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  “I’llhavetostaynow。“Histonewasdryandlifeless。Ithadareproachinitthatcutthewifedeep-deepasthefountainoftears;

  andshewentacrosstheroomandkneltatthebedside,buryingherfaceintheclothesonthefeetofherchildren,andsobbedsilently。

  Themansatwithbenthead,lookingintotheglowingcoal,whistlingthroughhisteeth,alookofsullenresignationandenduranceonhisfacethathadneverbeentherebefore。Hisveryattitudewasalienandominous。

  Neitherspokeforalongtime。Atlastheroseandbegantakingoffhiscoatandvest。

  “Well,Isupposethere’snothingtodobutgotobed。“

  Shedidnotstir-shemighthavebeenasleepsofarasanysoundormotionwasconcerned。Hewentofftothebedinthelittleparlor,andshestillkneltthere,herheartfullofanger,bitterness,sorrow。

  Thesunnyuneventfulnessofherpastlifemadethisgreatstormthemoreterrifying。Hertrustinherhusbandhadbeenabsolute。A

  farmer’sdaughter,thebankclerkhadseemedtohertheequalofanygentlemanintheworld-herworld;andwhensheknewhisdelicacy,hisunfailingkindness,andhisaboundinggoodnature,shehadacceptedhimasthefatherofherchildren,andthiswasthefirstrevelationtoherofhisinherentmoralweakness。

  Hermindwentoverthewholegroundagainandagain,inasortofblindingrush。Shewasconvincedofhislackofhonormorebyhistone,hisinflections,thanbyhiswords。Hislackofdeepregret,hisreadinesstoleavehertobearthewholeshockofthediscovery-

  thesewereinhisflippanttones;andeverytimeshethoughtofthemthehotbloodsurgedoverher。Atsuchmomentsshehatedhim,andherwhiteteethclenched。

  Tothesemoodssucceededothers,whensherememberedhissmile,thedimpleinhischin,histendercareforthesick,hisbuoyancy,hissongstothechildren-Howcouldhesitthere,withthechildrenonhisknees,andplantorunaway,leavingthemdisgraced?

  Shewenttobedatlastwiththebabies,andwiththeirsoft,warmlittlebodiestouchinghersidefellasleep,pondering,sufferingasonlyamotherandwifecansufferwhendistrustanddoubtofherhusbandsupplantconfidenceandadoration。

  IV

  Thechildrenawakenedherbytheirdelightedcooingandkissing。

  Itwasagreatevent,thiswakingtofindmammaintheirbed。Itwashardlylight,ofadullgraymorning;andwiththechildrentumblingaboutoverher,feelingthepressureofthewarmlittlehandsandsoftlips,shewentoverthewholesituationagain,andatlastsettleduponheraction。

  Sherose,shookdownthecoalinthestoveinthesittingroom,andstartedafireinthekitchen;thenshedressedthechildrenbythecoalburner。Theelderofthem,assoonasdressed,ranintowake“Poppa“whilethemotherwentaboutbreakfast-getting。

  Sanfordcameoutofhisbedroomunwontedlygloomy,greetingthechildreninasubduedmaimer。Heshiveredashesatbythefireandstirredthestoveasifhethoughttheroomwascold。Hisfacewaspaleandmoist。

  “Breakfastisready,James,“calledMrs。Sanfordinatonewhichshemeanttobehabitual,butwhichhadacadenceofsadnessinit。

  Someway,hefoundithardtolookatherashecameout。Shebusiedherselfwithplacingthechildrenatthetable,inordertoconcealherownemotion。

  “Idon’tbelieveI’lleatanymeatthismorning,Nellie。Iain’tverywell。“

  Sheglancedathimquickly,keenly。“What’sthematter?“

  “Id’know。Mystomachiskindofupsetbythisfailureo’mine。I’mingreatshapetogodowntothebankthismorningandfacethemfellows。“

  “It’sgottobedone。“

  “Iknowit;butthatdon’thelpmeany。“Hetriedtosmile。

  Shemused,whilethebabyhammeredonhistinplate。“You’vegottogodown。Ifyoudon’t-Iwill,“saidsheresolutely。“Andyoumustsaythatthatmoneywillbepaidback-everycent。“

  “Butthat’smore’nIcando-“

  “Itmustbedone。“

  “Butunderthelaw-“

  “There’snothingcanmakethisthingrightexceptpayingeverycentweowe。Iain’ta-goin’tohaveitsaidthatmychildren-thatI’mlivin’onsomebodyelse。Ifyoudon’tpaythesedebts,Iwill。I’vethoughtitallout。Ifyoudon’tstayandfaceit,andpaythesemen,I

  won’townyouasmyhusband。Ilovedandtrustedyou,Jim-I

  thoughtyouwashonorable-it’sbeenaterribleblow-butI’vedecideditallinmymind。“

  Sheconqueredherlittleweaknessandwentontotheendfirmly。

  Herfacelookedpale。Therewasasquarelookaboutthemouthandchin。TheironresolutionandPuritanicstrengthofherfather,oldJohnForeman,hadcometothesurface。Herlookandtonemasteredtheman,forhelovedherdeeply。

  Shehadsethimahardtask,andwhenheroseandwentdownthestreethewalkedwithbenthead,quiteunlikehisusualself。

  Therewerenotmanymenonthestreet。Itseemedearlierthanitwas,foritwasaraw,coldmorning,promisingsnow。Thesunwascompletelymaskedinaseamlessdust-graycloud。HemetVancewithabrownparcelbeefsteakforbreakfastunderhisarm。

  “Hello,Jim!Howareye,soearlyinthemorning?“

  “Blessednearusedup。“

  “Thatso?What’sthematter?“

  “Id’know,“saidJim,listlessly。“Bilious,Iguess。Headache-

  stomachbad。“

  “Oh!Well,now,youtrythempillsIwastellin’youof。“Arrivedatthebank,helethimselfinandlockedthedoorbehindhim。Hestoodinthemiddleofthefloorafewminutes,thenwentbehindtherailingandsatdown。Hedidn’tbuildafire,thoughitwascoldanddamp,andheshiveredashesatleaningonthedesk。Atlengthhedrewalargesheetofpapertowardhimandwrotesomethingonitinaheavyhand。

  HewaswritingonthiswhenLincolnenteredattheback,whistlingboyishly。“Hello,Jim!Ain’tyouupearly?Nofire,eh?“Herattledatthestove。

  Sanfordsaidnothing,butfinishedhiswriting。Thenhesaid,quietly,“Youneedn’tbuildafireonmyaccount,Link。“

  “Whynot?“

  “Well,I’musedup。“

  “What’sthematter?“

  “I’msick,andthebusinesshasgonetothedevil。“Helookedoutofthewindow。

  Linkdroppedthepoker,andcamearoundbehindthecounter,andstaredatSanfordwithfallenmouth。

  “Wha’dyousay?“

  “Isaidthebusinesshadgonetothedevil。We’rebrokebusted-petered-goneupthespout。“Hetookasortofmorbidpleasureinsayingthesethings。

  “What’sbustedus?Have-“

  “I’vebeenspeciflatin’incopper。Mypartner’sbustedme。“

  Linkcamecloser。Hismouthstiffenedandanominouslookcameintohiseyes。“Youdon’tmeantosayyou’velostmymoney,andMother’s,andUncleAndrew’s,andalltherest?“

  Sanfordwasgettingirritated。“-it!What’stheuse?Itellyou,yes!

  It’sallgone-verycentofit。“

  Linkcaughthimbytheshoulderashesatatthedesk。Sanford’stoneenragedhim。“Youthief!Butyou’llpaymeback,orI’ll-“

  “Oh,goahead!Poundasickman,ifit’lldoyouanygood,“saidSanfordwithapeculiarrecklessnessoflifelessmisery。“Payy’rselloutofthesafe。Here’sthecombination。“

  Lincolnreleasedhimandbeganturningtheknobofthedoor。Atlastitswungopen,andhesearchedthemoneydrawers。Lessthanfortydollars,alltold。HisvoicewasfullofhelplessrageasheturnedatlastandwalkedupclosetoSanford’sbowedhead。

  “I’dliketopoundthelifeouto’you!“

  “You’reatlibertytodoso,ifit’llbeanysatisfaction。“Thisdesperatecourageawedtheyoungerman。HegazedatSanfordinamazement。

  “Ifyou’llcooldownandwaitalittle,Link,I’lltellyouallaboutit。

  I’msickasahorse。IguessI’llgohome。Youcanputthisupinthewindowandgohome,too,ifyouwantto。“

  LincolnsawthatSanfordwassick。Hewasshivering,anddropsofsweatwereonhiswhiteforehead。Lincolnstoodasidesilentlyandlethimgoout。

  “Betterlockup,Link。Youcan’tdoanythingbystayinghere。“

  Lincolntookrefugeinaboyishphrasethatwouldhavemadeanyonebutasickmanlaugh:“Well,thisisa-ofanote!“-

  Hetookupthepaper。Itread:

  BANKCLOSED

  TOMYCREDITORSANDDEPOSITORS

  ThroughacombinationofeventsIfindmyselfobligedtotemporarilysuspendpayment。Iaskthedepositorstobepatient,andtheirclaimswillbemet。IthinkIcanpaytwenty-fivecentsonthedollar,ifgivenalittletime。Ishallnotrunaway。Ishallstayrightheretillallmattersarehonorablysettled。

  JAMESG。SANFORD

  Lincolnhastilypinnedthispapertothewindowsashsothatitcouldbeseenfromwithout,thenpulleddowntheblindsandlockedthedoor。Hisfun-lovingnaturerosesuperiortohisrageforthemoment。“There’llbethedeviltopayinthisburgbeforetwohours。“

  Heslippedoutthebackway,takingthekeyswithhim。“I’llgoandtelluncle,andthenwe’llseeifJimcan’tturninthehouseonouraccount,“hethoughtasheharnessedateamtodriveouttoMcPhail’s。

  ThefirstmantotrythedoorwasanoldNorwegianinaspottedMackinacjacketandafurcap,withtheinevitablelittleredtippetabouthisneck。Heturnedtheknob,knocked,andatlastsawthewriting,whichhecouldnotread,andwentawaytotellJohnsonthatthebankwasclosed。Johnsonthoughtnothingspecialofthat;

  itwasearly,andtheyweren’tveryparticulartoopenontime,anyway。

  Thenthebarberacrossthestreettriedtogetintohaveabillchanged。Tryingtopeerinthewindow,hesawthenotice,whichhereadwithagrin。

  “Oneo’Link’sjobs,“heexplainedtothefellowsintheshop。“He’stoodarnedlazytoopenontime,soheputsupnoticethatthebankisbusted。“

  “Let’sgoandsee。“

  “Don’tdoit!He’swatchin’toseeusallrushacrossandlook。Justkeepquiet,andseethesolidcitizensreararound。“

  OldOrrinMcIlvainecameoutofthepostofficeandtriedthedoornext,thenstoodforalongtimereadingthenotice,andatlastwalkedthoughtfullyaway。Soonhereturned,tothemerrimentofthefellowsinthebarbershop,withtwoorthreesolidcitizenswhohadbeensmokinganafter-breakfastcigarandplanningadeerhunt。Theystoodbeforethewindowinarowandreadthenotice。

  Mcllvainegesticulatedwithhiscigar。

  “Gentlemen,there’sapigloosehere。“

  “Oneo’Link’sjokes,Ireckon。“

  “Butthat’sSanford’swritin’。An’hereitisnineo’clock,andnooneround。Idon’tlikethelooksofit,myself。“

  Thecrowdthickened;thefellowscameoutoftheblacksmithshop,whilethejokersinthebarbershopsmotetheirkneesandyelledwithmerriment。

  “What’sup?“queriedVance,comingupandrepeatingtheuniversalquestion。

  McIlvainepointedattheposterwithhiscigar。

  Vancereadthenotice,whilethecrowdwaitedsilently。

  “Whatyethinkofit?“askedsomeoneimpatiently。Vancesmokedamoment。“Can’tsay。Where’sJim?“

  “That’sit!Whereishe?“

  “Bestwaytofindoutistosendaboyuptothehouse。“Hecalledaboyandsenthimscurryingupthestreet。

  Thecrowdnowgrewsoberanddiscussedpossibilities。“Ifthat’strue,it’stheworstcrackontheheadIeverhad,“saidMcllvaine。

  “Seventeenhundreddollarsismypileinthere。“Hetookaseatonthewindowsill。

  “Well,I’mtickledtodeathtothinkIgotmylittlestakeoutbeforeanythinghappened。“

  “Whenyouthinkofit-whatsecuritydidheevergive?“Mcllvainecontinued。

  “Notacent-notaredcent。“

  “No,sir;wesimplybankedonhim。Now,he’sagoodfellow,an’

  thismaybeajokeo’Link’s;butthefactis,itmight’a’happened。

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