Hehadraisedhiseyestothedoctorwithagentle,supplicatoryexpression,andtakingthepearsfromthepocketofhisworn,mendedjacket,hegavethemtothephysician。
Thenhappenedsomethingwhich,hadSimonenteredtheroomjustthen,wouldprobablyhavefilledhimwithexasperation。IthappenedthattheproudandcelebratedDr。Naudin,thedirectorandfirstphysicianoftheHotelDieu,sankonhiskneebeforethispoorboyinthepatchedjacket,whohadnothingtogivebuttwopears,andthathewassoovercome,eitherbyinwardpainorbyreverence,thatwhiletakingthepearshecouldonlywhisper,withafaintvoice:“I
thankyourmajesty。Ihaveneverreceivedanoblerormorepreciousgiftthanthisfruit,whichmyunfortunatekinggivesme,andI
sweartoyouthatIwillbeyourdevotedandfaithfulservant。“
IthappenedfurtherthatDr。Naudinpressedtohislipsthehandthatreachedhimthepreciousgift,andthatuponthishandtwotearsfellfromtheeyesofthephysician,longaccustomedtolookuponhumanmiseryandpain,andwhichhadnotforyearsbeensuffusedwithmoisture。
Justthen,approachingstepsbeingheardinthecorridor,thedoctorrosequickly,concealedthepearsinhispocket,andenteredthechamberofthesickwomanatthesameinstantwhenSimonreturnedfromhisvisitabove-stairs。
Tneboyslipped,withthedoctor,intothesick-room,andasnoonepaidanyattentiontohim,hestolesoftlyintohisroom,croucheddownuponhisstrawbed,withflutteringheart,tothinkoverallhehadexperiencedordreamedofthatday。
“Andhowisitwithoursickoneto-day?“askedDoctorNaudin,sittingdownnearthebed,andgivingafriendlynodtoSimontodothesame。
“Itgoesbadlywithme,“moanedMistressSimon。“Myheartseemstobeonfire,andIhavenorestdayornight。Ibelievethatitisalloverwithme,andthatIshalldie,andthatisthebestthingforme,forthenIshallbefreeagain,andnothavetoendurethetormentsthatIhavehadtoundergointhisdreadfuldungeon。“
“Whatkindofpainsarethey?“askedthedoctor。“Wheredoyousuffer?“
“Iwilltellyou,citizendoctor,“criedSimon,impatiently。“Herpainsareeverywhere,ineverycornerofthislonelyandcursedbuilding;andifitgoesonsolong,weshallhavetopackandmove。
Theauthoritieshavedoneusbothagreathonor,fortheyhavehadconfidenceenoughinustogivethelittleCapetintoourcharge;
butitisourmisfortunetobesohonored,andweshallbothdieofit。For,nottomakealongstoryofit,webothcannotenduretheairoftheprison,thestillnessandsolitude,anditisadreadfulthingforustoseenothingelsethewholedaythanthestupidfaceofthisyoungster,alwayslookingatmesodreadfullywithhisgreatblueeyes,thatitreallyaffectsone。Weareneitherofususedtosuchanidle,uselesslife,anditwillbethedeathofus,citizendoctor。Mywife,JeanneMarie,whomyouseelyingtheresopaleandstill,usedtobetheliveliestandmostnimblewomanabout,andcoulddoasmuchwithherstrongarmsandbrownhandsasfourotherwomen。Andthenshewasthebravestandmostoutrageousrepublicanthateverwas,whenitcametobattlingforthepeople。WebothhelpedtostormtheBastile,bothwenttoVersaillesthattime,andafterwardtookthewolf’sbroodfromtheTuileriesandbroughtthemtotheConvention。AfterwardJeanneMariewasalwaysthefirstontheplatformneartheguillotine;andwhenSamsonandhisassistantsmountedthescaffoldinthemorning,andwaitedforthecars,thefirstthingtheydidwastolookovertothetribunetoseeifMistressSimonwastherewithherknitting,foritusedtoseemtothemthattheworkofhewingoffheadswentmorebrisklyonifJeanneMariewasthereandkepttheaccountinherstocking。Samsonhimselftoldmethis,andsaidtomethatJeanneMariewasthebravestofallthewomen,andthatshenevertrembled,andthathereyesneverturnedaway,howevermanyheadsfellintothebasket。AndshewastheretoowhentheAustrian——“
“Hush!“criedJeanneMarie,risinguphastilyinbed,andmotioningtoherhusbandtobesilent。“Donotspeakofthat,lesttheyoungsterhearit,andturnhisdreadfuleyesuponus。Donotspeakofthatfearfulday,foritwasthenthatmysicknessbegan,andI
believethattherewaspoisoninthebrandythatwedrankthatevening。Yes,yes,therewaspoisoninit,andfromthatcomesthefirethatburnsinmyheart,andIshalldieofit!Oh!Ishallburntodeathwithit!“
Sheputherhandsbeforeherfaceandsankbackuponthepillows,sobbing。Simonshookhisheadandheavedadeepsigh。“Itisnotthat,“murmuredhe;“itisnotfromthat,doctor!Thethingis,thatJeanneMariehasnoworkandnoexercise,andthatsheisgoingtowreck,becausewearecompelledtolivehereaskingsandaristocratsusedtolive,withoutlaborandoccupation,andwithoutdoinganymorethantonurseourfancies。Weshallalldieofthis,Itellyou!“
“Butifyouknowthis,citizen,whydoyounotgiveupyoursituation?Whydoyounotpetitiontheauthoritiestodismissyoufromthisservice,andgiveyousomethingelsetodo?“
“Ihavedonethattwicealready,“answeredSimon,bringinghisfistdownuponthetablenearthebedsoviolentlythatthebottlesofmedicinestandingtherewerejerkedhighintotheair。“TwicealreadyhaveItriedtobetransferredtosomeotherduty,andtheanswerhasbeensentback,thatthecountryordersmetostandatmypost,andthatthereisnoonewhocouldtakemyplace。“
“Thatisveryhonorableandflattering,“remarkedthephysician。
“Yes,butveryburdensomeanddisagreeable,“answeredSimon。“Weareprisonerswhileholdingthesehonorableandflatteringposts。WecannomoreleavetheTemplethanCapetcan,for,sincehisfatherdied,andthecrazylegitimistsbegantocallhimKingLouisXVII。,thechiefmagistrateandtheConventionhavebeenveryanxious。Theyareafraidofsecretconspiracies,andconsideritpossiblethatthelittleprisonermaybetakenawayfromherebyintrigue。Wehavetowatchhimdayandnight,therefore,andareneverallowedtoleavetheTemple,lestweshouldmeetwithotherpeople,andlestthelegitimistsshouldmaketheattempttogetintoourgoodgraces。
Wouldyoubelieve,citizendoctor,thattheydidnotevenallowmetogotothegrandfestivalwhichthecityofParisgaveinhonorofthetakingofToulan!Whileallthepeoplewereshouting,andhavingagoodtime,JeanneMarieandIhadtostayhereinthisgood-for-
nothingTemple,andseeandhearnothingofthefinedoings。Andthisdrivesthegallintomyblood,anditwillmakeusbothsick,anditispastendurance!“
“Ibelievethatyouareright,citizen,“saidthephysician,thoughtfully。“Yes,thewholetroubleofyourwifecomesfromthefactthatsheishereintheTemple,andifshemustbeshutupherealwaysshewillcontinuetosuffer。“
“Yes,tosufferalways,tosufferdreadfully,“groanedJeanneMarie。
Then,allatonce,sheraisedherselfupandturnedwithacommandingbearingtoherhusband。“Simon,“shesaid,“thedoctorshallknowallthatIsuffer。Heshallexaminemybreast,andtheplacewhereIhavethegreatestpain;butinyourpresenceIshallsaynothing。“
“Well,well,Iwillgo,“growledSimon。“ButIthinkthoseareprettymanners!“
“Theyarethemannersofarespectableandhonorablewoman,“saidthedoctor,gravely——“awomanwhodoesnotshowthepainsandailmentsofherbodytoanyoneexceptingherphysician。Go,go,CitizenSimon,andyouwillesteemyourgoodwifenonethelessfornotlettingyouhearwhatshehastosaytoheroldphysician。“
“No,certainlynot,“answeredSimon,“andthatyoumaybothseethatIamnotcurioustohearwhatyouhavetosaytooneanother,Iwillgowiththeyoungsteruptotheplatformandremainawholehourwithhim。“
“Youwillbeathimagain,andIshallhearhim,“saidJeanneMarie,weeping。“IheareverythingnowthatgoesonintheTemple,andwheneveryoustrike,theyoungster,Ifeeleveryblowinmybrain,andthatgivesmepainenoughtodrivemetodistraction。“
“Ipromiseyou,JeanneMarie,thatIwillnotstrikehim,andwillnottroublemyselfabouthimatall。Hecanplaywithhisball——
Halloa,Capet!Come!Wearegoingupontheplatform。Takeyourballandanythingelseyoulike,foryoushallplayto-dayandhaveagoodtime。“
Thechildstoleoutofhisroomwithhisball,notlookingparticularlydelighted,andtheprospectof“playing“didnotgivewingstohissteps,norcallasmiletohisswollenface。Helefttheroomnoiselessly,andSimonslammedthedoorsviolentlybehindhim。
“Andnowwearealone,“saidDoctorNaudin,“andyoucantellmeaboutyoursickness,andabouteverythingthattroublesyou。“
“Ah,doctor,Idonotdareto,“shewhispered。“Iamoverpoweredbyadreadfulfear,andIthinkyouwillbetrayme,andbringmyhusbandandmyselftothescaffold。“
“Iamnobetrayer,“answeredthedoctor,solemnly。“Thephysicianislikeapriest;hereceivesthesecretsanddisclosuresofhispatients,andletsnotawordofthempasshislips。But,inorderthatyoumaytakecourage,IwillfirstprovetoyouthatIputconfidenceinyou,byshowingyouthatIunderstandyou。Iwilltellyouwhatthediseaseisthatyouaresufferingfrom,andalsoitslocality。JeanneMarieSimon,youareenduringthatwithwhichnopainsofthebodycanbecompared。Yoursicknesshasitsseatintheconscience,anditsnameisremorseanddespair。“
JeanneMarieutteredaheart-rendingcry,andspranglikeanexasperatedtigerfromherbed。“Youlie!“shesaid,seizingthedoctor’sarmwithbothhands;“thatisafoul,damnablecalumny,thatyouhavethoughtoutmerelytobringmeundertheaxe。Ihavenothingtobesorryfor,andmyconsciencefillsmewithnoreproaches。“
“Andyetitisgnawingintoyouwithironteeth,whichhavebeenheatedblood-redinthefiresofhell,“saidthedoctor,withacompassionatelookatthepale,quiveringfaceofthewoman。“Donotraiseanyquarrel,butquietlylistentome。Wehaveanhour’stimetotalktogether,andwewanttouseit。Butletusspeaksoftly,softly,together;forwhatwehavetosaytoeachotherthedeafwallsthemselvesoughtnottohear。“
Simonhadnotreturnedfromtheplatformwiththeboy,whenDoctorNaudinendedhislongandearnestconversation,andpreparedtoleavehispatient,whowasnowquietlylyinginherbed。
“Youknoweverythingnowthatyouhavetodo,“hesaid,extendinghishandtoher。“YoucanreckononmeasIreckononyou,andwewillbothgobravelyandcheerfullyon。Itisanobleworkthatwehaveundertaken,andifitsucceedsyourheartwillbelightagain,andGodwillforgiveyouyoursins,fortwomartyrswillstandandpleadinyourbehalfatthethroneofGod!Now,doeverythingexactlyasIhavetoldyou,andspeakwithyourhusbandto-night,butnotsooner,thatyoumaybesafe,andforfearthatinhisfirstpanichisfacewouldbetrayhim。“