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  ’Iwonderwherethatyoungmaniswiththehorseandtrap?’saidherformeradmirertohiscompanion。’Ihopeweshan’thavetowaitherelong。Itoldhimhalf-pastnineo’clockprecisely。’

  ’Haveyougotherpresentsafe?’

  ’Phyllis’s?O,yes。Itisinthistrunk。Ihopeitwillpleaseher。’

  ’Ofcourseitwill。Whatwomanwouldnotbepleasedwithsuchahandsomepeace-offering?’

  ’Well——shedeservesit。I’vetreatedherratherbadly。ButshehasbeeninmymindtheselasttwodaysmuchmorethanIshouldcaretoconfesstoeverybody。Ah,well;I’llsaynomoreaboutthat。Itcannotbethatsheissobadastheymakeout。IamquitesurethatagirlofhergoodwitwouldknowbetterthantogetentangledwithanyofthoseHanoveriansoldiers。Iwon’tbelieveitofher,andthere’sanendon’t。’

  Morewordsinthesamestrainwerecasuallydroppedasthetwomenwaited;wordswhichrevealedtoher,asbyasuddenillumination,theenormityofherconduct。Theconversationwasatlengthcutoffbythearrivalofthemanwiththevehicle。Theluggagewasplacedinit,andtheymounted,andweredrivenoninthedirectionfromwhichshehadjustcome。

  Phylliswassoconscience-strickenthatshewasatfirstinclinedtofollowthem;butamoment’sreflectionledhertofeelthatitwouldonlybebarejusticetoMatthaustowaittillhearrived,andexplaincandidlythatshehadchangedhermind——difficultasthestrugglewouldbewhenshestoodfacetofacewithhim。ShebitterlyreproachedherselfforhavingbelievedreportswhichrepresentedHumphreyGouldasfalsetohisengagement,when,fromwhatshenowheardfromhisownlips,shegatheredthathehadbeenlivingfulloftrustinher。Butsheknewwellenoughwhohadwonherlove。

  Withouthimherlifeseemedadrearyprospect,yetthemoreshelookedathisproposalthemoreshefearedtoacceptit——sowildasitwas,sovague,soventuresome。ShehadpromisedHumphreyGould,anditwasonlyhisassumedfaithlessnesswhichhadledhertotreatthatpromiseasnought。Hissolicitudeinbringingherthesegiftstouchedher;herpromisemustbekept,andesteemmusttaketheplaceoflove。Shewouldpreserveherself-respect。Shewouldstayathome,andmarryhim,andsuffer。

  Phyllishadthusbracedherselftoanexceptionalfortitudewhen,afewminuteslater,theoutlineofMatthausTinaappearedbehindafield-gate,overwhichhelightlyleaptasshesteppedforward。

  Therewasnoevadingit,hepressedhertohisbreast。

  ’Itisthefirstandlasttime!’shewildlythoughtasshestoodencircledbyhisarms。

  HowPhyllisgotthroughtheterribleordealofthatnightshecouldneverclearlyrecollect。Shealwaysattributedhersuccessincarryingoutherresolvetoherlover’shonour,forassoonasshedeclaredtohiminfeeblewordsthatshehadchangedhermind,andfeltthatshecouldnot,darednot,flywithhim,heforboretourgeher,grievedashewasatherdecision。Unscrupulouspressureonhispart,seeinghowromanticallyshehadbecomeattachedtohim,wouldnodoubthaveturnedthebalanceinhisfavour。Buthedidnothingtotemptherundulyorunfairly。

  Onherside,fearingforhissafety,shebeggedhimtoremain。This,hedeclared,couldnotbe。’Icannotbreakfaithwithmyfriend,’

  saidhe。Hadhestoodalonehewouldhaveabandonedhisplan。ButChristoph,withtheboatandcompassandchart,waswaitingontheshore;thetidewouldsoonturn;hismotherhadbeenwarnedofhiscoming;gohemust。

  Manypreciousminuteswerelostwhilehetarried,unabletotearhimselfaway。Phyllisheldtoherresolve,thoughitcosthermanyabitterpang。Atlasttheyparted,andhewentdownthehill。Beforehisfootstepshadquitediedawayshefeltadesiretobeholdatleasthisoutlineoncemore,andrunningnoiselesslyafterhimregainedviewofhisdiminishingfigure。Foronemomentshewassufficientlyexcitedtobeonthepointofrushingforwardandlinkingherfatewithhis。Butshecouldnot。ThecouragewhichatthecriticalinstantfailedCleopatraofEgyptcouldscarcelybeexpectedofPhyllisGrove。

  Adarkshape,similartohisown,joinedhiminthehighway。ItwasChristoph,hisfriend。Shecouldseenomore;theyhadhastenedoninthedirectionofthetownandharbour,fourmilesahead。Withafeelingakintodespairsheturnedandslowlypursuedherwayhomeward。

  Tattoosoundedinthecamp;buttherewasnocampforhernow。ItwasasdeadasthecampoftheAssyriansafterthepassageoftheDestroyingAngel。

  Shenoiselesslyenteredthehouse,seeingnobody,andwenttobed。

  Grief,whichkeptherawakeatfirst,ultimatelywrappedherinaheavysleep。Thenextmorningherfathermetheratthefootofthestairs。

  ’Mr。Gouldiscome!’hesaidtriumphantly。

  Humphreywasstayingattheinn,andhadalreadycalledtoinquireforher。Hehadbroughtherapresentofaveryhandsomelooking-

  glassinaframeofrepoussesilverwork,whichherfatherheldinhishand。Hehadpromisedtocallagaininthecourseofanhour,toaskPhyllistowalkwithhim。

  Prettymirrorswererarerincountry-housesatthatdaythantheyarenow,andtheonebeforeherwonPhyllis’sadmiration。Shelookedintoit,sawhowheavyhereyeswere,andendeavouredtobrightenthem。Shewasinthatwretchedstateofmindwhichleadsawomantomovemechanicallyonwardinwhatsheconceivestobeherallottedpath。Mr。Humphreyhad,inhisundemonstrativeway,beenadheringallalongtotheoldunderstanding;itwasforhertodothesame,andtosaynotawordofherownlapse。Sheputonherbonnetandtippet,andwhenhearrivedatthehournamedshewasatthedoorawaitinghim。

  Phyllisthankedhimforhisbeautifulgift;butthetalkingwassoonentirelyonHumphrey’ssideastheywalkedalong。Hetoldherofthelatestmovementsoftheworldoffashion——asubjectwhichshewillinglydiscussedtotheexclusionofanythingmorepersonal——andhismeasuredlanguagehelpedtostillherdisquietedheartandbrain。

  Hadnotherownsadnessbeenwhatitwasshemusthaveobservedhisembarrassment。Atlastheabruptlychangedthesubject。

  ’Iamgladyouarepleasedwithmylittlepresent,’hesaid。’ThetruthisthatIbroughtittopropitiate’ee,andtogetyoutohelpmeoutofamightydifficulty。’

  ItwasinconceivabletoPhyllisthatthisindependentbachelor——whomsheadmiredinsomerespects——couldhaveadifficulty。

  ’Phyllis——I’lltellyoumysecretatonce;forIhaveamonstroussecrettoconfidebeforeIcanaskyourcounsel。Thecaseis,then,thatIammarried:yes,Ihaveprivatelymarriedadearyoungbelle;

  andifyouknewher,andIhopeyouwill,youwouldsayeverythinginherpraise。Butsheisnotquitetheonethatmyfatherwouldhavechoseforme——youknowthepaternalideaaswellasI——andIhavekeptitsecret。Therewillbeaterriblenoise,nodoubt;butI

  thinkthatwithyourhelpImaygetoverit。Ifyouwouldonlydomethisgoodturn——whenIhavetoldmyfather,Imean——saythatyounevercouldhavemarriedme,youknow,orsomethingofthatsort——

  ’ponmylifeitwillhelptosmooththewayvastly。Iamsoanxioustowinhimroundtomypointofview,andnottocauseanyestrangement。’

  WhatPhyllisrepliedshescarcelyknew,orhowshecounselledhimastohisunexpectedsituation。Yetthereliefthathisannouncementbroughtherwasperceptible。Tohaveconfidedhertroubleinreturnwaswhatherachingheartlongedtodo;andhadHumphreybeenawomanshewouldinstantlyhavepouredouthertale。Buttohimshefearedtoconfess;andtherewasarealreasonforsilence,tillasufficienttimehadelapsedtoallowherloverandhiscomradetogetoutofharm’sway。

  Assoonasshereachedhomeagainshesoughtasolitaryplace,andspentthetimeinhalfregrettingthatshehadnotgoneaway,andindreamingoverthemeetingswithMatthausTinafromtheirbeginningtotheirend。Inhisowncountry,amongsthisowncountrywomen,hewouldpossiblysoonforgether,eventoherveryname。

  Herlistlessnesswassuchthatshedidnotgooutofthehouseforseveraldays。Therecameamorningwhichbrokeinfogandmist,behindwhichthedawncouldbediscernedingreenishgrey;andtheoutlinesofthetents,andtherowsofhorsesattheropes。Thesmokefromthecanteenfiresdroopedheavily。

  ThespotatthebottomofthegardenwhereshehadbeenaccustomedtoclimbthewalltomeetMatthaus,wastheonlyinchofEnglishgroundinwhichshetookanyinterest;andinspiteofthedisagreeablehazeprevailingshewalkedouttheretillshereachedthewell-knowncorner。Everybladeofgrasswasweightedwithlittleliquidglobes,andslugsandsnailshadcreptoutupontheplots。Shecouldheartheusualfaintnoisesfromthecamp,andintheotherdirectionthetrotoffarmersontheroadtothetown,foritwasmarket-day。Sheobservedthatherfrequentvisitstothiscornerhadquitetroddendownthegrassintheangleofthewall,andleftmarksofgardensoilonthestepping-stonesbywhichshehadmountedtolookoverthetop。Seldomhavinggonetheretilldusk,shehadnotconsideredthathertracesmightbevisiblebyday。Perhapsitwasthesewhichhadrevealedhertryststoherfather。

  Whileshepausedinmelancholyregard,shefanciedthatthecustomarysoundsfromthetentswerechangingtheircharacter。IndifferentasPhylliswastocampdoingsnow,shemountedbythestepstotheoldplace。Whatshebeheldatfirstawedandperplexedher;thenshestoodrigid,herfingershookedtothewall,hereyesstaringoutofherhead,andherfaceasifhardenedtostone。

  Ontheopengreenstretchingbeforeheralltheregimentsinthecampweredrawnupinline,inthemid-frontofwhichtwoemptycoffinslayontheground。Theunwontedsoundswhichshehadnoticedcamefromanadvancingprocession。ItconsistedofthebandoftheYorkHussarsplayingadeadmarch;nexttwosoldiersofthatregimentinamourningcoach,guardedoneachside,andaccompaniedbytwopriests。

  Behindcameacrowdofrusticswhohadbeenattractedbytheevent。

  Themelancholyprocessionmarchedalongthefrontoftheline,returnedtothecentre,andhaltedbesidethecoffins,wherethetwocondemnedmenwereblindfolded,andeachplacedkneelingonhiscoffin;afewminutespausewasnowgiven,whiletheyprayed。

  Afiring-partyoftwenty-fourmenstoodreadywithlevelledcarbines。

  Thecommandingofficer,whohadhissworddrawn,waveditthroughsomecutsofthesword-exercisetillhereachedthedownwardstroke,whereatthefiring-partydischargedtheirvolley。Thetwovictimsfell,oneuponhisfaceacrosshiscoffin,theotherbackwards。

  AsthevolleyresoundedtherearoseashriekfromthewallofDr。

  Grove’sgarden,andsomeonefelldowninside;butnobodyamongthespectatorswithoutnoticeditatthetime。ThetwoexecutedHussarswereMatthausTinaandhisfriendChristoph。Thesoldiersonguardplacedthebodiesinthecoffinsalmostinstantly;butthecoloneloftheregiment,anEnglishman,rodeupandexclaimedinasternvoice:

  ’Turnthemout——asanexampletothemen!’

  Thecoffinswereliftedendwise,andthedeadGermansflungoutupontheirfacesonthegrass。Thenalltheregimentswheeledinsections,andmarchedpastthespotinslowtime。Whenthesurveywasoverthecorpseswereagaincoffined,andborneaway。

  MeanwhileDr。Grove,attractedbythenoiseofthevolley,hadrushedoutintohisgarden,wherehesawhiswretcheddaughterlyingmotionlessagainstthewall。Shewastakenindoors,butitwaslongbeforesherecoveredconsciousness;andforweekstheydespairedofherreason。

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