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  MrsBoltonwasforamomentbreathless,flabbergasted。Thenshedidn’tbelieveit:shesawinitaruse。Yetdoctorscoulddosuchthingsnowadays。

  Theymightsortofgraftseed。

  `Well,myLady,Ionlyhopeandprayyoumay。Itwouldbelovelyforyou:andforeverybody。Myword,achildinWragby,whatadifferenceitwouldmake!’

  `Wouldn’tit!’saidConnie。

  AndshechosethreeR。A。picturesofsixtyyearsago,tosendtotheDuchessofShortlandsforthatlady’snextcharitablebazaar。Shewascalled`thebazaarduchess’,andshealwaysaskedallthecountytosendthingsforhertosell。ShewouldbedelightedwiththreeframedR。A。s。Shemightevencall,onthestrengthofthem。HowfuriousCliffordwaswhenshecalled!

  Butohmydear!MrsBoltonwasthinkingtoherself。IsitOliverMellors’

  childyou’repreparingusfor?Ohmydear,thatwouldbeaTevershallbabyintheWragbycradle,myword!Wouldn’tshameit,neither!

  Amongothermonstrositiesinthislumberroomwasalargishblackjapannedbox,excellentlyandingeniouslymadesomesixtyorseventyyearsago,andfittedwitheveryimaginableobject。Ontopwasaconcentratedtoiletset:brushes,bottles,mirrors,combs,boxes,eventhreebeautifullittlerazorsinsafetysheaths,shaving-bowlandall。Underneathcameasortofescritoireoutfit:blotters,pens,ink-bottles,paper,envelopes,memorandumbooks:andthenaperfectsewing-outfit,withthreedifferentsizedscissors,thimbles,needles,silksandcottons,darningegg,alloftheverybestqualityandperfectlyfinished。Thentherewasalittlemedicinestore,withbottleslabelledLaudanum,TinctureofMyrrh,Ess。

  Clovesandsoon:butempty。Everythingwasperfectlynew,andthewholething,whenshutup,wasasbigasasmall,butfatweekendbag。Andinside,itfittedtogetherlikeapuzzle。Thebottlescouldnotpossiblyhavespilled:

  therewasn’troom。

  Thethingwaswonderfullymadeandcontrived,excellentcraftsmanshipoftheVictorianorder。Butsomehowitwasmonstrous。SomeChatterleymustevenhavefeltit,forthethinghadneverbeenused。Ithadapeculiarsoullessness。

  YetMrsBoltonwasthrilled。

  `Lookwhatbeautifulbrushes,soexpensive,eventheshavingbrushes,threeperfectones!No!andthosescissors!They’rethebestthatmoneycouldbuy。Oh,Icallitlovely!’

  `Doyou?’saidConnie。`Thenyouhaveit。’

  `Ohno,myLady!’

  `Ofcourse!ItwillonlylieheretillDoomsday。Ifyouwon’thaveit,I’llsendittotheDuchessaswellasthepictures,andshedoesn’tdeservesomuch。Dohaveit!’

  `Oh,yourLadyship!Why,Ishallneverbeabletothankyou。’

  `Youneedn’ttry,’laughedConnie。

  AndMrsBoltonsaileddownwiththehugeandveryblackboxinherarms,flushingbrightpinkinherexcitement。

  MrBettsdroveherinthetraptoherhouseinthevillage,withthebox。Andshehadtohaveafewfriendsin,toshowit:theschool-mistress,thechemist’swife,MrsWeedontheundercashier’swife。Theythoughtitmarvellous。AndthenstartedthewhisperofLadyChatterley’schild。

  `Wonders’llnevercease!’saidMrsWeedon。

  ButMrsBoltonwasconvinced,ifitdidcome,itwouldbeSirClifford’schild。Sothere!

  Notlongafter,therectorsaidgentlytoClifford:

  `AndmaywereallyhopeforanheirtoWragby?Ah,thatwouldbethehandofGodinmercy,indeed!’

  `Well!Wemayhope,’saidClifford,withafaintirony,andatthesametime,acertainconviction。Hehadbeguntobelieveitreallypossibleitmightevenbehischild。

  ThenoneafternooncameLeslieWinter,SquireWinter,aseverybodycalledhim:lean,immaculate,andseventy:andeveryinchagentleman,asMrsBoltonsaidtoMrsBetts。Everymillimetreindeed!Andwithhisold-fashioned,ratherhaw-haw!mannerofspeaking,heseemedmoreoutofdatethanbagwigs。Time,inherflight,dropsthesefineoldfeathers。

  Theydiscussedthecollieries。Clifford’sideawas,thathiscoal,eventhepoorsort,couldbemadeintohardconcentratedfuelthatwouldburnatgreatheatiffedwithcertaindamp,acidulatedairatafairlystrongpressure。Ithadlongbeenobservedthatinaparticularlystrong,wetwindthepit-bankburnedveryvivid,gaveoffhardlyanyfumes,andleftafinepowderofash,insteadoftheslowpinkgravel。

  `Butwherewillyoufindtheproperenginesforburningyourfuel?’

  askedWinter。

  `I’llmakethemmyself。AndI’llusemyfuelmyself。AndI’llsellelectricpower。I’mcertainIcoulddoit。’

  `Ifyoucandoit,thensplendid,splendid,mydearboy。Haw!Splendid!

  IfIcanbeofanyhelp,Ishallbedelighted。I’mafraidIamalittleoutofdate,andmycollieriesarelikeme。Butwhoknows,whenI’mgone,theremaybemenlikeyou。Splendid!Itwillemployallthemenagain,andyouwon’thavetosellyourcoal,orfailtosellit。Asplendididea,andIhopeitwillbeasuccess。IfIhadsonsofmyown,nodoubttheywouldhaveup-to-dateideasforShipley:nodoubt!Bytheway,dearboy,isthereanyfoundationtotherumourthatwemayentertainhopesofanheirtoWragby?’

  `Istherearumour?’askedClifford。

  `Well,mydearboy,MarshallfromFillingwoodaskedme,that’sallI

  cansayaboutarumour。OfcourseIwouldn’trepeatitfortheworld,iftherewerenofoundation。’

  `Well,Sir,’saidClifforduneasily,butwithstrangebrighteyes。`Thereisahope。Thereisahope。’

  WintercameacrosstheroomandwrungClifford’shand。

  `Mydearboy,mydearlad,canyoubelievewhatitmeanstome,tohearthat!Andtohearyouareworkinginthehopesofason:andthatyoumayagainemployeverymanatTevershall。Ah,myboy!tokeepuptheleveloftherace,andtohaveworkwaitingforanymanwhocarestowork!——’

  Theoldmanwasreallymoved。

  NextdayConniewasarrangingtallyellowtulipsinaglassvase。

  `Connie,’saidClifford,`didyouknowtherewasarumourthatyouaregoingtosupplyWragbywithasonandheir?’

  Conniefeltdimwithterror,yetshestoodquitestill,touchingtheflowers。

  `No!’shesaid。`Isitajoke?Ormalice?’

  Hepausedbeforeheanswered:

  `Neither,Ihope。Ihopeitmaybeaprophecy。’

  Conniewentonwithherflowers。

  `IhadaletterfromFatherthismorning,’Shesaid。`HewantstoknowifIamawarehehasacceptedSirAlexanderCooper’sInvitationformeforJulyandAugust,totheVillaEsmeraldainVenice。’

  `JulyandAugust?’saidClifford。

  `Oh,Iwouldn’tstayallthattime。Areyousureyouwouldn’tcome?’

  `Iwon’ttravelabroad,’saidCliffordpromptly。Shetookherflowerstothewindow。

  `DoyoumindifIgo?’shesaid。Youknowitwaspromised,forthissummer。

  `Forhowlongwouldyougo?’

  `Perhapsthreeweeks。’

  Therewassilenceforatime。

  `Well,’saidCliffordslowly,andalittlegloomily。`IsupposeIcouldstanditforthreeweeks:ifIwereabsolutelysureyou’dwanttocomeback。’

  `Ishouldwanttocomeback,’shesaid,withaquietsimplicity,heavywithconviction。Shewasthinkingoftheotherman。

  Cliffordfeltherconviction,andsomehowhebelievedher,hebelieveditwasforhim。Hefeltimmenselyrelieved,joyfulatonce。

  `Inthatcase,’hesaid,`Ithinkitwouldbeallright,don’tyou?’

  `Ithinkso,’shesaid。

  `You’denjoythechange?’Shelookedupathimwithstrangeblueeyes。

  `IshouldliketoseeVeniceagain,’shesaid,`andtobathefromoneoftheshingleislandsacrossthelagoon。ButyouknowIloathetheLido!

  AndIdon’tfancyIshalllikeSirAlexanderCooperandLadyCooper。ButifHildaisthere,andwehaveagondolaofourown:yes,itwillberatherlovely。Idowishyou’dcome。’

  Shesaiditsincerely。Shewouldsolovetomakehimhappy,intheseways。

  `Ah,butthinkofme,though,attheGareduNord:atCalaisquay!’

  `Butwhynot?Iseeothermencarriedinlitter-chairs,whohavebeenwoundedinthewar。Besides,we’dmotoralltheway。’

  `Weshouldneedtotaketwomen。’

  `Ohno!We’dmanagewithField。Therewouldalwaysbeanothermanthere。’

  ButCliffordshookhishead。

  `Notthisyear,dear!Notthisyear!NextyearprobablyI’lltry。’

  Shewentawaygloomily。Nextyear!Whatwouldnextyearbring?SheherselfdidnotreallywanttogotoVenice:notnow,nowtherewastheotherman。

  Butshewasgoingasasortofdiscipline:andalsobecause,ifshehadachild,CliffordcouldthinkshehadaloverinVenice。

  ItwasalreadyMay,andinJunetheyweresupposedtostart。Alwaysthesearrangements!Alwaysone’slifearrangedforone!Wheelsthatworkedoneanddroveone,andoverwhichonehadnorealcontrol!

  ItwasMay,butcoldandwetagain。AcoldwetMay,goodforcornandhay!Muchthecornandhaymatternowadays!ConniehadtogointoUthwaite,whichwastheirlittletown,wheretheChatterleyswerestilltheChatterleys。Shewentalone,Fielddrivingher。

  InspiteofMayandanewgreenness,thecountrywasdismal。Itwasratherchilly,andtherewassmokeontherain,andacertainsenseofexhaustvapourintheair。Onejusthadtolivefromone’sresistance。

  Nowonderthesepeoplewereuglyandtough。

  ThecarplougheduphillthroughthelongsqualidstraggleofTevershall,theblackenedbrickdwellings,theblackslateroofsglisteningtheirsharpedges,themudblackwithcoal-dust,thepavementswetandblack。Itwasasifdismalnesshadsoakedthroughandthrougheverything。Theutternegationofnaturalbeauty,theutternegationofthegladnessoflife,theutterabsenceoftheinstinctforshapelybeautywhicheverybirdandbeasthas,theutterdeathofthehumanintuitivefacultywasappalling。Thestacksofsoapinthegrocers’shops,therhubarbandlemonsinthegreengrocers!

  theawfulhatsinthemilliners!allwentbyugly,ugly,ugly,followedbytheplaster-and-gilthorrorofthecinemawithitswetpictureannouncements,`AWoman’sLove!’,andthenewbigPrimitivechapel,primitiveenoughinitsstarkbrickandbigpanesofgreenishandraspberryglassinthewindows。

  TheWesleyanchapel,higherup,wasofblackenedbrickandstoodbehindironrailingsandblackenedshrubs。TheCongregationalchapel,whichthoughtitselfsuperior,wasbuiltofrusticatedsandstoneandhadasteeple,butnotaveryhighone。Justbeyondwerethenewschoolbuildings,expensivinkbrick,andgravelledplaygroundinsideironrailings,allveryimposing,andfixingthesuggestionofachapelandaprison。StandardFivegirlswerehavingasinginglesson,justfinishingthela-me-doh-laexercisesandbeginninga`sweetchildren’ssong’。Anythingmoreunlikesong,spontaneoussong,wouldbeimpossibletoimagine:astrangebawlingyellthatfollowedtheoutlinesofatune。Itwasnotlikesavages:savageshavesubtlerhythms。

  Itwasnotlikeanimals:animalsmeansomethingwhentheyyell。

  Itwaslikenothingonearth,anditwascalledsinging。Conniesatandlistenedwithherheartinherboots,asFieldwasfillingpetrol。Whatcouldpossiblybecomeofsuchapeople,apeopleinwhomthelivingintuitivefacultywasdeadasnails,andonlyqueermechanicalyellsanduncannywill-powerremained?

  Acoal-cartwascomingdownhill,clankingintherain。Fieldstartedupwards,pastthebigbutweary-lookingdrapersandclothingshops,thepost-office,intothelittlemarket-placeofforlornspace,whereSamBlackwaspeeringoutofthedooroftheSun,thatcalleditselfaninn,notapub,andwherethecommercialtravellersstayed,andwasbowingtoLadyChatterley’scar。

  Thechurchwasawaytotheleftamongblacktrees。Thecarslidondownhill,pasttheMiners’Arms。IthadalreadypassedtheWellington,theNelson,theThreeTuns,andtheSun,nowitpassedtheMiners’Arms,thentheMechanics’

  Hall,thenthenewandalmostgaudyMiners’Welfareandso,pastafewnew`villas’,outintotheblackenedroadbetweendarkhedgesanddarkgreenfields,towardsStacksGate。

  Tevershall!ThatwasTevershall!MerrieEngland!Shakespeare’sEngland!

  No,buttheEnglandoftoday,asConniehadrealizedsinceshehadcometoliveinit。Itwasproducinganewraceofmankind,over-consciousinthemoneyandsocialandpoliticalside,onthespontaneous,intuitivesidedead,butdead。Half-corpses,allofthem:butwithaterribleinsistentconsciousnessintheotherhalf。Therewassomethinguncannyandundergroundaboutitall。Itwasanunder-world。Andquiteincalculable。Howshallweunderstandthereactionsinhalf-corpses?WhenConniesawthegreatlorriesfullofsteel-workersfromSheffield,weird,distortedsmallishbeingslikemen,offforanexcursiontoMatlock,herbowelsfaintedandshethought:AhGod,whathasmandonetoman?Whathavetheleadersofmenbeendoingtotheirfellowmen?Theyhavereducedthemtolessthanhumanness;andnowtherecanbenofellowshipanymore!Itisjustanightmare。

  Shefeltagaininawaveofterrorthegrey,grittyhopelessnessofitall。Withsuchcreaturesfortheindustrialmasses,andtheupperclassesassheknewthem,therewasnohope,nohopeanymore。Yetshewaswantingababy,andanheirtoWragby!AnheirtoWragby!Sheshudderedwithdread。

  YetMellorshadcomeoutofallthis!——Yes,buthewasasapartfromitallasshewas。Eveninhimtherewasnofellowshipleft。Itwasdead。

  Thefellowshipwasdead。Therewasonlyapartnessandhopelessness,asfarasallthiswasconcerned。AndthiswasEngland,thevastbulkofEngland:

  asConnieknew,sinceshehadmotoredfromthecentreofit。

  ThecarwasrisingtowardsStacksGate。Therainwasholdingoff,andintheaircameaqueerpellucidgleamofMay。Thecountryrolledawayinlongundulations,southtowardsthePeak,easttowardsMansfieldandNottingham。ConniewastravellingSouth。

  Assheroseontothehighcountry,shecouldseeonherleft,onaheightabovetherollingland,theshadowy,powerfulbulkofWarsopCastle,darkgrey,withbelowitthereddishplasteringofminers’dwellings,newish,andbelowthosetheplumesofdarksmokeandwhitesteamfromthegreatcollierywhichputsomanythousandpoundsperannumintothepocketsoftheDukeandtheothershareholders。Thepowerfuloldcastlewasaruin,yetithungitsbulkonthelowsky-line,overtheblackplumesandthewhitethatwavedonthedampairbelow。

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