Aftersupperthatnighthewentouttothebarn,andMrs。Ripleyheardhimsawingandhammering。Thenthenoiseceased,andhecameinandsatdowninhisusualplace。
“Whaty’be’nmakin’?“sheinquired。Tewksburyhadgonetobed。
Shesatdarningastocking。
“IjestthoughtI’dgitthestagin’readyf’rpaintin’,“hesaidevasively。
“Wal!I’llbegladwhenit’scoveredup。“Whenshegotreadyforbed,hewasstillseatedinhischair,andaftershehaddozedofftwoorthreetimesshebegantowonderwhyhedidn’tcomeWhentheclockstruckten,andsherealizedthathehadnotstirred,shebegantogetimpatient。“Come,arey’goin’tositthereallnight?“
Therewasnoreply。Sheroseupinbedandlookedabouttheroom。Thebroadmoonfloodeditwithlight,sothatshecouldseehewasnotasleepinhischair,asshehadsupposed。Therewassomethingominousinhisdisappearance。
“Ethan!EthanRipley,whereareyeh?“Therewasnoreplytohersharpcall。Sheroseanddistractedlylookedaboutamongthefurniture,asifheinightsomehowbeacatandbehidinginacornersomewhere。Thenshewentupstairswheretheboyslept,herhardlittleheelsmakingacurioustunkingnoiseonthebareboards。
Themoonfellacrossthesleepinghoylikearobeofsilver。Hewasalone。
Shebegantobealarmed。Hereyeswidenedinfear。Ansortsofvaguehorrorssprangunbiddenintoherbrain。Shestillhadthemistofsleepinherbrain。
Shehurrieddownthestairsandoutintothefragrantnight。Thekatydidsweresingingininfinitepeaceunderthesolemnsplendorofthemoon。Thecattlesniffedandsighed,janglingtheirbellsnowandthen,andthechickensinthecoopstirreduneasilyasifoverheated。Theoldwomanstoodthereinherbarefeetandlongnightgown,horror-stricken。Theghastlystoryofamanwhohadhunghimseifinhisbarnbecausehiswifedesertedhimcameintohermindandstayedtherewithfrightfulpersistency。Herthroatfilledchokingly。
Shefeltawildrushofloneliness。Shehadasuddenrealizationofhowdearthatgauntoldfigurewas,withitsgrizzledfaceandreadysmile。Herbreathcamequickandquicker,andshewasatthepointofburstingintoawildcrytoTewksburywhensheheardastrangenoise。Itcamefromthebarn,acreakingnoise。Shelookedthatwayandsawintheshadowedsideadeepershadowmovingtoandfro。
Arevulsiontoastonishmentandangertookplaceinher。
“Lando’Bungay!Ifheain’tpaintin’thatbarn,likeaperfectoldidiot,inthenight。“
UncleEthan,workingdesperately,didnothearherfeetpatteringdownthepath,andwasstartledbyhershrillvoice。
“Well,EthanRipley,whaddyy’thinkyou’redoin’now?“
Hemadetwoorthreeslappingpasseswiththebrushandthensnappedout,“I’ma-paintin’thisbarn-whaddyyes’pose?IIyehadeyesy’wouldn’task。“
“Well,youcomerightstraighttobed。Whatd’youmeanbyactin’
so?“
“Yougobackintothehousean’letmebe。IknowwhatI’ma-doin’。
You’vepesteredmeaboutthissignjestaboutenough。“Hedabbedhisbrushtoandfroashespoke。Hisgauntfiguretoweredaboveherinshadow。Hisslappingbrushhadavicioussound。
Neitherspokeforsometime。Atlengthshesaidmoregently,“Ain’tyoucomin’in?“
“No-nottillIgeta-ready。Yougo’longan’tendtoy’rownbusiness。
Don’tstan’therean’ketchcold。“
Shemovedoffslowlytowardthehouse。Hisshoutsubduedher。
Workingaloneouttherehadrenderedhimsavage;hewasnottobepushedanyfurther。Sheknewbythetoneofhisvoicethathemustnowberespected。
Sheslippedonhershoesandashawl,andcamebackwherehewasworking,andtookaseatonasawhorse。
“I’mgoin’tosetrightheretillyoucomein,EthanRipley,“shesaidinafirmvoice,butgentlerthanusual。
“Wal,you’llsetagoodwhile,“washisungraciousreply,buteachfeltafurtivetendernessfortheother。Heworkedoninsilence。Theboardscreakedheavilyashewalkedtoandfro,andtheslappingsoundofthepaintbrushsoundedloudinthesweetharmonyofthenight。Themajesticmoonswungslowlyroundthecornerofthebarnandfellupontheoldman’sgrizzledheadandbentshoulders。
Thehorsesinsidecouldbeheardstampingthemosquitoesawayandchewingtheirhayinpleasantchorus。
Thelittlefigureseatedonthesawhorsedrewtheshawlcloserahoutherthinshoulders。Hereyeswereinshadow,andherhandswerewrappedinhershawl。Atlastshespokeinacurioustone。
“Wal,Idon’tknowasyouwassoverymuchtoblame。Ididn’twantthatBiblemyself-IholdoutIdid,butIdidn’t。“
Ethanworkedonuntilthefullmeaningofthisunprecedentedsurrenderpenetratedhishead,andthenhethrewdownhisbrush。
“Wal,IguessI’lllet’ergoatthat。I’yecoveredupthemostofit,anyhow。Guesswebettergoin。“
GOD’SRAVENS
I
CHICAGOhasthreewindsthatblowuponit。OnecomesfromtheEast,andthemindgoesouttothecoldgray-bluelake。OnefromtheNorth,andmenthinkofillimitablespacesofpinelandsandmaple-cladridgeswhichleadtotheunknowndeepsofthearcticwoods。
ButthethirdistheWestofSouthwestwind,dry,magnetic,fullofsmellofunmeasuredmilesofgrowinggraininsummer,orripeningcornandwheatinautumn。Whenitcomesinwintertheairglitterswithincrediblebrilliancy。Thesnowofthecountrydazzlesandflamesintheeyes;deepblueshadowseverywherestreamlikestainsofink。Sleighbellswranglefromearlymorningtilllateatnight,andeverystepisquickandalert。Inthecity,smokedimsitsclarity,butitiswelcome。
Butitsgreatestmomentofdominationisspring。ThebittergraywindoftheEasthashelduncheckedrulefordays,givingplacetoitsbrothertheNorthwindonlyatintervals,tillsomedayinMarchthewindofthesouthwestbeginstoblow。Thentheeavesbegintodrip。Hereandthereafowlinahousethatisreallyaprison
beginstosangthesongitsangonthefarm,andtowardnoonitssongbecomesachantofarticulatejoy。
ThenthepoorcrawloutoftheirreekinghovelsontheSouthandWestsidestostandinthesun-theblessedsun-andfelicitatethemselvesonbeingalive。Windowsofsickroomsareopened,themerrysmallboygoestoschoolwithouthistippet,andmenlayofftheirlongulstersfortheirbeavercoats。Capsgiveplacetohats,andmenwomenpausetochatwhentheymeeteachotherthestreet。Theopendooristhesignofthegreatchangeofwind。
Thereareimaginativesoulswhoarestirredyetdeeperbythiswind-menlikeRobertBloom,towhomcomevagueandverysweetreminiscencesoffarmlifewhenthesnowismeltingandthedrygroundbeginstoappear。TothesepeoplethewindcomesfromthewideunendingspacesoftheprairieWest。Theycansmellthestrangethrillingodorofnewlyuncoveredsodandmoistbrownplowedlands。Tothemitisliketheopeningdoorofaprison。
RoberthadcrawleddowntownanduptohisofficehighintheStarblockafteramonth’ssickness。Hehadresolutelypulledapadofpaperunderhishandtowrite,butthewindowwasopenandthatwindcomingin,andhecouldnotwrite-hecouldonlydream。
Hisbrownhairfelloverthethinwhitehandwhichproppedhishead。Hisfacewaslikeivorywithdullyellowishstainsinit。Hiseyesdidnotseethemountainousroofshumpedandpiledintovastmassesofbrickandstone,crossedandrivenbystreets,andsweptbymassesofgray-whitevapor;theysawalittlevalleycircledbylow-woodedbluffs-hisnativetowninWisconsin。
Ashisweaknessgrewhisambitionfellaway,andhisheartturnedbacktonatureandtothethingshehadknowninhisyouth,tothekindlypeopleoftheoldentime。Itdidnotoccurtohimthatthespiritofthecountrymighthavechanged。
Sittingthus,hehadamightylongingcomeuponhimtogiveupthestruggle,togobacktothesimplestlifewithhiswifeandtwoboys。Whyshouldhetreadinthemill,wheneverydaywastakingthelifebloodoutofhisheart?
Slowlyhislongingtookresolution。Atlasthedrewhisdeskdown,andasthelockclickeditseemedliketheshuttingofaprisongatebehindhim。
Attheelevatordoorhemetafelloweditor。“Hello,Bloom!Didn’tknowyouweredowntoday。“
“I’monlytryingit。I’mgoingtotakeavacationforawhile。“
“That’sright,man。Youlooklikeaghost。“
“Hehadn’tthecouragetotellhimheneverexpectedtoworkthereagain。Hissteponthewayhomewasfirmerthanithadbeenforweeks。Inhiswhitefacehiswifesawsomesubtlechange。
“Whatisit,Robert?“
“Mate,let’sgiveitup。“
“Whatdoyoumean?“
“Thestruggleistoohard。Ican’tstandit。I’mhungryforthecountryagain。Let’sgetoutofthis。“
“Where’llwego?“
“Backtomynativetown-upamongtheWisconsinhillsandcoulees。Goanywhere,sothatweescapethispressure-it’skillingme。Let’sgotoBluffSidingforayear。Itwilldomegood-maybringmebacktolife。Icandoenoughspecialworktopayourgrocerybill;andtheMerrillplace-soJacktellsme-isempty。Wecangetitforseventy-fivedollarsforayear。Wecanpullthroughsomeway。“
“Verywell,Robert。“
“Imusthaverest。Allthebouncehasgoneoutofme,Mate,“hesaidwithsadlinesinhisface。“Anyextraworkhereisoutofthequestion。Icanonlyshamblearound-anexcuseforaman。“
Thewifehadceasedtosmile。Herstrenuouscheerfulnesscouldnotholdbeforehistragicallydrawnandbloodlessface。
“I’llgowhereveryouthinkbest,RobertItwillbejustaswellfortheboys。Isupposethereisaschoolthere?“
“Oh,yes。Atanyrate,theycangetayear’sschoolinginnature。“
“Well-nomatter,Robert;youaretheonetobeconsidered。“Shehadtheself-sacrfficingdevotionoftheaveragewoman。Shefanciedherselfhopelesslyhisinferior。
Theyhaddweltsolongonthecrumblingedgeofpovertythattheywerehardenedtoitsthreat,andyetthefailureofRobert’shealthhadbeenofthesortwhichterrifies。Itwasaslowbutsteadysinkingofvitalforce。Ithaditsupsanddowns,butitwasadownwardtrail,alwaysdownward。Thetimeforsell-deceptionhadpassed。
Hispaperpaidhimameagersalary,forhisworkwasprizedonlybythemorethoughtfulreadersoftheStar。
Inadditiontohis’regularworkheoccasionallyhazardedastoryforthejuvenilemagazinesoftheEast。Inthiswayheturnedtheanticsofhisgrowingboystoaccount,asheoftensaidtohiswife。
HehadalsopassedthepreliminarystagesofliterarysuccessbygettingacoupleofstoriesacceptedbyanEasternmagazine,andhestillconfidentlylookedforwardtoseeingthemprinted。
Hiswife,asturdy,practicallittlebody,didherpartinthebitterstrugglebykeepingtheirlittlehomeoneofthemostattractiveontheWestSide,theNorthSidebeingaltogethertoohighforthem。
Inaddition,hersorelypressedbrainsoughtoutotherwaysofhelping。Shewroteoutallherhusband’sstoriesonthetypewriter,andsecretlyshehadtriedcomposingothersherself,theresultsbeingqueerdrylittlechroniclesofthedoingsofmenandwomen,strungtogetherwithoutatouchofliterarygrace。
Sheproposedtakingalargehouseandrerentingrooms,butRobertwouldnotheartoit。“AslongasIcancrawlaboutwe’llleavethattoothers。“
Inthemonthofpreparationwhichfollowedhetalkedagreatdealabouttheirventure。
“Iwanttogetthere,“hesaid,“justwhentheleavesarecomingoutonthetrees。Iwanttoseethecherrytreesblossomonthehillside。
Thepoppletreesalwaysgetgreenfirst。“
Atothertimeshetalkedaboutthepeople。“Itwillbearestjusttogetbackamongpeoplewhoaren’treadytotreadonyourheadinordertoliftthemselvesup。Ibelieveayearamongthosekind,unhurriedpeoplewillglvemeallthematerialI’llneedforyears。