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  Theworthymerchant’shome,oneofthoselarge,substantialbrickmansionsfrequentlyjammedupinold-fashionedtowns,faceddirectlyontheHighStreet,nearlyoppositetothegroceryshopoftheJolliffes,anditnowbecamethepainofJoannatobeholdthewomanwhoseplaceshehadusurpedoutofpurecovetousness,lookingdownfromherpositionofcomparativewealthuponthehumbleshop-windowwithitsdustysugar-loaves,heapsofraisins,andcanistersoftea,overwhichitwasherownlottopreside。Thebusinesshavingsodwindled,Joannawasobligedtoserveintheshopherself;anditgalledandmortifiedherthatEmilyLester,sittinginherlargedrawing-roomovertheway,couldwitnessherowndancingsupanddownbehindthecounteratthebeckandcallofwretchedtwopennycustomers,whosepatronageshewasdriventowelcomegladly:personstowhomshewascompelledtobecivilinthestreet,whileEmilywasboundingalongwithherchildrenandhergoverness,andconversingwiththegenteelestpeopleofthetownandneighbourhood。ThiswaswhatshehadgainedbynotlettingShadrachJolliffe,whomshehadsofaintlyloved,carryhisaffectionelsewhere。

  Shadrachwasagoodandhonestman,andhehadbeenfaithfultoherinheartandindeed。TimehadclippedthewingsofhisloveforEmilyinhisdevotiontothemotherofhisboys:hehadquiteliveddownthatimpulsiveearlierfancy,andEmilyhadbecomeinhisregardnothingmorethanafriend。ItwasthesamewithEmily’sfeelingsforhim。Possibly,hadshefoundtheleastcauseforjealousy,Joannawouldalmosthavebeenbettersatisfied。ItwasintheabsoluteacquiescenceofEmilyandShadrachintheresultssheherselfhadcontrivedthatherdiscontentfoundnourishment。

  Shadrachwasnotendowedwiththenarrowshrewdnessnecessaryfordevelopingaretailbusinessinthefaceofmanycompetitors。Didacustomerinquireifthegrocercouldreallyrecommendthewondroussubstituteforeggswhichaperseveringbagmanhadforcedintohisstock,hewouldanswerthat’whenyoudidnotputeggsintoapuddingitwasdifficulttotastethemthere’;andwhenhewasaskedifhis’realMochacoffee’wasrealMocha,hewouldsaygrimly,’asunderstoodinsmallshops。’

  Onesummerday,whenthebigbrickhouseoppositewasreflectingtheoppressivesun’sheatintotheshop,andnobodywaspresentbuthusbandandwife,JoannalookedacrossatEmily’sdoor,whereawealthyvisitor’scarriagehaddrawnup。TracesofpatronagehadbeenvisibleinEmily’smanneroflate。

  ’Shadrach,thetruthis,youarenotabusiness-man,’hiswifesadlymurmured。’Youwerenotbroughtuptoshopkeeping,anditisimpossibleforamantomakeafortuneatanoccupationhehasjumpedinto,asyoudidintothis。’

  Jolliffeagreedwithher,inthisasineverythingelse。

  ’NotthatIcarearope’sendaboutmakingafortune,’hesaidcheerfully。’Iamhappyenough,andwecanrubonsomehow。’

  Shelookedagainatthegreathousethroughthescreenofbottledpickles。

  ’Rubon——yes,’shesaidbitterly。’ButseehowwelloffEmmyLesteris,whousedtobesopoor!HerboyswillgotoCollege,nodoubt;

  andthinkofyours——obligedtogototheParishSchool!’

  Shadrach’sthoughtshadflowntoEmily。

  ’Nobody,’hesaidgood-humouredly,’everdidEmilyabetterturnthanyoudid,Joanna,whenyouwarnedheroffmeandputanendtothatlittlesimperingnonsensebetweenus,soastoleaveitinherpowertosay“Aye“toLesterwhenhecamealong。’Thisalmostmaddenedher。

  ’Don’tspeakofbygones!’sheimplored,insternsadness。’Butthink,fortheboys’andmysake,ifnotforyourown,whatarewetodotogetricher?’

  ’Well,’hesaid,becomingserious,’totellthetruth,Ihavealwaysfeltmyselfunfitforthisbusiness,thoughI’veneverlikedtosayso。Iseemtowantmoreroomforsprawling;amoreopenspacetostrikeoutinthanhereamongfriendsandneighbours。Icouldgetrichaswellasanyman,ifItriedmyownway。’

  ’Iwishyouwould!Whatisyourway?’

  ’Togotoseaagain。’

  Shehadbeentheveryonetokeephimathome,hatingthesemi-

  widowedexistenceofsailors’wives。Butherambitioncheckedherinstinctsnow,andshesaid:’Doyouthinksuccessreallyliesthatway?’

  ’Iamsureitliesinnoother。’

  ’Doyouwanttogo,Shadrach?’

  ’Notforthepleasureofit,Icantell’ee。There’snosuchpleasureatsea,Joanna,asIcanfindinmybackparlourhere。Tospeakhonest,Ihavenoloveforthebrine。Ineverhadmuch。Butifitcomestoaquestionofafortuneforyouandthelads,itisanotherthing。That’stheonlywaytoitforonebornandbredaseafarerasI。’

  ’Wouldittakelongtoearn?’

  ’Well,thatdepends;perhapsnot。’

  ThenextmorningShadrachpulledfromachestofdrawersthenauticaljackethehadwornduringthefirstmonthsofhisreturn,brushedoutthemoths,donnedit,andwalkeddowntothequay。TheportstilldidafairbusinessintheNewfoundlandtrade,thoughnotsomuchasformerly。

  Itwasnotlongafterthisthatheinvestedallhepossessedinpurchasingapart-ownershipinabrig,ofwhichhewasappointedcaptain。Afewmonthswerepassedincoast-trading,duringwhichintervalShadrachworeofftheland-rustthathadaccumulateduponhiminhisgroceryphase;andinthespringthebrigsailedforNewfoundland。

  Joannalivedonathomewithhersons,whowerenowgrowingupintostronglads,andoccupyingthemselvesinvariouswaysabouttheharbourandquay。

  ’Nevermind,letthemworkalittle,’theirfondmothersaidtoherself。’Ournecessitiescompelitnow,butwhenShadrachcomeshometheywillbeonlyseventeenandeighteen,andtheyshallberemovedfromtheport,andtheireducationthoroughlytakeninhandbyatutor;andwiththemoneythey’llhavetheywillperhapsbeasneartogentlemenasEmmyLester’sprecioustwo,withtheiralgebraandtheirLatin!’

  ThedateforShadrach’sreturndrewnearandarrived,andhedidnotappear。Joannawasassuredthattherewasnocauseforanxiety,sailing-shipsbeingsouncertainintheircoming;whichassuranceprovedtobewellgrounded,forlateonewetevening,aboutamonthafterthecalculatedtime,theshipwasannouncedasathand,andpresentlytheslip-slopstepofShadrachasthesailorsoundedinthepassage,andheentered。Theboyshadgoneoutandhadmissedhim,andJoannawassittingalone。

  Assoonasthefirstemotionofreunionbetweenthecouplehadpassed,Jolliffeexplainedthedelayasowingtoasmallspeculativecontract,whichhadproducedgoodresults。

  ’Iwasdeterminednottodisappoint’ee,’hesaid;’andIthinkyou’llownthatIhaven’t!’

  Withthishepulledoutanenormouscanvasbag,fullandrotundasthemoney-bagofthegiantwhomJackslew,untiedit,andshookthecontentsoutintoherlapasshesatinherlowchairbythefire。A

  massofsovereignsandguineastherewereguineasontheearthinthosedaysfellintoherlapwithasuddenthud,weighingdownhergowntothefloor。

  ’There!’saidShadrachcomplacently。’Itold’ee,dear,I’ddoit;

  andhaveIdoneitorno?’

  Somehowherface,afterthefirstexcitementofpossession,didnotretainitsglory。

  ’Itisalotofgold,indeed,’shesaid。’And——isthisALL?’

  ’All?Why,dearJoanna,doyouknowyoucancounttothreehundredinthatheap?Itisafortune!’

  ’Yes——yes。Afortune——judgedbysea;butjudgedbyland——’

  However,shebanishedconsiderationsofthemoneyforthenonce。

  Soontheboyscamein,andnextSundayShadrachreturnedthankstoGod——thistimebythemoreordinarychanneloftheitalicsintheGeneralThanksgiving。Butafewdaysafter,whenthequestionofinvestingthemoneyarose,heremarkedthatshedidnotseemsosatisfiedashehadhoped。

  ’Wellyousee,Shadrach,’sheanswered,’WEcountbyhundreds;THEY

  countbythousands’noddingtowardstheothersideoftheStreet。

  ’Theyhavesetupacarriageandpairsinceyouleft。’

  ’O,havethey?’

  ’MydearShadrach,youdon’tknowhowtheworldmoves。However,we’lldothebestwecanwithit。Buttheyarerich,andwearepoorstill!’

  Thegreaterpartofayearwasdesultorilyspent。Shemovedsadlyaboutthehouseandshop,andtheboyswerestilloccupyingthemselvesinandaroundtheharbour。

  ’Joanna,’hesaid,oneday,’Iseebyyourmovementsthatitisnotenough。’

  ’Itisnotenough,’saidshe。’MyboyswillhavetolivebysteeringtheshipsthattheLestersown;andIwasonceaboveher!’

  Jolliffewasnotanargumentativeman,andheonlymurmuredthathethoughthewouldmakeanothervoyage。

  Hemeditatedforseveraldays,andcominghomefromthequayoneafternoonsaidsuddenly:

  ’Icoulddoitfor’ee,dear,inonemoretrip,forcertain,if——if——

  ’

  ’Dowhat,Shadrach?’

  ’Enable’eetocountbythousandsinsteadofhundreds。’

  ’Ifwhat?’

  ’IfImighttaketheboys。’

  Sheturnedpale。

  ’Don’tsaythat,Shadrach,’sheansweredhastily。

  ’Why?’

  ’Idon’tliketohearit!There’sdangeratsea。Iwantthemtobesomethinggenteel,andnodangertothem。Icouldn’tletthemrisktheirlivesatsea。O,Icouldn’tever,ever!’

  ’Verywell,dear,itshan’tbedone。’

  Nextday,afterasilence,sheaskedaquestion:

  ’Iftheyweretogowithyouitwouldmakeagreatdealofdifference,Isuppose,totheprofit?’

  ’’TwouldtreblewhatIshouldgetfromtheventuresingle-handed。

  Undermyeyetheywouldbeasgoodastwomoreofmyself。’

  Lateronshesaid:’Tellmemoreaboutthis。’

  ’Well,theboysarealmostascleverasmaster-marinersinhandlingacraft,uponmylife!Thereisn’tamorecrankyplaceintheNorthernSeasthanaboutthesandbanksofthisharbour,andthey’vepractisedherefromtheirinfancy。Andtheyaresosteady。Icouldn’tgettheirsteadinessandtheirtrustworthinessinhalfadozenmentwicetheirage。’

  ’AndisitVERYdangerousatsea;now,too,therearerumoursofwar?’sheaskeduneasily。

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