’IcanrecollectMrs。Winterverywell,ifnobodyelsecan,’saidtheagedgroceress。’Yes,she’sbeendeadthesefive-and-twentyyearatleast。Youknewwhatitwasuponhermind,sir,thatgaveherthathollow-eyedlook,Isuppose?’
’Ithadsomethingtodowithasonofhers,IthinkIoncewastold。
ButIwastooyoungtoknowparticulars。’
Thegroceresssighedassheconjuredupavisionofdayslongpast。
’Yes,’shemurmured,’ithadalltodowithason。’Findingthatthevanwasstillinalisteningmood,shespokeon:-
THEWINTERSANDTHEPALMLEYS
’Togobacktothebeginning——ifonemust——thereweretwowomenintheparishwhenIwasachild,whoweretoacertainextentrivalsingoodlooks。Nevermindparticulars,butinconsequenceofthistheywereatdaggers-drawn,andtheydidnotloveeachotheranybetterwhenoneofthemtemptedtheother’sloverawayfromherandmarriedhim。HewasayoungmanofthenameofWinter,andinduetimetheyhadason。
’Theotherwomandidnotmarryformanyyears:butwhenshewasaboutthirtyaquietmannamedPalmleyaskedhertobehiswife,andsheacceptedhim。Youdon’tmindwhenthePalmleyswereLongpuddlefolk,butIdowell。Shehadasonalso,whowas,ofcourse,nineortenyearsyoungerthanthesonofthefirst。Thechildprovedtobeofratherweakintellect,thoughhismotherlovedhimastheappleofhereye。
’Thiswoman’shusbanddiedwhenthechildwaseightyearsold,andlefthiswidowandboyinpoverty。Herformerrival,alsoawidownow,butfairlywellprovidedfor,offeredforpity’ssaketotakethechildaserrand-boy,smallashewas,herownson,Jack,beingharduponseventeen。Herpoorneighbourcoulddonobetterthanletthechildgothere。Andtothericherwoman’shouselittlePalmleystraightwaywent。
’Well,insomewayorother——how,itwasneverexactlyknown——thethrivingwoman,Mrs。Winter,sentthelittleboywithamessagetothenextvillageoneDecemberday,muchagainsthiswill。Itwasgettingdark,andthechildprayedtobeallowednottogo,becausehewouldbeafraidcominghome。Butthemistressinsisted,moreoutofthoughtlessnessthancruelty,andthechildwent。OnhiswaybackhehadtopassthroughYalburyWood,andsomethingcameoutfrombehindatreeandfrightenedhimintofits。Thechildwasquiteruinedbyit;hebecamequiteadrivellingidiot,andsoonafterwarddied。
’Thentheotherwomanhadnothinglefttolivefor,andvowedvengeanceagainstthatrivalwhohadfirstwonawayherlover,andnowhadbeenthecauseofherbereavement。Thislastafflictionwascertainlynotintendedbyherthrivingacquaintance,thoughitmustbeownedthatwhenitwasdonesheseemedbutlittleconcerned。
WhatevervengeancepoorMrs。Palmleyfelt,shehadnoopportunityofcarryingitout,andtimemighthavesoftenedherfeelingsintoforgetfulnessofhersupposedwrongsasshedraggedonherlonelylife。Somattersstoodwhen,ayearafterthedeathofthechild,Mrs。Palmley’sniece,whohadbeenbornandbredinthecityofExonbury,cametolivewithher。
’Thisyoungwoman——MissHarrietPalmley——wasaproudandhandsomegirl,verywellbroughtup,andmorestylishandgenteelthanthepeopleofourvillage,aswasnatural,consideringwhereshecamefrom。SheregardedherselfasmuchaboveMrs。WinterandhersoninpositionasMrs。WinterandhersonconsideredthemselvesabovepoorMrs。Palmley。Butloveisanunceremoniousthing,andwhatintheworldshouldhappenbutthatyoungJackWintermustfallwofullyandwildlyinlovewithHarrietPalmleyalmostassoonashesawher。
’She,beingbettereducatedthanhe,andcaringnothingforthevillagenotionofhismother’ssuperioritytoheraunt,didnotgivehimmuchencouragement。ButLongpuddlebeingnoverylargeworld,thetwocouldnothelpseeingagooddealofeachotherwhileshewasstayingthere,and,disdainfulyoungwomanasshewas,shedidseemtotakealittlepleasureinhisattentionsandadvances。
’Onedaywhentheywerepickingapplestogether,heaskedhertomarryhim。Shehadnotexpectedanythingsopracticalasthatatsoearlyatime,andwasledbyhersurpriseintoahalf-promise;atanyrateshedidnotabsolutelyrefusehim,andacceptedsomelittlepresentsthathemadeher。
’Buthesawthatherviewofhimwasratherasasimplevillageladthanasayoungmantolookupto,andhefeltthathemustdosomethingboldtosecureher。Sohesaidoneday,“Iamgoingaway,totrytogetintoabetterpositionthanIcangethere。“Intwoorthreeweekshewishedhergood-bye,andwentawaytoMonksbury,tosuperintendafarm,withaviewtostartasafarmerhimself;andfromtherehewroteregularlytoher,asiftheirmarriagewereanunderstoodthing。
’NowHarrietlikedtheyoungman’spresentsandtheadmirationofhiseyes;butonpaperhewaslessattractivetoher。Hermotherhadbeenaschool-mistress,andHarriethadbesidesanaturalaptitudeforpen-and-inkwork,indayswhentobeareadywriterwasnotsuchacommonthingasitisnow,andwhenactualhandwritingwasvaluedasanaccomplishmentinitself。JackWinter’sperformancesintheshapeoflove-lettersquitejarredhercitynervesandherfinertaste,andwhensheansweredoneofthem,inthelovelyrunninghandthatshetooksuchpridein,sheverystrictlyandloftilybadehimtopractisewithapenandspelling-bookifhewishedtopleaseher。
Whetherhelistenedtoherrequestornotnobodyknows,buthislettersdidnotimprove。Heventuredtotellherinhisclumsywaythatifherheartweremorewarmtowardshimshewouldnotbesoniceabouthishandwritingandspelling;whichindeedwastrueenough。
’Well,inJack’sabsencetheweakflamethathadbeensetalightinHarriet’sheartsoonsanklow,andatlastwentoutaltogether。Hewroteandwrote,andbeggedandprayedhertogiveareasonforhercoldness;andthenshetoldhimplainlythatshewastownborn,andhewasnotsufficientlywelleducatedtopleaseher。
’JackWinter’swantofpen-and-inktrainingdidnotmakehimlessthin-skinnedthanothers;infact,hewasterriblytenderandtouchyaboutanything。Thisreasonthatshegaveforfinallythrowinghimovergrievedhim,shamedhim,andmortifiedhimmorethancanbetoldinthesetimes,theprideofthatdayinbeingabletowritewithbeautifulflourishes,andthesorrowatnotbeingabletodoso,ragingsohigh。Jackrepliedtoherwithanangrynote,andthenshehitbackwithsmartlittlestings,tellinghimhowmanywordshehadmisspeltinhislastletter,anddeclaringagainthatthisalonewassufficientjustificationforanywomantoputanendtoanunderstandingwithhim。Herhusbandmustbeabetterscholar。
’Heboreherrejectionofhiminsilence,buthissufferingwassharp——allthesharperinbeinguntold。ShecommunicatedwithJacknomore;andashisreasonforgoingoutintotheworldhadbeenonlytoprovideahomeworthyofher,hehadnofurtherobjectinplanningsuchahomenowthatshewaslosttohim。Hethereforegaveupthefarmingoccupationbywhichhehadhopedtomakehimselfamaster-
farmer,andleftthespottoreturntohismother。
’AssoonashegotbacktoLongpuddlehefoundthatHarriethadalreadylookedwi’favouruponanotherlover。Hewasayoungroad-
contractor,andJackcouldnotbutadmitthathisrivalwasbothinmannersandscholarshipmuchaheadofhim。Indeed,amoresensiblematchforthebeautywhohadbeendroppedintothevillagebyfatecouldhardlyhavebeenfoundthanthisman,whocouldofferhersomuchbetterachancethanJackcouldhavedone,withhisuncertainfutureandnarrowabilitiesforgrapplingwiththeworld。Thefactwassocleartohimthathecouldhardlyblameher。
’OnedaybyaccidentJacksawonascrapofpaperthehandwritingofHarriet’snewbeloved。Itwasflowinglikeastream,wellspelt,theworkofamanaccustomedtotheink-bottleandthedictionary,ofamanalreadycalledintheparishagoodscholar。AndthenitstruckallofasuddenintoJack’smindwhatacontrastthelettersofthisyoungmanmustmaketohisownmiserableoldletters,andhowridiculoustheymustmakehislinesappear。Hegroanedandwishedhehadneverwrittentoher,andwonderedifshehadeverkepthispoorperformances。Possiblyshehadkeptthem,forwomenareinthehabitofdoingthat,hethought,andwhilsttheywereinherhandstherewasalwaysachanceofhishonest,stupidlove-assurancestoherbeingjokedoverbyHarrietwithherpresentlover,orbyanybodywhoshouldaccidentallyuncoverthem。
’Thenervous,moodyyoungmancouldnotbearthethoughtofit,andatlengthdecidedtoaskhertoreturnthem,aswasproperwhenengagementswerebrokenoff。Hewassomehoursinframing,copying,andrecopyingtheshortnoteinwhichhemadehisrequest,andhavingfinishedithesentittoherhouse。Hismessengercamebackwiththeanswer,bywordofmouth,thatMissPalmleybadehimsaysheshouldnotpartwithwhatwashers,andwonderedathisboldnessintroublingher。
’Jackwasmuchaffrontedatthis,anddeterminedtogoforhislettershimself。Hechoseatimewhenheknewshewasathome,andknockedandwentinwithoutmuchceremony;forthoughHarrietwassohighandmighty,Jackhadsmallrespectforheraunt,Mrs。Palmley,whoselittlechildhadbeenhisboot-cleanerinearlierdays。
Harrietwasintheroom,thisbeingthefirsttimetheyhadmetsinceshehadjiltedhim。Heaskedforhisletterswithasternandbitterlookather。
’Atfirstshesaidhemighthavethemforallthatshecared,andtookthemoutofthebureauwhereshekeptthem。Thensheglancedovertheoutsideoneofthepacket,andsuddenlyalteringhermind,shetoldhimshortlythathisrequestwasasillyone,andslippedthelettersintoheraunt’swork-box,whichstoodopenonthetable,lockingit,andsayingwithabanteringlaughthatofcourseshethoughtitbesttokeep’em,sincetheymightbeusefultoproduceasevidencethatshehadgoodcausefordecliningtomarryhim。
’Heblazeduphot。“Givemethoseletters!“hesaid。“Theyaremine!“
’“No,theyarenot,“shereplied;“theyaremine。“
’“Whos’evertheyareIwantthemback,“sayshe。“Idon’twanttobemadesportofformypenmanship:you’veanotheryoungmannow!hehasyourconfidence,andyoupourallyourtalesintohisear。
You’llbeshowingthemtohim!“
’“Perhaps,“saidmyladyHarriet,withcalmcoolness,liketheheartlesswomanthatshewas。
’Hermannersomaddenedhimthathemadeasteptowardsthework-box,butshesnatcheditup,lockeditinthebureau,andturneduponhimtriumphant。Foramomentheseemedtobegoingtowrenchthekeyofthebureauoutofherhand;buthestoppedhimself,andswungrounduponhisheelandwentaway。
’Whenhewasout-of-doorsalone,anditgotnight,hewalkedaboutrestless,andstingingwiththesenseofbeingbeatenatallpointsbyher。Hecouldnothelpfancyinghertellinghernewloverorheracquaintancesofthisscenewithhimself,andlaughingwiththemoverthosepoorblotted,crookedlinesofhisthathehadbeensoanxioustoobtain。Astheeveningpassedonheworkedhimselfintoadoggedresolutiontohavethembackatanyprice,comewhatmight。
’Atthedeadofnighthecameoutofhismother’shousebythebackdoor,andcreepingthroughthegardenhedgewentalongthefieldadjoiningtillhereachedthebackofheraunt’sdwelling。Themoonstruckbrightandflatuponthewalls,’twassaid,andeveryshinyleafofthecreeperswaslikealittlelooking-glassintherays。
FromlongacquaintanceJackknewthearrangementandpositionofeverythinginMrs。Palmley’shouseaswellasinhisownmother’s。
Thebackwindowclosetohimwasacasementwithlittleleadedsquares,asitistothisday,andwas,asnow,oneoftwolightingthesitting-room。Theother,beinginfront,wasclosedupwithshutters,butthisbackonehadnotevenablind,andthemoonlightasitstreamedinshowedeveryarticleofthefurnituretohimoutside。Totherightoftheroomisthefireplace,asyoumayremember;totheleftwasthebureauatthattime;insidethebureauwasHarriet’swork-box,ashesupposedthoughitwasreallyheraunt’s,andinsidethework-boxwerehisletters。Well,hetookouthispocket-knife,andwithoutnoiseliftedtheleadingofoneofthepanes,sothathecouldtakeouttheglass,andputtinghishandthroughtheholeheunfastenedthecasement,andclimbedinthroughtheopening。Allthehousehold——thatistosay,Mrs。Palmley,Harriet,andthelittlemaid-servant——wereasleep。Jackwentstraighttothebureau,sohesaid,hopingitmighthavebeenunfastenedagain——itnotbeingkeptlockedinordinary——butHarriethadneverunfasteneditsinceshesecuredherletterstherethedaybefore。Jacktoldafterwardhowhethoughtofherasleepupstairs,caringnothingforhim,andofthewayshehadmadesportofhimandofhisletters;andhavingadvancedsofar,hewasnottobehinderednow。Byforcingthelargebladeofhisknifeundertheflapofthebureau,hebursttheweaklock;withinwastherosewoodwork-boxjustasshehadplaceditinherhurrytokeepitfromhim。Therebeingnotimetospareforgettingthelettersoutofitthen,hetookitunderhisarm,shutthebureau,andmadethebestofhiswayoutofthehouse,latchingthecasementbehindhim,andrefixingthepaneofglassinitsplace。