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  Desirefornovelty-Livesofthelawless-Countenances-Oldyeomananddame-Welivenearthesea-Uncouth-lookingvolume-

  Theothercondition-Draoitheac-Adilemma-TheAntinomian-

  LodowickMuggleton-Almostblind-AndersVedel。

  BUTtoproceedwithmyownstory:Inowceasedallatoncetotakemuchpleasureinthepursuitswhichformerlyinterestedme,I

  yawnedoverAbGwilym,evenasInowinmymind’seyeperceivethereaderyawningoverthepresentpages。Whatwasthecauseofthis?

  Constitutionallassitude,oradesirefornovelty?Bothitisprobablehadsomeinfluenceinthematter,butIratherthinkthatthelatterfeelingwaspredominant。Thepartingwordsofmybrotherhadsunkintomymind。Hehadtalkedoftravellinginstrangeregionsandseeingstrangeandwonderfulobjects,andmyimaginationfelltowork,anddrewpicturesofadventureswildandfantastic,andIthoughtwhatafinethingitmustbetotravel,andIwishedthatmyfatherwouldgivemehisblessing,andthesamesumthathehadgivenmybrother,andbidmegoforthintotheworld;alwaysforgettingthatIhadneithertalentsnorenergiesatthisperiodwhichwouldenablemetomakeanysuccessfulfigureonitsstage。

  AndthenIagainsoughtupthebookwhichhadsocaptivatedmeinmyinfancy,andIreaditthrough;andIsoughtupothersofasimilarcharacter,andinseekingforthemImetbooksalsoofadventure,butbynomeansofaharmlessdescription,livesofwickedandlawlessmen,MurrayandLatroon-booksofsingularpower,butofcoarseandprurientimagination-booksatonetimehighlyinvogue;nowdeservedlyforgotten,andmostdifficulttobefound。

  AndwhenIhadgonethroughthesebooks,whatwasmystateofmind?

  Ihadderivedentertainmentfromtheirperusal,buttheyleftmemorelistlessandunsettledthanbefore,andreallyknewnotwhattodotopassmytime。Myphilologicalstudieshadbecomedistasteful,andIhadnevertakenanypleasureinthedutiesofmyprofession。Isatbehindmydeskinastateoftorpor,mymindalmostasblankasthepaperbeforeme,onwhichIrarelytracedaline。Itwasalwaysarelieftohearthebellring,asitaffordedmeanopportunityofdoingsomethingwhichIwasyetcapableofdoing,toriseandopenthedoorandstareinthecountenancesofthevisitors。AllofasuddenIfelltostudyingcountenances,andsoonflatteredmyselfthatIhadmadeconsiderableprogressinthescience。

  ’Thereisnofaithincountenances,’saidsomeRomanofold;’trustanythingbutaperson’scountenance。’’Nottrustaman’scountenance?’saysomemoderns,’why,itistheonlythinginmanypeoplethatwecantrust;onwhichaccounttheykeepitmostassiduouslyoutoftheway。Trustnotaman’swordsifyouplease,oryoumaycometoveryerroneousconclusions;butatalltimesplaceimplicitconfidenceinaman’scountenance,inwhichthereisnodeceit;andofnecessitytherecanbenone。Ifpeoplewouldbutlookeachothermoreintheface,weshouldhavelesscausetocomplainofthedeceptionoftheworld;nothingsoeasyasphysiognomynorsouseful。’SomewhatinthislatterstrainI

  thoughtatthetimeofwhichIamspeaking。Iamnowolder,and,letushope,lesspresumptuous。ItistruethatinthecourseofmylifeIhavescarcelyeverhadoccasiontorepentplacingconfidenceinindividualswhosecountenanceshaveprepossessedmeintheirfavour;thoughtohowmanyImayhavebeenunjust,fromwhosecountenancesImayhavedrawnunfavourableconclusions,isanothermatter。

  ButithadbeendecreedbythatFatewhichgovernsoureveryactionthatIwassoontoreturntomyoldpursuits。ItwaswrittenthatIshouldnotyetceasetobeLav-engro,thoughIhadbecome,inmyownopinion,akindofLavater。Itissingularenoughthatmyrenewedardourforphilologyseemstohavebeenbroughtaboutindirectlybymyphysiognomicalresearches,inwhichhadInotindulged,theeventwhichIamabouttorelate,asfarasconnectedwithmyself,mightneverhaveoccurred。AmongstthevariouscountenanceswhichIadmittedduringtheperiodofmyansweringthebell,thereweretwowhichparticularlypleasedme,andwhichbelongedtoanelderlyyeomanandhiswife,whomsomelittlebusinesshadbroughttoourlawsanctuary。Ibelievetheyexperiencedfrommesomekindnessandattention,whichwontheoldpeople’shearts。So,oneday,whentheirlittlebusinesshadbeenbroughttoaconclusion,andtheychancedtobealonewithme,whowasseatedasusualbehindthedealdeskintheouterroom,theoldmanwithsomeconfusionbegantotellmehowgratefulhimselfanddamefeltforthemanyattentionsIhadshownthem,andhowdesiroustheyweretomakemesomeremuneration。’Ofcourse,’saidtheoldman,’wemustbecautiouswhatweoffertosofineayounggentlemanasyourself;wehave,however,somethingwethinkwilljustsuittheoccasion,astrangekindofthingwhichpeoplesayisabook,thoughnoonethatmydameormyselfhaveshownittocanmakeanythingoutofit;soaswearetoldthatyouareafineyounggentleman,whocanreadallthetonguesoftheearthandstars,astheBiblesays,wethought,Iandmydame,thatitwouldbejustthethingyouwouldlikeandmydamehasitnowatthebottomofherbasket。’

  ’Abook!’saidI,’howdidyoucomebyit?’

  ’Welivenearthesea,’saidtheoldman;’sonearthatsometimesourthatchiswetwiththespray;anditmaynowbeayearagothattherewasafearfulstorm,andashipwasdrivenashoreduringthenight,anderethemornwasacompletewreck。Whenwegotupatdaylight,therewerethepoorshiveringcrewatourdoor;theywereforeigners,red-hairedmen,whosespeechwedidnotunderstand;butwetookthemin,andwarmedthem,andtheyremainedwithusthreedays;andwhentheywentawaytheyleftbehindthemthisthing,hereitis,partofthecontentsofaboxwhichwaswashedashore。’

  ’Anddidyoulearnwhotheywere?’

  ’Why,yes;theymadeusunderstandthattheywereDanes。’

  Danes!thoughtI,Danes!andinstantaneously,hugeandgrisly,appearedtoriseupbeforemyvisiontheskulloftheoldpirateDane,evenasIhadseenitofyoreinthepent-houseoftheancientchurchtowhich,withmymotherandmybrother,Ihadwanderedonthememorablesummereve。

  Andnowtheoldmanhandedmethebook;astrangeanduncouth-

  lookingvolumeenough。Itwasnotverylarge,butinsteadoftheusualcoveringwasboundinwood,andwascompressedwithstrongironclasps。Itwasaprintedbook,butthepageswerenotofpaper,butvellum,andthecharacterswereblack,andresembledthosegenerallytermedGothic。

  ’Itiscertainlyacuriousbook,’saidI;’andIshouldliketohaveit,butIcan’tthinkoftakingitasagift,Imustgiveyouanequivalent,Inevertakepresentsfromanybody。’

  Theoldmanwhisperedwithhisdameandchuckled,andthenturnedhisfacetome,andsaid,withanotherchuckle,’Well,wehaveagreedabouttheprice,but,maybe,youwillnotconsent。’

  ’Idon’tknow,’saidI;’whatdoyoudemand?’

  ’Why,thatyoushakemebythehand,andholdoutyourcheektomyolddame,shehastakenanaffectiontoyou。’

  ’Ishallbeverygladtoshakeyoubythehand,’saidI,’butasfortheothercondition,itrequiresconsideration。’

  ’Noconsiderationatall,’saidtheoldman,withsomethinglikeasigh;’shethinksyoulikeherson,ouronlychild,thatwaslosttwentyyearsagointhewavesoftheNorthSea。’

  ’Oh,thataltersthecasealtogether,’saidI,’andofcourseIcanhavenoobjection。’

  AndnowatonceIshookoffmylistlessness,toenablemetodowhichnothingcouldhavehappenedmoreopportunethantheaboveevent。TheDanes,theDanes!AndwasIatlasttobecomeacquainted,andinsosingularamanner,withthespeechofapeoplewhichhadasfarbackasIcouldrememberexercisedthestrongestinfluenceovermyimagination,ashowshouldtheynot!-

  ininfancytherewasthesummer-eveadventure,towhichIoftenlookedback,andalwayswithakindofstrangeinterestwithrespecttothosetowhomsuchgiganticandwondrousbonescouldbelongasIhadseenonthatoccasion;and,morethanthis,IhadbeeninIreland,andthere,underpeculiarcircumstances,thissameinterestwasincreasedtenfold。IhadmingledmuchwhilsttherewiththegenuineIrish-awildbutkind-heartedrace,whoseconversationwasdeeplyimbuedwithtraditionarylore,connectedwiththeearlyhistoryoftheirownromanticland,andfromthemI

  heardenoughoftheDanes,butnothingcommonplace,fortheynevermentionedthembutintermswhichtalliedwellwithmyownpreconceivedideas。ForatanearlyperiodtheDaneshadinvadedIreland,andhadsubduedit,and,thougheventuallydrivenout,hadleftbehindthemanenduringremembranceinthemindsofthepeople,wholovedtospeakoftheirstrengthandtheirstature,inevidenceofwhichtheywouldpointtotheancientrathsormoundswheretheoldDaneswereburied,andwherebonesofextraordinarysizewereoccasionallyexhumed。AndastheDanessurpassedotherpeopleinstrength,so,accordingtomynarrators,theyalsoexcelledallothersinwisdom,orratherinDraoitheac,ormagic,fortheywerepowerfulsorcerers,theysaid,comparedwithwhomthefairymenofthepresentdayknewnothingatall,atall;and,amongstotherwonderfulthings,theyknewhowtomakestrongbeerfromtheheatherthatgrowsuponthebogs。Littlewonderiftheinterest,themysteriousinterest,whichIhadearlyfeltabouttheDanes,wasincreasedtenfoldbymysojourninIreland。

  AndnowIhadinmypossessionaDanishbook,which,fromitsappearance,mightbesupposedtohavebelongedtotheveryoldDanesindeed;buthowwasItoturnittoanyaccount?Ihadthebook,itistrue,butIdidnotunderstandthelanguage,andhowwasItoovercomethatdifficulty?hardlybyporingoverthebook;

  yetIdidporeoverthebook,dailyandnightly,tillmyeyesweredim,anditappearedtomethateverynowandthenIencounteredwordswhichIunderstood-Englishwords,thoughstrangelydisguised;andIsaidtomyself,Courage!EnglishandDanisharecognatedialects,atimewillcomewhenIshallunderstandthisDanish;andthenIporedoverthebookagain,butwithallmyporingIcouldnotunderstandit;andthenIbecameangry,andI

  bitmylipstillthebloodcame;andIoccasionallytoreahandfulfrommyhair,andflungituponthefloor,butthatdidnotmendthematter,forstillIdidnotunderstandthebook,which,however,Ibegantoseewaswritteninrhyme-acircumstanceratherdifficulttodiscoveratfirst,thearrangementofthelinesnotdifferingfromthatwhichisemployedinprose;anditsbeingwritteninrhymemademeonlythemoreeagertounderstandit。

  ButItoiledinvain,forIhadneithergrammarnordictionaryofthelanguage;andwhenIsoughtforthemcouldprocureneither;andIwasmuchdispirited,tillsuddenlyabrightthoughtcameintomyhead,andIsaid,althoughIcannotobtainadictionaryorgrammar,IcanperhapsobtainaBibleinthislanguage,andifIcanprocureaBible,Icanlearnthelanguage,fortheBibleineverytonguecontainsthesamething,andIhaveonlytocomparethewordsoftheDanishBiblewiththoseoftheEnglish,and,ifIpersevere,I

  shallintimeacquirethelanguageoftheDanes;andIwaspleasedwiththethought,whichIconsideredtobeabrightone,andInolongerbitmylips,ortoremyhair,butItookmyhat,and,goingforth,Iflungmyhatintotheair。

  Andwhenmyhatcamedown,Iputitonmyheadandcommencedrunning,directingmycoursetothehouseoftheAntinomianpreacher,whosoldbooks,andwhomIknewtohaveBiblesinvarioustonguesamongstthenumber,andIarrivedoutofbreath,andI

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