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  Herestretchthedowns,highandbreezyandgreen,absolutelyunchangedsincethoseeventfuldays。Aploughhasneverdisturbedtheturf,andthesodthatwasuppermostthenisuppermostnow。Herestoodthecamp;herearedistincttracesofthebanksthrownupforthehorsesofthecavalry,andspotswherethemidden-heapslayarestilltobeobserved。Atnight,whenIwalkacrossthelonelyplace,itisimpossibletoavoidhearing,amidthescouringsofthewindoverthegrass-bentsandthistles,theoldtrumpetandbuglecalls,therattleofthehalters;tohelpseeingrowsofspectraltentsandtheimpedimentaofthesoldiery。Fromwithinthecanvasescomegutturalsyllablesofforeigntongues,andbrokensongsofthefatherland;fortheyweremainlyregimentsoftheKing’sGermanLegionthatsleptroundthetent-poleshereaboutatthattime。

  Itwasnearlyninetyyearsago。TheBritishuniformoftheperiod,withitsimmenseepaulettes,queercocked-hat,breeches,gaiters,ponderouscartridge-box,buckledshoes,andwhatnot,wouldlookstrangeandbarbarousnow。Ideashavechanged;inventionhasfollowedinvention。Soldiersweremonumentalobjectsthen。A

  divinitystillhedgedkingshereandthere;andwarwasconsideredagloriousthing。

  Secludedoldmanor-housesandhamletslieintheravinesandhollowsamongthesehills,whereastrangerhadhardlyeverbeenseentilltheKingchosetotakethebathsyearlyatthesea-sidewatering-

  placeafewmilestothesouth;asaconsequenceofwhichbattalionsdescendedinacloudupontheopencountryaround。Isitnecessarytoaddthattheechoesofmanycharacteristictales,datingfromthatpicturesquetime,stilllingerabouthereinmoreorlessfragmentaryform,tobecaughtbytheattentiveear?SomeofthemIhaverepeated;mostofthemIhaveforgotten;oneIhaveneverrepeated,andassuredlycanneverforget。

  Phyllistoldmethestorywithherownlips。Shewasthenanoldladyofseventy-five,andherauditoraladoffifteen。Sheenjoinedsilenceastohershareintheincident,tillsheshouldbe’dead,buried,andforgotten。’Herlifewasprolongedtwelveyearsafterthedayofhernarration,andshehasnowbeendeadnearlytwenty。

  Theoblivionwhichinhermodestyandhumilityshecourtedforherselfhasonlypartiallyfallenonher,withtheunfortunateresultofinflictinganinjusticeuponhermemory;sincesuchfragmentsofherstoryasgotabroadatthetime,andhavebeenkeptaliveeversince,arepreciselythosewhicharemostunfavourabletohercharacter。

  ItallbeganwiththearrivaloftheYorkHussars,oneoftheforeignregimentsabovealludedto。Beforethatdayscarcelyasoulhadbeenseennearherfather’shouseforweeks。Whenanoiselikethebrushingskirtofavisitorwasheardonthedoorstep,itprovedtobeascuddingleaf;whenacarriageseemedtobenearingthedoor,itwasherfathergrindinghissickleonthestoneinthegardenforhisfavouriterelaxationoftrimmingthebox-treeborderstotheplots。

  Asoundlikeluggagethrowndownfromthecoachwasagunfarawayatsea;andwhatlookedlikeatallmanbythegateatduskwasayewbushcutintoaquaintandattenuatedshape。Thereisnosuchsolitudeincountryplacesnowastherewasinthoseolddays。

  YetallthewhileKingGeorgeandhiscourtwereathisfavouritesea-sideresort,notmorethanfivemilesoff。

  Thedaughter’sseclusionwasgreat,butbeyondtheseclusionofthegirllaytheseclusionofthefather。Ifhersocialconditionwastwilight,hiswasdarkness。Yetheenjoyedhisdarkness,whilehertwilightoppressedher。Dr。Grovehadbeenaprofessionalmanwhosetasteforlonelymeditationovermetaphysicalquestionshaddiminishedhispracticetillitnolongerpaidhimtokeepitgoing;

  afterwhichhehadrelinquisheditandhiredatanominalrentthesmall,dilapidated,halffarmhalfmanor-houseofthisobscureinlandnook,tomakeasufficiencyofanincomewhichinatownwouldhavebeeninadequatefortheirmaintenance。Hestayedinhisgardenthegreaterpartoftheday,growingmoreandmoreirritablewiththelapseoftime,andtheincreasingperceptionthathehadwastedhislifeinthepursuitofillusions。Hesawhisfriendslessandlessfrequently。Phyllisbecamesoshythatifshemetastrangeranywhereinhershortramblesshefeltashamedathisgaze,walkedawkwardly,andblushedtohershoulders。

  YetPhylliswasdiscoveredevenherebyanadmirer,andherhandmostunexpectedlyaskedinmarriage。

  TheKing,asaforesaid,wasattheneighbouringtown,wherehehadtakenuphisabodeatGloucesterLodgeandhispresenceinthetownnaturallybroughtmanycountypeoplethither。Amongtheseidlers——

  manyofwhomprofessedtohaveconnectionsandinterestswiththeCourt——wasoneHumphreyGould,abachelor;apersonageneitheryoungnorold;neithergood-lookingnorpositivelyplain。Toosteady-goingtobe’abuck’asfastandunmarriedmenwerethencalled,hewasanapproximatelyfashionablemanofamildtype。Thisbachelorofthirtyfoundhiswaytothevillageonthedown:beheldPhyllis;

  madeherfather’sacquaintanceinordertomakehers;andbysomemeansorothershesufficientlyinflamedhishearttoleadhiminthatdirectionalmostdaily;tillhebecameengagedtomarryher。

  Ashewasofanoldlocalfamily,someofwhosememberswereheldinrespectinthecounty,Phyllis,inbringinghimtoherfeet,hadaccomplishedwhatwasconsideredabrilliantmoveforoneinherconstrainedposition。HowshehaddoneitwasnotquiteknowntoPhyllisherself。Inthosedaysunequalmarriageswereregardedratherasaviolationofthelawsofnaturethanasamereinfringementofconvention,themoremodernview,andhencewhenPhyllis,ofthewatering-placebourgeoisie,waschosenbysuchagentlemanlyfellow,itwasasifsheweregoingtobetakentoheaven,thoughperhapstheuninformedwouldhaveseennogreatdifferenceintherespectivepositionsofthepair,thesaidGouldbeingaspoorasacrow。

  Thispecuniaryconditionwashisexcuse——probablyatrueone——forpostponingtheirunion,andasthewinterdrewnearer,andtheKingdepartedfortheseason,Mr。HumphreyGouldsetoutforBath,promisingtoreturntoPhyllisinafewweeks。Thewinterarrived,thedateofhispromisepassed,yetGouldpostponedhiscoming,onthegroundthathecouldnotveryeasilyleavehisfatherinthecityoftheirsojourn,theelderhavingnootherrelativenearhim。

  Phyllis,thoughlonelyintheextreme,wascontent。Themanwhohadaskedherinmarriagewasadesirablehusbandforherinmanyways;

  herfatherhighlyapprovedofhissuit;butthisneglectofherwasawkward,ifnotpainful,forPhyllis。Lovehiminthetruesenseofthewordsheassuredmesheneverdid,butshehadagenuineregardforhim;admiredacertainmethodicalanddoggedwayinwhichhesometimestookhispleasure;valuedhisknowledgeofwhattheCourtwasdoing,haddone,orwasabouttodo;andshewasnotwithoutafeelingofpridethathehadchosenherwhenhemighthaveexercisedamoreambitiouschoice。

  Buthedidnotcome;andthespringdeveloped。Hisletterswereregularthoughformal;anditisnottobewonderedthattheuncertaintyofherposition,linkedwiththefactthattherewasnotmuchpassioninherthoughtsofHumphrey,bredanindescribabledrearinessintheheartofPhyllisGrove。Thespringwassoonsummer,andthesummerbroughttheKing;butstillnoHumphreyGould。

  Allthiswhiletheengagementbyletterwasmaintainedintact。

  Atthispointoftimeagoldenradianceflashedinuponthelivesofpeoplehere,andchargedallyouthfulthoughtwithemotionalinterest。ThisradiancewastheaforesaidYorkHussars。

  ThepresentgenerationhasprobablybutaverydimnotionofthecelebratedYorkHussarsofninetyyearsago。TheywereoneoftheregimentsoftheKing’sGermanLegion,andthoughtheysomewhatdegeneratedlaterontheirbrilliantuniform,theirsplendidhorses,andaboveall,theirforeignairandmustachiosrareappendagesthen,drewcrowdsofadmirersofbothsexeswherevertheywent。

  Thesewithotherregimentshadcometoencamponthedownsandpastures,becauseofthepresenceoftheKingintheneighbouringtown。

  Thespotwashighandairy,andtheviewextensive,commandingtheIsleofPortlandinfront,andreachingtoSt。Aldhelm’sHeadeastward,andalmosttotheStartonthewest。

  Phyllis,thoughnotpreciselyagirlofthevillage,wasasinterestedasanyoftheminthismilitaryinvestment。Herfather’shomestoodsomewhatapart,andonthehighestpointofgroundtowhichthelaneascended,sothatitwasalmostlevelwiththetopofthechurchtowerinthelowerpartoftheparish。Immediatelyfromtheoutsideofthegarden-wallthegrassspreadawaytoagreatdistance,anditwascrossedbyapathwhichcameclosetothewall。

  EversinceherchildhoodithadbeenPhyllis’spleasuretoclamberupthisfenceandsitonthetop——afeatnotsodifficultasitmayseem,thewallsinthisdistrictbeingbuiltofrubble,withoutmortar,sothattherewereplentyofcrevicesforsmalltoes。

  Shewassittinguphereoneday,listlesslysurveyingthepasturewithout,whenherattentionwasarrestedbyasolitaryfigurewalkingalongthepath。ItwasoneoftherenownedGermanHussars,andhemovedonwardwithhiseyesontheground,andwiththemannerofonewhowishedtoescapecompany。Hisheadwouldprobablyhavebeenbentlikehiseyesbutforhisstiffneck-gear。Onnearerviewsheperceivedthathisfacewasmarkedwithdeepsadness。Withoutobservingher,headvancedbythefootpathtillitbroughthimalmostimmediatelyunderthewall。

  Phylliswasmuchsurprisedtoseeafine,tallsoldierinsuchamoodasthis。Hertheoryofthemilitary,andoftheYorkHussarsinparticularderivedentirelyfromhearsay,forshehadnevertalkedtoasoldierinherlife,wasthattheirheartswereasgayastheiraccoutrements。

  AtthismomenttheHussarliftedhiseyesandnoticedheronherperch,thewhitemuslinneckerchiefwhichcoveredhershouldersandneckwhereleftbarebyherlowgown,andherwhiteraimentingeneral,showingconspicuouslyinthebrightsunlightofthissummerday。Heblushedalittleatthesuddennessoftheencounter,andwithouthaltingamomentfromhispacepassedon。

  Allthatdaytheforeigner’sfacehauntedPhyllis;itsaspectwassostriking,sohandsome,andhiseyesweresoblue,andsad,andabstracted。Itwasperhapsonlynaturalthatonsomefollowingdayatthesamehoursheshouldlookoverthatwallagain,andwaittillhehadpassedasecondtime。Onthisoccasionhewasreadingaletter,andatthesightofherhismannerwasthatofonewhohadhalfexpectedorhopedtodiscoverher。Healmoststopped,smiled,andmadeacourteoussalute。Theendofthemeetingwasthattheyexchangedafewwords。Sheaskedhimwhathewasreading,andhereadilyinformedherthathewasre-perusinglettersfromhismotherinGermany;hedidnotgetthemoften,hesaid,andwasforcedtoreadtheoldonesagreatmanytimes。Thiswasallthatpassedatthepresentinterview,butothersofthesamekindfollowed。

  PhyllisusedtosaythathisEnglish,thoughnotgood,wasquiteintelligibletoher,sothattheiracquaintancewasneverhinderedbydifficultiesofspeech。Wheneverthesubjectbecametoodelicate,subtle,ortender,forsuchwordsofEnglishaswereathiscommand,theeyesnodoubthelpedoutthetongue,and——thoughthiswaslateron——thelipshelpedouttheeyes。Inshortthisacquaintance,unguardedlymade,andrashenoughonherpart,developedandripened。

  LikeDesdemona,shepitiedhim,andlearnthishistory。

  HisnamewasMatthausTina,andSaarbruckhisnativetown,wherehismotherwasstillliving。Hisagewastwenty-two,andhehadalreadyrisentothegradeofcorporal,thoughhehadnotlongbeeninthearmy。Phyllisusedtoassertthatnosuchrefinedorwell-educatedyoungmancouldhavebeenfoundintheranksofthepurelyEnglishregiments,someoftheseforeignsoldiershavingratherthegracefulmannerandpresenceofournativeofficersthanofourrankandfile。

  ShebydegreeslearntfromherforeignfriendacircumstanceabouthimselfandhiscomradeswhichPhylliswouldleasthaveexpectedoftheYorkHussars。Sofarfrombeingasgayasitsuniform,theregimentwaspervadedbyadreadfulmelancholy,achronichome-

  sickness,whichdepressedmanyofthementosuchanextentthattheycouldhardlyattendtotheirdrill。Theworstsufferersweretheyoungersoldierswhohadnotbeenoverherelong。TheyhatedEnglandandEnglishlife;theytooknointerestwhateverinKingGeorgeandhisislandkingdom,andtheyonlywishedtobeoutofitandnevertoseeitanymore。Theirbodieswerehere,buttheirheartsandmindswerealwaysfarawayintheirdearfatherland,ofwhich——bravemenandstoicalastheywereinmanyways——theywouldspeakwithtearsintheireyes。Oneoftheworstofthesufferersfromthishome-woe,ashecalleditinhisowntongue,wasMatthausTina,whosedreamymusingnaturefeltthegloomofexilestillmoreintenselyfromthefactthathehadleftalonelymotherathomewithnobodytocheerher。

  ThoughPhyllis,touchedbyallthis,andinterestedinhishistory,didnotdisdainhersoldier’sacquaintance,shedeclinedaccordingtoherownaccount,atleasttopermittheyoungmantooverstepthelineofmerefriendshipforalongwhile——aslong,indeed,assheconsideredherselflikelytobecomethepossessionofanother;thoughitisprobablethatshehadlostherhearttoMatthausbeforeshewasherselfaware。Thestonewallofnecessitymadeanythinglikeintimacydifficult;andhehadneverventuredtocome,ortoasktocome,insidethegarden,sothatalltheirconversationhadbeenovertlyconductedacrossthisboundary。

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