第17章
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  ’Whomaythemtwomaidsbe?’hewhisperedtohisneighbour。

  ’ThelittleoneisEmilyHanning;thetalloneJoannaPhippard。’

  ’Ah!Irecollect’emnow,tobesure。’

  Headvancedtotheirelbow,andgeniallystoleagazeatthem。

  ’Emily,youdon’tknowme?’saidthesailor,turninghisbeamingbrowneyesonher。

  ’IthinkIdo,Mr。Jolliffe,’saidEmilyshyly。

  Theothergirllookedstraightathimwithherdarkeyes。

  ’ThefaceofMissJoannaIdon’tcalltomindsowell,’hecontinued。

  ’ButIknowherbeginningsandkindred。’

  Theywalkedandtalkedtogether,Jolliffenarratingparticularsofhislatenarrowescape,tilltheyreachedthecornerofSloopLane,inwhichEmilyHanningdwelt,when,withanodandsmile,sheleftthem。SoonthesailorpartedalsofromJoanna,and,havingnoespecialerrandorappointment,turnedbacktowardsEmily’shouse。

  Shelivedwithherfather,whocalledhimselfanaccountant,thedaughter,however,keepingalittlestationery-shopasasupplementalprovisionforthegapsofhissomewhatuncertainbusiness。OnenteringJolliffefoundfatheranddaughterabouttobegintea。

  ’O,Ididn’tknowitwastea-time,’hesaid。’Ay,I’llhaveacupwithmuchpleasure。’

  Heremainedtoteaandlongafterwards,tellingmoretalesofhisseafaringlife。Severalneighbourscalledtolisten,andwereaskedtocomein。SomehowEmilyHanninglostherhearttothesailorthatSundaynight,andinthecourseofaweekortwotherewasatenderunderstandingbetweenthem。

  OnemoonlighteveninginthenextmonthShadrachwasascendingoutofthetownbythelongstraightroadeastward,toanelevatedsuburbwherethemorefashionablehousesstood——ifanythingnearthisancientportcouldbecalledfashionable——whenhesawafigurebeforehimwhom,fromhermannerofglancingback,hetooktobeEmily。

  But,oncomingup,hefoundshewasJoannaPhippard。Hegaveagallantgreeting,andwalkedbesideher。

  ’Goalong,’shesaid,’orEmilywillbejealous!’

  Heseemednottolikethesuggestion,andremained。WhatwassaidandwhatwasdoneonthatwalknevercouldbeclearlyrecollectedbyShadrach;butinsomewayorotherJoannacontrivedtoweanhimawayfromhergentlerandyoungerrival。Fromthatweekonwards,JolliffewasseenmoreandmoreinthewakeofJoannaPhippardandlessinthecompanyofEmily;anditwassoonrumouredaboutthequaythatoldJolliffe’sson,whohadcomehomefromsea,wasgoingtobemarriedtotheformeryoungwoman,tothegreatdisappointmentofthelatter。

  Justafterthisreporthadgoneabout,Joannadressedherselfforawalkonemorning,andstartedforEmily’shouseinthelittlecross-

  street。IntelligenceofthedeepsorrowofherfriendonaccountofthelossofShadrachhadreachedherearsalso,andherconsciencereproachedherforwinninghimaway。

  Joannawasnotaltogethersatisfiedwiththesailor。Shelikedhisattentions,andshecovetedthedignityofmatrimony;butshehadneverbeendeeplyinlovewithJolliffe。Foronething,shewasambitious,andsociallyhispositionwashardlysogoodasherown,andtherewasalwaysthechanceofanattractivewomanmatingconsiderablyaboveher。IthadlongbeeninhermindthatshewouldnotstronglyobjecttogivehimbackagaintoEmilyifherfriendfeltsoverybadlyabouthim。TothisendshehadwrittenaletterofrenunciationtoShadrach,whichlettershecarriedinherhand,intendingtosenditifpersonalobservationofEmilyconvincedherthatherfriendwassuffering。

  JoannaenteredSloopLaneandsteppeddownintothestationery-shop,whichwasbelowthepavementlevel。Emily’sfatherwasneverathomeatthishouroftheday,anditseemedasthoughEmilywerenotathomeeither,forthevisitorcouldmakenobodyhear。Customerscamesoseldomhitherthatafiveminutes’absenceoftheproprietorcountedforlittle。Joannawaitedinthelittleshop,whereEmilyhadtastefullysetout——aswomencan——articlesinthemselvesofslightvalue,soastoobscurethemeagrenessofthestock-in-trade;

  tillshesawafigurepausingwithoutthewindowapparentlyabsorbedinthecontemplationofthesixpennybooks,packetsofpaper,andprintshungonastring。ItwasCaptainShadrachJolliffe,peeringintoascertainifEmilyweretherealone。MovedbyanimpulseofreluctancetomeethiminaspotwhichbreathedofEmily,Joannaslippedthroughthedoorthatcommunicatedwiththeparlourattheback。Shehadfrequentlydonesobefore,forinherfriendshipwithEmilyshehadthefreedomofthehousewithoutceremony。

  Jolliffeenteredtheshop。ThroughthethinblindwhichscreenedtheglasspartitionshecouldseethathewasdisappointedatnotfindingEmilythere。Hewasabouttogooutagain,whenEmily’sformdarkenedthedoorway,hasteninghomefromsomeerrand。AtsightofJolliffeshestartedbackasifshewouldhavegoneoutagain。

  ’Don’trunaway,Emily;don’t!’saidhe。’Whatcanmakeyeafraid?’

  ’I’mnotafraid,CaptainJolliffe。Only——onlyIsawyouallofasudden,and——itmademejump!’Hervoiceshowedthatherhearthadjumpedevenmorethantherestofher。

  ’IjustcalledasIwaspassing,’hesaid。

  ’Forsomepaper?’Shehastenedbehindthecounter。

  ’No,no,Emily;whydoyegetbehindthere?Whynotstaybyme?Youseemtohateme。’

  ’Idon’thateyou。HowcanI?’

  ’Thencomeout,sothatwecantalklikeChristians。’

  Emilyobeyedwithafitfullaugh,tillshestoodagainbesidehimintheopenpartoftheshop。

  ’There’sadear,’hesaid。

  ’Youmustn’tsaythat,CaptainJolliffe;becausethewordsbelongtosomebodyelse。’

  ’Ah!Iknowwhatyoumean。But,Emily,uponmylifeIdidn’tknowtillthismorningthatyoucaredonebitaboutme,orIshouldnothavedoneasIhavedone。IhavethebestoffeelingsforJoanna,butIknowthatfromthebeginningshehasn’tcaredformemorethaninafriendlyway;andIseenowtheoneIoughttohaveaskedtobemywife。Youknow,Emily,whenamancomeshomefromseaafteralongvoyagehe’sasblindasabat——hecan’tseewho’swhoinwomen。

  Theyareallaliketohim,beautifulcreatures,andhetakesthefirstthatcomeseasy,withoutthinkingifsheloveshim,orifhemightnotsoonloveanotherbetterthanher。FromthefirstI

  inclinedtoyoumost,butyouweresobackwardandshythatIthoughtyoudidn’twantmetobother’ee,andsoIwenttoJoanna。’

  ’Don’tsayanymore,Mr。Jolliffe,don’t!’saidshe,choking。’YouaregoingtomarryJoannanextmonth,anditiswrongto——to——’

  ’O,Emily,mydarling!’hecried,andclaspedherlittlefigureinhisarmsbeforeshewasaware。

  Joanna,behindthecurtain,turnedpale,triedtowithdrawhereyes,butcouldnot。

  ’ItisonlyyouIloveasamanoughttolovethewomanheisgoingtomarry;andIknowthisfromwhatJoannahassaid,thatshewillwillinglyletmeoff!ShewantstomarryhigherIknow,andonlysaid“Yes“tomeoutofkindness。Afine,tallgirllikeherisn’tthesortforaplainsailor’swife:youbethebestsuitedforthat。’

  Hekissedherandkissedheragain,herflexibleformquiveringintheagitationofhisembrace。

  ’Iwonder——areyousure——Joannaisgoingtobreakoffwithyou?O,areyousure?Because——’

  ’Iknowshewouldnotwishtomakeusmiserable。Shewillreleaseme。’

  ’O,Ihope——Ihopeshewill!Don’tstayanylonger,CaptainJolliffe!’

  Helingered,however,tillacustomercameforapennystickofsealing-wax,andthenhewithdrew。

  GreenenvyhadoverspreadJoannaatthescene。Shelookedaboutforawayofescape。TogetoutwithoutEmily’sknowledgeofhervisitwasindispensable。Shecreptfromtheparlourintothepassage,andthencetothefrontdoorofthehouse,wheresheletherselfnoiselesslyintothestreet。

  Thesightofthatcaresshadreversedallherresolutions。ShecouldnotletShadrachgo。Reachinghomesheburnttheletter,andtoldhermotherthatifCaptainJolliffecalledshewastoounwelltoseehim。

  Shadrach,however,didnotcall。Hesentheranoteexpressinginsimplelanguagethestateofhisfeelings;andaskedtobeallowedtotakeadvantageofthehintsshehadgivenhimthatheraffection,too,waslittlemorethanfriendly,bycancellingtheengagement。

  Lookingoutupontheharbourandtheislandbeyondhewaitedandwaitedinhislodgingsforananswerthatdidnotcome。ThesuspensegrewtobesointolerablethatafterdarkhewentuptheHighStreet。

  HecouldnotresistcallingatJoanna’stolearnhisfate。

  Hermothersaidherdaughterwastoounwelltoseehim,andtohisquestioningadmittedthatitwasinconsequenceofaletterreceivedfromhimself;whichhaddistressedherdeeply。

  ’Youknowwhatitwasabout,perhaps,Mrs。Phippard?’hesaid。

  Mrs。Phippardownedthatshedid,addingthatitputtheminaverypainfulposition。ThereuponShadrach,fearingthathehadbeenguiltyofanenormity,explainedthatifhisletterhadpainedJoannaitmustbeowingtoamisunderstanding,sincehehadthoughtitwouldbearelieftoher。Ifotherwise,hewouldholdhimselfboundbyhisword,andshewastothinkoftheletterasneverhavingbeenwritten。

  Nextmorninghereceivedanoralmessagefromtheyoungwoman,askinghimtofetchherhomefromameetingthatevening。Thishedid,andwhilewalkingfromtheTownHalltoherdoor,withherhandinhisarm,shesaid:

  ’Itisallthesameasbeforebetweenus,isn’tit,Shadrach?Yourletterwassentinmistake?’

  ’Itisallthesameasbefore,’heanswered,’ifyousayitmustbe。’

  ’Iwishittobe,’shemurmured,withhardlineaments,asshethoughtofEmily。

  Shadrachwasareligiousandscrupulousman,whorespectedhiswordashislife。Shortlyafterwardstheweddingtookplace,JolliffehavingconveyedtoEmilyasgentlyaspossibletheerrorhehadfallenintowhenestimatingJoanna’smoodasoneofindifference。

  AmonthafterthemarriageJoanna’smotherdied,andthecouplewereobligedtoturntheirattentiontoverypracticalmatters。Nowthatshewasleftwithoutaparent,Joannacouldnotbearthenotionofherhusbandgoingtoseaagain,butthequestionwas,Whatcouldhedoathome?Theyfinallydecidedtotakeonagrocer’sshopinHighStreet,thegoodwillandstockofwhichwerewaitingtobedisposedofatthattime。Shadrachknewnothingofshopkeeping,andJoannaverylittle,buttheyhopedtolearn。

  Tothemanagementofthisgrocerybusinesstheynowdevotedalltheirenergies,andcontinuedtoconductitformanysucceedingyears,withoutgreatsuccess。Twosonswereborntothem,whomtheirmotherlovedtoidolatry,althoughshehadneverpassionatelylovedherhusband;andshelavisheduponthemallherforethoughtandcare。

  Buttheshopdidnotthrive,andthelargedreamsshehadentertainedofhersons’educationandcareerbecameattenuatedinthefaceofrealities。Theirschoolingwasoftheplainest,but,beingbythesea,theygrewalertinallsuchnauticalartsandenterprisesaswereattractivetotheirage。

  ThegreatinterestoftheJolliffes’marriedlife,outsidetheirownimmediatehousehold,hadlaininthemarriageofEmily。Byoneofthoseoddchanceswhichleadthosethatlurkinunexpectedcornerstobediscovered,whiletheobviousarepassedby,thegentlegirlhadbeenseenandlovedbyathrivingmerchantofthetown,awidower,someyearsolderthanherself,thoughstillintheprimeoflife。AtfirstEmilyhaddeclaredthatshenever,nevercouldmarryanyone;

  butMr。Lesterhadquietlypersevered,andhadatlastwonherreluctantassent。Twochildrenalsowerethefruitsofthisunion,and,astheygrewandprospered,Emilydeclaredthatshehadneversupposedthatshecouldlivetobesohappy。

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