Thedoctor’sadviceremainedcounterpoised,inMillborne’smind,bytheaforesaidmoodofseriousnessandsenseofprinciple,approximatingoftentoreligioussentiment,whichhadbeenevolvingitselfinhisbreastformonths,andevenyears。
Thefeeling,however,hadnoimmediateeffectuponMr。Millborne’sactions。Hesoongotoverhistriflingillness,andwasvexedwithhimselfforhaving,inamomentofimpulse,confidedsuchacaseofconsciencetoanybody。
Buttheforcewhichhadpromptedit,thoughlatent,remainedwithhimandultimatelygrewstronger。Theupshotwasthataboutfourmonthsafterthedateofhisillnessanddisclosure,MillbornefoundhimselfonamildspringmorningatPaddingtonStation,inatrainthatwasstartingforthewest。Hismanyintermittentthoughtsonhisbrokenpromisefromtimetotime,inthosehourswhenlonelinessbroughthimfacetofacewithhisownpersonality,hadatlastresultedinthiscourse。
Thedecisivestimulushadbeengivenwhen,adayortwoearlier,onlookingintoaPost-OfficeDirectory,helearntthatthewomanhehadnotmetfortwentyyearswasstilllivingonatExonburyunderthenameshehadassumedwhen,ayearortwoafterherdisappearancefromhernativetownandhis,shehadreturnedfromabroadasayoungwidowwithachild,andtakenupherresidenceattheformercity。
Herconditionwasapparentlybutlittlechanged,andherdaughterseemedtobewithher,theirnamesstandingintheDirectoryas’Mrs。
LeonoraFranklandandMissFrankland,TeachersofMusicandDancing。’
Mr。MillbornereachedExonburyintheafternoon,andhisfirstbusiness,beforeeventakinghisluggageintothetown,wastofindthehouseoccupiedbytheteachers。Standinginacentralandopenplaceitwasnotdifficulttodiscover,awell-burnishedbrassdoorplatebearingtheirnamesprominently。Hehesitatedtoenterwithoutfurtherknowledge,andultimatelytooklodgingsoveratoyshopopposite,securingasitting-roomwhichfacedasimilardrawingorsitting-roomattheFranklands’,wherethedancinglessonsweregiven。Installedherehewasenabledtomakeindirectly,andwithoutsuspicion,inquiriesandobservationsonthecharacteroftheladiesovertheway,whichhedidwithmuchdeliberateness。
Helearntthatthewidow,Mrs。Frankland,withheronedaughter,Frances,wasofcheerfulandexcellentrepute,energeticandpainstakingwithherpupils,ofwhomshehadagoodmany,andinwhosetuitionherdaughterassistedher。Shewasquitearecognizedtownswoman,andthoughthedancingbranchofherprofessionwasperhapsatrifleworldly,shewasreallyaserious-mindedladywho,beingobligedtolivebywhatsheknewhowtoteach,balancedmattersbylendingahandatcharitablebazaars,assistingatsacredconcerts,andgivingmusicalrecitationsinaidoffundsforbewilderinghappysavages,andothersuchenthusiasmsofthisenlightenedcountry。HerdaughterwasoneoftheforemostofthebevyofyoungwomenwhodecoratedthechurchesatEasterandChristmas,wasorganistinoneofthoseedifices,andhadsubscribedtothetestimonialofasilverbroth-basinthatwaspresentedtotheReverendMr。Walkerasatokenofgratitudeforhisfaithfulandarduousintonationsofsixmonthsassub-precentorintheCathedral。
AltogethermotheranddaughterappearedtobeatypicalandinnocentpairamongthegenteelcitizensofExonbury。
Asanaturalandsimplewayofadvertisingtheirprofessiontheyallowedthewindowsofthemusic-roomtobealittleopen,sothatyouhadthepleasureofhearingallalongthestreetatanyhourbetweensunriseandsunsetfragmentarygemsofclassicalmusicasinterpretedbytheyoungpeopleoftwelveorfourteenwhotooklessonsthere。ButitwassaidthatMrs。Franklandmademostofherincomebylettingoutpianosonhire,andbysellingthemasagentforthemakers。
ThereportpleasedMillborne;itwashighlycreditable,andfarbetterthanhehadhoped。Hewascurioustogetaviewofthetwowomenwholedsuchblamelesslives。
HehadnotlongtowaittogainaglimpseofLeonora。Itwaswhenshewasstandingonherowndoorstep,openingherparasol,onthemorningafterhisarrival。Shewasthin,thoughnotgaunt;andagood,well-wearing,thoughtfulfacehadtakentheplaceoftheonewhichhadtemporarilyattractedhiminthedaysofhisnonage。Sheworeblack,anditbecameherinhercharacterofwidow。Thedaughternextappeared;shewasasmoothedandroundedcopyofhermother,withthesamedecisioninhermienthatLeonorahad,andaboundinggaitinwhichhetracedafaintresemblancetohisownatherage。
Forthefirsttimeheabsolutelymadeuphismindtocallonthem。
ButhisantecedentstepwastosendLeonoraanotethenextmorning,statinghisproposaltovisither,andsuggestingtheeveningasthetime,becausesheseemedtobesogreatlyoccupiedinherprofessionalcapacityduringtheday。Hepurposelywordedhisnoteinsuchaformasnottorequireananswerfromherwhichwouldbepossiblyawkwardtowrite。
Noanswercame。Naturallyheshouldnothavebeensurprisedatthis;
andyethefeltalittlechecked,eventhoughshehadonlyrefrainedfromvolunteeringareplythatwasnotdemanded。
Ateight,thehourfixedbyhimself,hecrossedoverandwaspassivelyadmittedbytheservant。Mrs。Frankland,asshecalledherself,receivedhiminthelargemusic-and-dancingroomonthefirst-floorfront,andnotinanyprivatelittleparlourashehadexpected。Thiscastadistressinglybusiness-likecolourovertheirfirstmeetingaftersomanyyearsofseverance。Thewomanhehadwrongedstoodbeforehim,well-dressed,eventohismetropolitaneyes,andhermannerasshecameuptohimwasdignifiedeventohardness。Shecertainlywasnotgladtoseehim。Butwhatcouldheexpectafteraneglectoftwentyyears!
’Howdoyoudo,Mr。Millborne?’shesaidcheerfully,astoanychancecaller。’Iamobligedtoreceiveyouherebecausemydaughterhasafrienddownstairs。’
’Yourdaughter——andmine。’
’Ah——yes,yes,’sherepliedhastily,asiftheadditionhadescapedhermemory。’Butperhapsthelesssaidaboutthatthebetter,infairnesstome。Youwillconsidermeawidow,please。’
’Certainly,Leonora……’Hecouldnotgeton,hermannerwassocoldandindifferent。Theexpectedsceneofsadreproach,subduedtodelicacybytherunofyears,wasabsentaltogether。Hewasobligedtocometothepointwithoutpreamble。
’Youarequitefree,Leonora——Imeanastomarriage?Thereisnobodywhohasyourpromise,or——’
’Oyes;quitefree,Mr。Millborne,’shesaid,somewhatsurprised。
’ThenIwilltellyouwhyIhavecome。TwentyyearsagoIpromisedtomakeyoumywife;andIamheretofulfilthatpromise。Heavenforgivemytardiness!’
Hersurprisewasincreased,butshewasnotagitated。Sheseemedtobecomegloomy,disapproving。’Icouldnotentertainsuchanideaatthistimeoflife,’shesaidafteramomentortwo。’Itwouldcomplicatematterstoogreatly。Ihaveaveryfairincome,andrequirenohelpofanysort。Ihavenowishtomarry……Whatcouldhaveinducedyoutocomeonsuchanerrandnow?Itseemsquiteextraordinary,ifImaysayso!’
’Itmust——Idaresayitdoes,’Millbornerepliedvaguely;’andImusttellyouthatimpulse——Imeaninthesenseofpassion——haslittletodowithit。Iwishtomarryyou,Leonora;Imuchdesiretomarryyou。Butitisanaffairofconscience,acaseoffulfilment。I
promisedyou,anditwasdishonourableofmetogoaway。IwanttoremovethatsenseofdishonourbeforeIdie。Nodoubtwemightgettoloveeachotheraswarmlyaswedidinoldtimes?’
Shedubiouslyshookherhead。’Iappreciateyourmotives,Mr。
Millborne;butyoumustconsidermyposition;andyouwillseethat,shortofthepersonalwishtomarry,whichIdon’tfeel,thereisnoreasonwhyIshouldchangemystate,eventhoughbysodoingIshouldeaseyourconscience。Mypositioninthistownisarespectedone;I
havebuiltitupbymyownhardlabours,and,inshort,Idon’twishtoalterit。Mydaughter,too,isjustonthevergeofanengagementtobemarried,toayoungmanwhowillmakeheranexcellenthusband。
Itwillbeineverywayadesirablematchforher。Heisdownstairsnow。’
’Doessheknow——anythingaboutme?’
’Ono,no;Godforbid!Herfatherisdeadandburiedtoher。Sothat,yousee,thingsaregoingonsmoothly,andIdon’twanttodisturbtheirprogress。’
Henodded。’Verywell,’hesaid,androsetogo。Atthedoor,however,hecamebackagain。
’Still,Leonora,’heurged,’Ihavecomeonpurpose;andIdon’tseewhatdisturbancewouldbecaused。Youwouldsimplymarryanoldfriend。Won’tyoureconsider?Itisnomorethanrightthatweshouldbeunited,rememberingthegirl。’
Sheshookherhead,andpattedwithherfootnervously。
’Well,Iwon’tdetainyou,’headded。’IshallnotbeleavingExonburyyet。Youwillallowmetoseeyouagain?’
’Yes;Idon’tmind,’shesaidreluctantly。
Theobstacleshehadencountered,thoughtheydidnotreanimatehisdeadpassionforLeonora,didcertainlymakeitappearindispensabletohispeaceofmindtoovercomehercoldness。Hecalledfrequently。
Thefirstmeetingwiththedaughterwasatryingordeal,thoughhedidnotfeeldrawntowardsherashehadexpectedtobe;shedidnotexcitehissympathies。HermotherconfidedtoFrancestheerrandof’heroldfriend,’whichwasviewedbythedaughterwithstrongdisfavour。Hisdesirebeingthusuncongenialtoboth,foralongtimeMillbornemadenottheleastimpressionuponMrs。Frankland。
Hisattentionspesteredherratherthanpleasedher。Hewassurprisedatherfirmness,anditwasonlywhenhehintedatmoralreasonsfortheirunionthatshewasevershaken。’Strictlyspeaking,’hewouldsay,’weought,ashonestpersons,tomarry;andthat’sthetruthofit,Leonora。’
’Ihavelookedatitinthatlight,’shesaidquickly。’Itstruckmeattheveryfirst。ButIdon’tseetheforceoftheargument。I
totallydenythatafterthisintervaloftimeIamboundtomarryyouforhonour’ssake。Iwouldhavemarriedyou,asyouknowwellenough,atthepropertime。Butwhatistheuseofremediesnow?’
Theywerestandingatthewindow。Ascantly-whiskeredyoungman,inclericalattire,calledatthedoorbelow。Leonoraflushedwithinterest。
’Whoishe?’saidMr。Millborne。
’MyFrances’slover。Iamsosorry——sheisnotathome!Ah!theyhavetoldhimwheresheis,andhehasgonetofindher……Ihopethatsuitwillprosper,atanyrate!’
’Whyshouldn’tit?’
’Well,hecannotmarryyet;andFrancesseesbutlittleofhimnowhehasleftExonbury。Hewasformerlydoingdutyhere,butnowheiscurateofSt。John’s,Ivell,fiftymilesuptheline。Thereisatacitagreementbetweenthem,but——therehavebeenfriendsofhiswhoobject,becauseofourvocation。However,heseestheabsurdityofsuchanobjectionasthat,andisnotinfluencedbyit。’