Theywerealonenow,andtheybothsatexpectantly。“You’peartothink,Mother,thatI’maginyergoin’。““Waal,itwouldkinderseemasify’hadn’thustledyerselfanyt’helpmegitoff。“
Hewassmartingunderthesenseofbeingwronged。“Waal,I’mjestaswillin’youshouldgoasIamformyself;butifIain’tgotnomoney,Idon’tseehowI’mgoin’tosend-“
“Idon’twantyetosend;nobodyastyeto,EthanRipley。IguessifI
hadwhatI’veearntsincewecameonthisfarm,I’dhaveenoughtogotoJerichowith。“
“You’vegotasmuchoutofitasIhave。Youtalkaboutyourgom’
back。Ain’tIbeenwantin’togobackmyself?Andain’tIkep’still’causeIseeitwa’n’tnouse?IguessI’veworkedjestaslongandashardasyou,an’instormsan’mudan’heat,efitcomest’that。“
Thewomanwasstaggered,butshewouldn’tgiveup;shemustgetmonemorethrust。
“Waal,ifyou’d’amanagedaswellasIhave,you’dhavesomemoneytogowith。“Andsherose,andwenttomixherbread,andsetit“raisin’。“Hesatbythefiretwanginghisfiddlesoftly。Hewasplainlythrownintogloomyretrospectlon,somethingquiteunusualforhim。Buthisfingerspickingoutthebarsofafamiliartunesethimtosmiling,and,whippinghisbowacrossthestrings,heforgotallabouthiswife’sresolutionsandhisownhardships。Troublealwaysslidoffhisbacklike“punkinsoffahaystack“anyway。
Theoldmanstillsatfiddlingsoftlyafterhiswifedisappearedinthehotandstuffylittlebedroomoffthekitchen。Hisshaggyheadbentloweroverhisviolin。Heheardhershoesdrop-one,two。
Prettysoonshecalled:
“Come,putupthatsqueakin’oldfiddleandgotobed。Seemsasifyouortahavesenseenoughnottosettherekeepin’everybodyinthehouseawake。“
“Youhushup,“retortedhe。“I’llcomewhenIgitready,nottill。I’llbegladwhenyou’regone-“
“Yes,Iwarrantthat。“
Withwhicharniablegoodnlghttheywentofftosleep,oratleastshedid,whilehelayawake,ponderingon“whereunderthesunshewasgoin’t’raisethatmoney。“
Thenextdayshewasupbrightandearly,workingawayonherownaffairs,ignoringRipleytotally,thefixedlookofresolutlonstillonherlittleoldwrinkledface。ShekilledahenanddressedandbakeditShefriedupapanofdoughnutsandmadeacake。Shewasengagedonthedoughnutswhenaneighborcamein,oneofthosewomenwhotakeitasapersonalaffrontwhenanyoneintheneighborhooddoesanythingwithoutaskingtheiradvice。Shewasfat,andcouldtalkamanblindinthreeminutesbythewatch。
“What’sthisIhear,Mis’Ripley?“
“Idunknow。Iexpectyouhearaboutalltheyisgoin’oninthisneighborhood,“repliedMrs。Ripleywithcrushingbluntness;butthegossipdidnotflinch。
“Well,SettTurnertoldmethatherhusbandtoldherthatRipleytoldhimthatyouwasgoin’backEastonavisit。“
“Waal,whatofit?“
“Well,airyeh?“
“TheLordwillin’an’theweatherpermitin’,Iexpecttobe。“
“Goodland,Iwanttoknow!Well,well!Ineverwassoastonishedinmylife。Isaid,saysI,’Itcan’tbe。’’Well,’ses’e,’tha’swhatshetoldme,’ses’e。’But,’sesI,’sheisthelastwomanintheworldtogogallivantin’offEast,’sesI。An’seshe,’Butitcomesfromgoodauthority,’seshe。’Well,then,itmustbeso,’sesI。But,landsakes!
dotellmeallaboutit。Howcomeyoutomakeupy’rmind?Ailtheseyearsyou’vebeenkinda-talkin’itover,an’nowy’ractshellygoin’-Waal,Inever!’Is’poseRipleyfurnishesthemoney,’sesItohim。’Well,no,’ses’e。’Ripleysayshe’llbeblowedifheseeswherethemoney’scomin’from,’ses’e;andsesI,’Butmaybeshe’sjestjokin’,’sesI。’Notmuch,’hesays。S’’e:’Ripleybelievesshe’sgoin’
fastenough。He’sjestasanxioustofindoutaswebe-’“
HereMrs。Doudneypausedforbreath;shehadwalkedsofastandhadrestedsolittlethatherinterminableflowof“sesI’s“and“seshe’s“ceasednecessarily。Shehadreached,moreover,thepointofmostvitalinterest-themoney。
“An’you’llfindoutjest’boutassoonashedoes,“wasthedryresponsefromthefigurehoveringoverthestove,andwithallhermaneuveringthatwasallshegot。
AlldayRipleywentabouthisworkexceedinglythoughtfulforhim。Itwascold,blusteringweather。Thewindrustledamongthecornstalkswithawildandmournfulsound,thegeeseandduckswentsprawlingdownthewind,andhorses’coatswereruffledandbacksraised。
Theoldmanwashuskingcornaloneinthefield,hisspareformriggedoutintwoorthreeraggedcoats,hishandsinsertedinapairofglovesminusnearlyallthefingers,histhumbsdoneupin“stalls,“andhisfeetthrustintohugecoarseboots。Duringthemiddleofthedaythefrozengroundthawed,andthemudstucktohisboots,andthe“downears“wetandchappedhishands,alreadyworntothequick。Towardnightitgrewcolderandthreatenedsnow。Inspiteofalltheseattackshekepthischeerfulness,andthoughhewasverytired,hewassoftenedintemper。
Havingplentyoftimetothinkmattersover,hehadcometotheconclusion“thattheoldwomanneededaplayspell。Iain’tlikelytobenorichernextyearthanIamthisone;ifIwaittillI’mabletosendhershewon’tnevergo。Icalc’lateIc’ngitenoughouto’themshoatstosendher。I’dkinda’lottedoneat’n’thempigsdoneupmtosassengers,butiftheol’womangoesEast,Tukeyan’me’llkindahafftopullthroughwithout’em。We’ll。haveaturkeyf’rThanksgivin’,an’achickenonce’nawhile。Lord!Butwe’llmissthegravyontheflapjacks。Amen!“Hesmackedhislipsoverthethoughtofthelostdainty。“Butlet’errip!Wecanstandit。Thenthereismybuffaloovercoat。I’dkindacalc’latedonhavin’abuffalo-butthat’sgoneupthespoutalongwiththemsassengers。“
Theseheroicsacrificeshavingbeendeterminedupon,heputthemintoeffectatonce。
Thishewasabletodo,forhiscornrowsranalongsidetheroadleadingtoCedarville,andhisneighborswerepassingalmostallhoursoftheday。
ItwouldhavesoftenedJaneRipley’sheartcouldshehaveseenhisbentandstiffenedformamidthecornrows,thecoldwindpiercingtothebonethroughhisthreadbareandinsufficientclothing。Therisingwindsentthesnowrattlingamongthemoaningstalksatintervals。Thecoldmadehispoordimeyeswater,andhehadtostopnowandthentoswinghisarmsabouthischesttowarmthem。
Hisvoicewashoarsewithshoutingattheshiveringteam。
Thatnight,asMrs。Ripleywasclearingthedishesaway,shegottothinkingaboutthedepartureofthenextday,andshebegantosoften。ShegavewaytoafewtearswhenlittleTewksburyGilchrist,hergrandson,cameupandstoodbesideher。
“Gran’ma,youain’tgoin’tostayawayalways,areyeh?“
“Why,coursenot,Tukey。Whatmadey’thinkthat?“
“Well,y’ain’ttoldusnawfliln’’tallaboutit。An’yebkindo’look’sifyehwasmad。“
“Well,Lain’tmad;I’mjesta-thinkin’,Tukey。Y’see,IcomeawayfromthemhillswhenIwasalittleglrla’most;beforeImarriedy’rgrandad。AndIain’tneverbeenback。’Mostallmyfolksisthere,souny,an’we’vebeens’pooralltheseyearsIcouldn’tseemt’nevergetstarted。Now,whenI’m’mostreadyt’go,Ifeelkindaqueer-’sifI’dcry。“
Andcryshedid,whilelittleTewksburystoodpattinghertremblinghands。HearingRipley’sstepontheporch,sherosehastilyand,dryinghereyes,plungedattheworkagain。Ripleycameinwithabigarmfulofwood,whichherolledintothewoodboxwithathunderingcrash。Thenhepulledoffhismittens,slappedthemtogethertoknockofftheiceandsnow,andlaidthemsidebysideunderthestove。Hethenremovedcap,coat,blouse,andboots,whichlasthelaiduponthewoodbox,thesolesturnedtowardthestovepipe。
Ashesatdownwithoutspeaking,heopenedthefrontdoorsofthestoveandheldthepalmsofhisstiffenedhandstotheblaze。Thelightbroughtoutathoughtfullookonhislarge,uncouth,yetkindlyvisage。Lifehadlaidhardlinesonhisbrownskin,butithadnotentirelysouredanaturallykindandsimplenature。Ithadmadehimpenuriousanddullandiron-muscled;hadstifledalltheslenderflowersofhisnature;yettherewaswarmsoilsomewherehidinhisheart。
“It’ssnowin’likeallp’sessed,“heremarkedfinally。“Iguesswe’llhaveasleighridetomorrow。Icalc’latet’drivey’daowninscrumptiousstyle。Ifyehmustleave,why,we’llgiveyehawhoopin’oldsend-off-won’twe,Tukey?
“I’vebena4hinkin’thingsoverkindo’t’day,Mother,an’I’vecomet’
theconclusionthatwehavebeenkindahardonyeh,withoutknowin’it,y’see。Y’see,I’mkindaeasygoin,’an’littleTukehe’sonlyachild,an’weain’tc’nsideredhowyoufelt。“
Shedidn’tappeartobelistening,butshewas,andhedidn’tappear,onhispart,tobetalkingtoher,andhekepthisvoiceashardanddryashecould。
“An’Iwastellin’Tukeyt’daythatitwasadumshameourcropshadn’t,turnedoutbetter。An’whenIsawol’Hatfieldgoby,Ihailedhiman’askedhimwhathe’dgimmefortwoo’m’shoats。Waal,theupshotis,Isentt’townforsomethingsIcalc’latedye’dheed。An’
here’satlckettoGeorgetown,andtendollars。Why,Ma,what’sup?“
Mrs。Ripleybrokedown,andwithherhandsallwetwithdishwater,astheywere,coveredherfaceandsobbed。Shefeltlikekissinghim,butshedidn’t。Tewksburybegantowhimper,too;buttheoldmanwasastonished。Hiswifehadnotweptforyearsbeforehim。Heroseandwalkedclumsilyuptoherandtimidlytouchingherhair-
“Why,Mother!What’sthematter?What’v’Idonenow?Iwascalc’latln’tosellthempigsanyway。Hatfieldjestadvancedthemoneyon’em。“
Shehoppedupanddashedintothebedroom,andinafewminutesreturnedwithayarnmitten,tiedaroundthewrist,whichshelaidonthetablewithathump,saying:
“Idon’twantyermoney。There’smoneyenoughtotakemewhereI
wanttogo。“
“Whee-w!Thunderandjimsonroot!Wher’dyegitthat?Didn’tdigitoutofahole?“
“No。Ijestsavedit-adimeatatime-see?“
Heresheturneditoutonthetable-somebills,butmostlysilverdimesandquarters。
“Thunderandscissors!Mustbetwoerthreehundreddollarsthere,“staredhe。
“They’sjestseventy-fivedollarsandthirtycents;jestaboutenoughtogobackon。Ticketsisfifty-fivedollars,goin’an’comin’。Thatleavestwentydollarsforotherexpenses,notcountin’whatI’vealreadyspent,whichissix-fifty,“saidshe,recoveringherself-possession。“It’splenty。“
“Buty’ain’tcalc’latedonnosleepersnorhotelbills。“
“Iain’tgoin’onnosleeper。Mis’Doudneysaysit’sjestscandalousthewaythingsismanagedonthemcars。I’mgoin’ontheold-fashionedcars,wheretheyain’tnohalf-dressedmenrunain’
around。“
“Butyouneedn’tbeafraidofthem,Mother;atyourage-“
“There!youneedn’tthrowmyagean’homelinessintomyface,EthanRipley。IfIhadn’twaitedan’tendedonyousolong,I’dlookalittlemore’sIdidwhenImarriedyeh。“
Ripleygaveitupindespair。Hedidn’trealizefullyenoughhowtheproposedtriphadunsettledhiswife’snerves。Shedidn’trealizeitherself。
“Asforthehotelbills,theywon’tbenone。Ia-goin’topaythempiratesasmuchforaday’sboardaswe’dchargeforaweek’s,an’
havenawthin’toeatbutdishes。I’mgoin’totakeachickenan’
somehard-boiledeggs,an’I’mgoin’rightthroughtoGeorgetown。“
“Well,allright;buthere’stheticketIgot。“
“Idon’twantyerticket。“
“Butyou’vegottotakeit。“
“Wall,Ihain’t。“
“Why,yes,yehave。It’sbought,an’theywon’ttakeitback。“
“Won’tthey?“Shewasstaggeredagain。
“Notmuchtheywon’t。Iast’em。Aticketsoldissold。“
“Waal,iftheywon’t-“
“Youbettheywon’t。“