasanaccomplishmentinitself。JackWinter’sperformancesintheshapeoflove-lettersquitejarredhercitynervesandherfinertaste,andwhensheansweredoneofthem,inthelovelyrunninghandthatshetooksuchpridein,sheverystrictlyandloftilybadehimtopractisewithapenandspelling-bookifhewishedtopleaseher。

  Whetherhelistenedtoherrequestornotnobodyknows,buthislettersdidnotimprove。Heventuredtotellherinhisclumsywaythatifherheartweremorewarmtowardshimshewouldnotbesoniceabouthishandwritingandspelling;whichindeedwastrueenough。

  ’Well,inJack’sabsencetheweakflamethathadbeensetalightinHarriet’sheartsoonsanklow,andatlastwentoutaltogether。Hewroteandwrote,andbeggedandprayedhertogiveareasonforhercoldness;andthenshetoldhimplainlythatshewastownborn,andhewasnotsufficientlywelleducatedtopleaseher。

  ’JackWinter’swantofpen-and-inktrainingdidnotmakehimlessthin-skinnedthanothers;infact,hewasterriblytenderandtouchyaboutanything。Thisreasonthatshegaveforfinallythrowinghimovergrievedhim,shamedhim,andmortifiedhimmorethancanbetoldinthesetimes,theprideofthatdayinbeingabletowritewithbeautifulflourishes,andthesorrowatnotbeingabletodoso,ragingsohigh。Jackrepliedtoherwithanangrynote,andthenshehitbackwithsmartlittlestings,tellinghimhowmanywordshehadmisspeltinhislastletter,anddeclaringagainthatthisalonewassufficientjustificationforanywomantoputanendtoanunderstandingwithhim。Herhusbandmustbeabetterscholar。

  ’Heboreherrejectionofhiminsilence,buthissufferingwassharp——allthesharperinbeinguntold。ShecommunicatedwithJacknomore;andashisreasonforgoingoutintotheworldhadbeenonlytoprovideahomeworthyofher,hehadnofurtherobjectinplanningsuchahomenowthatshewaslosttohim。Hethereforegaveupthefarmingoccupationbywhichhehadhopedtomakehimselfamaster-

  farmer,andleftthespottoreturntohismother。

  ’AssoonashegotbacktoLongpuddlehefoundthatHarriethadalreadylookedwi’favouruponanotherlover。Hewasayoungroad-

  contractor,andJackcouldnotbutadmitthathisrivalwasbothinmannersandscholarshipmuchaheadofhim。Indeed,amoresensiblematchforthebeautywhohadbeendroppedintothevillagebyfatecouldhardlyhavebeenfoundthanthisman,whocouldofferhersomuchbetterachancethanJackcouldhavedone,withhisuncertainfutureandnarrowabilitiesforgrapplingwiththeworld。Thefactwassocleartohimthathecouldhardlyblameher。

  ’OnedaybyaccidentJacksawonascrapofpaperthehandwritingofHarriet’snewbeloved。Itwasflowinglikeastream,wellspelt,theworkofamanaccustomedtotheink-bottleandthedictionary,ofamanalreadycalledintheparishagoodscholar。AndthenitstruckallofasuddenintoJack’smindwhatacontrastthelettersofthisyoungmanmustmaketohisownmiserableoldletters,andhowridiculoustheymustmakehislinesappear。Hegroanedandwishedhehadneverwrittentoher,andwonderedifshehadeverkepthispoorperformances。Possiblyshehadkeptthem,forwomenareinthehabitofdoingthat,hethought,andwhilsttheywereinherhandstherewasalwaysachanceofhishonest,stupidlove-assurancestoherbeingjokedoverbyHarrietwithherpresentlover,orbyanybodywhoshouldaccidentallyuncoverthem。

  ’Thenervous,moodyyoungmancouldnotbearthethoughtofit,andatlengthdecidedtoaskhertoreturnthem,aswasproperwhenengagementswerebrokenoff。Hewassomehoursinframing,copying,andrecopyingtheshortnoteinwhichhemadehisrequest,andhavingfinishedithesentittoherhouse。Hismessengercamebackwiththeanswer,bywordofmouth,thatMissPalmleybadehimsaysheshouldnotpartwithwhatwashers,andwonderedathisboldnessintroublingher。

  ’Jackwasmuchaffrontedatthis,anddeterminedtogoforhislettershimself。Hechoseatimewhenheknewshewasathome,andknockedandwentinwithoutmuchceremony;forthoughHarrietwassohighandmighty,Jackhadsmallrespectforheraunt,Mrs。Palmley,whoselittlechildhadbeenhisboot-cleanerinearlierdays。

  Harrietwasintheroom,thisbeingthefirsttimetheyhadmetsinceshehadjiltedhim。Heaskedforhisletterswithasternandbitterlookather。

  ’Atfirstshesaidhemighthavethemforallthatshecared,andtookthemoutofthebureauwhereshekeptthem。Thensheglancedovertheoutsideoneofthepacket,andsuddenlyalteringhermind,shetoldhimshortlythathisrequestwasasillyone,andslippedthelettersintoheraunt’swork-box,whichstoodopenonthetable,lockingit,andsayingwithabanteringlaughthatofcourseshethoughtitbesttokeep’em,sincetheymightbeusefultoproduceasevidencethatshehadgoodcausefordecliningtomarryhim。

  ’Heblazeduphot。“Givemethoseletters!“hesaid。“Theyaremine!“

  ’“No,theyarenot,“shereplied;“theyaremine。“

  ’“Whos’evertheyareIwantthemback,“sayshe。“Idon’twanttobemadesportofformypenmanship:you’veanotheryoungmannow!hehasyourconfidence,andyoupourallyourtalesintohisear。

  You’llbeshowingthemtohim!“

  ’“Perhaps,“saidmyladyHarriet,withcalmcoolness,liketheheartlesswomanthatshewas。

  ’Hermannersomaddenedhimthathemadeasteptowardsthework-box,butshesnatcheditup,lockeditinthebureau,andturneduponhimtriumphant。Foramomentheseemedtobegoingtowrenchthekeyofthebureauoutofherhand;buthestoppedhimself,andswungrounduponhisheelandwentaway。

  ’Whenhewasout-of-doorsalone,anditgotnight,hewalkedaboutrestless,andstingingwiththesenseofbeingbeatenatallpointsbyher。Hecouldnothelpfancyinghertellinghernewloverorheracquaintancesofthisscenewithhimself,andlaughingwiththemoverthosepoorblotted,crookedlinesofhisthathehadbeensoanxioustoobtain。Astheeveningpassedonheworkedhimselfintoadoggedresolutiontohavethembackatanyprice,comewhatmight。

  ’Atthedeadofnighthecameoutofhismother’shousebythebackdoor,andcreepingthroughthegardenhedgewentalongthefieldadjoiningtillhereachedthebackofheraunt’sdwelling。Themoonstruckbrightandflatuponthewalls,’twassaid,andeveryshinyleafofthecreeperswaslikealittlelooking-glassintherays。

  FromlongacquaintanceJackknewthearrangementandpositionofeverythinginMrs。Palmley’shouseaswellasinhisownmother’s。

  Thebackwindowclosetohimwasacasementwithlittleleadedsquares,asitistothisday,andwas,asnow,oneoftwolightingthesitting-room。Theother,beinginfront,wasclosedupwithshutters,butthisbackonehadnotevenablind,andthemoonlightasitstreamedinshowedeveryarticleofthefurnituretohimoutside。Totherightoftheroomisthefireplace,asyoumayremember;totheleftwasthebureauatthattime;insidethebureauwasHarriet’swork-box,ashesupposedthoughitwasreallyheraunt’s,andinsidethework-boxwerehisletters。Well,hetookouthispocket-knife,andwithoutnoiseliftedtheleadingofoneofthepanes,sothathecouldtakeouttheglass,andputtinghishandthroughtheholeheunfastenedthecasement,andclimbedinthroughtheopening。Allthehousehold——thatistosay,Mrs。Palmley,Harriet,andthelittlemaid-servant——wereasleep。Jackwentstraighttothebureau,sohesaid,hopingitmighthavebeenunfastenedagain——itnotbeingkeptlockedinordinary——butHarriethadneverunfasteneditsinceshesecuredherletterstherethedaybefore。Jacktoldafterwardhowhethoughtofherasleepupstairs,caringnothingforhim,andofthewayshehadmadesportofhimandofhisletters;andhavingadvancedsofar,hewasnottobehinderednow。Byforcingthelargebladeofhisknifeundertheflapofthebureau,hebursttheweaklock;withinwastherosewoodwork-boxjustasshehadplaceditinherhurrytokeepitfromhim。Therebeingnotimetospareforgettingthelettersoutofitthen,hetookitunderhisarm,shutthebureau,andmadethebestofhiswayoutofthehouse,latchingthecasementbehindhim,andrefixingthepaneofglassinitsplace。

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