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  Aftersupperthatnighthewentouttothebarn,andMrs。Ripleyheardhimsawingandhammering。Thenthenoiseceased,andhecameinandsatdowninhisusualplace。

  “Whaty’be’nmakin’?“sheinquired。Tewksburyhadgonetobed。

  Shesatdarningastocking。

  “IjestthoughtI’dgitthestagin’readyf’rpaintin’,“hesaidevasively。

  “Wal!I’llbegladwhenit’scoveredup。“Whenshegotreadyforbed,hewasstillseatedinhischair,andaftershehaddozedofftwoorthreetimesshebegantowonderwhyhedidn’tcomeWhentheclockstruckten,andsherealizedthathehadnotstirred,shebegantogetimpatient。“Come,arey’goin’tositthereallnight?“

  Therewasnoreply。Sheroseupinbedandlookedabouttheroom。Thebroadmoonfloodeditwithlight,sothatshecouldseehewasnotasleepinhischair,asshehadsupposed。Therewassomethingominousinhisdisappearance。

  “Ethan!EthanRipley,whereareyeh?“Therewasnoreplytohersharpcall。Sheroseanddistractedlylookedaboutamongthefurniture,asifheinightsomehowbeacatandbehidinginacornersomewhere。Thenshewentupstairswheretheboyslept,herhardlittleheelsmakingacurioustunkingnoiseonthebareboards。

  Themoonfellacrossthesleepinghoylikearobeofsilver。Hewasalone。

  Shebegantobealarmed。Hereyeswidenedinfear。Ansortsofvaguehorrorssprangunbiddenintoherbrain。Shestillhadthemistofsleepinherbrain。

  Shehurrieddownthestairsandoutintothefragrantnight。Thekatydidsweresingingininfinitepeaceunderthesolemnsplendorofthemoon。Thecattlesniffedandsighed,janglingtheirbellsnowandthen,andthechickensinthecoopstirreduneasilyasifoverheated。Theoldwomanstoodthereinherbarefeetandlongnightgown,horror-stricken。Theghastlystoryofamanwhohadhunghimseifinhisbarnbecausehiswifedesertedhimcameintohermindandstayedtherewithfrightfulpersistency。Herthroatfilledchokingly。

  Shefeltawildrushofloneliness。Shehadasuddenrealizationofhowdearthatgauntoldfigurewas,withitsgrizzledfaceandreadysmile。Herbreathcamequickandquicker,andshewasatthepointofburstingintoawildcrytoTewksburywhensheheardastrangenoise。Itcamefromthebarn,acreakingnoise。Shelookedthatwayandsawintheshadowedsideadeepershadowmovingtoandfro。

  Arevulsiontoastonishmentandangertookplaceinher。

  “Lando’Bungay!Ifheain’tpaintin’thatbarn,likeaperfectoldidiot,inthenight。“

  UncleEthan,workingdesperately,didnothearherfeetpatteringdownthepath,andwasstartledbyhershrillvoice。

  “Well,EthanRipley,whaddyy’thinkyou’redoin’now?“

  Hemadetwoorthreeslappingpasseswiththebrushandthensnappedout,“I’ma-paintin’thisbarn-whaddyyes’pose?IIyehadeyesy’wouldn’task。“

  “Well,youcomerightstraighttobed。Whatd’youmeanbyactin’

  so?“

  “Yougobackintothehousean’letmebe。IknowwhatI’ma-doin’。

  You’vepesteredmeaboutthissignjestaboutenough。“Hedabbedhisbrushtoandfroashespoke。Hisgauntfiguretoweredaboveherinshadow。Hisslappingbrushhadavicioussound。

  Neitherspokeforsometime。Atlengthshesaidmoregently,“Ain’tyoucomin’in?“

  “No-nottillIgeta-ready。Yougo’longan’tendtoy’rownbusiness。

  Don’tstan’therean’ketchcold。“

  Shemovedoffslowlytowardthehouse。Hisshoutsubduedher。

  Workingaloneouttherehadrenderedhimsavage;hewasnottobepushedanyfurther。Sheknewbythetoneofhisvoicethathemustnowberespected。

  Sheslippedonhershoesandashawl,andcamebackwherehewasworking,andtookaseatonasawhorse。

  “I’mgoin’tosetrightheretillyoucomein,EthanRipley,“shesaidinafirmvoice,butgentlerthanusual。

  “Wal,you’llsetagoodwhile,“washisungraciousreply,buteachfeltafurtivetendernessfortheother。Heworkedoninsilence。Theboardscreakedheavilyashewalkedtoandfro,andtheslappingsoundofthepaintbrushsoundedloudinthesweetharmonyofthenight。Themajesticmoonswungslowlyroundthecornerofthebarnandfellupontheoldman’sgrizzledheadandbentshoulders。

  Thehorsesinsidecouldbeheardstampingthemosquitoesawayandchewingtheirhayinpleasantchorus。

  Thelittlefigureseatedonthesawhorsedrewtheshawlcloserahoutherthinshoulders。Hereyeswereinshadow,andherhandswerewrappedinhershawl。Atlastshespokeinacurioustone。

  “Wal,Idon’tknowasyouwassoverymuchtoblame。Ididn’twantthatBiblemyself-IholdoutIdid,butIdidn’t。“

  Ethanworkedonuntilthefullmeaningofthisunprecedentedsurrenderpenetratedhishead,andthenhethrewdownhisbrush。

  “Wal,IguessI’lllet’ergoatthat。I’yecoveredupthemostofit,anyhow。Guesswebettergoin。“

  GOD’SRAVENS

  I

  CHICAGOhasthreewindsthatblowuponit。OnecomesfromtheEast,andthemindgoesouttothecoldgray-bluelake。OnefromtheNorth,andmenthinkofillimitablespacesofpinelandsandmaple-cladridgeswhichleadtotheunknowndeepsofthearcticwoods。

  ButthethirdistheWestofSouthwestwind,dry,magnetic,fullofsmellofunmeasuredmilesofgrowinggraininsummer,orripeningcornandwheatinautumn。Whenitcomesinwintertheairglitterswithincrediblebrilliancy。Thesnowofthecountrydazzlesandflamesintheeyes;deepblueshadowseverywherestreamlikestainsofink。Sleighbellswranglefromearlymorningtilllateatnight,andeverystepisquickandalert。Inthecity,smokedimsitsclarity,butitiswelcome。

  Butitsgreatestmomentofdominationisspring。ThebittergraywindoftheEasthashelduncheckedrulefordays,givingplacetoitsbrothertheNorthwindonlyatintervals,tillsomedayinMarchthewindofthesouthwestbeginstoblow。Thentheeavesbegintodrip。Hereandthereafowlinahousethatisreallyaprison

  beginstosangthesongitsangonthefarm,andtowardnoonitssongbecomesachantofarticulatejoy。

  ThenthepoorcrawloutoftheirreekinghovelsontheSouthandWestsidestostandinthesun-theblessedsun-andfelicitatethemselvesonbeingalive。Windowsofsickroomsareopened,themerrysmallboygoestoschoolwithouthistippet,andmenlayofftheirlongulstersfortheirbeavercoats。Capsgiveplacetohats,andmenwomenpausetochatwhentheymeeteachotherthestreet。Theopendooristhesignofthegreatchangeofwind。

  Thereareimaginativesoulswhoarestirredyetdeeperbythiswind-menlikeRobertBloom,towhomcomevagueandverysweetreminiscencesoffarmlifewhenthesnowismeltingandthedrygroundbeginstoappear。TothesepeoplethewindcomesfromthewideunendingspacesoftheprairieWest。Theycansmellthestrangethrillingodorofnewlyuncoveredsodandmoistbrownplowedlands。Tothemitisliketheopeningdoorofaprison。

  RoberthadcrawleddowntownanduptohisofficehighintheStarblockafteramonth’ssickness。Hehadresolutelypulledapadofpaperunderhishandtowrite,butthewindowwasopenandthatwindcomingin,andhecouldnotwrite-hecouldonlydream。

  Hisbrownhairfelloverthethinwhitehandwhichproppedhishead。Hisfacewaslikeivorywithdullyellowishstainsinit。Hiseyesdidnotseethemountainousroofshumpedandpiledintovastmassesofbrickandstone,crossedandrivenbystreets,andsweptbymassesofgray-whitevapor;theysawalittlevalleycircledbylow-woodedbluffs-hisnativetowninWisconsin。

  Ashisweaknessgrewhisambitionfellaway,andhisheartturnedbacktonatureandtothethingshehadknowninhisyouth,tothekindlypeopleoftheoldentime。Itdidnotoccurtohimthatthespiritofthecountrymighthavechanged。

  Sittingthus,hehadamightylongingcomeuponhimtogiveupthestruggle,togobacktothesimplestlifewithhiswifeandtwoboys。Whyshouldhetreadinthemill,wheneverydaywastakingthelifebloodoutofhisheart?

  Slowlyhislongingtookresolution。Atlasthedrewhisdeskdown,andasthelockclickeditseemedliketheshuttingofaprisongatebehindhim。

  Attheelevatordoorhemetafelloweditor。“Hello,Bloom!Didn’tknowyouweredowntoday。“

  “I’monlytryingit。I’mgoingtotakeavacationforawhile。“

  “That’sright,man。Youlooklikeaghost。“

  “Hehadn’tthecouragetotellhimheneverexpectedtoworkthereagain。Hissteponthewayhomewasfirmerthanithadbeenforweeks。Inhiswhitefacehiswifesawsomesubtlechange。

  “Whatisit,Robert?“

  “Mate,let’sgiveitup。“

  “Whatdoyoumean?“

  “Thestruggleistoohard。Ican’tstandit。I’mhungryforthecountryagain。Let’sgetoutofthis。“

  “Where’llwego?“

  “Backtomynativetown-upamongtheWisconsinhillsandcoulees。Goanywhere,sothatweescapethispressure-it’skillingme。Let’sgotoBluffSidingforayear。Itwilldomegood-maybringmebacktolife。Icandoenoughspecialworktopayourgrocerybill;andtheMerrillplace-soJacktellsme-isempty。Wecangetitforseventy-fivedollarsforayear。Wecanpullthroughsomeway。“

  “Verywell,Robert。“

  “Imusthaverest。Allthebouncehasgoneoutofme,Mate,“hesaidwithsadlinesinhisface。“Anyextraworkhereisoutofthequestion。Icanonlyshamblearound-anexcuseforaman。“

  Thewifehadceasedtosmile。Herstrenuouscheerfulnesscouldnotholdbeforehistragicallydrawnandbloodlessface。

  “I’llgowhereveryouthinkbest,RobertItwillbejustaswellfortheboys。Isupposethereisaschoolthere?“

  “Oh,yes。Atanyrate,theycangetayear’sschoolinginnature。“

  “Well-nomatter,Robert;youaretheonetobeconsidered。“Shehadtheself-sacrfficingdevotionoftheaveragewoman。Shefanciedherselfhopelesslyhisinferior。

  Theyhaddweltsolongonthecrumblingedgeofpovertythattheywerehardenedtoitsthreat,andyetthefailureofRobert’shealthhadbeenofthesortwhichterrifies。Itwasaslowbutsteadysinkingofvitalforce。Ithaditsupsanddowns,butitwasadownwardtrail,alwaysdownward。Thetimeforsell-deceptionhadpassed。

  Hispaperpaidhimameagersalary,forhisworkwasprizedonlybythemorethoughtfulreadersoftheStar。

  Inadditiontohis’regularworkheoccasionallyhazardedastoryforthejuvenilemagazinesoftheEast。Inthiswayheturnedtheanticsofhisgrowingboystoaccount,asheoftensaidtohiswife。

  HehadalsopassedthepreliminarystagesofliterarysuccessbygettingacoupleofstoriesacceptedbyanEasternmagazine,andhestillconfidentlylookedforwardtoseeingthemprinted。

  Hiswife,asturdy,practicallittlebody,didherpartinthebitterstrugglebykeepingtheirlittlehomeoneofthemostattractiveontheWestSide,theNorthSidebeingaltogethertoohighforthem。

  Inaddition,hersorelypressedbrainsoughtoutotherwaysofhelping。Shewroteoutallherhusband’sstoriesonthetypewriter,andsecretlyshehadtriedcomposingothersherself,theresultsbeingqueerdrylittlechroniclesofthedoingsofmenandwomen,strungtogetherwithoutatouchofliterarygrace。

  Sheproposedtakingalargehouseandrerentingrooms,butRobertwouldnotheartoit。“AslongasIcancrawlaboutwe’llleavethattoothers。“

  Inthemonthofpreparationwhichfollowedhetalkedagreatdealabouttheirventure。

  “Iwanttogetthere,“hesaid,“justwhentheleavesarecomingoutonthetrees。Iwanttoseethecherrytreesblossomonthehillside。

  Thepoppletreesalwaysgetgreenfirst。“

  Atothertimeshetalkedaboutthepeople。“Itwillbearestjusttogetbackamongpeoplewhoaren’treadytotreadonyourheadinordertoliftthemselvesup。Ibelieveayearamongthosekind,unhurriedpeoplewillglvemeallthematerialI’llneedforyears。

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