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  ’Yourmarriagewithmewouldhelpthematch,insteadofhinderingit,asyouhavesaid。’

  ’Doyouthinkitwould?’

  ’Itcertainlywould,bytakingyououtofthisbusinessaltogether。’

  Bychancehehadfoundthewaytomovehersomewhat,andhefolloweditup。ThisviewwasimpartedtoMrs。Frankland’sdaughter,anditledhertosoftenheropposition。Millborne,whohadgivenuphislodginginExonbury,journeyedtoandfroregularly,tillatlastheovercamehernegations,andsheexpressedareluctantassent。

  Theyweremarriedatthenearestchurch;andthegoodwill——whateverthatwas——ofthemusic-and-dancingconnectionwassoldtoasuccessoronlytooreadytojumpintotheplace,theMillborneshavingdecidedtoliveinLondon。

  Millbornewasahouseholderinhisolddistrict,thoughnotinhisoldstreet,andMrs。MillborneandtheirdaughterhadturnedthemselvesintoLondoners。Franceswaswellreconciledtotheremovalbyherlover’ssatisfactionatthechange。ItsuitedhimbettertotravelfromIvellahundredmilestoseeherinLondon,wherehefrequentlyhadotherengagements,thanfiftyintheoppositedirectionwherenothingbutherselfrequiredhispresence。Soheretheywere,furnisheduptotheattics,inoneofthesmallbutpopularstreetsoftheWestdistrict,inahousewhosefront,tilllatelyofthecomplexionofachimney-sweep,hadbeenscrapedtoshowtothesurprisedwayfarerthebrightyellowandredbrickthathadlainlurkingbeneaththesootoffiftyyears。

  Thesocialliftthatthetwowomenhadderivedfromthealliancewasconsiderable;butwhentheexhilarationwhichaccompaniesafirstresidenceinLondon,thesensationofstandingonapivotoftheworld,hadpassed,theirlivespromisedtobesomewhatdullerthanwhen,atdespisedExonbury,theyhadenjoyedanoddingacquaintancewiththree-fourthsofthetown。Mr。Millbornedidnotcriticisehiswife;hecouldnot。Whateverdefectsofhardnessandacidityhisoriginaltreatmentandthelapseofyearsmighthavedevelopedinher,hissenseofarealizedidea,ofare-establishedself-

  satisfaction,wasalwaysthrownintothescaleonherside,andout-

  weighedallobjections。

  Itwasaboutamonthaftertheirsettlementintownthatthehouseholddecidedtospendaweekatawatering-placeintheIsleofWight,andwhiletheretheReverendPercivalCopetheyoungcurateaforesaidcametoseethem,Francesinparticular。Noformalengagementoftheyoungpairhadbeenannouncedasyet,butitwasclearthattheirmutualunderstandingcouldnotendinanythingbutmarriagewithoutgrievousdisappointmenttooneofthepartiesatleast。NotthatFranceswassentimental。Shewasratheroftheimperioussort,indeed;and,tosayall,theyounggirlhadnotfulfilledherfather’sexpectationsofher。Buthehopedandworkedforherwelfareassincerelyasanyfathercoulddo。

  Mr。Copewasintroducedtothenewheadofthefamily,andstayedwiththemintheIslandtwoorthreedays。Onthelastdayofhisvisittheydecidedtoventureonatwohours’sailinoneofthesmallyachtswhichlaythereforhire。Thetriphadnotprogressedfarbeforeall,exceptthecurate,foundthatsailinginabreezedidnotquiteagreewiththem;butasheseemedtoenjoytheexperience,theotherthreeboretheirconditionaswellastheycouldwithoutgrimaceorcomplaint,tilltheyoungman,observingtheirdiscomfort,gaveimmediatedirectionstotackabout。Onthewaybacktoporttheysatsilent,facingeachother。

  Nauseainsuchcircumstances,likemidnightwatching,fatigue,trouble,fright,hasthismarkedeffectuponthecountenance,thatitoftenbringsoutstronglythedivergencesoftheindividualfromthenormofhisrace,accentuatingsuperficialpeculiaritiestoradicaldistinctions。Unexpectedphysiognomieswilluncoverthemselvesatthesetimesinwell-knownfaces;theaspectbecomesinvestedwiththespectralpresenceofentombedandforgottenancestors;andfamilylineamentsofspecialorexclusivecast,whichinordinarymomentsaremaskedbyastereotypedexpressionandmien,startupwithcrudeinsistencetotheview。

  Frances,sittingbesidehermother’shusband,withMr。Copeopposite,wasnaturallyenoughmuchregardedbythecurateduringthetedioussailhome;atfirstwithsympatheticsmiles。Then,asthemiddle-

  agedfatherandhischildgreweachgray-faced,astheprettyblushofFrancesdisintegratedintospottystains,andthesoftrotunditiesofherfeaturesdivergedfromtheirfamiliarandreposefulbeautyintoelementallines,Copewasgraduallystruckwiththeresemblancebetweenapairintheirdiscomfortwhointheireasepresentednothingtotheeyeincommon。Mr。MillborneandFrancesintheirindispositionwerestrangely,startlinglyalike。

  TheinexplicablefactabsorbedCope’sattentionquite。HeforgottosmileatFrances,toholdherhand;andwhentheytouchedtheshoreheremainedsittingforsomemomentslikeamaninatrance。

  Astheywenthomeward,andrecoveredtheircomplexionsandcontours,thesimilaritiesonebyonedisappeared,andFrancesandMr。

  Millbornewereagainmaskedbythecommonplacedifferencesofsexandage。Itwasasif,duringthevoyage,amysteriousveilhadbeenlifted,temporarilyrevealingastrangepantomimeofthepast。

  Duringtheeveninghesaidtohercasually:’Isyourstep-fatheracousinofyourmother,dearFrances?’

  ’Oh,no,’saidshe。’Thereisnorelationship。Hewasonlyanoldfriendofhers。Whydidyousupposesuchathing?’

  Hedidnotexplain,andthenextmorningstartedtoresumehisdutiesatIvell。

  Copewasanhonestyoungfellow,andshrewdwithal。AthomeinhisquietroomsinSt。Peter’sStreet,Ivell,heponderedlongandunpleasantlyontherevelationsofthecruise。Thetaleittoldwasdistinctenough,andforthefirsttimehispositionwasanuncomfortableone。HehadmettheFranklandsatExonburyasparishioners,hadbeenattractedbyFrances,andhadfloatedthusfarintoanengagementwhichwasindefiniteonlybecauseofhisinabilitytomarryjustyet。TheFranklands’pasthadapparentlycontainedmysteries,anditdidnotcoincidewithhisjudgmenttomarryintoafamilywhosemysterywasofthesortsuggested。Sohesatandsighed,betweenhisreluctancetoloseFrancesandhisnaturaldislikeofformingaconnectionwithpeoplewhoseantecedentswouldnotbearthestrictestinvestigation。

  Apassionateloveroftheold-fashionedsortmightpossiblyneverhavehaltedtoweighthesedoubts;butthoughhewasinthechurchCope’saffectionswerefastidious——distinctlytemperedwiththealloysofthecentury’sdecadence。HedelayedwritingtoFrancesforsomewhile,simplybecausehecouldnottunehimselfuptoenthusiasmwhenworriedbysuspicionsofsuchakind。

  MeanwhiletheMillborneshadreturnedtoLondon,andFranceswasgrowinganxious。IntalkingtohermotherofCopeshehadinnocentlyalludedtohiscuriousinquiryifhermotherandherstep-fatherwereconnectedbyanytieofcousinship。Mrs。Millbornemadeherrepeatthewords。Francesdidso,andwatchedwithinquisitiveeyestheireffectuponherelder。

  ’Whatistheresostartlinginhisinquirythen?’sheasked。’Canithaveanythingtodowithhisnotwritingtome?’

  Hermotherflinched,butdidnotinformher,andFrancesalsowasnowdrawnwithintheatmosphereofsuspicion。Thatnightwhenstandingbychanceoutsidethechamberofherparentssheheardforthefirsttimetheirvoicesengagedinasharpaltercation。

  Theappleofdiscordhad,indeed,beendroppedintothehouseoftheMillbornes。Thescenewithinthechamber-doorwasMrs。Millbornestandingbeforeherdressing-table,lookingacrosstoherhusbandinthedressing-roomadjoining,wherehewassittingdown,hiseyesfixedonthefloor。

  ’Whydidyoucomeanddisturbmylifeasecondtime?’sheharshlyasked。’Whydidyoupestermewithyourconscience,tillIwasdriventoacceptyoutogetridofyourimportunity?FrancesandI

  weredoingwell:theonedesireofmylifewasthatsheshouldmarrythatgoodyoungman。Andnowthematchisbrokenoffbyyourcruelinterference!Whydidyoushowyourselfinmyworldagain,andraisethisscandaluponmyhard-wonrespectability——wonbysuchwearyyearsoflabourasnonewilleverknow!’Shebentherfaceuponthetableandweptpassionately。

  TherewasnoreplyfromMr。Millborne。Franceslayawakenearlyallthatnight,andwhenatbreakfast-timethenextmorningstillnoletterappearedfromMr。Cope,sheentreatedhermothertogotoIvellandseeiftheyoungmanwereill。

  Mrs。Millbornewent,returningthesameday。Frances,anxiousandhaggard,metheratthestation。

  Wasallwell?Hermothercouldnotsayitwas;thoughhewasnotill。

  Onethingshehadfoundout,thatitwasamistaketohuntupamanwhenhisinclinationsweretoholdaloof。ReturningwithhermotherinthecabFrancesinsisteduponknowingwhatthemysterywaswhichplainlyhadalienatedherlover。TheprecisewordswhichhadbeenspokenattheinterviewwithhimthatdayatIvellMrs。Millbornecouldnotbeinducedtorepeat;butthusfarsheadmitted,thattheestrangementwasfundamentallyowingtoMr。Millbornehavingsoughtheroutandmarriedher。

  ’Andwhydidheseekyouout——andwhywereyouobligedtomarryhim?’

  askedthedistressedgirl。Thentheevidencespiecedthemselvestogetherinheracutemind,and,hercolourgraduallyrising,sheaskedhermotherifwhattheypointedtowasindeedthefact。Hermotheradmittedthatitwas。

  Aflushofmortificationsucceededtotheflushofshameupontheyoungwoman’sface。HowcouldascrupulouslycorrectclergymanandloverlikeMr。Copeaskhertobehiswifeafterthisdiscoveryofherirregularbirth?Shecoveredhereyeswithherhandsinasilentdespair。

  InthepresenceofMr。Millbornetheyatfirstsuppressedtheiranguish。Butbyandbytheirfeelingsgotthebetterofthem,andwhenhewasasleepinhischairafterdinnerMrs。Millborne’sirritationbrokeout。TheembitteredFrancesjoinedherinreproachingthemanwhohadcomeasthespectretotheirintendedfeastofHymen,andturneditspromisetoghastlyfailure。

  ’Whywereyousoweak,mother,astoadmitsuchanenemytoyourhouse——onesoobviouslyyourevilgenius——muchlessaccepthimasahusband,aftersolong?Ifyouhadonlytoldmeall,Icouldhaveadvisedyoubetter!ButIsupposeIhavenorighttoreproachhim,bitterasIfeel,andeventhoughhehasblightedmylifeforever!’

  ’Frances,Ididholdout;Isawitwasamistaketohaveanymoretosaytoamanwhohadbeensuchanunmitigatedcursetome!Buthewouldnotlisten;hekeptonabouthisconscienceandmine,tillI

  wasbewildered,andsaidYes!……Bringingusawayfromaquiettownwherewewereknownandrespected——whatanill-consideredthingitwas!Othecontentofthosedays!Wehadsocietythere,peopleinourownposition,whodidnotexpectmoreofusthanweexpectedofthem。Here,wherethereissomuch,thereisnothing!HesaidLondonsocietywassobrightandbrilliantthatitwouldbelikeanewworld。Itmaybetothosewhoareinit;butwhatisthattoustwolonelywomen;weonlyseeitflashingpast!……Othefool,thefoolthatIwas!’

  NowMillbornewasnotsosoundlyasleepastopreventhishearingtheseanimadversionsthatwerealmostexecrations,andmanymoreofthesamesort。Astherewasnopeaceforhimathome,hewentagaintohisclub,where,sincehisreunionwithLeonora,hehadseldomifeverbeenseen。Buttheshadowofthetroublesinhishouseholdinterferedwithhiscomfortherealso;hecouldnot,asformerly,settledownintohisfavouritechairwiththeeveningpaper,reposefulinthecelibate’ssensethatwherehewashisworld’scentrehaditsfixture。Hisworldwasnowanellipse,withadualcentrality,ofwhichhisownwasnotthemajor。

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