Atlast,moredisappointedthanhecaredtoown,hesaid,’Mrs。
Harnham,mydarlingissoflurriedthatshedoesn’tknowwhatsheisdoingorsaying。Iseethatafterthiseventalittlequietudewillbenecessarybeforeshegivestonguetothattenderphilosophywhichsheusedtotreatmetoinherletters。’
TheyhadplannedtostartearlythatafternoonforKnollsea,tospendthefewopeningdaysoftheirmarriedlifethere,andasthehourfordeparturewasdrawingnearRayeaskedhiswifeifshewouldgotothewriting-deskinthenextroomandscribblealittlenotetohissister,whohadbeenunabletoattendthroughindisposition,informingherthattheceremonywasover,thankingherforherlittlepresent,andhopingtoknowherwellnowthatshewasthewriter’ssisteraswellasCharles’s。
’Sayitintheprettypoeticalwayyouknowsowellhowtoadopt,’headded,’forIwantyouparticularlytowinher,andbothofyoutobedearfriends。’
Annalookeduneasy,butdepartedtohertask,Rayeremainingtotalktotheirguest。Annawasalongwhileabsent,andherhusbandsuddenlyroseandwenttoher。
Hefoundherstillbendingoverthewriting-table,withtearsbrimmingupinhereyes;andhelookeddownuponthesheetofnote-
paperwithsomeinterest,todiscoverwithwhattactshehadexpressedhergood-willinthedelicatecircumstances。Tohissurpriseshehadprogressedbutafewlines,inthecharactersandspellingofachildofeight,andwiththeideasofagoose。
’Anna,’hesaid,staring;’what’sthis?’
’Itonlymeans——thatIcan’tdoitanybetter!’sheanswered,throughhertears。
’Eh?Nonsense!’
’Ican’t!’sheinsisted,withmiserable,sobbinghardihood。’I——I——
didn’twritethoseletters,Charles!IonlytoldHERwhattowrite!
Andnotalwaysthat!ButIamlearning,Osofast,mydear,dearhusband!Andyou’llforgiveme,won’tyou,fornottellingyoubefore?’Sheslidtoherknees,abjectlyclaspedhiswaistandlaidherfaceagainsthim。
Hestoodafewmoments,raisedher,abruptlyturned,andshutthedooruponher,rejoiningEdithinthedrawing-room。Shesawthatsomethinguntowardhadbeendiscovered,andtheireyesremainedfixedoneachother。
’DoIguessrightly?’heasked,withwanquietude。’YOUwereherscribethroughallthis?’
’Itwasnecessary,’saidEdith。
’Didshedictateeverywordyoueverwrotetome?’
’Noteveryword。’
’Infact,verylittle?’
’Verylittle。’
’Youwroteagreatpartofthosepageseveryweekfromyourownconceptions,thoughinhername!’
’Yes。’
’Perhapsyouwrotemanyoftheletterswhenyouwerealone,withoutcommunicationwithher?’
’Idid。’
Heturnedtothebookcase,andleantwithhishandoverhisface;andEdith,seeinghisdistress,becamewhiteasasheet。
’Youhavedeceivedme——ruinedme!’hemurmured。
’O,don’tsayit!’shecriedinheranguish,jumpingupandputtingherhandonhisshoulder。’Ican’tbearthat!’
’Delightingmedeceptively!Whydidyoudoit——WHYdidyou!’
’Ibegandoingitinkindnesstoher!HowcouldIdootherwisethantrytosavesuchasimplegirlfrommisery?ButIadmitthatI
continueditforpleasuretomyself。’
Rayelookedup。’Whydiditgiveyoupleasure?’heasked。
’Imustnottell,’saidshe。
Hecontinuedtoregardher,andsawthatherlipssuddenlybegantoquiverunderhisscrutiny,andhereyestofillanddroop。Shestartedaside,andsaidthatshemustgotothestationtocatchthereturntrain:couldacabbecalledimmediately?
ButRayewentuptoher,andtookherunresistinghand。’Well,tothinkofsuchathingasthis!’hesaid。’Why,youandIarefriends——lovers——devotedlovers——bycorrespondence!’
’Yes;Isuppose。’
’More。’
’More?’
’Plainlymore。Itisnouseblinkingthat。LegallyIhavemarriedher——Godhelpusboth!——insoulandspiritIhavemarriedyou,andnootherwomanintheworld!’
’Hush!’
’ButIwillnothush!Whyshouldyoutrytodisguisethefulltruth,whenyouhavealreadyownedhalfofit?Yes,itisbetweenyouandmethatthebondis——notbetweenmeandher!NowI’llsaynomore。
But,Omycruelone,IthinkIhaveoneclaimuponyou!’
Shedidnotsaywhat,andhedrewhertowardshim,andbentoverher。
’Ifitwasallpureinventioninthoseletters,’hesaidemphatically,’givemeyourcheekonly。Ifyoumeantwhatyousaid,letitbelips。Itisforthefirstandlasttime,remember!’
Sheputuphermouth,andhekissedherlong。’Youforgiveme?’shesaidcrying。
’Yes。’
’Butyouareruined!’
’Whatmatter!’hesaidshrugginghisshoulders。’Itservesmeright!’
Shewithdrew,wipedhereyes,enteredandbadegood-byetoAnna,whohadnotexpectedhertogososoon,andwasstillwrestlingwiththeletter。RayefollowedEdithdownstairs,andinthreeminutesshewasinahansomdrivingtotheWaterloostation。
Hewentbacktohiswife。’Nevermindtheletter,Anna,to-day,’hesaidgently。’Putonyourthings。We,too,mustbeoffshortly。’
Thesimplegirl,upheldbythesensethatshewasindeedmarried,showedherdelightatfindingthathewasaskindaseverafterthedisclosure。Shedidnotknowthatbeforehiseyeshebeheldasitwereagalley,inwhichhe,thefastidiousurban,waschainedtoworkfortheremainderofhislife,withher,theunletteredpeasant,chainedtohisside。
EdithtravelledbacktoMelchesterthatdaywithafacethatshowedtheverystuporofgrief;herlipsstilltinglingfromthedesperatepressureofhiskiss。Theendofherimpassioneddreamhadcome。
WhenatduskshereachedtheMelchesterstationherhusbandwastheretomeether,butinhisperfunctorinessandherpreoccupationtheydidnotseeeachother,andshewentoutofthestationalone。
Shewalkedmechanicallyhomewardswithoutcallingafly。Entering,shecouldnotbearthesilenceofthehouse,andwentupinthedarktowhereAnnahadslept,wheresheremainedthinkingawhile。Shethenreturnedtothedrawing-room,andnotknowingwhatshedid,croucheddownuponthefloor。
’Ihaveruinedhim!’shekeptrepeating。’Ihaveruinedhim;becauseIwouldnotdealtreacherouslytowardsher!’
Inthecourseofhalfanhourafigureopenedthedooroftheapartment。
’Ah——who’sthat?’shesaid,startingup,foritwasdark。
’Yourhusband——whoshoulditbe?’saidtheworthymerchant。
’Ah——myhusband!——IforgotIhadahusband!’shewhisperedtoherself。
’Imissedyouatthestation,’hecontinued。’DidyouseeAnnasafelytiedup?Ihopeso,for’twastime。’
’Yes——Annaismarried。’
SimultaneouslywithEdith’sjourneyhomeAnnaandherhusbandweresittingattheoppositewindowsofasecond-classcarriagewhichspedalongtoKnollsea。Inhishandwasapocket-bookfullofcreasedsheetscloselywrittenover。Unfoldingthemoneafteranotherhereadtheminsilence,andsighed。
’Whatareyoudoing,dearCharles?’shesaidtimidlyfromtheotherwindow,anddrewnearertohimasifhewereagod。
’Readingoverallthosesweetletterstomesigned“Anna,“’herepliedwithdrearyresignation。
Autumn1891。
TOPLEASEHISWIFE
TheinteriorofSt。James’sChurch,inHavenpoolTown,wasslowlydarkeningundertheclosecloudsofawinterafternoon。ItwasSunday:servicehadjustended,thefaceoftheparsoninthepulpitwasburiedinhishands,andthecongregation,withacheerfulsighofrelease,wererisingfromtheirkneestodepart。
Forthemomentthestillnesswassocompletethatthesurgingoftheseacouldbeheardoutsidetheharbour-bar。Thenitwasbrokenbythefootstepsoftheclerkgoingtowardsthewestdoortoopenitintheusualmannerfortheexitoftheassembly。Before,however,hehadreachedthedoorway,thelatchwasliftedfromwithout,andthedarkfigureofamaninasailor’sgarbappearedagainstthelight。
Theclerksteppedaside,thesailorclosedthedoorgentlybehindhim,andadvancedupthenavetillhestoodatthechancel-step。Theparsonlookedupfromtheprivatelittleprayerwhich,aftersomanyfortheparish,hequitefairlytookforhimself;rosetohisfeet,andstaredattheintruder。
’Ibegyourpardon,sir,’saidthesailor,addressingtheministerinavoicedistinctlyaudibletoallthecongregation。’Ihavecomeheretoofferthanksformynarrowescapefromshipwreck。Iamgiventounderstandthatitisaproperthingtodo,ifyouhavenoobjection?’
Theparson,afteramoment’spause,saidhesitatingly,’Ihavenoobjection;certainly。Itisusualtomentionanysuchwishbeforeservice,sothattheproperwordsmaybeusedintheGeneralThanksgiving。But,ifyouwish,wecanreadfromtheformforuseafterastormatsea。’
’Ay,sure;Iain’tparticular,’saidthesailor。
Theclerkthereupondirectedthesailortothepageintheprayer-
bookwherethecollectofthanksgivingwouldbefound,andtherectorbeganreadingit,thesailorkneelingwherehestood,andrepeatingitafterhimwordbywordinadistinctvoice。Thepeople,whohadremainedagapeandmotionlessattheproceeding,mechanicallykneltdownlikewise;buttheycontinuedtoregardtheisolatedformofthesailorwho,intheprecisemiddleofthechancel-step,remainedfixedonhisknees,facingtheeast,hishatbesidehim,hishandsjoined,andhequiteunconsciousofhisappearanceintheirregard。
Whenhisthanksgivinghadcometoanendherose;thepeoplerosealso,andallwentoutofchurchtogether。Assoonasthesailoremerged,sothattheremainingdaylightfelluponhisface,oldinhabitantsbegantorecognizehimasnootherthanShadrachJolliffe,ayoungmanwhohadnotbeenseenatHavenpoolforseveralyears。Asonofthetown,hisparentshaddiedwhenhewasquiteyoung,onwhichaccounthehadearlygonetosea,intheNewfoundlandtrade。
Hetalkedwiththisandthattownsmanashewalked,informingthemthat,sinceleavinghisnativeplaceyearsbefore,hehadbecomecaptainandownerofasmallcoasting-ketch,whichhadprovidentiallybeensavedfromthegaleaswellashimself。Presentlyhedrewneartotwogirlswhoweregoingoutofthechurchyardinfrontofhim;
theyhadbeensittinginthenaveathisentry,andhadwatchedhisdoingswithdeepinterest,afterwardsdiscussinghimastheymovedoutofchurchtogether。Onewasaslightandgentlecreature,theotheratall,large-framed,deliberativegirl。CaptainJollifferegardedtheloosecurlsoftheirhair,theirbacksandshoulders,downtotheirheels,forsometime。