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  “Ah!“sighedthequeen,“IshouldhavebeenhappyifIhadnotbeencompelledtotroublemyselfwiththesedreadfulpolitics。Itcertainlywasnotinmywishnorinmycharacter。Myenemieshavecompelledmetoit;itistheywhohaveturnedthesimple,artlessqueenintoanintriguer。“

  “Ah!madam!“saidtheminister,astonished,“youusetheretooharshaword;youspeakasiftheybelongedtoyourenemies。“

  “No,Iusetherightword,“criedMarieAntoinette,sadly。“Myenemieshavemadeanintriguerofme。Everywomanwhogoesbeyondherknowledgeandtheboundsofherdutyinmeddlingwithpoliticsisnothingbetterthananintriguer。YouseeatleastthatIdonotflattermyself,althoughittroublesmetohavetogivemyselfsobadaname。TheQueensofFrancearehappyonlywhentheyhavenothingtotroublethemselvesabout,andreserveonlyinfluenceenoughtogivepleasuretotheirfriends,andrewardtheirfaithfulservants。Doyouknowwhatrecentlyhappenedtome?“continuedthequeen,withasadsmile。“AsIwasgoingintotheprivycouncilchambertohaveaconsultationwiththeking,Iheard,whilepassingOEildeBoeuf,oneofthemusicianssayingsoloudthatIhadtolistentoeveryword,’Aqueenwhodoesherdutystaysinherownroomandbusiesherselfwithhersewingandknitting。’Isaidwithinmyself,’Poorfellow,youareright,butyoudon’tknowmyunhappycondition;Iyieldonlytonecessity,andmybadluckurgesmeforward。“[Footnote:Thequeen’sownwords——See“MemoiresdeMadamedeCampan,“volii。,p。32。]

  “Ah!madame,“saidtheministerwithasigh,“wouldthattheywhoaccuseyouofminglinginpoliticsoutofambitionandloveofpower——wouldthattheycouldhearyourmajestycomplainofyourselfinthesemovingwords!“

  “Myfriend,“saidMarieAntoinette,withasadsmile,“iftheyheardittheywouldsaythatitwasonlysomethinglearnedbyheart,withwhichIwastryingtodisarmtherighteousangerofmyenemies。Itisinvaintowanttoexcuseorjustifymyself,fornoonewillhearaword。Imustbeguilty,Imustbecriminal,thattheywhoaccusememayappeartohavedoneright;thattheymayascendwhiletheypullmedown。Butletusnotspeakmoreofthis!Iknowmyfuture,I

  feelitclearandplaininmymindandinmysoulthatIamlost,butIwillatleastfightcourageouslyandzealouslytillthelastmoment;and,ifImustgodown,itshallbeatleastwithhonor,truetomyselfandtruetotheviewsandopinionsinwhichIhavebeentrained。Now,goon;letmeknowthenewlibelsandaccusationswhichhavebeendisseminatedaboutme。“Theministerdrewfromhisportfolioawholepackageofpamphlets,andspreadthemuponalittletablebeforethequeen。

  “Somuchatonce!“saidthequeen,sadly,turningoverthepapers。

  “HowmuchtroubleImaketomyenemies,andhowmuchtheymusthatemethatIhavesuchtenacityoflife!Hereisapamphletentitled’GoodadvicetoMadameDeficittoleaveFranceassoonaspossible。’

  ’MadameDeficit!’thatmeansme,doesn’tit?“

  “Itisaname,yourmajesty,whichthewickednessoftheDuked’Orleanshasimposeduponyourmajesty,answeredtheminister,withashrugofhisshoulders。

  Theeyesofthequeenflashedinanger。Sheopenedherlipstoutteracholericword,butshegovernedherself,andwentonturningoverthepamphletsandcaricatures。Whiledoingthat,whilereadingthewordschargedwithpoisonofwickednessandhate,thetearscoursedslowlyoverhercheeks,andonceinawhileaconvulsivegaspforceditselffromherbreast。

  Briennepitiedthedeepsorrowofthequeen。Hebeggedhertodiscontinuethissadperusal。Hewantedtogatherupagainthecontumeliouswritings,butMarieAntoinetteheldhishandback。

  “Imustknoweverything,everything,“saidshe。“Goonbringingmeeverything,anddonotbehinderedbymytears。ItisofcoursenaturalthatIamsensitivetotheevilwordsthatarespokenaboutme,andtothebadopinionthatischerishedtowardmebyapeoplethatIlove,andtowinwhoseloveIampreparedtomakeeverysacrifice。“[Footnote:Thequeen’sownwords——SeeMalleville,“HistoiredeMarieAntoinette,“p。197]

  Atthismomentthedoorofthecabinetwasdashedopenwithoutceremony,andtheDuchessdePolignacentered。

  “Forgiveness!yourmajesty,forgivenessthatIhaveventuredtodisturbyou,but——“

  “Whatisit?“criedthequeen,springingup。“Youcometoannouncemisfortunetome,duchess。Itconcernsthedauphin,doesitnot?Hisillnesshasincreased?“

  “Yes,yourmajesty,crampshavesetin,andthephysiciansfeartheworst。“

  “OGod!OGod!“criedthequeen,raisingbothherhandstoheaven,“iseverymisfortunetobeatdownuponme?Ishalllosemyson,mydearchild!HereIsitweepingpitifultearsaboutthemaliceofmyenemies,andallthiswhilemychildiswrestlinginthepainsofdeath!Farewell,sir,Imustgotomychild。“

  Andthequeen,forgettingeverythingelse,thinkingonlyofherchild——thesick,dyingdauphin——hurriedforward,dashingthroughtheroomwithsuchquickstepthattheduchesscouldscarcelyfollowher。

  “Ishedead?“criedMarieAntoinettetotheservantstandingintheantechamberofthedauphin。Shedidnotawaitthereply,butburstforward,hastilyopenedthedoorofthesick-room,andentered。

  Thereuponthebed,beneaththegold-fringedcanopy,laythepale,motionlessboy,withopen,staringeyes,withparchedlips,andwanderingmind——anditwasherchild,itwastheDauphinofFrance。

  Aroundhisbedstoodthephysicians,thequickly-summonedpriests,andtheservants,lookingwithsorrowfuleyesatthepoor,deathly-

  palecreaturethatwasnownomorethanawitheredflower,asonofdustthatmustreturntodust;thentheylookedsadlyatthepale,tremblingwifewhocrouchedbeforethebed,andwhonowwasnothingmorethanasorrow-strickenmother,whomustbowbeforethehandofFate,andfeelthatshehadnomorepoweroverlifeanddeaththanthemeanestofhersubjects。

  Shebentoverthebed;sheputherarmstenderlyaroundthelittleshrunkenformofthepoorchildthathadlongbeensick,andthatwasnowconfrontingdeath。Shecoveredthepalefaceofhersonwithkisses,andwatereditwithhertears。

  Andthesekisses,thesetearsofhismother,awakenedthechildoutofhisstupor,andcalledhimbacktolife。TheDauphinLouisrouseduponcemore,raisedhisgreateyes,and,whenhesawthecountenanceofhismotherabovehimbathedintears,hesmiledandsoughttoraisehisheadandmovehishandtogreether。ButDeathhadalreadylaidhisironbandsuponhim,andheldhimbackuponthecouchofhislastsufferings。

  “Areyouinpain,mychild?“whisperedMarieAntoinette,kissinghimaffectionately。“Areyousuffering?“

  Theboylookedathertenderly。“Idonotsuffer,“hewhisperedsosoftlythatitsoundedlikethelastbreathofadepartingspirit。

  “IonlysufferifIseeyouweep,mamma。“[Footnote:Theverywordsofthedyingdauphin——SeeWeber,“Memoires,“vol。L,p。209。]

  MarieAntoinettequicklydriedhertears,and,kneelingnearthebed,foundpowerinhermotherlylovetosummonasmiletoherlips,inorderthatthedauphin,whoseeyesremainedfixeduponher,mightnotseethatshewassuffering。

  Adeepsilenceprevailednowintheapartment;nothingwasheardbutthegently-whisperedprayersofthespectators,andtheslow,laboredbreathingofthedyingchild。

  Oncethedoorwaslightlyopened,andaman’sfigurestolelightlyin,advancedontiptoetothebed,andsankonhiskneesclosebyMarieAntoinette。Itwastheking,whohadjustbeensummonedfromthecouncil-roomtoseehissondie。

  Andnowwithaloudvoicethepriestbegantheprayersforthedying,andallpresentsoftlyrepeatedthem。Onlythequeencouldnot;hereyeswerefasteneduponherson,whonowsawhernomore,forhiseyeswerefixedinthelastdeath-struggle。

  Stillonelastgasp,onelastbreath;thencameacryfromMarieAntoinette’slips,andherheadsankuponthehandofherson,whichrestedinherown,andwhichwasnowstiff。Afewtearscoursedslowlyoverthecheeksoftheking,andhishands,foldedinprayer,trembled。

  Thepriestraisedhisarms,andwithaloud,solemnvoicecried:

  “TheLordgave,theLordhathtakenaway,blessedbethenameoftheLord。Amen。“

  “Amen,amen,“whisperedallpresent。

  “Amen,“saidtheking,closingwithgentlepressuretheopeneyesofhisson。“GodhastakenyoutoHimself,myson,perhapsbecauseHewantedtopreserveyoufrommuchtroubleandsorrow。BlessedbeHisname!“

  Butthequeenstillbowedoverthecoldfaceofthechild,andkissedhislips。“Farewell,myson,“shewhispered,“farewell!Ah!,whycouldInotdiewithyou——withyouflyfromthispitiful,sorrow-strickenworld?“

  Then,asifthequeenregrettedthewordswhichthemotherhadspokenwithsighs,MarieAntoinetterosefromherkneesandturnedtothepriest,whowassprinklingthecorpseofthedauphinwithholywater。

  “Father,“saidshe,“thechildrenofpoorparents,whomaybebornto-dayinVersailles,areeachtoreceivefrommethesumofathousandfrancs。Iwishthatthedeath-bedofmysonmaybeadayofjoyforthepoorwhohavenot,likeme,lostachild,butgainedone,andthatthelipsofhappymothersmayblessthedayonwhichmyboydied。Havethegoodnesstobringmeto-morrowmorningalistofthechildrenbornto-day。“

  “Come,Marie,“saidtheking,“thebodyofoursonbelongsnomoretotheliving,buttothegraveofoutancestorsinSt。Denis;hissoultoGod。Thedauphinisdead!Longlivethedauphin!MadamedePolignac,conductthedauphintousinthecabinetofhismother。“

  Andwiththeproudanddignifiedbearingwhichwaspeculiartothekingingreatandmomentousepochs,heextendedhisarmtothequeenandconductedheroutofthedeath-chamber,andthroughtheadjacentapartments,tohercabinet。

  “Ah!“criedthequeen,“herewearealone;hereIcanweepformypoorlostchild。“

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