wasquiteabletospeak,Ireturnednoanswer。Onthedoorbeingopened,theJew,afterafewwords,probablyrelatingtopedlery,demandedwhothechildwas,sittinginthesun;themaidrepliedthatIwashermistress’syoungestson,achildweakHERE,pointingtoherforehead。TheJewlookedatmeagain,andthensaid:’’Ponmyconscience,mydear,Ibelievethatyoumustbetroubledthereyourselftotellmeanysuchthing。Itisnotmyhabittospeaktochildren,inasmuchasIhatethem,becausetheyoftenfollowmeandflingstonesafterme;butInosoonerlookedatthatchildthanI
wasforcedtospeaktoit-hisnotansweringmeshowshissense,forithasneverbeenthecustomofthewisetoflingawaytheirwordsinindifferenttalkandconversation;thechildisasweetchild,andhasallthelookofoneofourpeople’schildren。Fool,indeed!didInotseehiseyessparklejustnowwhenthemonkeyseizedthedogbytheear?-theyshonelikemyowndiamonds-doesyourgoodladywantany-realandfine?Wereitnotforwhatyoutellme,Ishouldsayitwasaprophet’schild。Fool,indeed!hecanwritealready,orI’llforfeittheboxwhichIcarryonmyback,andforwhichIshouldbelothtotaketwohundredpounds!’
HethenleanedforwardtoinspectthelineswhichIhadtraced。
Allofasuddenhestartedback,andgrewwhiteasasheet;then,takingoffhishat,hemadesomestrangegesturestome,cringing,chattering,andshowinghisteeth,andshortlydeparted,mutteringsomethingabout’holyletters,’andtalkingtohimselfinastrangetongue。ThewordsoftheJewwereinduecourseoftimereportedtomymother,whotreasuredtheminherheart,andfromthatmomentbegantoentertainbrighterhopesofheryoungestbornthanshehadeverbeforeventuredtofoster。
CHAPTERII
Barracksandlodgings-Acamp-Theviper-Adelicatechild-
Blackberrytime-MEUNandTUUM-Hythe-TheGolgotha-Daneman’sskull-Superhumanstature-Stirringtimes-Thesea-bord。
IHAVEbeenawandererthegreaterpartofmylife;indeedI
rememberonlytwoperiods,andthesebynomeanslengthy,whenI
was,strictlyspeaking,stationary。Iwasasoldier’sson,andasthemeansofmyfatherwerebynomeanssufficienttosupporttwoestablishments,hisfamilyinvariablyattendedhimwhereverhewent,sothatfrommyinfancyIwasaccustomedtotravellingandwandering,andlookeduponamonthlychangeofsceneandresidenceasamatterofcourse。Sometimeswelivedinbarracks,sometimesinlodgings,butgenerallyintheformer,alwayseschewingthelatterfrommotivesofeconomy,savewhenthebarrackswereinconvenientanduncomfortable;andtheymusthavebeenhighlysoindeed,tohavediscouragedusfromenteringthem;forthoughweweregentrypraybearthatinmind,gentlereader,gentrybybirth,andincontestablysobymyfather’sbearingthecommissionofgoodoldGeorgetheThird,wewerenotFINEGENTRY,butpeoplewhocouldputupwithasmuchasanygenteelScotchfamilywhofinditconvenienttoliveonathirdfloorinLondon,oronasixthatEdinburghorGlasgow。Itwasnotalittlethatcoulddiscourageus:weoncelivedwithinthecanvaswallsofacamp,ataplacecalledPett,inSussex;andIbelieveitwasatthisplacethatoccurredthefirstcircumstance,oradventure,callitwhichyouwill,thatIcanrememberinconnectionwithmyself:itwasastrangeone,andIwillrelateit。
Ithappenedthatmybrotherandmyselfwereplayingoneeveninginasandylane,intheneighbourhoodofthisPettcamp;ourmotherwasataslightdistance。Allofasudden,abrightyellow,and,tomyinfantineeye,beautifulandglorious,objectmadeitsappearanceatthetopofthebankfrombetweenthethickquickset,and,glidingdown,begantomoveacrossthelanetotheotherside,likealineofgoldenlight。Utteringacryofpleasure,Isprangforward,andseizeditnearlybythemiddle。Astrangesensationofnumbingcoldnessseemedtopervademywholearm,whichsurprisedmethemore,astheobjecttotheeyeappearedsowarmandsunlike。
Ididnotdropit,however,but,holdingitup,lookedatitintently,asitsheaddangledaboutafootfrommyhand。Itmadenoresistance;Ifeltnoteventheslighteststruggle;butnowmybrotherbegantoscreamandshrieklikeonepossessed。’Omother,mother!’saidhe,’theviper!-mybrotherhasaviperinhishand!’Hethen,likeonefrantic,madeanefforttosnatchthecreatureawayfromme。Thevipernowhissedamain,andraiseditshead,inwhichwereeyeslikehotcoals,menacing,notmyself,butmybrother。Idroppedmycaptive,forIsawmymotherrunningtowardsme;andthereptile,afterstandingforamomentnearlyerect,andstillhissingfuriously,madeoff,anddisappeared。Thewholesceneisnowbeforeme,asvividlyasifitoccurredyesterday-thegorgeousviper,mypoordearfranticbrother,myagitatedparent,andafrightenedhencluckingunderthebushes-
andyetIwasnotthreeyearsold。
Itismyfirmbeliefthatcertainindividualspossessaninherentpower,orfascination,overcertaincreatures,otherwiseIshouldbeunabletoaccountformanyfeatswhichIhavewitnessed,and,indeed,borneasharein,connectedwiththetamingofbrutesandreptiles。Ihaveknownasavageandviciousmare,whosestallitwasdangeroustoapproach,evenwhenbearingprovender,welcome,nevertheless,witheveryappearanceofpleasure,anuncouth,wiry-
headedman,withafrightfullyseamedface,andanironhooksupplyingtheplaceofhisrighthand,onewhomtheanimalhadneverseenbefore,playfullybitehishair,andcoverhisfacewithgentleandendearingkisses;andIhavealreadystatedhowaviperwouldpermit,withoutresentment,onechildtotakeitupinhishand,whilstitshoweditsdisliketotheapproachofanotherbythefiercesthissings。Philosophycanexplainmanystrangethings,buttherearesomewhichareafarpitchaboveher,andthisisone。
Ishouldscarcelyrelateanothercircumstancewhichoccurredaboutthistimebutforasingulareffectwhichitproduceduponmyconstitution。UptothisperiodIhadbeenratheradelicatechild;whereas,almostimmediatelyaftertheoccurrencetowhichI
allude,Ibecamebothhaleandvigorous,tothegreatastonishmentofmyparents,whonaturallyenoughexpectedthatitwouldproducequiteacontraryeffect。
IthappenedthatmybrotherandmyselfweredisportingourselvesincertainfieldsnearthegoodtownofCanterbury。Afemaleservanthadattendedus,inordertotakecarethatwecametonomischief:
she,however,itseems,hadmattersofherowntoattendto,and,allowingustogowherewelisted,remainedinonecornerofafield,inearnestconversationwithared-coateddragoon。Nowitchancedtobeblackberrytime,andthetwochildrenwanderedunderthehedges,peeringanxiouslyamongtheminquestofthattrashsogratefultourchinsoftheirdegree。Wedidnotfindmuchofit,however,andweresoonseparatedinthepursuit。AllatonceI
stoodstill,andcouldscarcelybelievemyeyes。Ihadcometoaspotwhere,almostcoveringthehedge,hungclustersofwhatseemedfruit-deliciously-temptingfruit-somethingresemblinggrapesofvariouscolours,green,red,andpurple。Dearme,thoughtI,howfortunate!yethaveIarighttogatherit?isitmine?fortheobservanceofthelawofMEUMandTUUMhadearlybeenimpresseduponmymind,andIentertained,evenatthattenderage,theutmosthorrorfortheft;soIstoodstaringatthevariegatedclusters,indoubtastowhatIshoulddo。IknownothowIarguedthematterinmymind;thetemptation,however,wasatlasttoostrongforme,soIstretchedforthmyhandandate。Iremember,perfectlywell,thatthetasteofthisstrangefruitwasbynomeanssopleasantastheappearance;buttheideaofeatingfruitwassufficientforachild,and,afterall,theflavourwasmuchsuperiortothatofsourapples,soIatevoraciously。HowlongI
continuedeatingIscarcelyknow。Onethingiscertain,thatI
neverleftthefieldasIenteredit,beingcarriedhomeinthearmsofthedragooninstrongconvulsions,inwhichIcontinuedforseveralhours。AboutmidnightIawoke,asiffromatroubledsleep,andbeheldmyparentsbendingovermycouch,whilsttheregimentalsurgeon,withacandleinhishand,stoodnigh,thelightfeeblyreflectedonthewhitewashedwallsofthebarrack-
room。
Anothercircumstanceconnectedwithmyinfancy,andIhavedone。I
needoffernoapologyforrelatingit,asitsubsequentlyexercisedconsiderableinfluenceovermypursuits。Wewere,ifIrememberright,inthevicinityofaplacecalledHythe,inKent。Onesweetevening,inthelatterpartofsummer,ourmothertookhertwolittleboysbythehand,forawanderaboutthefields。Inthecourseofourstrollwecametothevillagechurch;anold,gray-
headedsextonstoodintheporch,who,perceivingthatwewerestrangers,invitedustoenter。Wewerepresentlyintheinterior,wanderingabouttheaisles,lookingonthewalls,andinspectingthemonumentsofthenotabledead。Icanscarcelystatewhatwesaw;howshouldI?Iwasachildnotyetfouryearsold,andyetI
thinkIremembertheeveningsunstreaminginthroughastainedwindowuponthedingymahoganypulpit,andflingingarichlustreuponthefadedtintsofanancientbanner。Andnowoncemorewewereoutsidethebuilding,where,againstthewall,stoodalow-
eavedpent-house,intowhichwelooked。Itwashalffilledwithsubstancesofsomekind,whichatfirstlookedlikelargegraystones。Thegreaterpartwerelyinginlayers;some,however,wereseeninconfusedandmoulderingheaps,andtwoorthree,whichhadperhapsrolleddownfromtherest,layseparatelyonthefloor。
’Skulls,madam,’saidthesexton;’skullsoftheoldDanes!Longagotheycamepiratingintotheseparts;andthentherechancedamightyshipwreck,forGodwasangrywiththem,andHesunkthem;
andtheirskulls,astheycameashore,wereplacedhereasamemorial。ThereweremanymorewhenIwasyoung,butnowtheyarefastdisappearing。Someofthemmusthavebelongedtostrangefellows,madam。Onlyseethatone;why,thetwoyounggentrycanscarcelyliftit!’And,indeed,mybrotherandmyselfhadenteredtheGolgotha,andcommencedhandlingthesegrimrelicsofmortality。Oneenormousskull,lyinginacorner,hadfixedourattention,andwehaddrawnitforth。Spiritofeld,whataskullwasyon!
Istillseemtoseeit,thehugegrimthing;manyoftheotherswerelarge,strikinglyso,andappearedfullytojustifytheoldman’sconclusionthattheirownersmusthavebeenstrangefellows;
but,comparedwiththismightymassofbone,theylookedsmallanddiminutivelikethoseofpigmies;itmusthavebelongedtoagiant,oneofthosered-hairedwarriorsofwhosestrengthandstaturesuchwondroustalesaretoldintheancientchroniclesofthenorth,andwhosegrave-hills,whenransacked,occasionallyrevealsecretswhichfillthemindsofpunymodernswithastonishmentandawe。