’Whomaythemtwomaidsbe?’hewhisperedtohisneighbour。
’ThelittleoneisEmilyHanning;thetalloneJoannaPhippard。’
’Ah!Irecollect’emnow,tobesure。’
Headvancedtotheirelbow,andgeniallystoleagazeatthem。
’Emily,youdon’tknowme?’saidthesailor,turninghisbeamingbrowneyesonher。
’IthinkIdo,Mr。Jolliffe,’saidEmilyshyly。
Theothergirllookedstraightathimwithherdarkeyes。
’ThefaceofMissJoannaIdon’tcalltomindsowell,’hecontinued。
’ButIknowherbeginningsandkindred。’
Theywalkedandtalkedtogether,Jolliffenarratingparticularsofhislatenarrowescape,tilltheyreachedthecornerofSloopLane,inwhichEmilyHanningdwelt,when,withanodandsmile,sheleftthem。SoonthesailorpartedalsofromJoanna,and,havingnoespecialerrandorappointment,turnedbacktowardsEmily’shouse。
Shelivedwithherfather,whocalledhimselfanaccountant,thedaughter,however,keepingalittlestationery-shopasasupplementalprovisionforthegapsofhissomewhatuncertainbusiness。OnenteringJolliffefoundfatheranddaughterabouttobegintea。
’O,Ididn’tknowitwastea-time,’hesaid。’Ay,I’llhaveacupwithmuchpleasure。’
Heremainedtoteaandlongafterwards,tellingmoretalesofhisseafaringlife。Severalneighbourscalledtolisten,andwereaskedtocomein。SomehowEmilyHanninglostherhearttothesailorthatSundaynight,andinthecourseofaweekortwotherewasatenderunderstandingbetweenthem。
OnemoonlighteveninginthenextmonthShadrachwasascendingoutofthetownbythelongstraightroadeastward,toanelevatedsuburbwherethemorefashionablehousesstood——ifanythingnearthisancientportcouldbecalledfashionable——whenhesawafigurebeforehimwhom,fromhermannerofglancingback,hetooktobeEmily。
But,oncomingup,hefoundshewasJoannaPhippard。Hegaveagallantgreeting,andwalkedbesideher。
’Goalong,’shesaid,’orEmilywillbejealous!’
Heseemednottolikethesuggestion,andremained。WhatwassaidandwhatwasdoneonthatwalknevercouldbeclearlyrecollectedbyShadrach;butinsomewayorotherJoannacontrivedtoweanhimawayfromhergentlerandyoungerrival。Fromthatweekonwards,JolliffewasseenmoreandmoreinthewakeofJoannaPhippardandlessinthecompanyofEmily;anditwassoonrumouredaboutthequaythatoldJolliffe’sson,whohadcomehomefromsea,wasgoingtobemarriedtotheformeryoungwoman,tothegreatdisappointmentofthelatter。
Justafterthisreporthadgoneabout,Joannadressedherselfforawalkonemorning,andstartedforEmily’shouseinthelittlecross-
street。IntelligenceofthedeepsorrowofherfriendonaccountofthelossofShadrachhadreachedherearsalso,andherconsciencereproachedherforwinninghimaway。
Joannawasnotaltogethersatisfiedwiththesailor。Shelikedhisattentions,andshecovetedthedignityofmatrimony;butshehadneverbeendeeplyinlovewithJolliffe。Foronething,shewasambitious,andsociallyhispositionwashardlysogoodasherown,andtherewasalwaysthechanceofanattractivewomanmatingconsiderablyaboveher。IthadlongbeeninhermindthatshewouldnotstronglyobjecttogivehimbackagaintoEmilyifherfriendfeltsoverybadlyabouthim。TothisendshehadwrittenaletterofrenunciationtoShadrach,whichlettershecarriedinherhand,intendingtosenditifpersonalobservationofEmilyconvincedherthatherfriendwassuffering。
JoannaenteredSloopLaneandsteppeddownintothestationery-shop,whichwasbelowthepavementlevel。Emily’sfatherwasneverathomeatthishouroftheday,anditseemedasthoughEmilywerenotathomeeither,forthevisitorcouldmakenobodyhear。Customerscamesoseldomhitherthatafiveminutes’absenceoftheproprietorcountedforlittle。Joannawaitedinthelittleshop,whereEmilyhadtastefullysetout——aswomencan——articlesinthemselvesofslightvalue,soastoobscurethemeagrenessofthestock-in-trade;
tillshesawafigurepausingwithoutthewindowapparentlyabsorbedinthecontemplationofthesixpennybooks,packetsofpaper,andprintshungonastring。ItwasCaptainShadrachJolliffe,peeringintoascertainifEmilyweretherealone。MovedbyanimpulseofreluctancetomeethiminaspotwhichbreathedofEmily,Joannaslippedthroughthedoorthatcommunicatedwiththeparlourattheback。Shehadfrequentlydonesobefore,forinherfriendshipwithEmilyshehadthefreedomofthehousewithoutceremony。
Jolliffeenteredtheshop。ThroughthethinblindwhichscreenedtheglasspartitionshecouldseethathewasdisappointedatnotfindingEmilythere。Hewasabouttogooutagain,whenEmily’sformdarkenedthedoorway,hasteninghomefromsomeerrand。AtsightofJolliffeshestartedbackasifshewouldhavegoneoutagain。
’Don’trunaway,Emily;don’t!’saidhe。’Whatcanmakeyeafraid?’
’I’mnotafraid,CaptainJolliffe。Only——onlyIsawyouallofasudden,and——itmademejump!’Hervoiceshowedthatherhearthadjumpedevenmorethantherestofher。
’IjustcalledasIwaspassing,’hesaid。
’Forsomepaper?’Shehastenedbehindthecounter。
’No,no,Emily;whydoyegetbehindthere?Whynotstaybyme?Youseemtohateme。’
’Idon’thateyou。HowcanI?’
’Thencomeout,sothatwecantalklikeChristians。’
Emilyobeyedwithafitfullaugh,tillshestoodagainbesidehimintheopenpartoftheshop。
’There’sadear,’hesaid。
’Youmustn’tsaythat,CaptainJolliffe;becausethewordsbelongtosomebodyelse。’
’Ah!Iknowwhatyoumean。But,Emily,uponmylifeIdidn’tknowtillthismorningthatyoucaredonebitaboutme,orIshouldnothavedoneasIhavedone。IhavethebestoffeelingsforJoanna,butIknowthatfromthebeginningshehasn’tcaredformemorethaninafriendlyway;andIseenowtheoneIoughttohaveaskedtobemywife。Youknow,Emily,whenamancomeshomefromseaafteralongvoyagehe’sasblindasabat——hecan’tseewho’swhoinwomen。
Theyareallaliketohim,beautifulcreatures,andhetakesthefirstthatcomeseasy,withoutthinkingifsheloveshim,orifhemightnotsoonloveanotherbetterthanher。FromthefirstI
inclinedtoyoumost,butyouweresobackwardandshythatIthoughtyoudidn’twantmetobother’ee,andsoIwenttoJoanna。’
’Don’tsayanymore,Mr。Jolliffe,don’t!’saidshe,choking。’YouaregoingtomarryJoannanextmonth,anditiswrongto——to——’
’O,Emily,mydarling!’hecried,andclaspedherlittlefigureinhisarmsbeforeshewasaware。
Joanna,behindthecurtain,turnedpale,triedtowithdrawhereyes,butcouldnot。
’ItisonlyyouIloveasamanoughttolovethewomanheisgoingtomarry;andIknowthisfromwhatJoannahassaid,thatshewillwillinglyletmeoff!ShewantstomarryhigherIknow,andonlysaid“Yes“tomeoutofkindness。Afine,tallgirllikeherisn’tthesortforaplainsailor’swife:youbethebestsuitedforthat。’
Hekissedherandkissedheragain,herflexibleformquiveringintheagitationofhisembrace。
’Iwonder——areyousure——Joannaisgoingtobreakoffwithyou?O,areyousure?Because——’
’Iknowshewouldnotwishtomakeusmiserable。Shewillreleaseme。’
’O,Ihope——Ihopeshewill!Don’tstayanylonger,CaptainJolliffe!’
Helingered,however,tillacustomercameforapennystickofsealing-wax,andthenhewithdrew。
GreenenvyhadoverspreadJoannaatthescene。Shelookedaboutforawayofescape。TogetoutwithoutEmily’sknowledgeofhervisitwasindispensable。Shecreptfromtheparlourintothepassage,andthencetothefrontdoorofthehouse,wheresheletherselfnoiselesslyintothestreet。
Thesightofthatcaresshadreversedallherresolutions。ShecouldnotletShadrachgo。Reachinghomesheburnttheletter,andtoldhermotherthatifCaptainJolliffecalledshewastoounwelltoseehim。
Shadrach,however,didnotcall。Hesentheranoteexpressinginsimplelanguagethestateofhisfeelings;andaskedtobeallowedtotakeadvantageofthehintsshehadgivenhimthatheraffection,too,waslittlemorethanfriendly,bycancellingtheengagement。
Lookingoutupontheharbourandtheislandbeyondhewaitedandwaitedinhislodgingsforananswerthatdidnotcome。ThesuspensegrewtobesointolerablethatafterdarkhewentuptheHighStreet。
HecouldnotresistcallingatJoanna’stolearnhisfate。
Hermothersaidherdaughterwastoounwelltoseehim,andtohisquestioningadmittedthatitwasinconsequenceofaletterreceivedfromhimself;whichhaddistressedherdeeply。
’Youknowwhatitwasabout,perhaps,Mrs。Phippard?’hesaid。
Mrs。Phippardownedthatshedid,addingthatitputtheminaverypainfulposition。ThereuponShadrach,fearingthathehadbeenguiltyofanenormity,explainedthatifhisletterhadpainedJoannaitmustbeowingtoamisunderstanding,sincehehadthoughtitwouldbearelieftoher。Ifotherwise,hewouldholdhimselfboundbyhisword,andshewastothinkoftheletterasneverhavingbeenwritten。
Nextmorninghereceivedanoralmessagefromtheyoungwoman,askinghimtofetchherhomefromameetingthatevening。Thishedid,andwhilewalkingfromtheTownHalltoherdoor,withherhandinhisarm,shesaid:
’Itisallthesameasbeforebetweenus,isn’tit,Shadrach?Yourletterwassentinmistake?’
’Itisallthesameasbefore,’heanswered,’ifyousayitmustbe。’
’Iwishittobe,’shemurmured,withhardlineaments,asshethoughtofEmily。
Shadrachwasareligiousandscrupulousman,whorespectedhiswordashislife。Shortlyafterwardstheweddingtookplace,JolliffehavingconveyedtoEmilyasgentlyaspossibletheerrorhehadfallenintowhenestimatingJoanna’smoodasoneofindifference。
AmonthafterthemarriageJoanna’smotherdied,andthecouplewereobligedtoturntheirattentiontoverypracticalmatters。Nowthatshewasleftwithoutaparent,Joannacouldnotbearthenotionofherhusbandgoingtoseaagain,butthequestionwas,Whatcouldhedoathome?Theyfinallydecidedtotakeonagrocer’sshopinHighStreet,thegoodwillandstockofwhichwerewaitingtobedisposedofatthattime。Shadrachknewnothingofshopkeeping,andJoannaverylittle,buttheyhopedtolearn。
Tothemanagementofthisgrocerybusinesstheynowdevotedalltheirenergies,andcontinuedtoconductitformanysucceedingyears,withoutgreatsuccess。Twosonswereborntothem,whomtheirmotherlovedtoidolatry,althoughshehadneverpassionatelylovedherhusband;andshelavisheduponthemallherforethoughtandcare。
Buttheshopdidnotthrive,andthelargedreamsshehadentertainedofhersons’educationandcareerbecameattenuatedinthefaceofrealities。Theirschoolingwasoftheplainest,but,beingbythesea,theygrewalertinallsuchnauticalartsandenterprisesaswereattractivetotheirage。
ThegreatinterestoftheJolliffes’marriedlife,outsidetheirownimmediatehousehold,hadlaininthemarriageofEmily。Byoneofthoseoddchanceswhichleadthosethatlurkinunexpectedcornerstobediscovered,whiletheobviousarepassedby,thegentlegirlhadbeenseenandlovedbyathrivingmerchantofthetown,awidower,someyearsolderthanherself,thoughstillintheprimeoflife。AtfirstEmilyhaddeclaredthatshenever,nevercouldmarryanyone;
butMr。Lesterhadquietlypersevered,andhadatlastwonherreluctantassent。Twochildrenalsowerethefruitsofthisunion,and,astheygrewandprospered,Emilydeclaredthatshehadneversupposedthatshecouldlivetobesohappy。