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  InLondonhelivedandworkedregularlyathistrade。Morefortunatethanmany,hisdisinterestedwillingnessrecommendedhimfromthefirst。Duringtheensuingfouryearshewasneveroutofemployment。

  Heneitheradvancednorrecededinthemodernsense;heimprovedasaworkman,buthedidnotshiftonejotinsocialposition。AbouthisloveforCar’linehemaintainedarigidsilence。Nodoubtheoftenthoughtofher;butbeingalwaysoccupied,andhavingnorelationsatStickleford,heheldnocommunicationwiththatpartofthecountry,andshowednodesiretoreturn。InhisquietlodginginLambethhemovedaboutafterworking-hourswiththefacilityofawoman,doinghisowncooking,attendingtohisstocking-heels,andshapinghimselfbydegreestoalife-longbachelorhood。ForthisconductoneisboundtoadvancethecanonicalreasonthattimecouldnoteffacefromhishearttheimageoflittleCar’lineAspent——anditmaybeinparttrue;buttherewasalsotheinferencethathiswasanaturenotgreatlydependentupontheministrationsoftheothersexforitscomforts。

  ThefourthyearofhisresidenceasamechanicinLondonwastheyearoftheHyde-ParkExhibitionalreadymentioned,andattheconstructionofthishugeglass-house,thenunexampledintheworld’shistory,heworkeddaily。Itwasaneraofgreathopeandactivityamongthenationsandindustries。ThoughHipcroftwas,inhissmallway,acentralmaninthemovement,heploddedonwithhisusualoutwardplacidity。Yetforhim,too,theyearwasdestinedtohaveitssurprises,forwhenthebustleofgettingthebuildingreadyfortheopeningdaywaspast,theceremonieshadbeenwitnessed,andpeoplewereflockingthitherfromallpartsoftheglobe,hereceivedaletterfromCar’line。TillthatdaythesilenceoffouryearsbetweenhimselfandSticklefordhadneverbeenbroken。

  Sheinformedheroldlover,inanuncertainpenmanshipwhichsuggestedatremblinghand,ofthetroubleshehadbeenputtoinascertaininghisaddress,andthenbroachedthesubjectwhichhadpromptedhertowrite。Fouryearsago,shesaidwiththegreatestdelicacyofwhichshewascapable,shehadbeensofoolishastorefusehim。Herwilfulwrong-headednesshadsincebeenagrieftohermanytimes,andoflateparticularly。AsforMr。Ollamoor,hehadbeenabsentalmostaslongasNed——shedidnotknowwhere。ShewouldgladlymarryNednowifheweretoaskheragain,andbeatenderlittlewifetohimtillherlife’send。

  AtideofwarmfeelingmusthavesurgedthroughNedHipcroft’sframeonreceiptofthisnews,ifwemayjudgebytheissue。

  Unquestionablyhelovedherstill,evenifnottotheexclusionofeveryotherhappiness。ThisfromhisCar’line,shewhohadbeendeadtohimthesemanyyears,alivetohimagainasofold,wasinitselfapleasant,gratifyingthing。Nedhadgrownsoresignedto,orsatisfiedwith,hislonelylot,thatheprobablywouldnothaveshownmuchjubilationatanything。Still,acertainardourofpreoccupation,afterhisfirstsurprise,revealedhowdeeplyherconfessionoffaithinhimhadstirredhim。Measuredandmethodicalinhisways,hedidnotanswertheletterthatday,northenext,northenext。Hewashaving’agoodthink。’Whenhedidanswerit,therewasagreatdealofsoundreasoningmixedinwiththeunmistakabletendernessofhisreply;butthetendernessitselfwassufficienttorevealthathewaspleasedwithherstraightforwardfrankness;thattheanchorageshehadonceobtainedinhisheartwasrenewable,ifithadnotbeencontinuouslyfirm。

  Hetoldher——andashewrotehislipstwitchedhumorouslyoverthefewgentlewordsofrailleryheinditedamongtherestofhissentences——thatitwasallverywellforhertocomeroundatthistimeofday。Whywouldn’tshehavehimwhenhewantedher?Shehadnodoubtlearnedthathewasnotmarried,butsupposehisaffectionshadsincebeenfixedonanother?Sheoughttobeghispardon。

  Still,hewasnotthemantoforgether。Butconsideringhowhehadbeenused,andwhathehadsuffered,shecouldnotquiteexpecthimtogodowntoSticklefordandfetchher。Butifshewouldcometohim,andsayshewassorry,aswasonlyfair;why,yes,hewouldmarryher,knowingwhatagoodlittlewomanshewasatthecore。HeaddedthattherequestforhertocometohimwasalessonetomakethanitwouldhavebeenwhenhefirstleftStickleford,orevenafewmonthsago;forthenewrailwayintoSouthWessexwasnowopen,andtherehadjustbeguntoberunwonderfullycontrivedspecialtrains,calledexcursion-trains,onaccountoftheGreatExhibition;sothatshecouldcomeupeasilyalone。

  Shesaidinherreplyhowgooditwasofhimtotreathersogenerously,afterherhotandcoldtreatmentofhim;thatthoughshefeltfrightenedatthemagnitudeofthejourney,andwasneverasyetinarailway-train,havingonlyseenonepassatadistance,sheembracedhisofferwithallherheart;andwould,indeed,owntohimhowsorryshewas,andbeghispardon,andtrytobeagoodwifealways,andmakeupforlosttime。

  Theremainingdetailsofwhenandwhereweresoonsettled,Car’lineinforminghim,forherreadyidentificationinthecrowd,thatshewouldbewearing’mynewsprigged-laylockcottongown,’andNedgailyrespondingthat,havingmarriedherthemorningafterherarrival,hewouldmakeadayofitbytakinghertotheExhibition。Oneearlysummerafternoon,accordingly,hecamefromhisplaceofwork,andhastenedtowardsWaterlooStationtomeether。ItwasaswetandchillyasanEnglishJunedaycanoccasionallybe,butashewaitedontheplatforminthedrizzleheglowedinwardly,andseemedtohavesomethingtoliveforagain。

  The’excursion-train’——anabsolutelynewdepartureinthehistoryoftravel——wasstillanoveltyontheWessexline,andprobablyeverywhere。Crowdsofpeoplehadflockedtoallthestationsonthewayuptowitnesstheunwontedsightofsolongatrain’spassage,evenwheretheydidnottakeadvantageoftheopportunityitoffered。

  Theseatsforthehumblerclassoftravellersintheseearlyexperimentsinsteam-locomotion,wereopentrucks,withoutanyprotectionwhateverfromthewindandrain;anddampweatherhavingsetinwiththeafternoon,theunfortunateoccupantsofthesevehicleswere,onthetraindrawingupattheLondonterminus,foundtoheinapitiableconditionfromtheirlongjourney;blue-faced,stiff-necked,sneezing,rain-beaten,chilledtothemarrow,manyofthemenbeinghatless;infact,theyresembledpeoplewhohadbeenoutallnightinanopenboatonaroughsea,ratherthaninlandexcursionistsforpleasure。Thewomenhadinsomedegreeprotectedthemselvesbyturninguptheskirtsoftheirgownsovertheirheads,butasbythisarrangementtheywereadditionallyexposedaboutthehips,theywereallmoreorlessinasorryplight。

  Inthebustleandcrushofalightingformsofbothsexeswhichfollowedtheentryofthehugeconcatenationintothestation,NedHipcroftsoondiscernedtheslimlittlefigurehiseyewasinsearchof,inthespriggedlilac,asdescribed。Shecameuptohimwithafrightenedsmile——stillpretty,thoughsodamp,weather-beaten,andshiveringfromlongexposuretothewind。

  ’ONed!’shesputtered,’I——I——’Heclaspedherinhisarmsandkissedher,whereuponsheburstintoafloodoftears。

  ’Youarewet,mypoordear!Ihopeyou’llnotgetcold,’hesaid。

  Andsurveyingherandhermultifarioussurroundingpackages,henoticedthatbythehandsheledatoddlingchild——alittlegirlofthreeorso——whosehoodwasasclammyandtenderfaceasblueasthoseoftheothertravellers。

  ’Whoisthis——somebodyyouknow?’askedNedcuriously。

  ’Yes,Ned。She’smine。’

  ’Yours?’

  ’Yes——myown!’

  ’Yourownchild?’

  ’Yes!’

  ’Well——asGod’sin——’

  ’Ned,Ididn’tnameitinmyletter,because,yousee,itwouldhavebeensohardtoexplain!IthoughtthatwhenwemetIcouldtellyouhowshehappenedtobeborn,somuchbetterthaninwriting!Ihopeyou’llexcuseitthisonce,dearNed,andnotscoldme,nowI’vecomesomany,manymiles!’

  ’ThismeansMr。MopOllamoor,Ireckon!’saidHipcroft,gazingpalelyatthemfromthedistanceoftheyardortwotowhichhehadwithdrawnwithastart。

  Car’linegasped。’Buthe’sbeengoneawayforyears!’shesupplicated。’AndIneverhadayoungmanbefore!AndIwassoonluckytobecatchedthefirsttime,thoughsomeofthegirlsdowntheregoonlikeanything!’

  Nedremainedinsilence,pondering。

  ’You’llforgiveme,dearNed?’sheadded,beginningtosoboutright。

  ’Ihaven’ttaken’eeinafterall,because——becauseyoucanpackusbackagain,ifyouwantto;though’tishundredso’miles,andsowet,andnighta-comingon,andIwithnomoney!’

  ’WhatthedevilcanIdo!’Hipcroftgroaned。

  Amorepitiablepicturethanthepairofhelplesscreaturespresentedwasneverseenonarainyday,astheystoodonthegreat,gaunt,puddledplatform,awhiffofdrizzleblowingundertheroofuponthemnowandthen;theprettyattireinwhichtheyhadstartedfromSticklefordintheearlymorningbemuddledandsodden,wearinessontheirfaces,andfearofhimintheireyes;forthechildbegantolookasifshethoughtshetoohaddonesomewrong,remaininginanappalledsilencetillthetearsrolleddownherchubbycheeks。

  ’What’sthematter,mylittlemaid?’saidNedmechanically。

  ’Idowanttogohome!’sheletout,intonesthattoldofaburstingheart。’Andmytottiesbecold,an’Ishan’thavenobreadan’

  butternomore!’

  ’Idon’tknowwhattosaytoitall!’declaredNed,hisowneyemoistasheturnedandwalkedafewstepswithhisheaddown;thenregardedthemagainpointblank。Fromthechildescapedtroubledbreathsandsilentlywellingtears。

  ’Wantsomebreadandbutter,do’ee?’hesaid,withfactitioushardness。

  ’Ye-e-s!’

  ’Well,IdaresayIcanget’eeabit!Naturally,youmustwantsome。

  Andyou,too,forthatmatter,Car’line。’

  ’Idofeelalittlehungered。ButIcankeepitoff,’shemurmured。

  ’Folkshouldn’tdothat,’hesaidgruffly……’Therecomealong!’

  hecaughtupthechild,asheadded,’Youmustbidehereto-night,anyhow,Is’pose!Whatcanyoudootherwise?I’llget’eesometeaandvictuals;andasforthisjob,I’msureIdon’tknowwhattosay!

  Thisisthewayout。’

  Theypursuedtheirway,withoutspeaking,toNed’slodgings,whichwerenotfaroff。Therehedriedthemandmadethemcomfortable,andpreparedtea;theythankfullysatdown。Theready-madehouseholdofwhichhesuddenlyfoundhimselftheheadimpartedacosyaspecttohisroom,andapaternalonetohimself。Presentlyheturnedtothechildandkissedhernowbloomingcheeks;and,lookingwistfullyatCar’line,kissedheralso。

  ’Idon’tseehowIcansend’eebackallthemmiles,’hegrowled,’nowyou’vecomeallthewayo’purposetojoinme。Butyoumusttrustme,Car’line,andshowyou’verealfaithinme。Well,doyoufeelbetternow,mylittlewoman?’

  Thechildnodded,hermouthbeingotherwiseoccupied。

  ’Ididtrustyou,Ned,incoming;andIshallalways!’

  Thus,withoutanydefiniteagreementtoforgiveher,hetacitlyacquiescedinthefatethatHeavenhadsenthim;andonthedayoftheirmarriagewhichwasnotquitesosoonashehadexpecteditcouldbe,onaccountofthetimenecessaryforbannshetookhertotheExhibitionwhentheycamebackfromchurch,ashehadpromised。

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