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  ’Can’stthounotministertoaminddiseas’d;

  Pluckfromthememoryarootedsorrow;

  Razeoutthewrittentroublesofthebrain;

  And,withsomesweetobliviousantidote,Cleansethestuff’dbosomofthatperilousstuff,Whichweighsupontheheart?’

  TowhichDr。Brocklesbyreadilyanswered,fromthesamegreatpoet:——

  ’——thereinthepatientMustministertohimself。’

  Johnsonexpressedhimselfmuchsatisfiedwiththeapplication。

  Onanotherdayafterthis,whentalkingonthesubjectofprayer,Dr。BrocklesbyrepeatedfromJuvenal,——

  ’Orandumest,utsitmenssanaincorporesano,’

  andsoontotheendofthetenthsatire;butinrunningitquicklyover,hehappened,intheline,’Quispatiumvitaeextremumintermuneraponat,’

  topronouncesupremumforextremum;atwhichJohnson’scriticalearinstantlytookoffence,anddiscoursingvehementlyontheunmetricaleffectofsuchalapse,heshewedhimselfasfullaseverofthespiritofthegrammarian。

  Havingnonearrelations,ithadbeenforsometimeJohnson’sintentiontomakealiberalprovisionforhisfaithfulservant,Mr。

  FrancisBarber,whomhelookeduponasparticularlyunderhisprotection,andwhomhehadallalongtreatedtrulyasanhumblefriend。HavingaskedDr。Brocklesbywhatwouldbeaproperannuitytoafavouriteservant,andbeingansweredthatitmustdependonthecircumstancesofthemaster;and,thatinthecaseofanobleman,fiftypoundsayearwasconsideredasanadequaterewardformanyyears’faithfulservice;’Then,saidJohnson,shallIbenobilissimus,forImeantoleaveFrankseventypoundsayear,andIdesireyoutotellhimso。’Itisstrange,however,tothink,thatJohnsonwasnotfreefromthatgeneralweaknessofbeingaversetoexecuteawill,sothathedelayeditfromtimetotime;

  andhaditnotbeenforSirJohnHawkins’srepeatedlyurgingit,I

  thinkitisprobablethathiskindresolutionwouldnothavebeenfulfilled。Aftermakingone,which,asSirJohnHawkinsinformsus,extendednofurtherthanthepromisedannuity,Johnson’sfinaldispositionofhispropertywasestablishedbyaWillandCodicil。

  Theconsiderationofnumerouspapersofwhichhewaspossessed,seemstohavestruckJohnson’smind,withasuddenanxiety,andastheywereingreatconfusion,itismuchtobelamentedthathehadnotentrustedsomefaithfulanddiscreetpersonwiththecareandselectionofthem;insteadofwhich,heinaprecipitatemanner,burntlargemassesofthem,withlittleregard,asIapprehend,todiscrimination。NotthatIsupposewehavethusbeendeprivedofanycompositionswhichhehadeverintendedforthepublickeye;

  but,fromwhatescapedtheflames,Ijudgethatmanycuriouscircumstancesrelatingbothtohimselfandotherliterarycharactershaveperished。

  Twoveryvaluablearticles,Iamsure,wehavelost,whichweretwoquartovolumes,containingafull,fair,andmostparticularaccountofhisownlife,fromhisearliestrecollection。Iownedtohim,thathavingaccidentallyseenthem,Ihadreadagreatdealinthem;andapologizingforthelibertyIhadtaken,askedhimifIcouldhelpit。Heplacidlyanswered,’Why,Sir,Idonotthinkyoucouldhavehelpedit。’IsaidthatIhad,foronceinmylife,felthalfaninclinationtocommittheft。Ithadcomeintomymindtocarryoffthosetwovolumes,andneverseehimmore。Uponmyinquiringhowthiswouldhaveaffectedhim,’Sir,saidhe,I

  believeIshouldhavegonemad。’

  Duringhislastillness,Johnsonexperiencedthesteadyandkindattachmentofhisnumerousfriends。Mr。Hoolehasdrawnupanarrativeofwhatpassedinthevisitswhichhepaidhimduringthattime,fromthe10thofNovembertothe13thofDecember,thedayofhisdeath,inclusive,andhasfavouredmewithaperusalofit,withpermissiontomakeextracts,whichIhavedone。NobodywasmoreattentivetohimthanMr。Langton,towhomhetenderlysaid,Teteneammoriensdeficientemanu。AndIthinkithighlytothehonourofMr。Windham,thathisimportantoccupationsasanactivestatesmandidnotpreventhimfrompayingassiduousrespecttothedyingSagewhomherevered,Mr。Langtoninformsme,that,’onedayhefoundMr。BurkeandfourorfivemorefriendssittingwithJohnson。Mr。Burkesaidtohim,“Iamafraid,Sir,suchanumberofusmaybeoppressivetoyou。““No,Sir,saidJohnson,

  itisnotso;andImustbeinawretchedstate,indeed,whenyourcompanywouldnotbeadelighttome。“Mr。Burke,inatremulousvoice,expressiveofbeingverytenderlyaffected,replied,“MydearSir,youhavealwaysbeentoogoodtome。“Immediatelyafterwardshewentaway。Thiswasthelastcircumstanceintheacquaintanceofthesetwoeminentmen。’

  Thefollowingparticularsofhisconversationwithinafewdaysofhisdeath,IgiveontheauthorityofMr。JohnNichols:——

  ’Hesaid,thattheParliamentaryDebatesweretheonlypartofhiswritingswhichthengavehimanycompunction:butthatatthetimehewrotethem,hehadnoconceptionhewasimposingupontheworld,thoughtheywerefrequentlywrittenfromveryslendermaterials,andoftenfromnoneatall,——themerecoinageofhisownimagination。Heneverwroteanypartofhisworkswithequalvelocity。ThreecolumnsoftheMagazine,inanhour,wasnouncommoneffort,whichwasfasterthanmostpersonscouldhavetranscribedthatquantity。

  ’OfhisfriendCave,healwaysspokewithgreataffection。“Yetsaidhe,Cave,whoneverlookedoutofhiswindow,butwithaviewtotheGentleman’sMagazine,wasapenuriouspay-master;hewouldcontractforlinesbythehundred,andexpectthelonghundred;buthewasagoodman,andalwaysdelightedtohavehisfriendsathistable。“

  ’Hesaidatanothertime,threeorfourdaysonlybeforehisdeath,speakingofthelittlefearhehadofundergoingachirurgicaloperation,“Iwouldgiveoneoftheselegsforayearmoreoflife,Imeanofcomfortablelife,notsuchasthatwhichInowsuffer;“——

  andlamentedmuchhisinabilitytoreadduringhishoursofrestlessness;“Iusedformerly,headded,whensleeplessinbed,toreadlikeaTurk。“

  ’Whilstconfinedbyhislastillness,itwashisregularpracticetohavethechurch-servicereadtohim,bysomeattentiveandfriendlyDivine。TheRev。Mr。Hooleperformedthiskindofficeinmypresenceforthelasttime,when,byhisowndesire,nomorethantheLitanywasread;inwhichhisresponseswereinthedeepandsonorousvoicewhichMr。Boswellhasoccasionallynoticed,andwiththemostprofounddevotionthatcanbeimagined。Hishearingnotbeingquiteperfect,hemorethanonceinterruptedMr。Hoole,with“Louder,mydearSir,louder,Ientreatyou,oryouprayinvain!“——and,whentheservicewasended,he,withgreatearnestness,turnedroundtoanexcellentladywhowaspresent,saying,“Ithankyou,Madam,veryheartily,foryourkindnessinjoiningmeinthissolemnexercise。Livewell,Iconjureyou;andyouwillnotfeelthecompunctionatthelast,whichInowfeel。“

  Sotrulyhumblewerethethoughtswhichthisgreatandgoodmanentertainedofhisownapproachestoreligiousperfection。’

  AmidstthemelancholycloudswhichhungoverthedyingJohnson,hischaracteristicalmannersheweditselfondifferentoccasions。

  WhenDr。Warren,intheusualstyle,hopedthathewasbetter;hisanswerwas,’No,Sir;youcannotconceivewithwhataccelerationI

  advancetowardsdeath。’

  Amanwhomhehadneverseenbeforewasemployedonenighttositupwithhim。Beingaskednextmorninghowhelikedhisattendant,hisanswerwas,’Notatall,Sir:thefellow’sanideot;heisasaukwardasaturn-spitwhenfirstputintothewheel,andassleepyasadormouse。’

  Mr。Windhamhavingplacedapillowconvenientlytosupporthim,hethankedhimforhiskindness,andsaid,’Thatwilldo,——allthatapillowcando。’

  HerequestedthreethingsofSirJoshuaReynolds:——Toforgivehimthirtypoundswhichhehadborrowedofhim;toreadtheBible;andnevertousehispencilonaSunday。SirJoshuareadilyacquiesced。

  Johnson,withthatnativefortitude,which,amidstallhisbodilydistressandmentalsufferings,neverforsookhim,askedDr。

  Brocklesby,asamaninwhomhehadconfidence,totellhimplainlywhetherhecouldrecover。’Givemesaidhe,adirectanswer。’

  TheDoctorhavingfirstaskedhimifhecouldhearthewholetruth,whichwaysoeveritmightlead,andbeingansweredthathecould,declaredthat,inhisopinion,hecouldnotrecoverwithoutamiracle。’Then,saidJohnson,Iwilltakenomorephysick,notevenmyopiates;forIhaveprayedthatImayrenderupmysoultoGODunclouded。’Inthisresolutionhepersevered,and,atthesametime,usedonlytheweakestkindsofsustenance。BeingpressedbyMr。Windhamtotakesomewhatmoregenerousnourishment,lesttoolowadietshouldhavetheveryeffectwhichhedreaded,bydebilitatinghismind,hesaid,’Iwilltakeanythingbutinebriatingsustenance。’

  TheReverendMr。Strahan,whowasthesonofhisfriend,andhadbeenalwaysoneofhisgreatfavourites,had,duringhislastillness,thesatisfactionofcontributingtosootheandcomforthim。Thatgentleman’shouse,atIslington,ofwhichheisVicar,affordedJohnson,occasionallyandeasily,anagreeablechangeofplaceandfreshair;andheattendedalsouponhimintowninthedischargeofthesacredofficesofhisprofession。

  Mr。Strahanhasgivenmetheagreeableassurance,that,afterbeinginmuchagitation,Johnsonbecamequitecomposed,andcontinuedsotillhisdeath。

  Dr。Brocklesby,whowillnotbesuspectedoffanaticism,obligedmewiththefollowingaccount:——

  ’Forsometimebeforehisdeath,allhisfearswerecalmedandabsorbedbytheprevalenceofhisfaith,andhistrustinthemeritsandpropitiationofJESUSCHRIST。’

  JohnsonhavingthusinhismindthetrueChristianscheme,atoncerationalandconsolatory,unitingjusticeandmercyintheDivinity,withtheimprovementofhumannature,previoustohisreceivingtheHolySacramentinhisapartment,composedandferventlyutteredthisprayer:——

  ’AlmightyandmostmercifulFather,Iamnowastohumaneyes,itseems,abouttocommemorate,forthelasttime,thedeathofthySonJESUSCHRIST,ourSaviourandRedeemer。Grant,OLORD,thatmywholehopeandconfidencemaybeinhismerits,andthymercy;

  enforceandacceptmyimperfectrepentance;makethiscommemorationavailabletotheconfirmationofmyfaith,theestablishmentofmyhope,andtheenlargementofmycharity;andmakethedeathofthySonJESUSCHRISTeffectualtomyredemption。Havemercyuponme,andpardonthemultitudeofmyoffences。Blessmyfriends;havemercyuponallmen。Supportme,bythyHolySpirit,inthedaysofweakness,andatthehourofdeath;andreceiveme,atmydeath,toeverlastinghappiness,forthesakeofJESUSCHRIST。Amen。’

  Having,ashasbeenalreadymentioned,madehiswillonthe8thand9thofDecember,andsettledallhisworldlyaffairs,helanguishedtillMonday,the13thofthatmonth,whenheexpired,aboutseveno’clockintheevening,withsolittleapparentpainthathisattendantshardlyperceivedwhenhisdissolutiontookplace。

  Ofhislastmoments,mybrother,ThomasDavid,hasfurnishedmewiththefollowingparticulars:——

  ’TheDoctor,fromthetimethathewascertainhisdeathwasnear,appearedtobeperfectlyresigned,wasseldomorneverfretfuloroutoftemper,andoftensaidtohisfaithfulservant,whogavemethisaccount,“Attend,Francis,tothesalvationofyoursoul,whichistheobjectofgreatestimportance:“healsoexplainedtohimpassagesintheScripture,andseemedtohavepleasureintalkinguponreligioussubjects。

  ’OnMonday,the13thofDecember,thedayonwhichhedied,aMissMorris,daughtertoaparticularfriendofhis,called,andsaidtoFrancis,thatshebeggedtobepermittedtoseetheDoctor,thatshemightearnestlyrequesthimtogiveherhisblessing。Franciswentintohisroom,followedbytheyounglady,anddeliveredthemessage。TheDoctorturnedhimselfinthebed,andsaid,“GOD

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